Chapter 101: You didn't feel sorry for me, liking you is my business
Chapter 101: You didn't feel sorry for me, liking you is my business
For the rest of the summer vacation, in addition to running and practicing sanda, Xiaoxiao also added this target shooting.
The old man stayed at home for some time, and then said that he was not feeling well and was admitted to a nursing home. Xiaoxiao went over to see his old man every few days, chatted with him to relieve his boredom, and the days passed quickly-
In the blink of an eye, the beginning of the school season has ushered in.
The day before Xiaoxiao was leaving, Mo Yang and Ji Manrou held a banquet to say goodbye. After eating, the three of them went to Moh's entertainment venues and sang all night.
A few years ago, when Xiaoxiao was sent abroad by An Dawei, they also sang all night, and Mo Yang was still drunk, holding her and crying wolf.
This time, although it is not a difference across the Pacific Ocean, Xiaoxiao is studying in a military academy, and he is disciplined, so he can't go out of school casually, and I'm afraid that it will not be easy for the three of them to get together and have fun in the future.
Parting with the injury.
So, unconsciously, several people drank high.
Mo Yang staggered on Xiaoxiao's shoulder, his handsome and delicate facial features were heavily drunk, and his tongue was not sharp, "An Xiaoxiao, what the are you ...... Isn't it, have you decided to go to a military school?"
Xiaoxiao turned his head and smiled at him innocently: "Young Master Mo, you ...... I'm leaving tomorrow, and you're asking this question now, isn't it superfluous? Come on, drink another one!"
Mo Yang still held her, reached out and took the wine glass, clinked glasses with her boldly, and drank it up.
"The one surnamed He, he's so lucky!" Mo Yang said with a slam of wine glasses on the table.
"Hey...... You are not allowed to scold him!" Xiaoxiao pointed at him, pretending to be fierce, "He is the person I like, you are me...... I don't allow him to speak ill of you, and you can't be hostile to him, otherwise I'll be angry!"
"Did he say bad things about me?" Although his brain was corroded by alcohol, Mo Yang still caught this sentence shrewdly, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he asked loudly, "What did he say bad things about me? Why did he say bad things about me?"
Xiaoxiao thought of He Yujun's warning to her a long time ago, asking her to keep her distance from Mo Yang, and her heart paused, and her wine sobered up a little, "That...... No, he didn't say anything bad about you, he just said, you are so good to me, let me know how to be grateful. โ
Mo Yang drank too much wine and his limbs were unstable, but his brain was still clear, staring at her slightly drunk face, seeing that her eyes were flickering, he didn't dare to look directly, and suddenly understood, "I'm afraid he didn't say that, right?"
Ji Manrou saw that the atmosphere of their chat was not quite right, and immediately interjected with a smile: "Xiaoxiao is leaving tomorrow, and the next time we get together will be half a year at the earliest, let's only talk about the friendship of three people today, and don't mention others, okay?"
"No!" Mo Yang waved his hand, and the arm holding Xiaoxiao's shoulder tightened suddenly, trapping Xiaoxiao in his arms, "Say, what bad things did he say about me? Does he think that I am robbing people with him? Do you tell you to stay away from me?"
Xiaoxiao was strangled by him, a little out of breath, and the posture of the two was too ambiguous, which made her a little uncomfortable.
Hearing his words, Xiaoxiao was even more shocked, and became more and more unable to answer, so she could only quickly give Ji Manrou a look.
"Mo Yang, you've drunk too much, what are you messing about!" Ji Manrou hurriedly went over and pulled Mo Yang's arm, "You let go of Xiaoxiao!"
"Don't let go!" Unexpectedly, Mo Dashao, who was drunk and hazy, shook off Ji Manrou's pull, and simply hugged Xiaoxiao's whole person, "Don't let go! I just won't let go!" An Xiaoxiao, let me tell you, what He Yujun said-"
Xiaoxiao was hugged by him, and seeing that he was behaving particularly abnormally today, he was also sensitive to something. Hearing him say this, she realized that what happened next might destroy their precious friendship for many years, her heart shrank, and she quickly interrupted: "Mo Yang, you drank too much! โ
"Go back to what, go back!" Mo Yang yelled dissatisfied, Ji Manrou also saw the clue, and at the same time was shocked and worried that if the trouble continued would really hurt the feelings of the three people, he stepped forward to pull again, "Mo Yang, don't say it, go back to sleep if you drink too much, Xiaoxiao just went to school in other places, and it's not that she won't come back, we will have a chance to get together again in the future!"
"Don't, don't stop me!" Mo Yang was pulled away by Ji Manrou, Xiaoxiao took the opportunity to break free and tidy up her clothes and hair, Mo Yang stared at her, looked quietly for a while, panting, suddenly shook off Ji Manrou's clamps, picked up the wine bottle on the table and poured it up.
"Hey, Mo Yang!"
"Mo Yang, don't be like this!"
Xiaoxiao and Ji Manrou pounced on the wine bottle at the same time, but they were still dodged by Mo Yang.
It wasn't until a bottle of wine was almost ruined that Mo Yang put the wine bottle heavily on the table, wiped the wine stains on the corners of his face and mouth with his arm, stared at Xiaoxiao with more and more scarlet eyes, and gasped: "An Xiaoxiao, you know what I'm going to say, right? You know!
Xiaoxiao's cheeks were red and hot, and she didn't know if it was because she was drinking or something else.
Staring at the out-of-control Mo Yang, she stood there motionless, biting her lip and clenching her hands.
Ji Manrou also knew that this thin layer of paper could no longer be covered, sighed, and stood there, looking at the two of them.
"Today, while I'm drinking, I'll just say it!" Mo Yang gasped a few breaths violently, his eyes locked on the girl who was one step away in front of him, and suddenly shouted, "An Xiaoxiao, I like you! I love you! I have liked you for many years! I have loved you for many years! But I am a fucking bastard, I dare not say it to you! I am afraid that you will reject me! I am even more afraid that we will not even be friends!"
Ji Manrou helplessly supported her forehead, turned around and walked to the side of the sofa and sat down, unable to do anything.
Xiaoxiao still stood there, except for his face becoming more and more nervous and helpless, and his fingers clenched harder, there was no other reaction.
Only Mo Yang remained, the son of a wealthy family with impeccable family appearance and etiquette, like a lost dog, his face was messy, and he cried bitterly: "Blame me, blame myself...... Blame me for being afraid of the authority in my family, blame me for not having the courage to confess to you, I see you suffer a lot, a lot of grievances, I want to hold you in my arms and protect you behind me, but I don't dare, I'm afraid that you will find out my thoughts, I am afraid of scaring you away...... I can only care about you under the guise of a friend, and I have to make other girlfriends every now and then to hide my heart - how I am, how weak...... I watched you throw yourself into someone else's arms, and I couldn't do anything about it......"
His face was numb, his eyes were a little sour, Xiaoxiao turned his head, panting heavily, and felt uncomfortable in his heart.
Unexpectedly, my uncle's feeling was right, it turned out that Mo Yang really liked her, and he was already in a deep position.
But she couldn't respond, she could only make him sad.
After a long time, Xiaoxiao sorted out her messy emotions and said guiltily: "Mo Yang, I'm sorry, I ......"
"Don't talk! Don't say you're sorry!" Mo Yang sat on the sofa, didn't wait for her to finish speaking, stretched out his hand to interrupt, his face was full of sadness, "You are not sorry for me, liking you is my business." โ
Xiaoxiao bit her lip, feeling more and more uncomfortable.
If he is domineering and coercive, accusing her or even scolding her, she may feel better.
But he was like this, even if he was sad and sad, he still had to comfort her and comfort her, so that the guilt and apology in her heart became deeper and deeper.
Over the years, Mo Yang has helped her not once or twice, she thought it was just a good friend, she thought it was just to "repay her kindness", and she never thought about it - Mo Yang loved her.
The three of them were awkwardly silent, Ji Manrou frowned and looked at the two of them, seeing that Xiaoxiao was at a loss, so she could only persuade again: "Mo Yang, don't be like this, the three of us are good friends, for life." โ
Mo Yang smiled, with sarcasm and self-pity, "For a lifetime, I'm afraid that if I say these words today, I won't be able to continue to be good friendsโI'm just worried about the arrival of this day, so I haven't dared to express my intentions, but I really can't help ......it."
After being silent for a few seconds, Mo Yang raised his head, stared at Xiaoxiao, and smiled, "Xiaoxiao, do you know? When I learned that An Dawei's brute was going to force you to marry an old man with a dead wife, I was ready to make a plan, I thought, if you really marry him, I will go to rob the marriage! Even if I cut off the relationship with my family, I will take you away and fly away." But I didn't expect that you had other plans, and I didn't expect that you would fall in love with that man!"
"If I knew this would happen, I wouldn't have helped you at the bar that night! The surname He is not worthy of you at all, except for his family background and handsomeness! You are too hard with him! But I didn't expect that you would love him so much that you would go to military school for him......"
Mo Yang spoke incoherently, her excited emotions revealed irresolvable sadness and grief, Xiaoxiao wanted to speak several times but was interrupted by him, but when she heard this, she still couldn't help but explain: "Mo Yang, no, I went to military school because of ......"
"Don't explain it to me!" Sure enough, Mo Yang stopped her again, reached out and lifted a bottle of wine, raised his head and poured it again, "Now that the matter is a foregone conclusion, I have no hope, I can only bless you...... Come, Manrou, raise a glass with me and bless Xiaoxiao!"
"Mo Yang!" Seeing him staggering to his feet holding the wine bottle, Ji Manrou shouted to him angrily, "Don't be crazy with alcohol!
"Uncomfortable?" Mo Yang held the wine bottle in one hand, raised a finger in the other, shook his eyes at Xiaoxiao in confusion, and said softly, "Xiaoxiao, don't be uncomfortable...... As I said, liking you is my business, and I bless you! However, if the person surnamed He bullies you in the future...... It makes you sad and crying, you must tell me, I will help you...... Teach him a lesson!"
Ji Manrou hugged her chest and sneered, shaking her head speechlessly.
Mo Yang immediately turned his head, stared at her dissatisfiedly and asked, "Ji Manrou, what are you laughing at? Do you think I can't do my best? Do you think I can't beat that soldier?"