Chapter 100: The Blossoms of the Willows
"Why?" I slowly walked towards Chen Xue with heavy steps, I couldn't see what kind of expression I was talking about now, but the voice I made at this moment was very trembling, and my steps were a little floating, and I felt that I might really collapse in a second.
I still can't believe it, all this I saw in front of me was true, and even I was as naïve as Tong Jia when she bumped into Wang Baobao's derailment, thinking that the girl in front of me was definitely not Chen Xue, just looking like it, but the blue butterfly hairpin pinned to Chen Xue's bangs woke me up like a loud slap.
"Why?" My nose was already faintly starting to sour, my eyes were astringent, and I looked directly at Chen Xue, ignoring Ling Yuan next to her.
"Why? Hehe, Zhang Jingtian, why are you embarrassed to ask me why? Where did you go last night? Didn't you say that you would definitely come back to me if you were ready? What about you? Where did you put me?" After listening to my words, Chen Xue was even more angry than me and rushed straight to the opposite of me, pushing my chest with both hands, and tears fell out, "Do you know that I am afraid? I am alone in the hotel, and there are a few drunks living next to me, and I always come to knock on the door, and I didn't dare to close my eyes all night, where were you at that time?"
"I'm sorry! I really had something to do last night..."Looking at Chen Xue's appearance, I really regretted my intestines, and I wanted to reach out to hug her, but I was directly pushed away by Chen Xue, her face was cold, and she stretched out her hand to me while shedding tears and pointed to me, "Zhang Jingtian, let's break up! You only have brothers in your eyes, only when I am an accessory, the easier it is to get, the more I don't know how to cherish it! Let's over..."
"Let's finish!" The five words spit out from Chen Xue's mouth, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, made me completely dumbfounded on the spot, there was a feeling of the world spinning, I felt as if I had been stabbed in the chest, and it hurt so much that even breathing was very difficult, I hurriedly grabbed Chen Xue's arm and shook my head, "Xiaoxue, I was wrong, I really know that I was wrong this time, do I promise?"
"Let go!" Ling Yuan slammed his body into me, squinting coldly, blocking Chen Xue behind him.
"Get out!" I pushed Ling Yuan's chest, looked at Chen Xue and yelled eagerly, "I'll just ask you, do you want to go with me?"
"Zhang Jingtian, you are still so invincible! You think I am your appendage, and you think that I should come and go as soon as I am summoned, right?" Chen Xue wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled very poignantly, "When are you sure that you really like me, come back to me!"
"Xiaoxue, I really had something yesterday, I didn't love you, I didn't take you to heart, believe me! Give me another chance!" I walked up to Chen Xue and looked at him with tears in my eyes.
"I'm tired now, I want to be quiet!, let's go..."Chen Xue covered her mouth with one hand, pushed my arm away, and walked towards their class without her head, I was just about to chase her, Ling Yuan blocked in front of me again, and snorted coldly with his nose, "Xiaoxue said that I don't want to see you now, get out of my own!"
", what are you?" I vented all the pent-up anger in my heart on Ling Yuan's body in an instant, and smashed my fist into his face.
"Scrap!" Ling Yuan smiled contemptuously at me, his head flashed slightly to the side, raised one arm to block my fist, and the other arm slammed at the side of my face, I bent down to dodge, this forced one to kick, kicked me in the stomach, and kicked me to the ground, raised his leg and wanted to stomp on my head, Chen Xue on the side hurriedly ran over and grabbed Ling Yuan, "Don't hit him! You are not allowed to touch him..."
"But, don't you want to see him?" Ling Yuan tilted his head with a look of ignorance.
"Then you can't touch him either!" Chen Xue angrily pushed Ling Yuan away, helped me up from the ground, touched my forehead distressedly and asked, "Little Si, are you okay?"
"Hehe... I'm fine, I'm fine!" I coldly shook off Chen Xue, stretched out my hand to Ling Yuan, "Remember it for me!" and then looked at Chen Xue without any emotion, "It's so good, you guys are talented and beautiful, you are really worthy!"
After speaking, I turned around and left, and continued to stay in this place, I was afraid that I would go crazy, I admitted that my heart was dripping blood, and I didn't know what words to describe the pain, and the tears were falling uncontrollably, in fact, I hoped that Chen Xue could stop me, even if it was just to call me, I would definitely not hesitate to turn back and reconcile with her.
But until I walked to the direction of the staircase, there was no sound behind me, I didn't dare to look back, for fear that they would see my tearful and blurry embarrassed appearance, and every picture with Chen Xue echoed in my mind over and over again, from the first report of the encounter on campus to the soba noodles we went to eat together last night, every picture is so clear, I will feel pain once I think about it.
I ran in the direction of the school gate, let the tears on my face and snot mix together, buried my head and didn't dare to stop for a moment and ran out of the school gate, at the moment my heart was empty, I gasped and walked aimlessly towards the side of the road, not knowing where to go.
Suddenly the phone in my pocket rang, took it out and looked at Chen Xue's number, I sniffed and hung up, and a few seconds later she called again, I continued to hang up, just like that, she hit me and hung up, and it lasted more than a dozen times.
Chen Xue stopped calling anymore and sent a message, "Little Four, I'll only explain once! I love you, I love you to the core, I have nothing to do with Ling Yuan, he was chasing me before, but I have always refused, including now, I deliberately called him angry this morning, I just want to see if you have me in your heart, if you still love me! Pick me up from school at noon, we haven't been home together for a long time..."
When I saw this message, my tears fell out of my anger, I don't know if I regret that I don't know how to cherish it, or I feel happy because of Chen Xue's loss, in short, the tears just can't stop falling down my cheeks.
"Let's go home, go back to my own kennel...", I walked slowly towards the small bungalow my dad had rented for me in the old town, and my mind kept reacting to the street I had walked that night with Chen Xue on my back.
Half an hour away, I walked for nearly two hours, and I didn't know where I had lost my key before I was taken to prison, so I took out the spare key through the brick crack in the doorway, opened the door and walked in.
For a moment I was a little dumbfounded, rubbing my eyes incredibly, the room was cleaned, the glass on the windows was also wiped spotlessly, the floor and the bed were obviously all cleaned up, the ashtray I had put on the windowsill in the past was also washed, and there were two pots of green plants next to me that I can't name, I clearly remember that it was stuffed with cigarette butts, and there was an extra broom and trash can at the door, and there were snack bags in the trash can, and it was obvious that people often came in and out to clean up.
I walked over quickly, opened the wardrobe, the clothes inside were all hung up in an orderly manner, and the whole room reverberated with a girl's unique fragrance, "Could it be that Chen Xue often comes over?" I sniffed hard, but this fragrance was not from Chen Xue, who could it be?
I sat straight on the edge of the bed, lay down, my head was hit hard by something, got up and lifted the sheets, and a hardcover diary with a pink cover broke into my eyes, "It's not my thing...", I grabbed the journal and flipped through the pages.
"Little boy, I heard that you were arrested today, I was anxious! I found a lot of friends, but I couldn't help, yes! In their tears, I was just a singing lady, except for you, who would really take my words as words, especially worried about you! You are still a child, I don't know if you can eat in prison..."