017 Why don't you die

I didn't have a break from sleep, and I woke up at five o'clock in the afternoon, and it was so fucking good, I wanted to lie in bed and never get up, but my stomach was already rumbling, and my stomach hurt again. Most of us have a bad stomach in this line, usually eat the last meal, forget the next meal, if it is accompanied by wine, spitting wine is a trivial matter, vomiting blood is not a rare thing.

I casually made noodles for myself, turned on the TV, and passed the time. At this time, the phone rang, and the caller ID was actually my mother, which was really unexpected. Since I followed Brother Ming, my mother has dissociated herself from me, she doesn't want the neighbors to poke her back, saying that her daughter ran to mess with men at the age of 16, and now she is more and more capable, and she went directly to be a young lady.

I hesitated, but I still connected the phone, and my mother's gentle voice came out of the microphone, and she asked, "Shuangshuang, are you free tonight? Today is your sister's 13th birthday, can you come back?"

I also have feelings for my sister, when my mother gave birth to my sister, I was disgusted and treated coldly by my stepfather, so I had a serious illness. I was only five years old at the time, and I took my big sister with a handful of and urine. You may not believe it, but in the countryside, it is not uncommon for six- and seven-year-old children to carry their younger brother behind their backs and their younger sister in their hands.

But after she came to Shenzhen with her mother, she and her stepsister got along, and they didn't look down on me as a hillbilly, and the two sisters combined to bully me, which was really a white-eyed wolf. Although I have long been disheartened with my sister and have no hope, after all, we have given affection, and our bodies are also connected by blood. I agreed, and went to Ayilian's store to buy two princess dresses for my sister before I went home with the gifts.

Mom helped me open the door of the house, we hadn't seen each other for more than a year, and for a while, she and I didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere was very awkward. In fact, we have rarely communicated with each other, because she has been working outside for a long time and has started a new family.

The pressure cooker made a sizzling sound, and my mother smiled shriveled and said, "I'm cooking pork rib soup for you, you sit down first!"

She quickly went into the kitchen, and I sat alone on the couch, looking around, the space was still small, because the room didn't see the sun all day, it was gloomy, and it smelled of rotten mustiness, and there were many unsightly images in my mind, my stepfather peeking at me taking a shower, my stepfather reaching into my collar, and my stepsister putting snakes on my bed...... I was afraid to be alone, so I followed into the kitchen.

Mom is getting old, her original black hair has silver strands, her white face is also covered with spots, and it is difficult to even lift the pressure cooker. I hated her for her cowardice and incompetence, and I couldn't even protect my own daughter, but she was also a poor woman. She was afraid of being beaten by her stepfather, and even more afraid that her stepfather would abandon her.

I walked over to help my mother lift the pressure cooker down, she looked back at me, rubbed her apron with both hands and said hesitantly, "Shuangshuang, your sister is about to go to junior high school, we want to send her to Chinese school, but some time ago, we rebuilt the convenience store and spent a lot of money, and now the money is a little tight, you ......"

There was a sound of the door opening outside the house, and my mother smiled softly and said, "Your sister is out of cram school, you can talk to her!"

The people who came back were not only my sister, but also my stepsister, their appearance was like that of their stepfather, square face, small eyes, flat nose, they are the real sisters, what am I? When my stepsister saw me, her eyes were red, and she wanted to strangle me to death, she crossed her hands on her waist and asked in an unfriendly tone, "Why are you here, who let you in, you get out of here immediately!"

I pretended not to hear my stepsister's scolding, turned my head to look at my sister, and said calmly, "I bought you a birthday gift, if you like it, you can stay, if you don't like it, throw it away, I'll go first!"

In fact, I didn't want to stay here for a long time, so I turned around and was about to leave. My stepsister picked up the bag on the sofa and threw it at me, smashing me sarcastically and saying, "You think we're going to ask for your gifts, your money is earned by sleeping with men, you're not dirty, we're all dirty." ”

The bag broke, the princess dress fell to the ground, the stepsister stepped on the skirt so hard that she even spat on the skirt, while the mother hugged her sister and shrank in the corner, trembling. I thought my heart was already cold, but it still hurts. I jerked her away and reached for my skirt. My stepsister pounced on me like crazy, grabbed my hair and slammed it to the threshold, and her fierce scolding was in her ear, "You are a slut, shameless prodigal hoof, you dare to push me, I will teach you a good lesson today." ”

As she spoke, she reached out and grabbed my face, trying to get rid of my face. I knew a long time ago that my stepsister was jealous of me, and if I heard someone compliment me on my beauty, she would find a reason to beat me up, and she especially liked to scratch me with her fingernails. Now she is 23 years old, she doesn't have a boyfriend yet, and her blind dates dislike her for being ugly, and now she hates me even more.

She was stout, a man's skeleton, and her strength was so great that I couldn't break free, and my forehead hit the threshold, and immediately blood gushed out and flowed down my forehead. I know my stepsister's temperament too well, she doesn't leave a few scars on my face, and she will definitely not stop. I didn't want to be ruined by her, so I grabbed the stick and slammed it at my stepsister, using all my strength. She let go of her hand in pain, and I rushed out the door with my legs pulled out, running all the way.

Behind him, there was a vicious curse from the stepsister, "Lu Shuangshuang, why don't you fucking die?" You are a bitch, a prodigal hoof ridden by thousands of people, you will have syphilis one day, preferably infected with AIDS, I am waiting for you to die." ”

I heard this kind of talk too much, and I became numb. I covered my bleeding forehead and rushed forward, it was strange to say, I didn't feel pain, maybe I was used to pain, after all, since I was a child, I was beaten by my stepsister and my stepfather from time to time, so my tolerance for pain has also become stronger.