Hearing Li Zeyu's words, I was shocked and couldn't react at that time, my heart was full of surprise, but at the same time, there was a kind of indescribable bitterness and vicissitudes.

Zhang Jiaqi finally has her belonging.

The innocent girl at the beginning finally married a woman......

Time passes, and the years are unforgiving.

"That's right, or he would be in a hurry to get us all together to attend their wedding? You won't stop attending this time, will you? When I was in junior high school, Li Zhenhao had the best relationship with you. Li Zeyu said with a smile.

"But...... Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi are also 24 years old, how can they get married so early?" Actually, I'm still deceiving myself.

"You don't know, Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi are two families who are well-matched, and their parents decided the wedding last year, but they are going to Canada for graduate school in the second half of this year. ”

"I see, no wonder. Speaking of which, Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi have been in love since junior high school, and it has been almost ten years now, so it is not surprising that they are married. I sighed a little dazed, but after learning the truth, my heart was even more lost.

That feeling is as if a beautiful picture hidden deep in my heart has been ruthlessly wiped clean, and it is indescribably uncomfortable.

Looking back to this day, I can still recall Zhang Jiaqi's pure face and pure words in junior high school.

She is the simplest girl I have ever seen in my life, a teenager, but she still speaks loudly, she doesn't understand anything, she is simple and innocent.

I can't even forget the scene where she wrote my name for me in the homework book where I forgot to write my name.

There is also the scene in physical education class, when she runs the 1000 meters, she smiles and cheers for me who is out of breath.

I'll never forget the sweet expression she gave to her smile when she treated everyone the same.

That's why in honor of her, I named the girl I picked up after her and named her "Jiaqi". This name contains my memories and symbolizes my unfulfilled wishful thinking.

More than ten years later, that sweet and innocent smile, I still can't forget it when I think back, but I can't imagine that her smile now belongs to only another person.

I don't know, but I feel like I've been pulled out of a piece of flesh.

"This wedding was held on May 5th at the International Hotel, so you must attend. Oh yes, there's one more big thing I forgot to remind you of. This time, Li Zhenhao, the guy who died with a lot of tricks, also put forward a condition, saying that this wedding banquet should be divided into a couple table and a single table. Said that all the men in our class who found girlfriends should take their girlfriends to participate and see who will be left alone at the single table at that time, hehe. ”

"Ah, I'll you, won't you...... What kind of breaking conditions is this? What kind of esoteric thing is that guy Li Zhenhao?" Hearing Li Zeyu's explanation, I suddenly felt my heart tremble. Although I know that Li Zhenhao was a boy with a lot of tricks when he was in junior high school, I am still a little unhappy at the moment, what is the purpose of Li Zhenhao to make such a play?

"Who knows, I don't know very well, that guy should be more understanding, right? I guess he was because he robbed the goddess in the hearts of all the boys in our class, so he wanted to see that we also found the balance in our girlfriend's heart, lest we remember, hehe. ”

"It doesn't feel that simple. I think he's a bit of a show-off, and I don't know why. ”

"Show off?" Li Zeyu raised his eyebrows and looked at me, "Do you want to say it...... He's showing us that he's caught Banhua and we're still single?"

When Li Zeyu said this, I was stunned for a moment. To be honest, that's what I do.

Because of the thought of Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi, I always feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, to put it bluntly, I am a little jealous.

Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi are not only a good match, but also a talented and beautiful woman, a pair made in heaven, they have the same background and common hobbies, one is Bai Fumei and the other is rich and handsome, I am afraid that throughout the entire junior high school, there is no more suitable couple than them.

When they are together, it seems to be predestined.

But it is because of this that many people are jealous. Including me.

Zhang Jiaqi left an unforgettable image in my life, although it was just a secret crush at the beginning, but when she was taken away, I will still be lost and sad.

"I don't mean that either, I always feel that Li Zhenhao wants to play some tricks. He had a lot of tricks when he was in junior high school...... But I guess I'm thinking too much. ”

"Eh, I think it makes sense when you say that, maybe it's not that you think too much, Li Zhenhao and his kid may really come to ridicule us. Li Zeyu nodded thoughtfully, but soon he showed a relieved smile, "However, this time I'm not afraid of being ridiculed, because I can sit at the couple's table, haha." ”

"Oh?...... Plum, you mean you've found a girlfriend? Wow, that's really congratulations. ”

"Hehe, I just found it not long ago, and it's still in the preliminary stage, but our relationship is still quite promising, hehe, I don't have to worry about being ridiculed this time. Li Zeyu happily showed off his exploits to me, while I said hello to him on the surface, but I felt a little unspeakably lonely in my heart. At the beginning, Li Zeyu was also a member of our class who was not very favored, he was short and fat at that time, and his face was covered with pimples, almost no girls would look at him more, but he didn't expect that after so many years, he also found his other half.

Thinking about it like this, I feel even more uncomfortable. Even Li Zeyu has found a girlfriend, but what about me?

Seemingly...... I've never been.

I've always been alone.

Never had a girlfriend of the same age in the true sense of the word.

Saying that I'm still young and don't have to worry about finding a girlfriend is actually just self-deception.

The reason why I don't have a girlfriend is because of Jiaqi.

Because I know that there is no woman who knows that there is a little girl who calls me papa and regrets choosing me.

So all this time, I have not officially taken the initiative to find a girlfriend. Even Ma Yike, the only hopeful, finally waved goodbye to eternity.

"Congratulations, eh, how does she look?"

"Nature is my favorite type, does it look like...... It's still a little bit different from our original goddess Zhang Jiaqi...... But I'm glad I found her. Hey, hey, hey. Li Zeyu smiled happily for a while, and then asked me with a straight face, "Xiaodong, then again, have you found a girlfriend? Your family conditions are good, you can still find a girlfriend, right? And your own qualifications are not bad." ”

"This ...... I haven't found it yet. ”

I originally wanted to answer Li Zeyu like this.

But as soon as the words came to his mouth, he was a little speechless. Mainly because I was a little unconvinced. Thinking of the wedding a few days later, Li Zhenhao and Zhang Jiaqi stood on the stage in a beautiful manner, while I sat silently in the corner alone, I felt unspeakably unhappy and resentful in my heart.

People want to save face, especially in front of their crushes.

I don't want to be looked down upon by the girl I had a crush on, make her laugh at me for not being able to find a girl until now, think I'm a useless man, make her look down on me, make her think that I can't even find an ordinary girl, and I have no other qualifications to be with her at all. Although I know that Zhang Jiaqi will not be such a mean and arrogant person.

But I'm still not convinced.

It's not a question of failure or success, it's a question of dignity.

"This ...... You'll know when the time comes, so let me keep it secret first. So when the words came to my lips, I temporarily changed the second half of the sentence, turning the original affirmative answer into a vague answer.

"Damn, you're still mysterious. It seems that you really found it, otherwise you wouldn't have done this. Li Zeyu looked at me with a look of understanding, nodded with a smile, and then he looked at his watch again and said, raised his head and said to me, "That's okay, don't be late for stage fright when the time comes, if you really have it, you must bring your girlfriend here, otherwise I'm afraid you will be alone as a single table, I heard that even Quan Wei's fat man specially brought her sister's classmates to fill the scene...... Well, it's not too early, I'm still in a hurry to buy groceries, so I have to go first. ”

"Okay, then you can go. ”

"Oh, by the way, you can leave a phone number, so that you don't hear from you when you get it. ”

Li Zeyu hurriedly said that time was running out, and I had to say goodbye to him, and we left each other on the phone before leaving.

Looking at Li Zeyu's figure walking away, my heart was extremely heavy.

May 5th.

There are 5 days left before Li Zhenhao's wedding.

When the time comes, what kind of posture should I play?

Will I sit silently in the corner as a bachelor and watch Zhang Jiaqi and Li Zhenhao happily get married, my heart is sad and painful, or will I shock the audience with a beautiful posture that does not belong to them and become the focus of attention?

At that moment, I was undecided.