When I slept with my grandmother at night, I suddenly felt all kinds of discomfort, and I kept thinking about what Zhuang Yan was doing in the next room.

My grandmother sighed and turned her back to me, and after a while asked me if I had lied to her: "Xixi, how can you live with him if you are not married to him......?" It is not right for you to do this now. ”

"Grandma, I have to live with him for the rest of my life. "I'm very struggling right now, I want to tell her about surrogacy, but I'm afraid that if my uncle-in-law accidentally comes over one day, my grandmother will accidentally tell her about surrogacy - although this is very unlikely. The most important thing is that I signed a confidentiality agreement when I was a surrogacy, so I had to discuss it with Zhuang Yan first.

"Xixi, many men are unreliable, this kind of thing can only be believed if it is implemented. ”

I know that she is afraid that I will suffer, but she is not clear about my affairs with Zhuang Yan, so I don't plan to listen to her in this matter: "Grandma, how many men are willing to help me raise you together? Do you know why this house has two bedrooms and one living room? When he first rented it, he asked me to take you over to live with him, he really wanted to honor you, and he always said that if it weren't for your upbringing, he would not have been able to meet me in his life." I'm not innocent now, and it's good that he's willing to take responsibility for me. ”

I knew she couldn't accept the act of cohabitation before marriage, so I didn't continue to discuss the topic with her.

I waited until my grandmother fell asleep, then I tiptoed out of bed and sneaked into the master bedroom, and found that Zhuang Yan hadn't slept yet. His head rested on his arm, and when he saw me, he smiled so he sat up and opened his arms to me.

It turned out that he was also waiting for me, and my heart throbbed, and I rushed over and pressed him directly on the bed. My forehead hit his mouth, causing him to gasp: "Xixi, have you practiced the Iron Head Gong?"

I laughed silently and took the initiative to take his lower lip and kiss him again and again. When I heard his breathing start to get worse, I quickly propped myself up and looked at him: "Does it still hurt?"

He frowned and pushed me to the side and hugged me: "Don't look at me with that innocent look, or I'll want to eat rabbit meat again." Why did you come over and not sleep?"

"If Grandma has been living here, will you endure it all the time?" I knew he wanted it, and I could hear my heart tremble every time he was emotional.

He pinched my nose and shook it twice: "Fool, we can do it outside." I was thinking that it would be better for me to move to Yoko's house. Your grandmother worked so hard to raise you so much, and she definitely didn't want you to be taken advantage of by men before marriage. We need to talk to her about things slowly, don't rush it. The elderly, don't be too stimulated. ”

I'm a little disappointed, in fact, I quite hope that he will pull me to confess everything directly to my grandmother, so as not to be so careful and even have to be secret.

But intellectually, I know he's right.

"I want to tell my grandmother that I gave you a baby so she doesn't have to struggle anymore. ”

He patted me on the back and rejected the offer: "Heehy, you don't have to put yourself in such a low position. ”

"But I don't want you to be so wronged. Don't be so nice, I'll feel like I'm not worthy of you. "He thinks about me everywhere, and sometimes I really feel like my family is too much of a drag on him.

He touched my face, and after a while he kissed me directly: "Silly girl, this is what a man should do, what is worthy or not?" ”

We talked for a long time that night, and he said that he would not go to the company tomorrow morning, but would have a good talk with his grandmother, and if necessary, he would move to Jiangyang's house for a while.

The next day, he arranged for my grandmother's lunch before going to work, and I went home early after work to buy groceries and cook, but I was not busy. However, I am very worried about leaving my grandmother alone at home, I am afraid that something will go wrong after a long time.

Zhuang Yan worked overtime in the evening, so I ate alone with my grandmother.

She told me that a woman had come to Zhuang Yan in the morning and handed him a bag of things. Looking at her gossipy eyes, I knew that she suspected that there was something wrong with Zhuang Yan.

I asked her to describe the woman's appearance, and I estimated that it should be Zhou Jin, so I had to pretend to comfort her casually: "Grandma, that person is Zhuang Yan's colleague, don't worry about it." ”

Grandma answered perfunctorily twice, then looked at the furnishings in the small house, hesitated for a while and then asked me in a low voice: "Xixi, do you like this kind of life very much, we can't sell ourselves for money......"

I sighed heavily and couldn't help but interrupt her: "Grandma, I didn't stay with him for his money. He didn't have much money after he got divorced, and I hurt all of them, so he wouldn't play with my feelings. Grandma, he is really not the same as his uncle, don't worry, I believe I found the right person. ”

She choked for a long time, and finally nodded "um", but her eyes were still so worried.

After eating, I took her downstairs for a walk and showed her the surroundings again, but she was obviously absent-minded and urged me to call back to the village and ask if anyone was looking for her.

Then I thought she was a little strange: "Grandma, who can go to the village to look for you? Do we have any other relatives?"

She shook her head, hesitating to tell the truth.

I found an opportunity to secretly call Aunt Tian Hua to ask about the situation, and she thought about it for a long time before she remembered that when my grandmother was hospitalized, she would ask her this kind of question from time to time. At that time, she didn't pay attention to it, she only thought that her grandmother was sick and her mind was not very clear: "I don't know the specific things, my mother has lived in the village all her life, and rarely goes out of the village, who can look for her? ”

I've lived with my grandmother for so long, and I never knew she was waiting for someone. I called all the numbers of the villagers on my phone, and finally the village chief agreed to help me ask the old people in the village.

In the past, my grandmother would go to bed at nine o'clock in the evening, but tonight Zhuang Yan came back late from overtime, and it was almost zero o'clock when she got home, but her grandmother insisted on waiting until that point.

As soon as Zhuang Yan entered the door, he saw the two of us looking at him directly, and he was so frightened that he shuddered slightly: "You haven't slept yet, are you waiting for me?"

I glanced at my grandmother helplessly, suggesting that he was the one she insisted on.

The corners of Zhuang Yan's mouth were particularly subtlely hooked upward, with bitterness in his eyes.

After he put down the information in his hand, he pulled a stool and sat down opposite his grandmother, as if negotiating: "The old man has something to tell me?"

Grandma is no longer a stranger to Zhuang Yan now, so she nodded and said directly: "I thought about it, since you and Xixi have thought about being together, I think you still have to show that Xixi can't live with you in a clear way." ”

Zhuang Yan and I both looked at each other, and after I quickly glanced at Zhuang Yan, I took my grandmother's hand in annoyance: "Grandma, what do you mean by this? We are not unclear now, and people are in love now...... It's all like this. ”

I was very unsure of what I said, so the voice in the back was quieter.

Zhuang Yan smiled very calmly: "Okay, how do you think the old man should express me to be sincere?"

I didn't expect him to agree so quickly, I vaguely expected what my grandmother wanted to say, but I couldn't believe that Zhuang Yan could agree. He had just been through a failed marriage, and no one would want to talk about marriage so soon, in fact, I always thought that we would not talk about the sacred topic of marriage until much later.

Sure enough, my grandmother said earnestly: "I know that you are the boss who has seen the world, and my family Xixi is too ordinary, so I am always worried that you are not sincere to her." Even if you're sincere now, maybe you'll get tired of it soon, and I hope you can promise to be good to her for the rest of your life, so you'd better settle your family affairs first. ”

I hoped that Zhuang Yan would be willing to consider this kind of thing, rather than being forced to agree, so I quickly refused: "Grandma, I haven't graduated yet, why are you talking about this kind ......of thing? I don't want to get married so early, let's talk about it in a few years. ”

Zhuang Yan looked at me deeply, and his eyes were like a black hole, as if he was going to roll my whole body into it.

He looked at my grandmother intently, and his attitude was very sincere: "Old man, I definitely want to marry her." But she hasn't graduated yet, and I need to work hard in my career, so I haven't mentioned it for the time being. ”

"Well, she's graduating in a year, and since you've all lived together before, I can't assume that I don't know. You can get married first and get married when she graduates. I don't know how many years I can live, so I have to hand over Xixi to someone worthy of trust before entering the coffin. ”

"Grandma, what nonsense are you talking about!" her health is indeed worse than before the operation, but I really don't like her to say that.

Zhuang Yan did not refuse my grandmother's request, he stared at me for a long time, and finally asked my grandmother: "Old man, what are the rules for your marriage? You tell me, and I will do it." I'm serious about Xixi, if you think that you can trust her to me if you are married, then we will marry first. Heeki, do you agree?"

I didn't want him to ask, my head was rumbling, and I didn't know how to react.

I said that something would happen to my grandmother if she was left alone at home, but I didn't expect her to think about it. But what's the use of marrying, there are a lot of people who regret their marriage now, and she is just using the standards of our village to ask Zhuang Yan.

So I shook my head resolutely, I didn't want to give Zhuang Yan any psychological burden: "I don't agree!"

Zhuang Yan was a little stunned, his eyes dilated slightly, and then frowned.

I didn't have time to delve into his thoughts, so I quickly looked at my grandmother: "I want to discuss this matter after graduation, grandma, don't put so much pressure on me, I have so many classmates, no one will make a marriage so early." ”