003 I may be in love with you

We were at a stalemate for a while, and in the end I had to lose for a while and promise not to pursue it again. [≤ eight [≤ eight [≤ read [≤ book, .▽.o√ I am not only because of Li Yi's apology, the main reason, I have to give in to reality, whether it is me or Li Yi, there will be no pure love between us, I need money, and Li Yi provided me with money, money is the thing he lacks the most, but it is what I need the most.

Li Yi did go too far, but when I think about it, my previous identity was really not bright, maybe I got along too well with him recently, he was really good to me, but I forgot what I did.

Since he gave me the card, in fact, he saw it very clearly, it was very clear, we can love each other, on the surface we can be like a couple, in fact we are still in a relationship of supply and demand, he can spoil me, he can also love me, but I am just a parasite with his money.

Maybe Xiaoyue is right, life is not complete if you don't experience a few unforgettable loves, if you want to love, you will love regardless of it, or if you don't love, you won't love, and then leave in style.

I walked back to the ward with Li Yi again, a thin male doctor was already waiting there, he was not very handsome, but there was a very elegant feeling on his body, quite in line with the image of his uniform, I couldn't help but look at it a few more times, the more I looked at him, the more I felt that he was good-looking, belonging to that type of durable type of man.

When Li Yi saw the man, he smiled at him in a friendly manner, restrained his hippie smile, and said seriously, "Du Quan, why are you here? You also work in this hospital?"

Du Quan nodded lightly, "Yes, I've been back for half a month, and I just heard from my old classmate that you were injured, so I came over to take a look." ”

When Du Quan saw the hanging needle that had been forcibly pulled out, he couldn't help but reproach: "What are you going to do? How can you leave halfway through? Young people can't be too reckless, you can't let go of the girl's family a little more, and endure more?"

As he spoke, Du Quan's gaze fell on me, and he said kindly, "He is that kind of character when he is young, are you bullying you?"

Li Yi was tolerant of people talking about herself, and immediately retorted, "I have, she has a violent temperament! You didn't see her fierce appearance just now, pick up the pillow and hit me. As he spoke, his gaze fell on my gloomy face, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on my cheeks, and helped me play a round: "It's okay, if my woman doesn't lose her temper with herself, who else can she lose her temper with?

I remember that in the morning he said that women can't be petted, forget it, I don't go over old accounts with him, what he said was like a fart, and he forgot it after he finished speaking.

Du Quan shook his head helplessly, helped Li Yi with the needle again, slowed down his tone and said to Li Yi, "In the blink of an eye, you have grown so big? ”

Li Yi was not happy after hearing this, and frowned and asked, "What is a little boy, you are three years older than me, and you can say that you are seventy or eighty." Why didn't you come back and tell me? By the way, are you married?"

Du Quan's hand paused, the already white face became pale, and after a while, he continued to help Li Yi change the drip bottle, and the room suddenly quieted down, and the silence was very strange.

Du Quan changed the drip bottle, "Don't mess around anymore, I still have to go on duty, you can call me if you have anything." ”

Du Quan took out a pen from his pocket, wrote a number to Li Yi, and then was about to leave. Li Yi called Du Quan, and said in an unnatural tone, "There are some things that I may not have said, but I can't help but tell you that my sister has deceived you, there is something wrong with her, but she has not had a very good life over the years." ”

Du Quan's back froze, and then his shoulders trembled slightly, but the man's voice was very cold, so cold that people couldn't distinguish his emotions, and he said, "That was many years ago, and the affairs of me and your sister have passed, and I am about to forget." ”

After Du Quan finished speaking, he opened the door of the ward and left, leaving a room of coldness.

I looked at Li Yi, there was a shallow wry smile on the corner of his mouth, it looked very sad, and he let out a long sigh three times. Li Yi took my hand, pulled me to sit on the edge of the bed, gently reached out and wrapped his hand around my head, and said meaningfully, "I'm glad I met you!"

I looked at Li Yi puzzled, a little I didn't understand the meaning of his words, his eyes were deep, but there was a touch of sadness in his eyes, like a meteor crossing the dark sky, bright and charming, I looked at it and felt distressed, I was in love with Li Yi! Otherwise, if he was sad, I would also be sad, so I could only rub my cheeks awkwardly against his face, similar to two puppies using movements to express their feelings.

I hesitated, I was afraid of the heart-rending pain, but I didn't even dare to love, let alone experience pain, I decided to give up all prejudices and love the man in front of me. In this cold and bustling city, you can meet yourself who you like and how difficult it is for him to like, most people make do with life.

I'd love to hug him and give him a little comfort, maybe that won't solve the problem. I also reached over and hugged his head in the same position as my brain, gently stroking his head.

My movements were a little abrupt, Li Yi looked at me puzzled, and asked with some tears and laughter, "What are you going to do?"

I whispered in his ear, "I understand!"

Li Yi shook his head with a bit of ridicule: "What do you know? Your mind is full of idol drama routines! I said that I can't send you to watch that kind of drama, otherwise your brain will become more stupid." ”

I took the initiative to gaze into Li Yi's eyes, looked very seriously and attentively, and said word by word, "Love is deep!"

Li Yi looked at me in amazement, dumbfounded, and after a long time, he pursed his lips and smiled, his thumb gently stroked my cheek and sighed, "Sometimes I think you are stupid and stupid, and sometimes you are so smart, so smart that it is shocking." ”

When you don't love, you don't care, a person can see it, then you become wise, when you love, your eyes will be blind, and your ears will be deaf, so you will become a fool!

Li Yi dropped a drip, maybe it was easy to sleep while lying down, he fell asleep directly, I secretly took out my mobile phone from under his pillow, opened the video and watched the anime again, until the drip was over, the nurse helped Li Yi pull out the needle, he never opened his eyes and slept so soundly!

Although I didn't like the ward very much, I didn't want to wake Li Yi up at this time, and I didn't know how to go back to the villa, so I picked up Li Yi's coat and shrunk down on the sofa to sleep.

I had a natural fear of the hospital, I tossed and turned on the sofa for a long time, I couldn't sleep, the night in early April was still a little cold, I was worried about the softness of the mattress, I hesitated for a long time, and finally I quietly approached the hospital bed, lifted the quilt and got in.

The warm quilt made me feel warm immediately, and after a while, I fell into a state of confusion, and I had a dream in which I stood in front of the auditorium in a white wedding dress, and the seats were full of people, some I knew and some I didn't. I stood quietly in front of the auditorium and waited for the groom, but I waited for a long time, but the groom did not appear, and someone made a loud noise that the groom would not come, and the groom was gone, and Anan also came to persuade me, don't wait for him any longer, he will not come.....

Suddenly the bell rang in my hand, I immediately woke up from the dream, stared at the ceiling sluggishly, and moved my eyes down, I saw Li Yi's familiar face, and when I saw the white of the room, I realized that I was staying in the hospital, not a wedding scene, fortunately it was not a wedding scene, otherwise it would be a shame to become an abandoned bride.

I saw that the mobile phone on the coffee table kept ringing, Li Yi was also woken up, raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, I quickly got up and connected the phone. The phone call was from my mother, my right eye kept jumping, once I was in a hurry to call my mother, I always felt that there was nothing good, the tone was inevitably not very good, and asked bluntly, "Mom, it's so late, what are you calling me for?"

"Haha, Shuangshuang, are you asleep?" asked in a low tone.

Whenever I heard this tone, I was disgusted, and I raised my hand irritably and rubbed it and asked, "What is the matter with you? Who in the family has an accident?"

How can I not resent it? Mom, aren't you a young lady? Don't you know a lot of rich and powerful people, enough to break my heart to pieces, she is my mother, whoever says I can do it, but she is my mother, he said things like that. There is a saying that the people who can really hurt you are the people close to you, the people you care about.

"If you have anything, just say it!" I have a dull pain in that part of my heart, how can it not hurt? How can it not care?

Mom also heard the coldness of my tone, and hurriedly defended, "No one in the family has an accident, and I didn't ask you for money." Tomorrow is your father's death day, do you want to come back?"

Listening to my mother's words, I was quite surprised. After I lived with my stepfather, I never gave my father incense again, let alone any death days, and my mother was afraid of provoking my stepfather's displeasure, so I didn't even dare to say anything.

Mom knew that I was afraid of my stepfather, and added, "Your uncle and sister are going to Dongguan to do some errands, and they will not go home until three days, you can go home tomorrow for two days, your brother and sister miss you very much." ”

I couldn't refuse, and I couldn't refuse, so I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go back tomorrow morning." ”

"You don't have to buy anything, you give so much money to the family, remember not to bring anything!" Mom quickly added.

I answered with a hmm and hung up the phone. Mom called me, stirring up a thousand waves, I took the phone and looked into the distance stupidly, there was no focus, just in a daze.

Suddenly, Li Yi hugged me from behind, and he grabbed my hand and asked, "Your mother called you?"

"Hmm!" I nodded slightly.

Li Yi rested his chin on the top of my head and said softly, "You look very similar to your mother, almost seven points alike!"

I looked back at Li Yi in confusion and asked, "How do you know what my mother looks like?"

Li Yi coughed uncomfortably, I remembered that he was clear about his background, last time he took a photo to smash my face, I used to think that he investigated himself, and had a big fight with him, as I got to know each other, I knew that Li Yi would never do anything to investigate himself, he was so proud, so self-righteous.

I grabbed his hand and asked, "Didn't Mei Niang give you a bag of information before leaving? What is it in? Is it still related to me?"

Li Yi reached out and pinched the tip of my nose, "Your brain is bright now, don't mess around to slander people?"

When you really get out of the game, you will know how stupid you were at that time, and the easiest way to distinguish a thing is to judge who is the ultimate beneficiary.

That was Li Yike, Mei Niang's financier, and finally let him be raised and become one of the canaries, and I went to Beijing with Li Yi, and he took me out openly. She must not be reconciled, who let the boiled duck fly away?And I was pretending to be innocent, and those pictures undoubtedly tore off my mask and told Li Yi that I was a "dangfu" and not worthy of his pampering at all.

I raised my lips and smiled at him, and Li Yi forced again, "Don't you hate her?"

I nodded, shook my head again, looked into Li Yi's eyes, and said very seriously, "Li Yi, I am a very grudgeful person, she beat me so badly, and even called someone to destroy me, I said that I don't hate her, then my heart is too wide, and it is too fake, I hate it, I can't wait to eat her flesh and gnaw her bones." But when I knew what she was going through, I relented, she was worse than me, but she must be grateful to you. ”

"What does she want to thank me?" Li Yi casually pinned my sideburns hair behind her, "We each took what we needed, and I helped her sort out her troubles, not only because of my friendship with her, but also because she helped me a lot." Shuangshuang, don't think too well of me, you have to remember that I am a businessman, and businessmen do not do loss-making business. By the way, tomorrow, when you go home, I will ask Uncle Ying to send you, and in the future, you will understand that even if you resent your mother again, you will be glad that she is still alive. ”

Li Yi rarely takes the initiative to mention family affairs, especially his mother, even though I have known him for more than half a year, I don't know much about his family affairs, I only know that he has a wealthy father and a strong sister, and today I learned that he also has a half-brother. This is not an uncommon thing, in today's era, it is really not uncommon for rich people to have one or two illegitimate children outside.

But at this moment, because of our similar experiences, the distance was suddenly shortened, his sadness, I understand, my regrets, he also understands, there is a feeling of falling into the world, I reached out and hugged Li Yi, and put my face on his cheek, "Li Yi, I seem to be in love with you." ”

"Hey, hey!" Li Yi laughed several times without face, laughing and laughing, he stopped talking, the room became very quiet, he wrapped his arms around my waist, and said solemnly, "Lu Shuangshuang, you have to remember, I am a businessman, and I am not a good person." ”

Li Yi, I have long known that you are not a good person, if you are a good person, I am not worthy of you, fortunately you are a gangster.

Early the next morning, Uncle Ying came to pick me up. I went to the market to buy a pair of shoes for my brother, my mother, and my sister, and I went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food, and then I went back to Xincun satisfied.

Because of the lesson my stepsister gave me last time, that stinky woman was really ruthless, I stood in front of the door and unconsciously touched my head and licked my lips before knocking on the door.

It was my sister who opened the door, but this time she no longer put on an arrogant appearance, but obediently lowered her head and shouted "Sister!"

Since she stayed at the police station for a week, her personality has changed a lot, and she is no longer so arrogant and unreasonable. Last time, when I went to pick her up at the police station with Ivannian, she lost a lot of weight, and the sharpness of her eyes was worn out. As soon as he came out, he saw me, so he hid behind me, looked at Yi Wannian vigilantly, waited for the Yi family, and knew how to call out sister. But I was so disappointed in her, and I was annoyed enough by Li Yi's affairs that I didn't have the heart to pay attention to her at all, so I just sent her to the gate of Xincun and left.

Seeing her again today, I found that she no longer has the liveliness of a 15-year-old girl, and she is timid to even look up at people, I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing for her after experiencing that lesson?

Mom also came out of the kitchen and saw me carrying a big bag and a small bag, she took it and complained, "Didn't I tell you everything, you don't have to buy things to come back, you see you have bought a lot of things." ”. Starting

As she spoke, she turned around and shouted into the room, "Yangyang, your sister is here, why don't you come out quickly, you know how to play games all day long, what else do you know?"

Yangyang quickly came out of the room, compared to my sister, my brother liked me quite a lot, because I always left him with fun and good food, but he was sent to boarding school since the fourth grade of primary school, and he only came back on Sundays, and we rarely saw each other. My younger brother's appearance follows his mother, so he is a little similar to me, and when he saw me, he asked directly, "Second sister, what did you bring me?"

As he spoke, he rushed up to snatch the bag, and his mother looked at him like that, and couldn't help but reproach, "Tell me, what have you done except play games? Next time, if you play games again, I will ask your sister not to bring you anything." ”

To be honest, in this kind of living atmosphere, there are a few scholars and intellectuals, of course I won't break my mother's expectations, just smile and ease the atmosphere, "Yangyang, I bought you a hat." ”

Yangyang took out his hat from the bag and said happily, "These are Nike shoes, really? I have long been tired of looking at the fat man in the class, not long ago, his mother bought him a pair of Nike shoes, always to brag, I have long looked at him blindly." ”

I couldn't help but shake my head and sigh when I looked at Yangyang, even if he was wearing Nike shoes, his classmates knew his family background and would definitely think it was fake.

For example, I was wearing a real Chanel dress, which others thought was fake, because I was too young, and I didn't have the cold temperament of Miss Kim, so some time ago, I threw away all the imitation designer bags and clothes.