Looking at Miller's room, I had a lot of thoughts. Thinking about the current self again, I don't know how to face the future, how to face Han Xinyu, and I don't have the heart to think about Mi Le.

I don't know if Han Xinyu is asleep at this moment, or if she misses me. Maybe! She's already asleep! Forget it! She's the daughter of the chairman of the company, and I'm nothing, wandering around this city for life, oh no, for survival, not knowing where I belong or where my future is. What she gives to others, what she takes to face her high-ranking father.

I feel helpless and powerless when I think about it. Perhaps! This is my fate. After letting go of the emotional burden of retrospective and Zhang Qian for two years, God once again tested me.

But whether this test came so suddenly, and destroyed too quickly, I don't know, I really don't know, and I don't want to face it. Maybe I shouldn't have faced Han Xinyu's love in the first place. I should find an ordinary girl to live the rest of my life.

It's easier to say, it's ridiculous. With the current requirements of girls, let alone daughters, it is how ordinary girls can get married without 200,000 yuan. How to raise children in the future, is it time to be mature, is it time to forget all this, and change the environment.

Because this city once healed me and healed the pain that Zhang Qian brought me. It gave me the motivation to believe in love again and face reality again, but the funny thing is that I didn't grasp it myself, and it only took two or three days to let the love that was within reach disappear.

It's fate! That's the reason for yourself. Such a contradictory psychology, entangled and entangled still entangled with me.

At the moment, this contradictory mood makes me no longer sleepy.

I walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, opened the window, and looked outside, the wind was stronger tonight, and the wind was blowing in and hitting me in the face, but I didn't care about the wind, and still let the wind, looking out the window at the city, at this time there was no more hustle and bustle and traffic outside the day. Quiet as a child, carefree and asleep.

And I stood here like a fool looking out, I don't know how long it took. Until a voice came: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

I looked back and saw Miller with her hair fluffy, rubbing her eyes, and asking me in a daze.

I replied, "I can't sleep." ”

Miller said, "Then you can keep standing! I'll go to the bathroom." ”

It's as simple as that, Miller went to the bathroom after saying that, and I was a little lost. Maybe it was because I had too many expectations, and I thought she would continue to ask something, or talk to me, but she didn't.

I looked back out the window into the distance, and felt like a grain of sand in the stars, and no one cared wherever the wind blew. Loneliness haunted me again.

I shuddered and suddenly sneezed.

"Do you have a cold?" asked Miller as he came out of the bathroom.

I replied, "Even if you have a cold, who cares." ”

Miller said: "What nonsense, don't stand anywhere, it's windy, close the window, sit on the sofa, I have cold medicine in my room." ”

After Mi Le finished speaking, he quickly walked into his room, took a box of Gankang from the drawer, and said, "What are you standing there stupidly sitting on?" Hurry up and close the window, sit on the couch, and I'll go pour a glass of boiling water. After taking the medicine, you will get a good night's sleep. ”

She treated me so much, I was touched beyond words. I closed the window like a robot and sat down on the couch, my eyes still glued to Millet.

After a while, Mi Le walked up to me with a glass of boiling water, put it on the coffee table, and then sat down in front of me and said, "Drink less wine in the future, wait for the water to cool down for a while, take the medicine quickly, sleep for a while, and don't go to work today." Get a good rest. ”

My eyes kept on Millet and I didn't speak. I just looked at her quietly, and felt that she was like a warm stream at the moment, running through my whole body, giving me incomparably powerful strength. Let me walk out of the abyss of feelings.

I was moved and said, "Thank you." ”

Miller replied: "It's nothing, drink less wine in the future, and don't stand in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows at night to blow the wind, after all, it's already autumn." ”

I said, "Okay, thank you for your concern." ”

Miller said, "Don't be so polite, you helped me too." Besides, we are still under one roof, and we may need your help in the future!"

Miller smiled after speaking. Her smile is even better than that of an angel.

I said, "As long as you use me, you can command it at any time." ”

Miller said, "Really?"

I said, "When a man speaks, he is hard to chase." ”

Miller said, "Well, I remember." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

Miller said, "Okay, then let's pull the hook." ”

As he spoke, Miller stretched out his little finger, white as snow, and prepared to hook up with me, as if I would regret not admitting what I had said later.

She is like a little girl, and she is very cute.

I didn't hesitate, and quickly got my little finger out and hooked with her.

When I made contact with her little finger, I felt like I was electrocuted, and I grabbed her hand and refused to let go. She tugged lightly a few times, but she didn't break free, and she didn't resist.

His eyes were fixed on me, not hostile, as if he was thinking about something. I didn't ask her, but I knew I was reckless at this moment, and I quickly let go of her hand and said, "I'm sorry. ”

Miller said, "What's wrong with you, do you have something on your mind?" ”

I didn't want to tell her about me and Han Xinyu, so I prevaricated: "Maybe it's because of a cold!"

Miller said: "The water should also be cold, hurry up and take medicine." ”

I said, "Okay." Then she took out one of the Gankang she had placed on the coffee table, threw it into her mouth, and swallowed it.

Then he smiled at Miller and said, "Thank you." ”

Miller stared at me with wide eyes, "You don't drink water when you take medicine!"

I said, "I don't drink water since I took medicine." ”

Millet said, "Just blow it!"

I laughed and said, "If you don't believe me, I'll take another one for you." ”

As I spoke, I pretended to take another one and eat it.

Miller hurriedly shook his hands like a rattle and said, "No, no, this medicine is not sugar, it's not a joke." ”

I laughed at Millet's actions and said, "Silly girl, I lied to you, I was joking with you." You still think I'm really good at taking it! I shouldn't have taken medicine after drinking last night, but for your sake, I reluctantly took one, and if I did, it would kill me. ”

Miller said in a loud voice: "Yes, yes!"

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