Chapter Twenty-Three: I Don't Want to Like You Anymore
I was so frightened that I took a few steps back, and in a matter of seconds, a fine layer of sweat broke out.
"Uncle~" I laughed wryly, remembering Mr. Zhuang's words to ask me to call the police, I couldn't help but feel bitter.
He's my own father, is it really useful to call the police?
Seeing that nightmarish face, my body involuntarily began to tremble, but fortunately, there were many people around, and he didn't dare to face me in front of so many people.
I hated to think about why his creditors hadn't found a hospital, and forced him to run away.
I thought he would scold me, but I didn't expect him to suddenly grin: "Xixi, was that man your boyfriend yesterday?
"What a boyfriend, sir, he ......" Auntie touched a nail at Mr. Zhuang yesterday, and she hasn't been deflated yet.
I heard that she was about to say something, so I quickly grabbed her arm and shouted, "Auntie." ”
She stopped talking and muttered dissatisfiedly: "Hey, what kind of relatives are you in your family!"
I felt uncomfortable, and I looked at my brother-in-law sadly, and my nose began to pantothenic.
I don't have any relatives in my family, and I can't help it with such parents.
I know very well what my uncle's calculation is in my heart, and I don't like Mr. Zhuang's money yet, but why does Mr. Zhuang help him pay off his debts, and why does he help me deal with the mess at home? Not to mention that Mr. Zhuang is not my boyfriend, even if he is, it doesn't matter.
Father's debt to the son?
But I lived for twenty years, and he never recognized me as a daughter.
If I really only have one relative, my grandmother, how good it would be, then I just need to help Mr. Zhuang with peace of mind to help him get pregnant, and I don't have to worry about someone coming to harass my grandmother.
The uncle-in-law glared at the aunt fiercely, and the aunt's face was so frightened that she hurriedly silenced, and when he turned his eyes to look at me again, his face was immediately full of smiles: "What about my boyfriend? Why didn't he come?" Xixi, you also know that my uncle-in-law and I are short of money, and I haven't eaten all day yesterday, so you can help borrow some money for me, and one or two thousand yuan will be done." ”
With such a heavy smell of alcohol on his body, he was ashamed to say that he hadn't eaten all day.
"Uncle, he went on a business trip and didn't come. I thought about it, and then I continued to lie, "He's not my boyfriend, didn't I tell you? ”
As I said this, I stole a glance at my aunt. She obviously didn't quite understand the situation in my house, and her eyebrows and eyes were full of confusion, but she didn't say much.
My uncle-in-law put away his hypocritical smile and wanted to make a face at me, but after his eyes looked me from top to bottom, he still held back.
I tried my best to maintain my composure on the surface, but in fact, my heart was trembling: "Uncle, I'm going in to see my grandmother." ”
"Xixi, Shen Xi!" my uncle began to curse impatiently, my arm kept shaking, but what Mr. Zhuang said yesterday echoed in my ears: Keep walking, as if you didn't hear anything.
I'm an adult, and I have to learn to protect myself, my grandmother, and my uncle.
No one knows how scared I was at the time, if Mr. Zhuang was around, I would definitely feel very relieved, but at that time, it was just me, once my uncle-in-law rushed up, the aunt who followed me would only hide far away, right?
I heard my uncle-in-law angrily scolding my aunt for being wooden and stupid, and urging her to catch up.
My aunt didn't make a big fuss, so the security guards didn't stop her.
When she trotted to my side, my palms were already sweating nervously: "Xixi, have you had breakfast?" I bought you meat buns and soy milk. ”
When I was a child, I rarely ate meat, so I was very hungry for meat, and once Aunt Tian Hua next door gave me a piece of meat, and I ate it deliciously, and my aunt saw it. She looked at me with mixed eyes, probably thinking that I loved meat.
I didn't want to take it, but when I saw her smile all over her face, my heart suddenly softened.
Maybe it's because blood is thicker than water, but she's my mother after all.
Grandma's recovery is not bad, the doctor said that she is quite strong except for malnutrition, as long as she recovers well and does not relapse, the situation is quite optimistic.
My heart tightened, and I quickly invited the doctor to the side and asked in a low voice, "Is there a chance of recurrence?"
The doctor looked at me and did not make any guarantees: "The recurrence of cancer is difficult to predict, we generally only look at the survival rate, and the patient's current condition is not bad." ”
I know he has a point, but it's not a good feeling in my heart. I have to make a lot of money, as long as I give birth to the child in my belly, I can still get a lot of money, and it can be regarded as a guarantee.
As soon as the doctor left, Mr. Zhuang called, and he was waiting at the airport to board the plane: "Did that man go over yesterday and embarrass you again?"
My nose was sore, and I suddenly felt like crying.
In this world, except for my grandmother, he is the only one who cares about me so much.
My voice was muffled, and I hurriedly walked out of the ward before replying to him: "Mr. Zhuang, don't worry, my uncle-in-law didn't embarrass me." I'll take good care of myself, thank you. ”
He sighed nonchalantly: "Okay, keep in touch, remember to go to the hotel to rest at night, and try not to accompany the bed." ”
I said yes sullenly, and when I hung up, I suddenly felt very melancholy.
My feelings for him have become stronger and stronger, and I always feel that I can't do without him now, what should I do in the future? I used to think that we should part ways when I became pregnant, and I was ready to go home to take care of my grandmother, but the couple asked me to stay in their house to raise the baby.
The longer I spend with him, the harder it will be for me to extricate myself from this relationship.
I like the happiness he brings, which is incomparable to any kind of relationship I have experienced since I was a child, and it is wonderful, and I can't give it up at all.
When I wanted to go back to the ward, I suddenly saw my aunt looking at me sneakily, and I was stunned, and I suddenly had a bad premonition.
In the afternoon of the same day, Zhao Yaru called me and symbolically asked about my grandmother's surgery, and then cut directly to the topic and asked me when I would go back: "My husband and you are not at home, I can't eat alone, my husband has already been to your side, right?"
Maybe I'm sensitive, and I always feel that she bites the word "husband" a little hard, so I listen to it very harshly.
I don't dare to be extravagant now, I know that Mr. Zhuang must have discussed it with her when he came to see me, so I didn't dare to lie: "Sister Yaru, let you bother with Mr. Zhuang, I will definitely take care of my body." ”
"Hey, you don't know, my husband likes children, and he is happy when you are pregnant with a child. After all, the hospital is unlucky, you can come back early if you can come back early, stay in that kind of place, and you will feel uncomfortable if you don't get sick. I chose you because you are honest and obedient, and I think you are also a good boy, but don't let me down. ”
I don't know if I'm thinking too much, I always feel that she has something to say.
Maybe my aunt secretly reported something to her, did she know that I stayed in the hotel with Mr. Zhuang last night?
People with weak hearts will always subconsciously find excuses to cover up, such as me, when I was nervous, I blurted out a lie: "Sister Yaru, please rest assured, Mr. Zhuang booked a room for me in the hotel last night, and I will go over to have a good rest in the evening." Let you break the bank, thank you. ”
I subconsciously bit the word "also", I wanted her to know that I didn't sleep with Mr. Zhuang.
After saying this, I regret it again, Mr. Zhuang shouldn't take the initiative to tell her about sleeping in the same room, right?
Zhao Yaru seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and hung up after a casual couple of sentences.
I was anxious for more than ten minutes, but I couldn't help but send a text message to Mr. Zhuang, telling him that I had accidentally lied to Zhao Yaru and hoped that Mr. Zhuang would forgive.
I admit that I'm beating around the bush, but I think Mr. Zhuang will definitely not say anything in front of Zhao Yaru after reading it.
I feel very despicable and always do things that are sorry for Zhao Yaru, after all, she is so good to me.
I was depressed all afternoon, and in the evening I asked Aunt Tian Hua and my aunt to go to the hotel to rest, but my aunt refused to say anything. I couldn't help it, and secretly promised her several times that I would not let Mr. and Mrs. Zhuang know, and she agreed to go.
My aunt stayed with me that night to stay with the bed, but I never spoke to her.
She has a very good attitude today, always smiling and shouting, and I know that she is trying to please me because I now have a "rich boyfriend". I regretted that I lied like that in the first place, and now I really don't know how to end it, and my uncle and aunt don't believe that I broke up with my boyfriend.
I only have 50,000 yuan in my card now, and once the operation fee is deducted, there are only 20,000 yuan left in the account.
For the first time, I felt that money was not like money, and it flowed like water.
It was almost eleven o'clock in the evening when Mr. Zhuang replied to me: Don't worry, I'll take care of it. Did you go back to the hotel and sleep?
Once again, it feels like he has clairvoyance, has he already guessed that I won't be obedient tonight?
I didn't want to lie to him, so I had to talk to him: Mr. Zhuang, thank you for coming all the way to visit my grandmother.
Before sending, I couldn't help but add a blushing smile emoji, and I deleted it after thinking about it, for fear that he would misunderstand that I was deliberately selling cuteness to him.
In fact, I envy those who dare to express their feelings, but there is only a transactional relationship between me and Mr. Zhuang, and he has a wife, so I really shouldn't look forward to it anymore.
The thought of this pierced my heart fiercely.
Grandma didn't know when she woke up, but she suddenly raised her hand and touched my face, with a little tear in her eyes, and said nothing.
I felt as if she knew something, and I didn't dare to make eye contact with her with a twinkle in my eyes, but pressed my hand tightly to my cheek.
I want to take care of it.
Mr. Zhuang, I don't want to like you anymore from now on, is that okay?
I want to try not to expect anything from you anymore, because you are Zhao Yaru's husband.