My whole head was big, the hand on Bao'er's head was clenched into a fist, my nails were embedded in the flesh, and it hurt so much that I bit my lower lip, the corners of my mouth were bitten for me, and there was a strong rust smell in my mouth, and I didn't know what to say, so I just thought about running away. But Li Yi grabbed my arm firmly, so hard that it seemed like he was going to crush all the bones.

I struggled to withdraw my hand, but my left hand was holding Bao'er, and my right hand was grabbed by Li Yi, his strength was so great that it was like a vine that entangled me tightly, I couldn't get rid of it, and I was so anxious that I wanted to open my mouth to bite him.

I looked up at him and ordered strongly, "Li Yi, you let go of me, you want to have a child, do you want to go crazy, don't you think it's yours when you see a child with double eyelids, long eyelashes, high nose bridge, and pointed chin, I told you a long time ago, the child is not yours, I can't give birth to your child at all, if you want a child, find another woman to give birth to you, you let me go immediately......"

No matter what I said, Li Yi didn't seem to hear it, his eyes looked at Bao'er with burning eyes, that kind of fierce gaze, as if he could see through whether Bao'er was his own child just by using his eyes, I was too familiar with it, that is what he had identified, and I was terrified when I saw it.

Li Yi's eyes were half-squinted, and two sharp gazes burst out, and he calmly dropped a sentence: "What's so difficult about this? Today's technology is so advanced, can't you know the answer if you check it?"

Just when I didn't know what to do, Xu Yuwen stepped forward and walked up to my side, and he said calmly, "Li Yi, you are drunk!"

Li Yi glanced at Xu Yuwen and sneered disdainfully, "Am I drunk? I've been fucking drunk for many years, do you really think I'm blind? Who does this child look like, can't I see it? You are quite capable, even if you wear a green hat, you like to raise children, you are more promising than a turtle bastard." ”

Li Yi is still so mean, even more unscrupulous than in the past. I looked at Xu Yuwen uneasily, at this moment, the only person I could rely on was Xu Yuwen.

He smiled at me with relief, and then looked at Li Yi calmly, "You are really drunk, the child is so young, what can you see?" Li Yi, you know my temperament, you won't I will help you raise the child! I am Bao'er's father, I want to remind you of one thing, the relationship between you and Shuangshuang has long ended." ”

Xu Yuwen took out a lollipop from his suit pocket, unpacked it, handed it to Bao'er, and said comfortingly, "Bao'er, does it hurt? Do you want Dad to hug you?"

Although Bao'er likes Li Yi very much, she has only known her for an hour or two, Xu Yuwen grew up with her, and the affection is naturally incomparable, and it is not Xu Yuwen who beats her, of course she will stick to Xu Yuwen, sure enough, she raised her teary eyes, pouted, looked at Xu Yuwen pitifully, stretched out her hand and complained, "Dad, hug, mom beat me!"

Xu Yuwen hugged Bao'er in his arms, then lowered his head and smiled at me softly and said, "Let's go, it's not early, Bao'er is yawning." ”

"Okay!" I answered, and glanced at Li Yi again, he stood straight in place, his eyes were darkened, and the frustration on his face could not be hidden, giving people a very sad feeling, but his eyes kept falling on Bao'er lying on Xu Yuwen's shoulder, and the ghost knows what attention he was paying attention to? Maybe he was too obsessed with things, and I struggled a little and was able to withdraw my hand.

I didn't linger any longer, and followed closely behind Xu Yuwen, but I keenly felt that there was a pair of eyes behind me looking at me deadly, like a thorn.

Who said that children don't hold grudges, since I beat Bao'er, she has not paid attention to me since she came back, let alone let me hold her, and even resisted me from entering her room. I waited outside for a long time before Xu Yuwen came out of Bao'er's house, and I asked guiltily, "How is Bao'er?"

Xu Yuwen gently patted me on the shoulder and said comfortingly, "I made it clear to her, and she promised not to be angry, but she is still a little grumpy, you go in and communicate with her well." ”

I knocked on the door three times before entering the house, Bao'er's decoration was designed by Xu Yuwen himself, just from the layout, you can see how attentive he is to Bao'er, pink princess decoration style, the roof is hung with shining star lights, I gently stepped forward with milk, found Bao'er hiding in the quilt, and saw the quilt on the small bed raised high, like a small hill.

Apparently she was still angry, and when I heard her slight snort, I removed the quilt and quipped, "What are you doing?"

I reached out and pulled down the thin quilt, my little head was exposed, and I found that her watery eyes were red, her face was full of wet marks, and even her nose was red, I put the milk on the bedside table, gently picked up the sobbing child, wiped the tears from her face with a handkerchief, and whispered, "Bao'er, do you know why I hit you?"

Bao'er bit her mouth and didn't speak, the possibility of children will be inherited, Li Yi and I are both temperamental, don't think about how good the temper is when you give birth to a daughter, I saw the red slap marks on her face, I took this Bao'er, my heart hurt, and I also regretted that my hand was too heavy, I held her little hand, when I was born, her hand was only a little, I was afraid that I would break her, even holding her was careful.

I put my hand to my mouth, kissed it and said, "Bao'er, Mom didn't mean to hit you, Mom can't find you, I'm really worried, I'm confused, Mom is angry, why don't you be obedient? I often tell you not to go with strangers? We've also pulled the hook, haven't you already promised Mom?"

This feeling of despair has been absent for many years, and it feels like the sky is about to fall, just like when Li Yi looked at me with that resentful gaze, saying that he would never forgive me in his life, and if it weren't for the children to support me, I wouldn't know how to live.

I looked at Bao'er, how similar my eyebrows and eyes were to that person, as Bao'er got bigger and bigger, she looked more and more like that person, every time I looked at Bao'er, I would think of someone, this is probably why, more than three years, I just can't accept Xu Yuwen.

At the same time, I was afraid that Li Yi would find out the clues, according to his current power, Xu Yuwen couldn't compete for custody, so I panicked even more when I thought about it...... Bao'er, now mom can have nothing, she can give up anything, only you, only you can't, no one can snatch you away, mom really loves your ......"

I don't know if I'm talking to my children or myself.

I was caught in my own world, holding Bao'er so tightly that she cried out in pain, "Mom, it hurts!"

I quickly let go of my hand, found that my cheeks were already cold, wiped away my tears, lowered my head and kissed Bao'er, looked at Bao'er's knee with concern, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Bao'er nodded obediently, maybe she was tired, she lay on my shoulder softly, turned into a good baby, patted my back and said softly, "Mom, don't cry, I know you love me very much, I also know that I am wrong, I shouldn't have followed Uncle Li, but doesn't Mom know Uncle Li? You have a picture of Uncle under your pillow, I saw it last time, Mom knows Uncle Li, right?"

I was caught by Bao'er, in front of the children, I was a little panicked, yes, on that trip to Hangzhou, I took a photo secretly while Li Yi was asleep, and then washed it out and sandwiched it in a book, I didn't expect the little guy to see it.

Bao'er then said, "I walked too fast and fell, it hurt, it hurt, and I was bleeding, and that Uncle Li picked me up and gave me a piece of chocolate, that chocolate was so delicious, sour and sweet, and Uncle was very good-looking, very good-looking, I liked it very much, I ......." Bao'er looked up and glanced at me secretly, and then stopped talking.

Bao'er's intelligence is very high, and her language expression is much higher than that of ordinary children, and she follows Yuanyuan and Shaojun, who are much older than herself, all day long, learning to speak with them, especially Yuanyuan's little cleverness, always saying who she likes and who is handsome, she doesn't look like a two-year-old child at all.

I sighed faintly, sure enough, it was my biological father and daughter, usually Bao'er was idle and didn't take care of people, maybe it was because adults used to see her and always kiss her, but then she was very resistant to others, and she was not very willing to let strangers approach her. I reached out and touched the little guy's head, and asked with mixed feelings, "Bao'er, do you like Uncle Li?"

"I like it! He smells so good, and he gives me candy, but my mother doesn't give me candy. The little one realized that he had said the wrong thing, glanced up at me again, and immediately lowered his head in embarrassment, and uncomfortably pinched the bow on the top of his pajamas.

I smiled dotingly, children are children, as long as people give her candy, they will be good friends, I patiently explained, "Bao'er, mom doesn't give you candy, you are growing teeth? Eat too much sugar, you will have tooth decay, teeth will bite you, it hurts, good, you drink the cow." ”

Bao'er nodded as if she didn't understand, took the cow and drank it, and then proudly handed me the empty cup, waiting for my praise, I kissed the little guy's lips again, helped her tuck the quilt, turned off the lamp and said, "Mom, will you sleep with you tonight?"

After all that going through today, I was so scared of losing my child. In the dark, Bao'er stared at me with big eyes and asked, "Mom, why don't you sleep with Dad?" Shaojun told me that his parents were in the same bed, and one night, he wanted to go to his mother, and when he saw his father, he slept on top of his mother, and his father was naked. Shaojun went to kindergarten, and he asked his classmates that their parents slept together. ”

Shaojun is the daughter of Ma Qiaoyan's friend, the eldest Bao'er is four years old, and usually takes care of her like an older brother. I listened to Bao'er say that, and my heart throbbed faintly, no matter how similar Xu Yuwen and I are, we are not a loving couple after all.

Bao'er's little hand subconsciously tugged at the small thread on the sleeve, "Mom, do you like Dad?"

Bao'er's voice was very small, but it was clearly audible when it was so quiet, I reached out and hugged my daughter, let her snuggle in my arms, and the little guy also turned around and hugged me, and the little hand also hugged my mother as much as possible, I stroked my daughter's hair, and rested my chin on the top of her head, "Bao'er, Dad loves you very much, and Mom loves you too, understand?"

"Hmm!" Bao'er nodded and laughed, and said in a milky voice, "I also love my mother and my father, we will always be together, okay?" and Yuanyuan, I don't want to rob my father with her, my father is ours. ”

There was a place in my heart that I felt a sharp move when I heard the child's words. Today's conversation in the restaurant, the child finally listened, Bao'er is a very sensitive child, even if I tried my best to protect her, when the gossip outside finally entered the child's ears.

I really want to cry, why do adults let go of their misses and ask children to bear them? For a while, I couldn't speak, I just hugged Bao'er, and let the guilt and self-blame eat away at myself little by little. I'm selfish, I know.

Soon, Bao'er fell asleep, making a slight breathing sound, I turned on my phone, and then the light looked at the little guy's face, every child is an angel, innocent and beautiful, I have lowered my head and kissed it several times.

There was a knock on the door, I tiptoed out of bed, helped Bao'er fold the quilt, and then quietly walked out of the door, and saw Xu Yuwen standing solemnly in the floor-to-ceiling window of the corridor, the dim light and the pale moonlight intertwined and fused, enveloping him, stretching his shadow very long, looking so lonely and lonely.

I stopped beside him and was surprised to see that there was a silver-white strand in his jet-black hair, which was particularly piercing, and I suddenly remembered that he was 37 years old.

He turned slowly and looked down at me quietly, perhaps because of the sadness of the moonlight, his eyes were full of lingering grief, he looked at me like that, I was distressed, I didn't dare to look directly at him, I looked at the sky outside, it was almost August 15, and the moon was big and round.

We stood quietly and looked out, and for three years, we had developed a tacit understanding to do our own things and do our own things. After half a ring, Xu Yuwen couldn't help but burst out with a sentence, "That woman looks like you, and he still loves you!"

"Okay, it's late at night, aren't you going to New York tomorrow? Go to bed early!" I don't want to hear anyone mention Li Yi, and I don't want to discuss anything about him with anyone.

I turned around and wanted to go back to the room, Xu Yuwen hugged me violently from behind, I reflexively struggled violently, and without thinking, I raised my hand and slapped Xu Yuwen. I froze through the empty villa with a pop, realizing what I had done, and said apologetically "I'm sorry, I ......."

Xu Yuwen interrupted me, "You don't need to explain, there's no need." In the past three years, I have been content, with you and Bao'er by my side, and finally have a home. Well, you go to bed early, good night!"

I looked up at Xu Yuwen in confusion, "Aren't you going to say something to me?"

"Nothing, I just want to tell you, I can't have breakfast with you tomorrow, and good night!" Xu Yuwen took the lead in turning around and walking towards his bedroom, I couldn't help but shake my head,