Walking out of the bedroom, I saw Zhao Liu sitting on the sofa with a heavy heart, smoking a cigarette and watching a variety show.

I said, "Have you really decided that you want to participate in the talent show?"

Zhao Liu said: "In addition to participating in the talent show, is there any other way to become famous as soon as possible?"

I said, "Is it really important to be famous?"

Zhao Liu said: "Being famous is not important, but money is really important to me. You can't run a night club for the rest of your life!"

I said, "You weren't like this before! You said that you wouldn't participate in those fake brain-dead variety shows, you just want to be happy and create as you like." ”

Zhao Liu said: "Didn't you say it too? That was before, before or once upon a time, those are all in the past tense. But now I can't go on like this, you look at my forehead, I have forehead tattoos, I'm 28 years old, not young, and I'll be three in two years. What do you have to say about the likes and dislikes of Ben San, this kind of fucked social power is something we can't change, so we have to change ourselves. As much as I didn't want to go against my original intentions, this fucking society had to make me change. ”

After Zhao Liu said this, he lit a cigarette for himself, took a deep breath, didn't continue, and suddenly asked me, "What are your plans?" ”

I said, "I don't have any plans yet. ”

Zhao Liu said: "It's time to make yourself strong." Only when you are strong can you protect your beloved, such as Zhang Qian. Only when we are strong can we stop others from trampling on our humble hearts with that lofty and unscrupulous gaze and action.

You told me the story of you and Zhang Qian more than once.

But have you ever reflected on yourself, why others can take away your beloved woman at will, but you can't do anything.

I'm sure you haven't reflected! You're just blaming a woman's watery poplar, but you can't forget the tears in her eyes. You put the blame for all this on a helpless woman, but you forget to blame yourself for your own incompetence.

Have you ever thought about yourself, you don't have money, or you don't have money, what do you do to protect people, love people, protect people. ”

Zhao Liu's words made my head buzz, and I had nothing to say, because what he said was not wrong and I was powerless to refute.

I have always been entangled in blame and evasion, blaming Zhang Qian for her ruthlessness and unrighteousness, and escaping the cruel competition in real life. Over time, they will become accustomed to it, follow the rules, and live an ordinary life of obscurity and inaction.

But I didn't think about my own incompetence, if I had a successful career and a rich country, would she leave me? The answer is yes, she won't, because we have feelings.

But two years ago I had nothing, and two years later I still have nothing. What do I say about my lover's family?

Zhang Qian's original choice may have been correct, because I achieved nothing and lived in confusion. Day after day, year after year, without purpose.

I don't know, I really don't know for a while, I really don't know if I should run away from Zhao Liu's complaints now and find a place where there is no one. No, since Zhao Liu said it and I am already sober, I should have the courage to face it. So I said, "So how do you say we can change now?" ”

Zhao Liu said: "I still sing at night at night, and I want to recharge myself when I go to a study class during the day, because my singing skills have not been professionally trained at all." As for you, I don't think you should stay at home anymore, you should report to work as soon as possible, and after work you are slowly thinking about what else you need to do to change the trajectory of your life. ”

I said, "I don't know how to face Han Xinyu. ”

Zhao Liu said: "Han Xinyu is a springboard that can be used even if you don't like it. ”

I said, "Zhao Liu, how can you say such a thing." How did I find out that I don't know you anymore. What you said to me just now, I do admit that I was wrong, but you said that I couldn't do it by using Han Xinyu. ”

Zhao Liu said: "When you have experienced something, you will find that money is more important than feelings. You may not understand what I say now, but I'm sure you will understand later. And of course, my friendship with us will never change. Whatever it is. ”

I said, "I believe that." But please tell me, what the hell happened to you in these days back home, please tell me. Be sure to tell me 1510. ”

Zhao Liu took a deep puff of cigarette, exhaled the smoke, then stared at me, was silent for a while, and then said to me: "I will tell you later, but not now." “

I said, "Since you don't want to tell me now, I won't force you." Well, in order for you to open the knot in my heart, I invite you to dinner. ”

The next morning, I got up very early, because I thought I should go to the company to report, not because Han Xinyu said that no matter how many days I rest at home, I will have a salary, so I can rest at home with peace of mind.

But when everything was ready to go, a phone call came. It was an unfamiliar number, I didn't answer, and hung up.

But I didn't call again in 3 seconds, I hesitated, then answered, and a man's voice came from the other side: I am Chairman Cheng's assistant. Wanted to talk to you. ”

My second monk said in confusion: "I don't seem to know any chairman of the board of directors in my impression! Did you make the wrong call?" ”

The other party said: "May I ask if you are Mr. Zheng Tianle, please reply to me truthfully." ”

I said, "Yes, is there anything please?"

The other party said, "Our chairman wants to sit down with you and talk." ”

I said, "There's nothing to talk about, I don't know him." ”