Not to mention that the world is not old, this kind of thing would have killed her head in the past, but her enthusiasm is far beyond my imagination.

For some reason, I suddenly remembered Sakura, remembered her enthusiasm that was so hot, and it was like that moment, and after twelve o'clock she gave me my first birthday present, so I'll take it......

But soon she found out about something, just now I said that I was a fast gunman to lie to her, and I taught her a good lesson in the night!

Let her know what it means to vigorously implement the work, thoroughly implement the thoughts, not afraid of hardship, not afraid of tiredness, indomitable and indomitable to go deep into the grassroots, and let her know my determination and perseverance!

The night is blurry, time flows slowly, in the quiet night, the heart is hot as if it can melt everything, and a finished cigarette relaxes the nerves of the whole body, and sleeps deeply......

I woke up early in the morning and felt dizzy.

I don't know if it's because I drank too much last night or if I exerted too much force and was a little hypoxic, I habitually lit a cigarette to refresh myself, and looked at the hair all over the bed and felt like a dream.

The sky outside the window was gloomy and oppressive, and the cold wind kept blowing in from the window, and I shivered when I closed the window.

Before you know it, it's autumn, it seems that the summer watermelon is gone before you have time to eat it, and it seems that you don't have to sell it before you eat the popsicle, and time flies too fast!

Lighting a cigarette and looking out the window, I felt an inexplicable desolation in my heart, and the feeling of being empty was very comfortable, and a window cut me off from the outside world.

Today is a very special day, but I can't be happy, except for my second uncle, I didn't tell anyone that today is my birthday.

Every year on this special day, people always feel a lot of emotion, always think of the people and things in the past, and think of those happy and kind faces, but now they have long dissipated in the morning breeze......

In the past, I always looked forward to growing up early, thinking that I could have my own world when I grew up, and I thought that I could have countless wonderful things when I grew up, but now I don't think so, time has taken away a lot of precious things, and I look back and see how fast time flies.

Perhaps the most painful thing about growing up is that what you couldn't get before is now you don't want it, and what was within reach before is now out of reach, and you can't see each other again in this life.

Looking back at the gambling road along the way, everything seems to be fleeting, and before I know it, more than two months have passed, and the passage of time also feels that I have changed.

If it wasn't for alcohol last night, maybe it wouldn't be what it is now, turning my head to see that Xiaoru was still asleep, I gently extinguished the cigarette butt and walked into the bathroom.

Slightly modify the camouflage of the human skin mask, and I didn't feel particularly depressed when I didn't take it off all night, maybe this is the preciousness of the human skin mask, which has good breathability.

Pack up and leave the room quietly, maybe the next time I appear in the Night Charm Nightclub, I won't be the same face, this face is like disappearing from the world.

A face can represent a person, no matter how many faces you change, you can't change your heart, you can't break free from those shackles and shackles, and those things that have not been completed.

I called Su Yurong, thinking about today's plans in my heart, I felt that it was time to go to the school to find Seventeen, it was time to tell her what I thought in my heart, and I should also break free from the shackles on my back.

After experiencing being threatened by Brother Bin, I know how to be good for her, and only staying away from her is the best protection for her, which is a fact that cannot be changed.

Perhaps the wandering prodigal son is destined to not stop, and there is still a long time to go before me, and I do not want anyone to be implicated no matter what danger I encounter.

Standing in front of the glass window of the hotel lobby, unconsciously a light rain drifted outside the window, the raindrops gently hit the ground to make people feel extra peaceful, I like rainy days very much, it can always make people feel calm, and it is easier to remember the past.

Looking out the window on a rainy day, letting the time pass slowly, this moment can make people feel relaxed by doing nothing, there is nothing in their minds, I am more relaxed than most people.

Soon Su Yurong came, and the BMW slowly drove to the door of the hotel.

As soon as I opened the door, I smelled a smell of rain, the cool breeze made people feel refreshed, and I looked up at the sky, it was really an autumn rain and a cold.

"How was last night. Su Yurong asked calmly, and I smiled and nodded.

"Let's go, take me to school. "I stretched comfortably in the back seat of the car, and I was going to come sooner or later.

It's not bad to choose a special day like today, at least it can make me think of her every year in the future, and remember a sincere and simple relationship.

The light rain was pouring all the way, and the gloomy sky was like my heart, calm and depressing, and my heart was calm without any waves.

I knew that I had to face it, and I didn't want to be controlled anymore after being threatened, and I didn't want Seventeen to be implicated in any way.

Now I vaguely understand the intention of everything that Sister Sixteen has done, staying away from me is just to better protect me, and this intention is not to be experienced and not appreciated.

It's just that after being away from Seventeen, how can I be embarrassed to open my mouth to Sixteen?

When I came to the school gate and called Seventeen, I thought it would be better to talk to her during the day, at least she would have someone to comfort her at school, and it would be better to spend the long nights by herself.

"Are you going to see Seventeen at school? Su Yurong reminded me coldly, and I realized that I was still wearing a human skin mask.

"Thanks, do you have wet wipes?" I really ignored this very important thing just now, if you went to see Seventeen with such a face, you would be shocked.

Su Yurong threw over a pack of wet wipes, I wiped off all the camouflage on my face, took off the human skin mask, wiped my face, and felt that my pores were much smoother.

No matter how breathable the human skin mask is, it is not as comfortable as your own skin in contact with air, and I feel much refreshed on my face.

"I didn't expect you to buy wet wipes, how have you been with Xiao Fifteen lately?" I deliberately teased, trying to liven up the dull atmosphere.

"I just have a normal relationship with her, I never use wet wipes, it's for you. ”

His words stunned me, and I looked down at the wet wipes in my hand, and sure enough, they hadn't been opened, but I didn't expect him to think about it so thoroughly.

I carefully put away the human skin mask, but my mood was suddenly inexplicably complicated, not that I wanted to separate, but I understood that we were not people in the same world.

The human skin mask reminds me of the people of what world, we will only go further and further if we continue, and it may be good for each other to unload the burden in our hearts, as long as we don't implicate her, everything is worth it.

I think this may be fate, from the moment I chose to follow the path of Lao Qian, I was destined to be different from others, destined to lose some things I didn't want to lose, including human hearts and emotions......

In fact, looking back, who in this world can have smooth sailing? Making a choice will inevitably make trade-offs, as long as you feel that it is right, you must stick to it!

The time I spent waiting, I remembered the time I spent with her, I thought of walking through the alleys of autumn dusk, I thought of her hugging me tightly......

She gave me a kiss under the sunset on the park bench, and she was still so willful and domineering that she could easily melt my heart.

I haven't forgotten this relationship, I will only keep this relationship in my heart, I won't be known by anyone, I will only bury it deep in my heart.

I suddenly thought of the second uncle, and thought that the second uncle had never looked for a wife, maybe he also had an unknown relationship in his heart, and the place in his heart would be left to someone, and he would never be able to tolerate anyone else.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and my heart became colder and colder, and I didn't even know how to face her.

I don't know how to say the word separation, but I don't want to, but I have to do it, and as long as I think it's worth it, I must stick to it!

My world is full of darkness and cunning, I don't want to be seventeen in the future, and I don't want her to be in danger because of me, she deserves her life, a happy life in school.

Many times people are selfish, everything is centered on themselves, they want to occupy too many feelings, they want to make themselves unique.

Maybe it's because I have low emotional intelligence, I don't know how to manage this relationship, I don't know how to maintain it, but I know that it is dangerous and unrealistic to continue.

One is in school and the other is in society, there are always two worlds, if I can, I really want to wait until she graduates, but when the time comes, can I bear to pull her into the dark world?