Good times always pass and go quickly, and Yang Fan's memory is always fixed at the moment when he was still a child.

Yang Fan lies on the bed in the orphanage. muttering words that others can't hear clearly, only he understands in his own heart that he is homesick again.

Yang Fan is eighteen years old this year, and due to long-term psychotropic drugs and malnutrition in the orphanage, he is thinner and paler than other children.

Yang Fan didn't know why he came to the orphanage, his mind was sometimes confused and sometimes clear, and some things after the age of eight were also remembered intermittently, even he didn't know it himself, but he often dreamed about things before the age of eight.

How did Yang Fan come to the orphanage, there is a version of memory in his mind that is like this: on a day of wind and rain, thunder and lightning, he played with the big yellow dog at home, and his parents went to work, but his parents did not come back in the middle of the night, just when he was in a hurry, the door was forcibly opened from the outside, and several people in white clothes came over, and after asking him that he was Yang Fan, he told his own parents that he had died in a car accident, and now Yang Fan was adopted by the government, so he forcibly took him out of the house, Yang Fan cried hoarse and resisted, but he was still brought here。

But is this memory true or fake? Yang Fan is not sure, he has been doubting whether he is dreaming, or if such a thing has really happened in reality.

Yang Fan was thinking wildly. I heard the door squeak and was pushed open from the outside. An equally thin boy walked in: "Yang Fan, the dean is looking for you." ”

"Got it, I'll go right away. Yang Fan got up from the bed, kicked his shoes, and walked to the dean's office.

When he arrived at the door of the dean's office, Yang Fan knocked on the door twice timidly, until there was a sound of "um" with his nose inside, knowing that this was the dean's specific meaning of letting people in, so he carefully pushed open the door and walked in gently.

The dean bowed from the big boss's chair, and motioned with his head for Yang Fan to sit on a chair in front of the table. Yang Fan sat on the chair in an orderly manner, not daring to move. The dean looked at Yang Fan through the top of his glasses: "Do you know what I'm looking for you for?"

Yang Fan shook his head and said, "Dean, I don't know. ”

"That's right, our administrator told me that you are 18 years old, and reaching this age means that you have to live independently and can no longer rely on our orphanage. You prepare something, and the management will notify you in the next two days. ”

Yang Fan was stunned for a moment, since he understood things, he had lived in an orphanage, eating, sleeping, and going to school here, completely closed to the outside world, where could he go if he left here. Yang Fan's tears had already come out, sobbing and begging the dean: "Dean, I have never left here, don't let me leave, okay." ”

"The government has regulations, this is the rule, everyone has to leave here when they are 18 years old, live independently, this is responsible for you, no one can be an exception, you go back and prepare, someone will go through the procedures for you soon." After speaking, the dean ignored Yang Fan, picked up a book on the table, and pretended to read it.

Yang Fan didn't know how to return to his dormitory, so he collapsed on the bed with a muddy head and covered his head with a quilt, trying to make himself more sober. He didn't hear him even when the people in the room asked. Fell asleep unconsciously. The roommate looked at him sympathetically, "What a fool, I'm about to be kicked out, and I can still sleep." ”

Yang Fan slept until midnight, and when he woke up, the people in the same room were still asleep, and Yang Fan looked out through the window. The sky was still dark, only a small bit of glow came through, Yang Fan didn't know where his way out was, he could only look at the ray of glow in a daze, fantasizing about his future.

I didn't know that it was already bright, a manager walked in, and the other people in the same room had already gotten up and were busy washing, only Yang Fan was still lying on the bed. The manager scolded "pig" in his heart, then walked over and patted Yang Fan on the shoulder, "Hurry up, Yang Fan." You're moving out of here today. ”

Yang Fan didn't dare to resist, and finished packing his clothes sluggishly, there was not much in the first place. Walked out with the manager. The whispers of several people in the same room were left behind.

Walking to the end of the corridor, Yang Fan suddenly came to his senses, he didn't want to leave this familiar place, although there were always people bullying him and looking down on him on the road, but this was still his beautiful home.

As soon as Yang Fan threw away his bag, he wanted to run to the dean's office, the management staff had already taken precautions, and the two security guards beside him grabbed Yang Fan and dragged him out.

Yang Fan kept struggling, "I want to see the dean, I want to see the dean...", and the two security guards kept getting him out of the orphanage.

The manager grabbed Yang Fan's index finger, pressed it on the ink he took out of his pocket, and then pressed Yang Fan's handprint on a piece of paper, and then took out an envelope from his body and stuffed it on Yang Fan's body, "From today on, you are not from the orphanage, this is 1,000 yuan, take it, find a job first, and take good care of yourself." ”

The dean watched this scene from the curtain of his office, a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he took out his mobile phone from his arms and dialed a call. "Brother Kun, that kid has been released from the orphanage. ”

"Really, are his nerves still normal?" came an indifferent voice.

"I've been giving him nerve-stimulating drugs for the past few years, and he's been good and bad, and sometimes he doesn't even remember who he is. The dean replied.

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a while, "I know, your business is over, I will return the photo to you, and the money I said will be given to you in full, and you can make a deal with me, don't worry." ”

"Yes, yes, Brother Kun's character has nothing to say, I admire you very much, goodbye. ”

Yang Fan sat on the ground at the entrance of the orphanage, looking at the buildings inside, and couldn't help crying, to be honest, he hated the people inside, Yang Fan's brain was problematic, he couldn't do anything well, sometimes he couldn't even remember who he was, among the people at the bottom of the orphanage, there would also be a distinction between high and low, some boys bullied him when they saw him stupid, and girls hated him and were afraid of him. Yang Fan didn't even have a close friend here, Yang Fan looked at the orphanage, thinking to himself, how good it would be for me to go back, those who bullied him seemed to have become much cuter, worthy of his nostalgia.

The sky was overcast, and the light rain slowly fell, Yang Fan sighed, plucked up his courage, stood up, and walked along the road with his bag on his back.

The orphanage is located in the suburbs, a long distance from the city, Yang Fan sorted out his thoughts, let's find a place to live first.

Yang Fan lowered his head and walked slowly, a person quickly got up from the opposite side, the two collided, the person did not stop, turned his head and scolded "SB", and left. Yang Fan's body was already very thin, and this time he bumped into him, and when he turned his head to look at the person, the person's back had disappeared.

The person who hit Yang Fan quickly turned a few streets and made a call: "Brother Hei, that kid's money has arrived." ”

"Spend the money yourself, remember, this didn't happen. ”

"Thank you, Brother Hei, I understand. ”

Yang Fan finally found a house, 300 yuan a month, but when he took the money, he turned his whole body over, only to find that the envelope containing the money was long gone. Yang Fan was dumbfounded, turned around and ran towards the road he had come from, and he didn't even have time to see clearly with the landlord's contemptuous eyes.

It was getting dark, Yang Fan sat on the grass by a river at the edge of the city, and didn't eat anything for a day, "This damn thief, let you go out and die." Yang Fan suddenly stood up and shouted to the sky: "God, why are you so unfair to me." ”

"Haha, you're an SB, and you're good at God. Hand over me something of value. An arrogant voice came.

Yang Fan was so frightened that he shuddered, only to find that three people had come from the bushes.

One of the speakers had long hair dyed yellow.

The other two had baseball bats in their hands.

"I don't have any money, my money was stolen. Yang Fan said tremblingly.

"If you don't have money, I'll kill you. The long hair slapped his face, and then said to the little brother next to him, "Hit him." ”

One younger brother went up and knocked Yang Fan to the ground with a stick, and the other went to turn over his things. I rummaged through it for a long time and found nothing.

"Boss, he doesn't have a penny, and we're going to rob him. ”

"You know a fart, third, ruthless. ”

Yang Fan was lying on the ground holding his head in his hands, and his body was already covered with blood.

At this time, two stray dogs chased and ran. One said to the other, "Humans are killing each other again." Haha"

Yang Fan didn't know where the strength came from, and shouted, "Help me." ”

The third laughed, "This guy is crazy again, he actually learned to bark as a dog." The other two laughed too.

The two stray dogs were flustered, and the one in the back said to the one in front: "I have been watching more TV recently, and I can understand people's speech." "What, obviously he is speaking in our language, talking about saving lives. "Ah, what do we do then. "Save him, bite him." ”

Before the two dogs knew it, they had already caught the third hooligan.

The third child was dumbfounded, his left hand and right leg were bitten by two dogs at the same time, and he screamed in pain. The other two hurriedly went up to the rescue, but there was no good way to face the big dog that made a "woo" in its mouth.

When the two of them beat the dog away, they found that Yang Fan had already jumped into the river and didn't know where to go.

Long Mao looked into the river for a long time, but he didn't see anything abnormal, and the second hooligan said, "It is estimated that this kid drowned." ”

Changmao looked at it for a while, and then made a phone call to report: "Brother Hei, that kid let us drown in the river, and the body was washed away." ”

"You're sure, it's dead. ”

"Sure, he was almost killed on it, and when he ran, the old man hit the back of the head with a stick, and he hit the river. ”

After receiving the phone, Long Hair said to the two people hatefully, "Remember, this kid is for us to beat to death, unified voice." The two younger brothers nodded hurriedly and said yes, and then the three of them threw Yang Fan's clothes down the river, and then helped the third brother away.

As the saying goes: the poor have a bad life.

Yang Fan was knocked down into the river, no one knew, and no one cared, as if it didn't happen at all.

Coincidentally, Yang Fan was washed away by the river. Washed ashore in one place downstream. Fortunately, Ji people have their own natural appearance, and Yang Fan relied on checking leftovers to eat, and he was able to resist the injury.