The wind was blowing wildly outside, and the branches not far in front of me were crooked, and after a while, lightning and thunder began to roar, boom, thunder resounded in my ears, I remembered Lu Shuangshuang, she was also afraid of thunder, once it rained, she shrank in my arms, and hugged me tightly with both hands, just like an octopus, she refused to let go at all, and almost the whole person was pasted.

Frankly speaking, at the beginning I was not used to it, I was used to freedom, I have always slept in the bed alone, I can roll from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, for a long time, I can't get used to it, I have woken up from the dream several times, and Lu Shuangshuang is always moving, especially in winter, there is warmth there, her hands and feet will shrink there, her hands are really cat paws, covered all night, it doesn't get hot, and she freezes to death.

You forcibly push it away, and in less than a minute, she will stick it up, and you simply can't get rid of it.

During that time, I often couldn't sleep, and I could wake up several times a night, but she slept very sweetly. But people's habits are really strong, and gradually, they get used to it, and then she is not by her side, but she can't sleep.

She lives at home alone, she should be afraid! But my heart is a little uncomfortable, some time ago, we only had a violent quarrel, both of us are angry, don't care about anything, what hurtful words, we have to say that, I can accept her scolding me for being despicable, shameless and indecent, but I can't stand her threatening me with a child, and I can't stand her saying that she wants to leave herself.

I picked up my mobile phone and wanted to call her, Mengmeng's nanny called, she said anxiously on the other end of the phone, "Mr. Li, Miss is sick again, she is holding a knife and stabbing indiscriminately, it looks particularly terrible, I went up to dissuade her, the knife scratched my arm, Mr. Li, you hurry up and take a look!"

An Yao once said that the most important people in her life are her grandmother and sister, and her grandmother has left, leaving Meng Meng. If An Yao was still there, Meng Meng would definitely not have those tragic encounters, all these years, guilt is like a solid iron chain tightly wrapped around me, and I can't breathe at all.

That kind of taste is too uncomfortable, everyone around you looks at you with harsh eyes, it is too heavy, and it also wears out my feelings for An Yao. Last time, Zhao Baifeng asked me, "Do you still love An Yao?" If An Yao was still alive, who would you choose between her and Lu Shuangshuang?"

I think his example is ridiculous, An Yao is long gone, and I don't love An Yao, I don't love it for a long time, and those loves have long since dissipated with the passage of time. I felt that it was too sour for me to say such a thing, and I just lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and shook my head. If I still love it, I won't be so quick to see both of them.

But I owe an owe to An Yao, so I know who Meng Meng is, but I still tolerate her to the greatest extent, and I thought of what Yang Discipline Inspection Committee said a few days ago, so I said to the nanny, "Go over and take a look yourself!"

I want to use Meng Meng to divert my attention, no matter what, I'm still a junior, the Li family used to have a big tree to lean on, and I could still fake the tiger, but now it's not what it used to be, and I definitely won't be stupid to fight with one side of the force at this critical moment!

People in this circle are all virtuous, such as Meng Meng, she is clearly calculating me, but when she is lonely, she will think of me, such as Xu Yuwen, we have business dealings between us, and we usually have cooperative projects, but when bidding for projects, we rely on our own means and use all kinds of ruthless means. In fact, I know that Xu Yuwen, the person Meng Meng loves, has several big projects in his hands that have been snatched away because of Meng Meng, but several of those projects cannot be developed at all.

The real society is so cruel, everyone is in a relationship of mutual use and cooperation.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw that the room was in a mess, almost all the furnishings were smashed, and the nanny shrank by the door, her head was covered with sweat, and she said tremblingly, "Li... Mr. Li, you're here, and I'm glad you're here. She pointed to the sofa and said, "Miss, there it is, she has a fruit knife in her hand, Mr. Li, you have to be careful!"

I looked at the sofa not far away, the floor was full of debris, and there were several bloodstained footprints, and I was a little overwhelmed by the old man. I slowly approached, walked around to the front of the sofa, and saw Meng Meng cowering in the corner of the sofa, her hair was scattered, she was holding a fruit knife in her right hand, her feet were full of blood, and I could see glass shards.

She looks like this, she no longer has the momentum of being exquisite, and if you think about it again, she is two years older than Shuangshuang, what about the mood for love? I whispered to her several times, "Meng Meng, Meng Meng!"

When she heard others shouting for herself, she shrank into the bed, waving her hands wildly, and the bright knife glowed in the light, looking terrifying. She shouted "Go, you go for me, get out of here, get out of here!"

I also learned about her misfortune later, which was really terrible for a 12-year-old girl, not to mention that it was her relatives who violated her, which was one of the reasons why I indulged her.

I got closer, and while she was slackening, I grabbed her wrist with my hands and feet, and snatched the knife. She became more agitated, her body kept writhing, and I patted her face with my hand and said, "Mengmeng, you sober up, look at who I am." ”

She didn't stop persuading at all, her body kept shaking, and after a while, she began to foam at the mouth and show bruised muscles. I am no stranger to her situation, and there are many guys in the circle who initiate drug addiction, and it is a similar situation. I frowned, Meng Meng also touched those things?

I looked her in the eye and asked, "Did you eat that kind of thing?"

The drug addiction has attacked, and she has no reason at all, so she thinks of a way to break free, and in this situation, I can only let go. She ran upstairs, not caring that there were glass slags on her feet, leaving red footprints on the off-white floor, just like the scene of the crime.

I went upstairs with Mengmeng, entered the bedroom, she was like crazy, rushed to the bedside, lifted the quilt, took off the mattress, and then took out a pack of things from the innermost layer, sucked it up skillfully, I stood at the door and looked at Mengmeng quietly, she was finished, really finished, looking at this posture, her drug addiction was very deep.

A quarter of an hour later, the momentum eased down, Mengmeng's whole body was soft on the bed, I stepped forward to look down at her, and said meaningfully, "Mengmeng, I still remember the first time I saw you, you were only ten years old, right? Isn't that tall as my waist? You still have two braids on your head." ”

This is the first time I've mentioned the past, those things related to An Yao. Everyone has hidden scars that hurt when touched.

Meng Meng slowly raised her head to look at me, her eyes glazed over, and after a while, she seemed to be caught in her memories, and said with a bitter smile, "At that time, I thought Brother Yi was so handsome, and he bought me a beautiful dress, and took me to eat ice cream, and no longer had to wear my sister and cousin's old clothes." If you are good to your sister, I look forward to growing up in the future, and I will also find a boyfriend for Brother Yi. ”

Mengmeng's big eyes flashed several times, "I hated my sister, everyone compared my sister to me, grandma said me, and the school teachers also said that they all said that I was not as good as my sister." I wished viciously that it would be better if I didn't have my sister. But when she was really gone, there was no one to protect me, no one cared about me anymore, and I became an orphan. Brother Yi, how I wish you could show up to help me, when I was most isolated and helpless, but you didn't, but Brother Yu Wen, you disappointed me. ”

Her accusations were sharp, like countless needles pricking me, and I couldn't find a reason to refute them. We all sat in silence, and outside there was still lightning and thunder, and the rumbling thunder was deafening. I thought of Lu Shuangshuang again, I should go back. I was about to get up, Mengmeng asked again, "Brother Yi, do you really not love my sister? You are in love with Lu Shuangshuang, what is so good about her? Why do you and Brother Yu Wen like her?"

This question is not the first time I have heard it, and it will not be the last time I have heard it, so I wondered, is Lu Shuangshuang so unpopular?

No one could see any merit in her. She has a lot of advantages, she is soft-hearted, she cooks deliciously, she will help me iron my clothes, match my clothes, she looks good, and she is also very cooperative in some aspects, so that I am also comfortable, and there are stupid people who don't pull a few, you get along with her, you won't feel hard, you don't need to be on guard all the time, she is calculating what you are.

Aren't men looking for wives all greedy for these? ordinary, I don't need my own women to go out to make money, my head doesn't need to be so smart, a little temper is quite cute, as long as it's not too much, I can hold it, but I'm embarrassed to say this, if I say it, I will definitely be disliked by everyone.

I coughed lightly and prevaricated, "My eyesight is not very good, I'm blind, so I have my eye on her." ”

Meng Meng laughed out loud, tears falling from her eyes, "Yes, she's really lucky, I'm no different from her, why do you all fall in love with her? Brother Yi, don't you like me too?"

I hate women shedding tears, not to mention that the other party is the cute Meng I watched growing up, I can only euphemistically say "People will encounter difficulties, some things, we can't change, in order to adapt to this society, there will inevitably be some changes, become sophisticated, become sleek, become cunning, in the midst of change, some people have lost their original intentions, some people are hidden, do you know what I mean? ”

"Is she? as good as you say? What if I change it? I also want someone to love, someone to love, someone to love, ”