A failed love affair in college left me groggy and drunk for the next two years.

The familiarity between me and Zhang Qian is gradually familiar with each other's bodies.

This relationship is pure, but it will never be forgotten by me.

On a passionate night, when laughter kept coming, we gathered in a restaurant near the school to celebrate the birthday of Wang Xiaomei, who was in the same class.

The small restaurant that night was very lively, they were all in pairs, only Zhang Qian and I were still single. Watching them kiss me and me, Zhang Qian and I gave each other a slight smile and comforted each other. Later, after the matchmaking of classmates, the two of us lonely people quickly came together.

On the first day we held hands, on the second day we kissed, and on the third day we tucked our hands into each other's clothes and touched each other.

This is my first love, which came so suddenly, but without losing the sense of happiness. I was obsessed with it and gave her all the love I could, and so did she.

I tried to break through the upper body in order to get closer to us, and I made a lot of efforts to get into the lower body, but I didn't break through until one night on the eve of graduation.

That night, I was very excited, I was in the dormitory, cleaned up very decently, and then ran to a flower shop near the school to buy 3 roses, ready to give to Zhang Qian, I want to say to her, even after graduation, I will love her the same, I hope we will do what we didn't do in school today, tonight together. Then go home and get married.

Thinking of Zhang Qian's promise and the joy of fish and water tonight, I couldn't help but show my eight teeth and smirked.

I picked up the phone and dialed Zhang Qian's number. "Qianqian, I'm waiting for you at the school gate, you come down, I have something to send you. Zhang Qian only said: "Hmm." "I held three roses in my hand, and waited in front of the school for 15 minutes without seeing Zhang Qian, I had a little ominous premonition, according to the usual I only need a phone call, she will appear in front of me in less than 3 minutes, and today it has been 15 minutes and has not come, and today I called and said to send something to her, she only said one word. I don't have the excitement I feel when I deliver something.

I stood stupidly in front of the school gate, mentally comforting, don't think nonsense, she must have something delayed. It's been 25 minutes since I called, Zhang Qian still hasn't arrived, I really can't wait, I really can't wait, I said, something must be wrong, I must see her immediately, immediately.

When I took a step and was about to walk towards Zhang Qian's dormitory, Zhang Qian walked towards me, not alone, she was followed by a bastard man, and put his dirty hand on her shoulder.

When I saw this scene, I really wanted to rush over to the man upstairs and punch him a few times to let him know the consequences of touching my woman. It's just that at that moment, the soles of my feet seemed to be glued to the all-purpose glue, and I couldn't move. I just watched the two of them approach me, to be precise, and I was almost out of breath under the pressure. When they approached me 2 meters, Zhang Qian stopped.

I held up the rose stupidly, trying to say something, but I still didn't speak, I knew it was too late to say anything. I just hope to get out of here soon, I hope it's just a nightmare, and Zhang Qian will still be my girlfriend tomorrow.

Zhang Qian looked at me and said in a very small voice: "I'm sorry, let's break up!" I glared at Zhang Qian, pointed at the man with my finger, and said in fear, "It's because of him!" Zhang Qian nodded and did not speak. Zhang Qian's acquiescence made the fire in my belly explode at that moment. I threw the rose on the ground and stomped on it with my foot. Then a fist was thrown at the man. Damn, I didn't hit it, and I was kicked down by that man.

Seeing me slumped on the ground, Zhang Qian tried to come over to help me, but was grabbed by the man. Then turn around and leave. When I walked about 10 meters away from me, I vaguely saw Zhang Qian turning around and shedding tears. I looked at her like that, and at that time I secretly cursed in my heart, **, what face is crying, it is a realistic version of Pan Jinlian, who slept with Wu Dalang and wanted to sleep with Wu Song.

Watching her figure slowly disappear from my sight, I stood up, walked to a restaurant near the school, ordered a plate of cold beef for packing, asked for a bottle of liquor, bought 2 packs of Baisha brand cigarettes, and then walked alone to the cornfield of a village near the school, I kicked a few corn stalks randomly, sat on the ground, opened the lid of the liquor, and poured it down in one breath.

The liquor went down, my body was so hot, and my stomach was uncomfortable, but I still continued to pour a few big sips, I wanted to use hot wine to anesthetize myself, so that I could forget the Zhang Qian who I once loved and now hated, but the more I didn't want to think about it, all that appeared in my mind was the shadow of her and me together.

We go to class together, we hold hands at school, we sit on the school building and count the stars, we discuss life, we hug and kiss together, we play games together, we sing together, we eat together, we watch movies together, we go to the mall together, we run faster than anyone else, we listen to the rabbit dance and jump together, and everything else flashes in my mind at that moment and makes me linger.

Thinking about my past with her, I couldn't stop tears welling up. I didn't wipe it with my hands, and let the tears run down my cheeks and into my mouth. It was my first tear since I matured and the hardest day I ever had.

My tears flowed for a while, I took out the white sand cigarette case from my pocket, took out a cigarette from it, lit it, and smoked it. It was my first time smoking and I choked a lot, but I finished it anyway. After pumping, I was absolutely dizzy, and then I lay on the cornstalk, and somehow fell asleep.

By the time I got up, it was already drizzling. If it weren't for this rain, I guess I would have been able to sleep for a long time. When I got up, I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at the time, it was 4 o'clock in the morning. So I went back to school, on the way back to school, I thought of Zhang Qian again, and thought about the events of last night, absolutely strange, Zhang Qian usually didn't show any disgust with me at all, at least not in my psychological side, why did you suddenly break up with me last night. There must be a reason.

Thinking of this, I quickened my pace, walked to the downstairs of Zhang Qian's accommodation, found a stone chair and sat down, and waited quietly, waiting for 7 o'clock, so that I could call and ask for an understanding, because I don't want to disturb her sleep now.

In the long wait, 7 o'clock finally arrived, I dialed Zhang Qian's mobile phone number, the other party came from the other side, the other party had turned off the phone, I called the phone number of their dormitory, a girl answered, I asked, did Zhang Qian get up? The girl said that Zhang Qian had left the school last night. I asked again where she had gone.

Which girl said: You are Zheng Tianle? I said: Yes! The girl said: Don't look for her, she has already completed all the formalities for going abroad, and she will not come to school.

I heard this, and the phone fell out of my hand. I slept in my dorm room for the next few days and didn't go to the interview. The roommates in the interview slowly left the school one by one. When I left, he said to me, have fun, I want to open a little, there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower, there are many good women in society, go out early for interviews and go out early, are you afraid that there will be no women if you mix well? I just said, I want to rest for a few days, you go well.

I slept in the dormitory for a few more days, and I was the only one left in the dormitory, and the head teacher came to my dormitory and said, "Fun, why don't you go to the interview, if you don't go, there will be few good companies." So I stepped into the interview itinerary, and after a mess, I actually got the interview. Later, I followed the company's personnel to Suzhou/City in a daze.

(The new book is presented, the plot unfolds slowly, don't go away, the follow-up will be more exciting, remember to add it to the bookshelf)