Chapter 118: Selfishness
Li Zhe's mind was quite complicated at this time.
However, he doesn't regret missing the opportunity to "bully" Xiao Baozi, everyone is his, when can't he "bully"?
The location and atmosphere are not good, he didn't plan to "bully" her tonight!
Li Zhe suddenly thought of a problem, that is, the impact of the character on the actor's personality.
The actor's way of working is "acting", which is an unreal way of working that simulates the state of others and shows life as the main form, so there is always the problem of the role and the actor influencing each other.
As an experiential actor, he can say with certainty that the role has an impact on the actor!
In fact, actors and characters will influence and change each other, for example, your understanding and attitude towards life, and when you come out after entering the role, you may substitute a lot of values in that situation.
Some actors may be unable to get out of the shadow of the role due to their own mental state, or because the character itself is too charismatic, or even almost schizophrenic.
For example, in 1992, Lan Jieying filmed "The Great Era" and played the role of Sister Ling. The development of the plot tells about his ups and downs in his life, which can be described as miserable and incoherent, not only has he never had a good life, but he finally died tragically under the gun.
And she also acted well, and her acting skills were well received, but afterwards Lan Jieying couldn't get rid of the painful feeling of the role.
Brother Zhang Guorong couldn't get out for a long time after starring in "Farewell My Concubine", and he was even more depressed after starring in "Different Space".
Here's another example.
In 2000, Yin Nengjing filmed "April Day in the World" as the role of Lu Xiaoman, in which Xu Zhimo played by Huang Lei and Lu Xiaoman played by Yin Nengjing staged an abusive emotional scene.
Yin Nengjing was too deep in the play, so one night she ran to knock on Huang Lei's room who played Xu Zhimo in thin pajamas, and as soon as Huang Lei opened the door, she said: "Mo, Mo, my chest hurts so much......"
As a result, Huang Lei scolded "neurosis" and closed the door directly.
If you really close the door, if you close the door falsely, you don't know!
However, this is not like going too deep into the play, more like hype!
Zhao Xiaodao is not from a professional class, has not undergone professional performance learning, and is a standard wild road experience.
Her experiential performance method is that she must first substitute herself into the role and recognize the direction of the role.
She uses the stupidest and most direct way of acting, which is to live herself into that role.
played the vicious Liuli in "Palace Lock Agarwood", she didn't dare to talk to her best friend Zhou Xiaoya more in order not to play.
When filming "Palace Lock Bead Curtain", Zhao Xiaodao ignored Chen Xiao, not only because she felt that his acting skills were poor, but also because she played Lily, who didn't like the nineteenth elder brother played by Chen Xiao in the play, and she didn't want to deal with him in order not to play.
Although Li Zhe is also an experiential school, although he admires this kind of "not crazy, not alive" way of performing as a drama maniac, he will not do it, and he can't do it, so he is destined to be superficial in his life, and he can only be an idol!
The two characters who had the greatest influence on Zhao Xiaodao were Lu Zhen in "The Legend of Lu Zhen" and Xue Shanshan in "Shanshan is Coming".
In her words, Lu Zhen is the character closest to her own personality, stubborn, strong, independent, forbearing, career-oriented heroine, after quarreling with Gao Zhan, she will be busy with her career, not indulging in feelings, having ideals and goals, kindness is not a virgin, and there are paragraphs but do not lose the bottom line.
When Zhao Xiaodao played Lu Zhen, she completely substituted herself into it, calling herself Lu Zhen during filming, and some people called her Zhao Liying, she replied directly, "Please call me Lu Zhen", as a result, people thought she was playing a big name.
It can be said that the role of Lu Zhen has completely stimulated the stubborn, strong, calm and rational side of her character, and she has become stronger and stronger since then.
Without the role of Lu Zhen, she may not be able to survive the period of national black.
Of course, without this role, Zhao Xiaodao would not have become popular, and no one would hack her, she is estimated to be a second- or third-tier actor.
And the role of Xue Shanshan completely stimulates Zhao Baozi's personality in life, cheerful and cute.
Before this, although she was a soft and cute girl on the outside, she was a female man on the inside, and she couldn't pretend to be cute and cute at all. She starred in "The Legend of Chasing Fish", as Hong Aya, and is a cute carp spirit, but when she is cute, she can only pout, pout, and pout. It's a carp essence, but you don't have to pout, right?
After playing Xue Shanshan, Zhao Baozi became more and more cute, cute, and more and more popular with the audience, and then walked out of the national black and had the big hit "Flower Thousand Bone".
Li Zhe's own personality is very repulsive to girls with a strong sense of ambition.
For a girl like Lu Zhen, he will appreciate and admire it very much, but he will not accept it, just like in his previous life, he was a fan of Zhao Xiaodao, and he only appreciated and admired, not liked, and idols are just idols.
Therefore, when Li Zhe gave Xiao Baozi and planned a career development route, he may have subconsciously not realized it, or he realized it but didn't want to think about it, and he has been subconsciously affecting her character.
The roles selected for her are all Xue Shanshan and Fang Yiscoop, Chen Xinyi is weak and strong, but after all, she is still a weak character, which stimulates her soft, cute, and little girl's side.
In almost a year, she filmed three dramas and played three roles, protecting her from being burdened by the world, and the impact was obvious.
Li Zhe likes the current little bun very much, that is, a stubborn, boyish, cheerful and cute little girl, and after awakening in terms of dressing, she has become a sweet and cute soft girl.
will be coquettish to him, cute, will complain to him, willful, will think of him as soon as there is something, although she didn't realize it in her heart, but in her heart she actually regarded him as a dependent!
For Li Zhe, such a girl is like Xue Shanshan who came out of the world of TV dramas, she is too perfect, this is the girl he wants, not the Zhao Xiaodao, the idol in his previous life!
However, such a beautiful period only stayed in the days when Xiao Baozi was not popular, she had no right to choose the script, and he could plan a development path for her.
But after Xiao Baozi becomes popular, her goals will be improved, and she will have more independent rights, and when the time comes, if a character like "The Legend of Lu Zhen" and close to her own character comes to her door, she will definitely play it with her temperament.
There are some things, even if Li Zhe has been avoiding them subconsciously, he must face them now.
If he chooses to block it, as a boyfriend, can he stop it?
Can't stop it!
In his previous life, Zhao Xiaodao commented on himself, "I don't want to be weak, I have never been a girl who is not strong, and I have tenacity in my bones." ”
According to Li Zhe's relationship with Xiao Baozi for a year, I found that her personality is more stubborn, or that her rebellious psychology is particularly strong, you say I can't do it, I just want to prove that I can, I have tenacity and ruthlessness in my bones, and I don't admit defeat!
However, in terms of dedication, it is only reflected in acting at present, as long as you can act with peace of mind, it is enough!
However, Li Zhe has now made up his mind, and if he can't stop him, he will stop him.
He himself is a person who admires freedom, and he hates others interfering with his freedom the most, and he does not like to interfere with other people's freedom.
I also know that the best that cannot be applied is that I am good for you.
However, liking someone is possessive, selfish.
He must influence Xiao Baozi and interfere with her development path!
Otherwise, let Xiao Baozi embark on the trajectory of development in his previous life, and the filming is basically a big heroine, with a more and more independent, strong, and self-directed personality, the best ending for the two is to get together and disperse peacefully.
However, reversing time and space and being reborn once, Li Zhe didn't come to cultivate the second Zhao Xiaodao, and then let go and bless her, he was not a humanoid golden finger, but he was not so selfless!
Li Zhe would rather let Xiao Baozi hate him, but also change her and catch her in his hands, and never want the relationship between the two of them to go to a strange path, and finally end up uneventful!
Li Zhe still doesn't believe it, he has been a human being for two lives, and he can't subdue her little bun.
"Li Zhe......!" Ying Bao whispered, interrupting his thoughts.
Li Zhe opened his eyes and found that his little girlfriend had changed into the white shirt he was wearing, the man's shirt was too big, and it looked very loose on her, the hem of the shirt covered the buttocks, a pair of straight white and tender calves, the buttons of the shirt were not fully buttoned, and the snow-white fragrant shoulders were faintly exposed.
A men's shirt is worn on her, which is cute and seductive.
Li Zhe saw Ying Bao staring at him stunned, and asked with a smile: "Ying Bao, what's the matter, what are you staring at me?"
"It's nothing, I thought you were asleep!" Ying Bao pursed her lips and smiled, and sat down beside him.
She didn't say it, but it was actually Li Zhe who opened his eyes at the moment he opened his eyes, his eyes were calm, strong, and sharp, and his usual gentle appearance was like two people.
She had never seen him show such a look, and she was shocked by his momentum for a while!