Chapter 8 Farewell to the Rain (II)
I stopped, and Jiaqi stood to my left, grabbing my trouser legs, her little face looking ahead in surprise.
The black car stopped ten meters ahead, and then the driver's door opened.
A middle-aged man in a black suit with black and white hair, about 4 to 50 years old, stepped out of the car, holding a black leather bag in his hand.
He is Mr. Chen.
A voice in my heart said.
I stood still, and I didn't make a sound.
As Mr. Chen walked in, I could see him clearly.
He is of medium stature and has a square face, although there are some traces of the vicissitudes of time on his face, he still looks a little handsome, and he is obviously a peerless elegance when he is young, fascinating all beings.
When he walked in front of me, Mr. Chen's eyes swept over me and Jiaqi for a while, and then he stretched out his hand and asked with a smile, "You are Yang Jiandong, right?" ”
I nodded slightly, forced a smile on my face, and reached out to shake his hand.
"Hello Mr. Chen. "I withdrew my hand and shook hands with him as my student, and I always felt a little embarrassed.
"What a beautiful little girl. Lowering his gaze, Mr. Chen looked at Jiaqi at my feet and couldn't help but praise.
I laughed.
"What's her name?"
"Jiaqi. The Jia of praise, the Qi next to the word king. ”
"Well, that's a good name. Mr. Chen looked at me and smiled.
I laughed again.
After a slight pause, Mr. Chen's face straightened and he asked me: "So, have you thought about it, would you like to hand her over to me?" I can adopt her and treat her like my own daughter, and I said on the phone the conditions of my family, which is enough for her to have food and clothing for the rest of her life. ”
My body froze.
At that moment, my heart was really painful, and my whole body was trembling slightly in the cold rain.
I really want to say no.
I really don't want to hand over Jiaqi.
However, for the sake of Jiaqi, I can only give her to someone else.
I only have more than 500 money left, and it is impossible for me to raise Jiaqi anymore.
"I thought about it, I do. I said.
Mr. Chen nodded in satisfaction and smiled.
He suddenly took a step closer to me and opened the black handbag in his hand to me, and I was stunned.
Inside are several stacks of 100 yuan, and at first glance, there are at least 5 stacks.
"The money is given to you. ”
"I can't ask for ...... of these"
"You should take these. Mr. Chen interrupted me and handed the bag to me.
When I took the heavy black handbag, I felt my whole heart become extremely heavy.
I know, it's a deal. This is the money I got with Jiaqi in exchange, and this is also my reward for taking care of Jiaqi for three years.
It's ridiculous.
It's sad.
"So, can I take her with me?" Mr. Chen asked with a smile as he looked down at Jiaqi who was hiding behind my feet.
"Please wait," I said after a moment's hesitation, "let me take Kiki to the car." Kiki is afraid of strangers and won't go with you. ”
"That's good. Mr. Chen nodded, then turned and walked in the direction of Porsche.
I hung my handbag on the handle of my umbrella, bent down, smiled, and said to Jiaqi:
"Kiki, Papa takes you to a fun place. ”
"Fun?" Jiaqi looked at me with wide eyes, then looked at me and nodded. I turned around and walked towards the black Porsche, occasionally turning back to urge Jiaqi.
"Kiki, come with Papa?"
Looking at the strange people and the black car in front of her, Jiaqi seemed a little scared and a little hesitant, but in the end, she couldn't stand my call, and followed me with a puddle on the ground.
I walked slowly towards the black Porsche, not busy at all.
Because I wanted to see Jiaqi for a while, I knew that I wouldn't see her tomorrow.
Xiao Jiaqi also followed my pace slowly, refusing to leave me at all.
Over the years, she has developed a habit of not being able to leave me for a moment. Wherever I go, she follows.
One-step.
Two steps.
If I could, I would have liked that the rain-soaked road would continue indefinitely, so that I could watch Jiaqi go on forever.
However, the black Porsche still appeared in front of my eyes.
Mr. Chen was standing in front of the back door of the Porsche, and he smiled and helped me open the door of the back seat.
"Kiki, it's time to get in the car. I smiled and turned around, picked up Jiaqi with her small mouth open, and gently put her in the back seat of the car.
In the back seat of the car sat a graceful middle-aged beautiful woman, who saw me and Jiaqi, smiled and said hello, and then made room for Jiaqi.
"papa~" Xiao Jiaqi, who was sitting in the car, muttered back, looked at me expectantly with big eyes, and called me, hoping that I would also enter the car with her.
However, I didn't get into the car.
The moment Jiaqi looked at me, I held back tears, smiled, and slammed the door of the back seat shut.
"Jiaqi, goodbye. ”
Through the rain-soaked window, I saw Jiaqi's big panicked eyes staring at me, her mouth opening and closing, as if she was screaming something.
But through the heavy door, I couldn't hear anymore.
I smiled at Jiaqi, and then, resolutely, I turned around and didn't look at Jiaqi again.
Mr. Chen stood behind me and looked at me with a smile.
"It's amazing to be able to do this. Mr. Chen said.
I didn't answer, and my heart was sad.
"Mr. Chen, Jiaqi will be handed over to you...... Please, take good care of her. Please. I will thank you for the rest of my life. ”
Mr. Chen smiled and patted me on the shoulder and comforted me: "Don't worry, I will." From today onwards, she is my daughter, and I will be good to her with all my heart. ”
"Thank you so much......"
Holding back my tears, I smiled and nodded to Mr. Chen, turned around and held up my umbrella, and slowly walked towards the rain curtain.
After a few long steps, I slowly turned around and stopped on my heels again.
Looking at the black Porsche in the rain, looking at the figure in the window, I smiled sadly.
Goodbye, Jiaqi. Looking at the shadow of the car that gradually started, I knew that smiling and waving was the best goodbye.
Jiaqi found a large family, and she no longer had to be restrained by me.
She will have a bright future ahead of her.
Jiaqi, who has been amazingly beautiful since she was a baby, will definitely become a superstar with tens of millions of fans in many years. Oh no, she is so clever and clever that she could become a female doctor with gold-rimmed glasses, or maybe she would become an ethereal and elegant female pianist playing the piano, or she could become a painter who exudes a literary temperament and wander around the world.
I thought silently.
Then, one day, she will also find her lover, after a vigorous love, and from now on with her other half forever, she will become his wife, and then they will be happy, grow old together, and never leave each other.
It's just that, at that time, will she still remember me, the "papa" who used to rejoice and cry for her when she was a child?
I don't remember it, such a small thing.
Perhaps, Mr. Chen will tell her the truth. That's what I was expecting.
Maybe one day, Mr. Chen will tell Jiaqi the story of her childhood, telling Jiaqi that in the first three years of her life, there was a thin silly boy who took care of her and protected her through thick and thin. Then, knowing the truth, the beautiful Jiaqi will take her husband and even her children to find me, who has entered middle age and experienced vicissitudes, to visit me, the "papa" that has been forgotten by her.
At that time, I will marvel at her beauty, and then I will feel the changes of the years, and I will also be lost by the withering of youth.
But I will also bless, bless her from the bottom of my heart.
I wish her happiness.
If this story is a movie, then maybe this should be the scene where the curtain ends.
If I had to write a story about me and Jiaqi, I would definitely stop writing here, because I think this is the best and most satisfying ending.
Jiaqi doesn't belong to me in the first place, and I can't support her at all, she's just a little angel who inadvertently broke into my life, and sooner or later she has to leave, isn't it the best ending to watch her leave like this and walk towards her beautiful life?
Yes, for that happy ending, I should smile and bless Jiaqi.
But why, I can't laugh?
Why is my heart starting to hurt so much at this moment!
Looking at the pair of bright and innocent eyes that were still looking at me through the glass in the back window of the car, I suddenly found that I was crying.
I cried heartbreakingly.
At that moment, time passed, and I seemed to go back to three years ago, to the day I just picked up Jiaqi. It was as if I had become the childish little fool again.
The bits and pieces of the past three years with Jiaqi, whether it is ups and downs, or vigorous, have gathered together into a soul-shaking music, which swells in my heart at this moment and surging in my chest.
At that moment, I suddenly remembered that in the past three years, I used to blush my cheeks to buy clothes for her, I used to go back and forth between school and home to feed her on time every day, I used to be anxious because she was sick, and I was so happy that she could not sleep when she spoke.
How many days and nights, everything, all the memories, are washing over my mind at this moment, those memories are so precious, I know, although Jiaqi will forget when she grows up, but I will not forget it in this life.
The black car started slowly, the wheels rolled, and it was about to take Jiaqi and my precious memories to another world without me.
It's all coming to an end.
Holding back my tears, I smiled sadly in my heart and told myself that this was the end.
In the rain, I watched Jiaqi be taken away, and since then she has relatives who love her, and she has grown up happily, received a good education, and has lived happily.
And I am on the other side of the heavens, wishing her happiness.
This is the outcome that everyone, even me, would like most.
The most perfect ending.
But am I really, willing to accept such an ending?
Maybe deep, deep inside of me, there has always been a voice telling me that this shouldn't be the end.
Three years of memories shouldn't end like this. 1,000 days and nights shouldn't have slipped away like this.
People are really contradictory creatures sometimes.
This may be the outcome I wanted, but it wasn't the end I chose.
At the moment when the car started, I don't know where the power burst out, or maybe I had lost my mind at that moment, I actually started to run, the umbrella in my hand was thrown aside by me, I accelerated and ran, desperate to run!
"Parking !!"
At that moment, I used all the strength of my whole body to shout out the words that changed the fate of me and Jiaqi from then on.
I used to think that the so-called love was nothing more than the love between men and women in TV dramas, but now, I really understand love from another perspective.
Love is not giving up, that is, not giving up easily.
After many years, I know that this is not the end, this is just the beginning.
That
Black alleys
I'll pick you up
Since then life has been waiting
Hazy sleepy eyes unfolded
The world is spinning in Gollum
Ink in the pupils
You look at me in a daze
I looked out the window
The heart is flying in the sea of clouds
and your One Thousand and One Nights
Sleepless nights
and your One Thousand and One Nights
Dream of spring butterflies every night
Downs
Words
It is me and you who will not be abandoned
Gray day
Twilight curtains
The black wheels turned
Say goodbye forever
Two hearts that have been close to each other since then
Separated by the sky
Three years
Forget about each other
The wind blew the umbrella open
Sprinkled in the heart
Even the rain is grieving
Sing the song softly
Come back
Right now
Hug
Eternal love
and your One Thousand and One Nights
Day and night
The dawn of the eternal night turns into a pen
Come and write your and my story gently