I reached out with my hand holding the tissue and reached for the part of Jiaqi.

"Hee-hee, it's so itchy. Jiaqi said with a smile.

Jiaqi itches the body, but I itch the heart.

Looking at Jiaqi looking at my innocent smile, my heart was a little touched, but fortunately, at the last moment, I finally settled down, and finally I hurriedly wiped that part of Jiaqi with a tissue and then carried Jiaqi out of the toilet and put pants on her.

During the whole process, I didn't say a word, Jiaqi couldn't see it, just let me put pants on her, but only I knew that at that moment, my heart was really itchy.

I didn't go to college, and now I'm almost 23 years old.

Calculate the age, and it's time to have a partner.

I'm also at an age where it's time to find and choose a partner who will be with me for the rest of my life.

But over the years, I have hardly met a few women of the same age except for Jiaqi. This makes me feel a little depressed beyond words.

What does my future hold?

I do not know.

When I first picked up Jiaqi, I actually had the idea of raising her to be my woman, but now the situation is very different from the original outstanding, contrary to the original outstanding.

Jiaqi and I, what will be the result?

I do not know.

"papa~" As I thought about it while putting on Jiaqi's pants, Jiaqi started calling me again.

Jiaqi's cry made me come back to my senses, and I put on a small face to look at her again, and in front of Jiaqi, I will always be a gentle smile.

Only in front of her.

"Huh?"

"papa~" Jiaqi stared at me with big black round eyes and asked me, "Papa, when are you going to take me to Xinjiang to play?"

Jiaqi suddenly asked me this question, which made me stunned.

"Xinjiang? hehe, how does Qiqi know about Xinjiang?"

"Papa, you said you were going to take me to Xinjiang to play. ”

Jiaqi said to me with a somewhat disappointed expression.

When Jiaqi said this, I vaguely remembered, it seems that there was a night with bright lanterns, when I took Jiaqi to the night market and bought mutton skewers for Jiaqi, I once promised Jiaqi that Xinjiang is a very beautiful place, with prairies and bright lakes, and one day, I will take her to Xinjiang to play, so that she can eat mutton skewers to her heart's content.

At that time, I was just a casual promise, but I didn't expect that after so long, Jiaqi would always remember it.

I touched Jiaqi's head with long shawl hair, and said with a smile: "There will be a day, when Papa is free, I'll take Kiki there, okay?"

But what I didn't expect was that for my smiling promise, Jiaqi pouted with a bitter little face and looked distrustful.

"Papa deceives. Jiaqi pouted and said in a childish voice, "Papa is not at home every day, she has to work, and Papa will not take Qiqi to Xinjiang." Doesn't Papa like being with Jiaqi anymore?"

Jiaqi's words made me feel like I had been struck by lightning for a moment, and I was stunned for a moment.

I didn't expect Jiaqi to say that.

At that moment, I immediately remembered the time I had spent in the year.

Thinking about it, this year is like a dream, I have been busy with the company's affairs, counting, the time with Jiaqi is really pitiful, even on weekends, sometimes I have to run to the company because of business.

Go out early and return late every day, even on holidays.

It may seem to me that there is a hardship, but in Jiaqi's opinion, it feels that I am getting farther and farther away from her.

I seem to have neglected Jiaqi all year long.

I never considered Jiaqi's feelings.

Sometimes, after a busy schedule, I feel like I'm missing something. Compared with the quiet and idle, idle life of a few years ago, I am missing something now.

It wasn't until this moment that Jiaqi said this to me that it dawned on me what I was missing.

I lost something called happiness.

Success at work, growth in performance, the price I paid was the happy time between me and Jiaqi.

yes, so I had to ask myself a question that I never thought about.

Is it all worth it?

I do not know.

No one told me the answer either.

At that moment, Jiaqi pouted and played with the hair in her ears with her little head hanging down, but the expression on her face was obviously very unhappy.

I rarely see Jiaqi show such an expression, for a long time, Jiaqi has been a child who doesn't understand anything in my eyes, always looking innocent and happy, like a little angel.

Now seeing her lonely and disappointed expression, I feel a kind of discomfort in my heart that I can't explain in words.

It's not heartache, but it's unspeakably uncomfortable.

I bent down and touched Jiaqi's head, and said with a smile: "How can Papa not like Kiki? Papa's work will be done soon, and in a few days, Papa will wait for Kiki to go to Xinjiang to play, okay? Papa will definitely not lie this time." ”

Hearing my words, Jiaqi raised her head and looked at me with joy in the corners of her bright eyes: "Is what Papa said true?"

I raised my eyebrows: "Of course, okay, let's go eat." Papa doesn't go to work today, Papa takes Kiki to Central Park today to feed the pigeons. ”

"Wow~~" Hearing my words, Jiaqi immediately smiled, and the gloom on her face was swept away.

Seeing the sunshine on Jiaqi's face, I felt like a clear sky. I don't know when the little thing that happened with Ma Yike yesterday has been forgotten.

I was with Jiaqi all day, and after breakfast, I took Jiaqi to walk around the streets. Although the sky was a little overcast that morning, there was a rare warm sunshine in the afternoon, and the wind was not too strong, so it was a good day to visit.

That afternoon, I took Jiaqi to the park to play, originally wanting to take Jiaqi to feed the pigeons, but unfortunately the pigeons were kept in the aviary that day, and our original plan was not achieved.

Still, I did take some photos with Jiaqi in the park.

It is also worth mentioning that I also took Jiaqi to visit places in the old town.

The old town, that's where I can never forget because that's where I picked up Jiaqi.

It's just that, six years have passed, the old city has already changed, a few years ago, the old city has begun to carry out construction, and now the old city, there are not many old houses, some are a new apartment.

Time flies, and the old and gloomy alleys have long since become brand new residential areas.

What used to be an empty area has now become a lively residential area close to the business district, and there are often cars coming and going outside the community, and horns are constantly honking. The figures of the older generation who used to live there and bask in the sun all day long have long since disappeared, and have become young figures of young men and women holding hands and standing shoulder to shoulder.

At first, I didn't mean to go there on purpose, but I just walked into that area with Jiaqi, and I couldn't help but feel a little emotional when I saw the new scene there now.

Of course, I didn't stay there for long, because there weren't any rides worth stopping by.

For me, the morning was tiring and tiring, but Jiaqi was not happy, everything was new to her.

Before going home in the afternoon, I also took Jiaqi to the tallest building in the city to see the scenery.

Because the elevator was out of service, I walked up to the top floor of the building with Jiaqi that day. Walking up the stairs to the tallest building in the city to look out is enough for many people to be tired and sore, but Jiaqi is alive and jumping, finally, when we reached the top floor, from the window on the top of dozens of floors to look at the scenery of the whole city, I was sweating profusely, only feeling dizzy, but Jiaqi was shouting, jumping around, and said in surprise: "Papa, the portrait is a little bit, walking yes! There are birds flying in the sky and sky!"

"Hmm. Kiki, you see, that's a river, doesn't it look like a belt?"

"Like. Jiaqi said loudly.

After staring out the window for a while, Jiaqi suddenly asked me again, "Papa, what's behind the mountain?"

I smiled and said, "The mountains are far away, there are seas, grasslands, forests, and more cities, more people, and Xinjiang that Jiaqi wants to go to." ”

"Wow," Hearing my words, Jiaqi tilted her head and thought for a while, and said, "Papa, then, will you take me to the other side of the mountain to play in the future?"

"Absolutely. In the future, I will take Jiaqi to the farthest place to play, to the other side of the mountain, to other cities, to other places, to meet more people, to play more interesting things. ”

I murmured to Jiaqi, holding Jiaqi in my hands, and Jiaqi looked at the gray-blue, smeared with a thin layer of dim yellow ink.

Looking at the glass window, I could see that Jiaqi's watery eyes reflected the entire sky.

At that moment, although I was sweating profusely, I felt inexplicably relieved when I listened to Jiaqi's surprise cry and watched the bustling city under my feet turn into a map like a target, connecting to the end of the sky and the corner of the earth in the distance.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that the world was very small, and it seemed that there were only two people in the whole world, me and Jiaqi.

It's a really amazing feeling.

At that moment, I felt how small our city was, and how insignificant the stories I had experienced over the years, whether it was sadness or joy.

We're all just tiny black dots on the big map of the city.

Existence like sand.

Compared to the sky and the earth, we are so subtle.

To this day, I can't forget the feeling that Jia Qi and I were on the top floor of the building looking out over the city.

I can't forget the blue sky that day, the feeling of looking down on the earth and the clouds from above, and the childish cry of joy in my ears.

Until I got home that day, Jiaqi was still excited, and said to me happily: "Papa, next time I will go there to play." ”

I smiled and promised Jiaqi that there would definitely be a chance. In the future, I'm going to take Kiki farther away. Go to Xinjiang, go to the beach, go to the grassland to play

Listening to my words, Jiaqi was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night, and under my persuasion, she didn't fall asleep until it was late, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she fell asleep motionless.

Seeing Jiaqi drilled in the quilt, except for one head exposed, the whole body was wrapped in a quilt, I felt indescribably warm in my heart.

What kind of feelings is this?

Is it love, is it family, or is it something else?

I can't say it, if I had to find one word to describe it, it would probably be, warmth.

That day was the happiest day I've ever had in the past six months.