Chapter Sixty-Nine: I'm Afraid to See Each Other in My Dreams

The autumn rain is not as good as the summer, the raindrops are falling, extremely wet and cold, Wang Zhangzhu stands numbly in the rain, letting the cold rain wet her hair and blur her eyes.

She stood in the vast rain and fog and looked around, and there was an illusion that she didn't know where she was and what year it was.

The rain became heavier and heavier, urgent and dense, and lightning flashed in the sky, like a fiery snake leaping fiercely, and after each jump, there was a thunderclap that followed.

Wang Zhangzhu used to be most afraid of thunder, when she was a child, whenever it rained and thundered outside, Chu Huandong would run to her room, accompany her, coax her, and whisper Don't be afraid.

At this time, the feeling of heartache covered up all fear, Wang Zhangzhu stood in the world of thunder, not only was not afraid at all, but even looked at it, a thunder chopped himself to death.

The rain and tears washed Wang Zhangzhu's numb face together, her eyes were already a little blurry, and now like this, she couldn't see the road clearly, she stumbled several times, and finally she didn't know what she tripped under her feet, and she stumbled and sat in the rain on the street.

The lost soul of Wang Zhangzhu is like falling into the ocean, the lightning and thunder all over the sky, she doesn't know where is the port where she is anchored, and who can redeem her!

She sat in the rain and fog and cried bitterly as if she had lost her mind, and suddenly a figure ran over with a black umbrella, and shouted in surprise and surprise: "Zhangzhu?! It's really you, why are you sitting here!"

Wang Zhangzhu heard the voice and knew that it was Su Yanchi, she wiped her eyes, Su Yanchi in front of her was still blurry, she didn't hide her embarrassment, and she cried even more heartbreaking through the curtain of heavy rain.

"Don't cry, Zhangzhu, what's going on? Don't cry......" Su Yanchi comforted while holding the umbrella on Wang Zhangzhu's head.

"I ...... I ......" Wang Zhangzhu couldn't cry, she found that she couldn't talk to Su Yanchi at all.

Su Yan got up and supported Wang Zhangzhu, and found that Wang Zhangzhu was obviously cold, her body was trembling, her lips were blue, and the rain was too big, and the umbrella couldn't work at all, so he simply put the umbrella on the ground, bent down and reached out to pick Wang Zhangzhu up from the water.

Su Yanchi placed Wang Zhangzhu on the co-pilot, started the car and left, but the rain was too heavy and the car drove very slowly.

He talked to Wang Zhangzhu while driving, "Zhangzhu, what's wrong with you? Why are you sitting on the street, what's going on?"

Wang Zhangzhu looked ahead blankly, not knowing how to answer Su Yanchi's question.

Su Yan didn't understand the meaning of Wang Zhangzhu's expression too much, and continued: "I was at home just now, and it was Chu Huandong who called me to come out to find you, you...... You're having trouble with him?"

As soon as Wang Zhangzhu heard Chu Huandong's name, tears couldn't help but fall again, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he was really a considerate person, and even today, he didn't forget to find someone to take care of her!

She only felt infinitely bitter, sat up straight, choked up and said: "We have nothing to do, it's just that we broke up, I am me in the future, he is him, Ah Chi, don't tell him anything about me in the future, you must remember, don't tell Chu Huandong about anything, even if I am blind and dead!"

Su Yanchi couldn't help but be shocked when he heard Wang Zhangzhu say such decisive words, what happened to Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong, how could Wang Zhangzhu be so heartbroken?

Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong can get to this day, it can be said that they have gone through nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, and it is not easy for Tang Seng to learn scriptures, how did they finally get to the end, but they were separated again!

Su Yanchi saw that Wang Zhangzhu's face was pale and his lips were blue, and he hurriedly turned on the heater in the car, not daring to say anything more.

After a long time, the car finally drove to the house, Su Yanchi got out of the car under the heavy rain and opened the car door for Wang Zhangzhu, who knew that Wang Zhangzhu, who was sitting in the co-pilot's chair just now, suddenly fell down, he was startled and reached out to hold it.

Through the soaked clothes, Su Yanchi could also feel that Wang Zhangzhu's body was hot, he looked down and saw that Wang Zhangzhu's long eyelashes had hung down weakly, and his petite body was curled up, he secretly screamed that it was not good, Wang Zhangzhu must have a fever again.

Su Yan sat down again in a panic, and drove quickly to the hospital, the doctor said that Wang Zhangzhu's illness a few days ago was not completely cured, and this time it was raining again, and he was about to have an infusion.

Wang Zhangzhu was infused in a daze, but the fever still did not go away, and he muttered over and over again: "Brother Huandong, why don't you want me...... Brother Huandong, I'm uncomfortable......"

Su Yanchi sat beside Wang Zhangzhu's hospital bed, looking at the pain and panic between her eyebrows, his heart hurt very much, many times he wanted to pick up the phone, call Chu Huandong, and ask him well, what happened to Wang Zhangzhu, Wang Zhangzhu is not easy, why should Chu Huandong hurt her heart like this!

But then he remembered what Wang Zhangzhu told him in the car, so he could only suppress the anger in his heart and continue to stay by Wang Zhangzhu's bedside.

The next morning, the sky outside was clear, and the sky that had rained looked at the clarity and loftiness of everyone.

Wang Zhangzhu's high fever subsided, but he was very unenergetic, his face was sallow and sallow, the skin of his lips was chapped and upturned, his eyes were wide open, and he looked out of the window in a daze.

Su Yanchi looked at Wang Zhangzhu's appearance, his heart was about to break, he held the newly bought porridge in front of Wang Zhangzhu, and whispered: "Zhangzhu, eat something!"

"Thank you!" Wang Zhangzhu's voice was hoarse, and he stretched out his left hand to catch the porridge bowl, but because his body was too weak, his hand was weak, and his hand was shaking, and the porridge was almost not spilled, but fortunately it was caught by Su Yanchi with one hand.

Su Yanchi lowered his eyes and hid his red eyes, "Come, Zhangzhu, I'll feed you!"

Wang Zhangzhu's body was light and fluttering, and she had no strength at all, she leaned on the back of the bed and nodded.

A heavy rain made Wang Zhangzhu have a fever and fevered pneumonia, she was very well-behaved this time, listened to Su Yanchi's words, and stayed in the hospital, but she was getting thinner and thinner day by day, and she was more and more quiet and silent day by day.

Although Wang Zhangzhu never cried or complained in front of Su Yanchi, Su Yanchi still knew that Wang Zhangzhu's heart was miserable, because many times when he came in from outside, he saw Wang Zhangzhu's red eyes and nose, obviously he had just cried again.

Looking at Wang Zhangzhu like this, Su Yanchi felt infinite sadness in his heart, if Wang Zhangzhu would cry and make a fuss, he wouldn't feel so sad, but she just cried secretly, quietly desperate.

After staying in the hospital for five days, Wang Zhangzhu was worried about Niuniu, so he was discharged from the hospital and went home.

Watching her daughter hugging her happily and listening to her daughter chirping to see her father, Wang Zhangzhu felt sad again.

After these days, she still can't accept the facts in front of her - Chu Huandong completely doesn't want herself, and those sweet times can never be found back!

Wang Zhangzhu looked at her daughter's innocent and immature face, looked at the flowers blooming outside the window, and felt as if she was getting old all of a sudden.

From now on, her heart will no longer be anxious for love, no longer have deep hope to wait, no longer suffer from gains and losses...... Some places in my heart are closed, and they can no longer be opened, they cannot be touched.

Wang Zhangzhu thought, losing Chu Huandong, there will be no surprises and changes in her life, she will guard Niuniu in the future, follow Su Yanchi, and live a dull life, if Su Yanchi meets the right person again, gets married and leaves, she will live by Niuniu, and her life will probably be like this.

In the first two days she lived in the hospital, she continued to resent Chu Huandong over and over again, but after these days of calmness, she had no resentment towards Chu Huandong, she even felt that it was a relief to be like this now, and she and Chu Huandong would no longer have any fetters.

According to Chu Huandong, he will definitely be relaxed, pleasant, and comfortable with Xiao You than with himself.

Over the years, she has been Chu Huandong's burden, and Chu Huandong may be too tired to be with her.

Wang Zhangzhu understands Chu Huandong and doesn't blame him, but she is determined to forget that Chu Huandong is one thing, and missing Chu Huandong in her heart is another.

She was afraid of getting dark and going to bed every day, because as soon as she closed her eyes, Chu Huandong would enter her sleep, and she couldn't forget it if she wanted to.

They will go back to the past in their dreams, Chu Huandong took her hand to go shopping, Chu Huandong carried her to climb the mountain, Chu Huandong picked a big handful of wildflowers for her, Chu Huandong put her photo on the desk desk, looked up and looked down at her face......

Every time he wakes up from a sweet dream, Wang Zhangzhu will think of Chu Huandong more irrepressibly, once so sweet, so much happiness, but now they are all things and people, leaving sadness in vain.

Although Wang Zhangzhu's cold was cured, she coughed intermittently and often, and when she got better, the season also entered the early winter.

Niuniu grows fast, and when it is time for the change of season, Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi take Niuniu to the mall to buy clothes.

In order to let Wang Zhangzhu distract, Su Yanchi drove the car directly to the vicinity of the city's most prosperous 'Golden Avenue', and after parking the car, the three of them strolled into the Golden Street.

This Golden Street is the city's most prosperous commercial area, and above the central square, there is a huge screen that countless people look up and watch.

Niu Niu, who was walking beside Wang Zhangzhu, suddenly pointed to the big screen, and shouted in surprise and pride: "Mom, look, my dad, that's my dad......"

Wang Zhangzhu's heart jumped, and he looked around, and after being stunned for a few seconds, he realized that Niuniu was talking about the person on the big screen.

Today, there is a big shopping mall on this gold street opened, the big screen is broadcasting live about it, Chu Huandong is sitting on the chief, accepting interviews with reporters, he has gotten rid of the sick appearance in the hospital at this time, completely a successful man's posture, understatement between words and deeds, a hidden killing decisiveness is emanated.