The first diary in Xueqi's life was written when she was in the second grade of primary school, entitled "Looking for Spring", and I was particularly impressed by that time.

That morning was a weekend holiday, but Xue Qi got up very early, lying on her stomach in front of my bedside table to do her homework, when I saw her writing something in high spirits, I came to the energy, I wanted to take it and read it, but Xue Qi shook her head and refused me, refusing to show me, saying that it was not written yet, let her write it later.

I didn't bother Xue Qi in a hurry, and waited until she finished writing before I took her homework book, and when I saw that it was a diary, I was very surprised, and then immediately looked at it carefully.

Xueqi's deception diary is very short, but it makes me extremely excited, because it is the first diary in her life after all.

Before this, Xue Qi would only make sentences and write small long sentences at most, but she would never write any diary.

The diary reads:

"It's Sunday and the sun is shining. I'm looking for spring in the back yard of my house. I searched for a long time, but I didn't find Spring, Papa said, Qiqi, don't look for it, come home.

I left disappointed. As he walked, he said to the yard, "Spring, spring, although I can't see you, I know that you are hiding in the yard of Papa." ”

It was Xueqi's first diary in her life, and it is also the one I think is the best written.

After reading that diary, I praised Xue Qi a lot, saying that she wrote well, which was really amazing, and Papa liked it very much. Xue Qi was very happy to hear my praise, and specially kept the diary. Later, her diary got a five-pointed star from the homeroom teacher, and when she came back, she happily held up the diary and showed it off to me.

Since then, Xueqi has loved writing diaries, and at the same time, writing diaries and articles is also what I focused on teaching her. Because I have liked to read books since I was a child, I have an inexplicable love for writing, and I am good at it, so maybe I may not be a qualified math teacher in the future, but I am definitely a qualified Chinese teacher, and the ratio of my kung fu in teaching Xueqi's Chinese and math is generally three to one. I taught her many of Xueqi's new words, and it can even be said that I taught Xueqi more words than she learned from her teacher.

I think our generation is lucky, because we are cultural people who came out of compulsory education, so we are destined to have more experience in educating the next generation than our parents, and we are more able to pay attention to methods, and the separation between us and the next generation will not be as deep as between our parents and us.

Counting,I'm a person who likes to read,In my spare time I often browse some book digests at home,Current political newspapers and economic reading periodicals,There are already three bookcases at home,And under my influence,Xue Qi also likes to read books since childhood,Of course,She first read villain books,That is, some comics and graphic impurities,Then there are some books suitable for primary school students with pinyin,Xue Qi's interests are more extensive,She prefers to read some books with illustrations,It seems that girls are naturally sensitive to color and pictures。

On weekdays, I occasionally take Xue Qi to go shopping, and the bookstore is also where Xue Qi likes to go, and as time goes by, there are a lot of her books piled up at home, but Xue Qi has a good habit of reading books, that is, she likes to return things to their original places, and the books she gets are neatly arranged and placed on the bookcase layer where she can get them. And she classifies and puts each type of book in an orderly manner, sometimes I have nothing to do, and when I take her books and put them around, she will be said, Papa, don't put them around, okay!

The tone is still fierce.

At that time, she pouted and stared, and her watery eyes sparkled, as if bright sparks would emerge. At that time, I would smile because the way she looked angry was really cute.

As Xue Qi gets bigger and bigger, I can always feel more and more the difference between her and my personalities, and Xue Qi has more and more her own independent personality and thoughts.

Sometimes I really think that it is really a miracle that I can raise Xueqi so big.

I always feel overwhelmed when I think of the hardships I had to hide from the rest of the world and juggle my family and studies when I first picked her up. During that time, I had the urge to give up on adopting Xueqi more than once, but in the end, I kept her at the last minute.

Although I have lost a lot in the process, and now, I have long lost my original intention of adopting Xueqi, but I still feel that it is worth it.

It's been almost ten years.,I, the student who lived a life obscenely by masturbating to fill the holes, still hasn't done anything out of the ordinary to Xueqi.,But I'm still grateful for my original Lori cultivation plan.。

If it weren't for the obscene idea I had at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't have raised Xue Qi so much today. can't witness Xueqi growing day by day.

I should really be thankful for that plan in the first place.

Although that plan, to some extent, has already been shattered.

The realities, the heaviness of responsibility, and the maturity of my state of mind made me understand that the beautiful sexual fantasy at the beginning was just a sexual fantasy.

In today's society, the Lori cultivation plan is destined to be unsuccessful.

The time is still back to the beginning of the 10th year, that is, the day when Xueqi and I bought the calendar.

It was just after the summer vacation, when Xueqi had not yet started school, one evening I took Xueqi to the mall, from a small daily necessities supermarket when Xueqi saw a magazine bookstore, at that time I also happened to be idle and had nothing to do, so I said to Xueqi: "Qiqi, do you want to buy books to read?"

As soon as she heard me, Xue Qi immediately became happy and said, "Great, go buy books." Xue Qi rushed into the bookstore under my leadership, but not long after entering the bookstore, Xue Qi was attracted by a calendar in the corner of the bookstore, which was a landscape calendar, and the top pattern was a big snowy mountain. ”

I smiled and said, "This is a calendar, not a photo." ”

Xue Qi nodded and said, "Papa, I want this calendar, the mountains above are good-looking, and there is snow." ”

I didn't quite understand why Xue Qi was suddenly interested in the calendar, but now I know, it turns out that she likes the snow-capped mountains above, so I didn't hesitate to buy it, and it just so happened that there was a lack of decorations in the living room.

When I was buying, Xueqi asked me, "Papa, what kind of mountain is the snow mountain on it?"

I looked at the instructions on the calendar and said, "This mountain is called Tian Shan." ”

"Born, so where is it?"

I smiled and said, "It's in Xinjiang." ”

"Xinjiang, papa, you told me. You said you were going to take me to play. "When I heard about Xinjiang, Xueqi was a little unexpectedly happy, but I don't remember that I told Xueqi that I would take her to Xinjiang. I don't even remember how Xueqi knew about this place in Xinjiang. Did you know it from "Huanzhu Gege"? "Oh, did Papa say that? Papa forgot. Qiqi wants to go to Xinjiang to play?"

"Hmm. Can you take me there sometimes?"

"Okay, I'll take you to Xinjiang to play when I'm free. I promised Xueqi that I paid for the calendar and took Xueqi out of the store. "Papa would love to go there too. ”

Listening to my words, Xue Qi smiled, held a calendar several times larger than her face, and jumped around me.

"Papa, where is Xinjiang?

"Hmm. In the westernmost part of our motherland, in the direction of the setting sun, we are far away. ”

"Oh. It's that far away, is it going to fly over by plane?"

"That's right. Would you like to fly?"

"I want to fly! I want to ......."

"When Xueqi has a holiday in the future, Papa is not busy with work, Papa will take Qiqi to Xinjiang, and only the two of us will go together, okay?"

"Well, wow, that's great!