In the dark, the premonition is strong and real, and it seems that while learning the Tao, the thought moves, and he will really return to the soul in 2014.

A thought swirls repeatedly in the mind of Bian Xuedao.

If......

If I go back to 2014, can I still do the review with peace of mind? But what else can I do besides the review? At that time, I didn't have a prophet, I didn't have the first pot of gold, even if I was still me, could I easily make money? Can I change my fate? Can I still be willing to drive a Bora, two points and one line, day and night, and only get a salary of 4,000 yuan a month?

Shan Rao in that time and space, Dong Xue in that time and space, Li Yu in that time and space, and all the people they knew in that time and space, no matter whether they (they) were better or worse than themselves, they all returned to strangers.

No......

No......

Never ......

At this time, Bian Xuedao was extremely restless!

In his vision, the two apertures representing 2014 and 2004 begin to rotate rapidly, like a Russian turntable in a casino.

Bian Xuedao desperately wanted to wake up from the illusion, but he was afraid that once he woke up, he would find himself sitting on the sofa at home in 2014.

Unwillingness, fear, panic, destruction...... All kinds of emotions are intertwined and superimposed, like a raging red giant star, the force field is first released, and then collapsed.

Contradictions, bone-eating contradictions.

Bian Xuedao hesitated in the void, and suddenly, he found that his consciousness was gradually blurred, like a small boat about to be lost in the sea of stars, not knowing where to go, unable to help himself.

At the moment when Bian Xuedao was powerless and discouraged, a knocking sound came from far away.

The Bian Xuedao in the void seemed to have regained his energy all of a sudden, and his soul returned to its place.

A trace of enlightenment rises from the bottom of the heart, and it turns out that the soul after rebirth is unstable, and if the mind is too agitated, it may be lost from the soul.

Who woke up and saved his life?

……

Suddenly opening his eyes, one sat up and found himself in the car.

Although the lights are not turned on, looking at the interior of the car, it is not the grade of Bora, it is his S80.

Bian Xuedao actually had the urge to cry for the rest of his life.

The knocking sound came again, and Bian Xuedao turned his head to look to the right and saw Guan Shunan outside the car window.

It's her!

Was she pulling herself back from her illusion?

"What's wrong with you?"

Hearing Guan Shunan ask him, Bian Xuedao pressed the window and asked Guan Shunan, "Why did you come down again?"

Guan Shunan said: "The plaster at home is gone, come down and buy some." What's wrong with you, just saw you sitting there shaking all the time. ”

"Shake?"

"Well, it's shaking a lot. ”

Bian Xuedao said: "Oh, it's okay, I'm a little tired today, I fell asleep after resting for a while, and I had a nightmare." ”

Guan Shunan looked at Bian Xuedao's face with concern and said, "You don't have a good complexion, go back and rest early." ”

Bian Xuedao pushed the car door and said, "Let's go." Where do you go to buy medicine, I'll send you there. ”

Guan Shunan sat in the car and learned to hit the steering wheel and pick his head.

It seems to be a little trance, while learning to drive, obviously not as smooth as usual.

Guan Shunan turned her head sideways to observe, and she saw beads of sweat on the side of her sideburns.

I remembered that I saw Bian Xuedao in the car just now, his whole body was tense and shaking, and he seemed to want to grab something, but he seemed to be getting rid of it. Through the car window, Guan Shunan could even feel Bian Xuedao's weakness and helplessness at that time.

She thought to herself: How many unknown emotions are hidden in the heart of this high-spirited man who smashed the car just now?

The car stopped at the door of the pharmacy on the street, and asked Guan Shunan: "Will I send you back?"

Guan Shunan shook his head and said, "No, the street lights are very bright, I can go back by myself." ”

Then, I don't know what Lu Dao thinks, Guan Shunan reached out and touched Bian Xuedao's right hand holding the steering wheel, and said, "Don't worry too much, go back and rest early." ”

After speaking, Guan Shunan opened the door and got out of the car and walked towards the pharmacy.

Walking into the pharmacy, Guan Shunan's heart was beating wildly, and she repeatedly asked herself: "What did I do? What did I do?"

After grinding in the pharmacy for a while, he saw through the window that Bian Xuedao's car had driven away, and Guan Shunan breathed a sigh of relief and took the plaster to settle accounts with the clerk.

In the car.

Guan Shunan's action made Bian Xuedao a little surprised, but he didn't feel abrupt.

Just now, Bian Xuedao was grateful to Guan Shunan from the bottom of his heart, and the moment he pressed the car window, he even wanted to hug Guan Shunan.

He wasn't sure if Guan Shunan hadn't knocked on the car window just now to summon him back, he would have woken up as he wished.

Or woke up at home in 2014?

Could it be that the years I have experienced in this world are just a moment in my previous life?

I don't want to.

Headache! Go home first.

He just wanted to go home now, lie in his bed, hide himself under the covers, and make sure that he was living in a real world.

……

Dawn.

When he opened his eyes and saw the ceiling of the bedroom of the Red Mansion, he said softly: "See you again, learn the Tao while learning." ”

……

Everything I experienced in the car yesterday was like a passing cloud, and I had to face a series of problems while learning the way.

Sitting on the bed, he made a few phone calls.

The first thing is to let Yang Enqiao and Tang Zhuo go to the Qingshi Branch on their behalf to deal with the follow-up issues of mediation and compensation.

The second thing is to ask Wu Tian and Xiong Lan to go to the traffic management bureau to see if they can bring out the Audi car.

If it can be brought up, the matter will be over.

If not, then find another way.

Everything he experienced in the car made Bian Xuedao have a sense of crisis, and he was curled up in the quilt last night and he was thinking, what if he suddenly left one day in this life?

Do you still have to tremble in the world, talk cautiously, wait until the moment you leave, think about some important people and things in your life, and leave regrets?

Is it still as plain as the previous life, like an insignificant speck of dust?

For the first time, the mind of Bian Xuedao has changed, a qualitative change.

Before, he had tortured his heart several times, telling himself that he should change, but he couldn't change, and this time he really decided to change.

Because he doesn't want to be a human being in two lives and leave double regrets.

After making the call, Bian Xuedao arranged three things for himself.

The first thing is to go to the hospital to see Bian Xuede.

The second thing is to pick a house for your parents.

The third piece is to buy a mobile phone and give it to Xu Shangxiu. If you don't give me your mobile phone number, I'll give you a mobile phone, and if you don't give me this number, I know the way.

Now I am learning the Tao and setting a rule for myself: strive to leave no regrets in everything.

Another rule is: family affairs, no matter how big or small, should be put first.

It's like singing in "Love When You're Dead": Love each other every day as if it were the end of the world.

Love Shan Rao?

Do you love Seo Sang-so?

What if you love both? Then love both, and love them until the end of your life. Even if they don't love themselves anymore, let them live a rich life and have no worries about it.

and last night's Guan Shunan.

The woman who guarded herself like crazy, the woman who knocked on the car window and pulled herself back to the real world, the woman who patted her hand before getting out of the car.

In his dream last night, Bian Xuedao dreamed several times that he fell out of the car window and saw Guan Shunan, and he told himself in his heart: If Guan Shunan is in trouble, help her cross it, and if Guan Shunan asks for something, he will help her realize it.

As for taking the initiative to pursue Guan Shunan, Bian Xuedao didn't even think about it.

Except for Xu Shangxiu, who has a special identity, Bian Xuedao has not yet met a woman who is so attractive that he takes the initiative to pursue her.

……

And sure enough, it's not over yet.

Wu Tian and Xiong Lan went to the traffic management bureau with the car purchase procedures, but were told that Captain Cui was not in the bureau.

Xiong Lan asked the other party to do things according to the rules, and the person receiving them said: "Captain Cui said before leaving, you must be handled by him." ”

I understand, this is to let Bian Xuedao have another handful of blood.

After receiving Wu Tian's call, Bian Xuedao was neither angry nor annoyed, and said calmly: "In the past two days, I sent a security guard who had seen the captain last night to keep an eye on him, and when I saw him enter the traffic management bureau, you went to talk to him and asked him how much money he wanted." ”

Wu Tian said: "It can only be like this. ”

Bian Xuedao suddenly asked, "What did you just say the captain's name?"

Wu Tian said: "Cui Jianguo. ”

Bian Xuedao said, "Oh, it's okay. ”

Putting down the phone, Bian Xuedao read the name "Cui Jianguo" three times, and contacted the department of the Traffic Management Bureau, and he finally got the number.

In his previous life, Cui Jianguo had a conflict with an editor-in-chief of the newspaper, and the editor-in-chief has always been haunted. Later, Cui Jianguo fell, and under the instruction of the editor-in-chief, the newspaper reported in great detail the beginning and end of Cui Jianguo's fall.

Originally, Bian Xuedao was a little depressed about the Audi being detained.

At this time, holding a bunch of pigtails in his hand that could pull Cui Jianguo off the horse, he relaxed while learning the way.

Let you help someone detain my car, even if you deduct it, it won't be long before I will let you know that my car is not so easy to detain.

Bian Xuedao still remembered that the kid who got off the bus with Cui Jianguo last night was also the one he saw with Zuo Heng in the cafeteria, and Liao Lian mentioned his name, as if it was called ...... Min Chuanzheng.

That's right, Min Chuanzheng.

Whether the surname is Cui, the surname is Min, or the surname is Zuo, as long as you dare to come, I will deal with you to the end.

If you don't let me be happy, everyone won't want to be happy.

……

In the hospital, he told Bian Xuede to be hospitalized with peace of mind and not to think about anything else.

Seeing Lin Lin go out to buy food for Bian Xuede and come back, Bian Xuedao nodded to her and said, "Xuede will trouble you to take care of it." ”

Lin Lin put down the lunch box in her hand and said a little nervously: "Brother, don't worry, I will definitely take care of Xuede." ”

Bian Xuedao smiled: "Family, don't be nervous, call me if you have something, Xuede has my mobile phone number." ”

Hearing Bian Xuedao say this, Lin Lin lowered her head and wanted to say something, but she didn't say it.

Bian Xuedao suddenly remembered that Bian Xuede's mobile phone was trampled on by the fat man's gang, and he asked Lin Lin: "You don't have a mobile phone?"

Lin Lin nodded lightly.

Seeing that Bian Xuede and Lin Lin were a little embarrassed, Bian Xuedao got up and said, "Okay, I know the way, I'll come back in the evening." ”

Before going out, Bian Xuedao glanced at the food that Lin Lin bought back, and found that there were only a few side dishes in it, and it was estimated that he had no money on him.

took out 2,000 from his wallet and handed it to Lin Lin, saying, "You take it first and buy some blood replenishment for Xuede." ”

Then he took out a business card and put it on the bedside: "If you have something urgent during the day, call me by calling me." ”

Listening to Bian Xuedao's words, Lin Lin suddenly burst into tears.

Bian Xuede whispered on the bed: "Okay, why are you crying?

Lin Lin stopped crying, wiped her hands, poured the porridge in the lunch box into a bowl, served it to Bian Xuede, and said softly: "It's not hot, let's eat." ”

Leaving the hospital, Bian Xuedao drove to buy a mobile phone.

The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, he underestimated the storm of smashing the car.

At this moment, in the Songjiang Daily office, the telephone rang one after another, and three waves of reporters drove to Taishan Road and the Traffic Management Bureau.