Chapter 66: The Torment of Waiting for Death
After Chu Huandong's comprehensive consultation with the doctor that day, the doctor told him in a heavy tone: his cardiac recovery after surgery was not ideal, the bullet caused serious damage to his heart nerves, even after this operation, temporarily saved his life, but in the future, some bad symptoms will still show up little by little, such as myocardial thickening, myocardial contraction weakness, slowly all functions will be reduced, showing symptoms of failure, and the possibility of cure is only five percent.
The doctor's empty voice sounded in the empty large conference room, shaking the eardrums of Ding Lingyue and the others for a long time, and everyone was stunned.
How so? How can this be?
When Chu Huandong first heard the news, he seemed to be greatly shocked and couldn't recover for a long time, as if he was not afraid of life and death, he sat down on the chair like a loss of strength, and felt that God had played a huge joke on him.
He can not be afraid of life and death, but his palm beads can't do without him, and his niuniu can't do without him!
He has experienced all kinds of twists and turns in his life, and he was shocked to hear such bad news just now!
He had just reconciled with Wang Zhangzhu, he still had such a young daughter to take care of, and he still had so many things to do, how could he die!
Shocked to hear that he would slowly move towards death, Chu Huandong took a long time to accept this fact.
In the face of this fact, what he is most worried about is Niuniu and Wang Zhangzhu, Niuniu is his daughter, she should lose her father early in her life, and the fact that she will die cannot be changed, Chu Huandong can only try his best to lay the foundation for Niuniu now, lay the foundation for the country, and ensure that she will live carefree in the future.
However, what should Wang Zhangzhu do, she is still young, and she still has a long road ahead.
If she tells her the real illness, according to Wang Zhangzhu's character, she will definitely not leave herself, she will pretend to be strong and accompany her through the last days of her life with a smile.
However, this last hour is so easy to complete!
Chu Huandong was unwilling to let Wang Zhangzhu accompany him to wait for death, and guarded him all day long, making his heart haggard, it was a numbing process from the initial despair to the end, it was the process of watching the life of the person he loved the most disappear little by little, until it collapsed.
The whole mood seems to be soaked in pain and sadness all the time, and when the final ending comes, there will be two worlds separated from this, and no matter who it is, it will completely collapse.
No one in this world will stay in place for anyone for a lifetime, but Wang Zhangzhu will, if he dies, Wang Zhangzhu will definitely collapse after he leaves, and then drag the body and mind like rotten wood to live alone.
As soon as he thought of this, Chu Huandong was afraid, over the years, Wang Zhangzhu had suffered too much and broken his heart too much, he always remembered that in the days when they got married, although Wang Zhangzhu looked very happy on the surface, he slept next to him every night, and his brows were always wrinkled.
At that time, Chu Huandong's greatest wish was to soothe the melancholy between Wang Zhangzhu's eyebrows, so he chose to back down and sacrifice, as long as Wang Zhangzhu could be happy, he could give up the Chutian Group, and he could not fight with Wang Cheng.
But as a result, God did not fulfill people's wishes, but he has been bringing her the greatest sorrow.
Chu Huandong didn't want Wang Zhangzhucui to fall into that kind of life again, if that happened, he wouldn't be blind to death.
He wants Wang Zhangzhu to be happy and live happily.
If he can't bring her happiness, then he has to let go now, he would rather be misunderstood by her, resented by her, and would rather go on the road with pain, longing, and torment, rather than let Wang Zhangzhu suffer the pain of waiting for death day and night with him. ”
Chu Huandong knew that if he made such a decision now, Wang Zhangzhu would definitely be very sad, such sadness, maybe three or five years would not pass, but it was better than her being sad for thirty or fifty years.
He can't let Wang Zhangzhu watch himself die, but he can't do anything, Wang Zhangzhu should live a normal and happy life.
In this life, he is destined to bring pain to Wang Zhangzhu, but if she is not allowed to suffer now, she will suffer for the rest of her life in the future.
A lifetime, so long!
In the years without himself, Chu Huandong hoped that another man would accompany Wang Zhangzhu and shelter her from the wind and rain without regrets.
After Chu Huandong came back from the consultation that day, he had made up his mind, he wanted to push Wang Zhangzhu out and push him back to Su Yanchi's side.
But whenever Wang Zhangzhu approached him, whenever he had no choice but to give Wang Zhangzhu a cold reception, whenever he saw Wang Zhangzhu's infinite grievances, looking at himself incomprehensibly, and whenever he watched Wang Zhangzhu fall and sit quietly in the corner alone, his heart throbbed.
He loves her so much, but he has to pretend that he doesn't care about her anymore, his heart is so painful, but his face has to pretend that nothing happened.
Chu Huandong sometimes even thinks that why do he have to wake up, it is better to die in a coma before, so that he can be a hundred, and there will be no more troubles and pains.
The copy of "Financial Weekly" that Wang Zhangzhu bought for himself was still by his side, Chu Huandong raised his hand and picked it up, he didn't know how many times a day he had to read this book, in fact, there was no dust on the cover, but he still habitually wiped it gently with his hands, as if caressing Wang Zhangzhu's face.
It's been three days, and Wang Zhangzhu hasn't come for three days!
Maybe the little girl was really sad and angry with herself, which was exactly the result he wanted, but when he couldn't see Wang Zhangzhu, Chu Huandong felt that every second was torment, and it was like a year.
Chu Huandong waited day after day, and then felt that every minute and second had become a torment, he really couldn't stand this kind of torment, his mouth was struggling with his heart, it was best to open his mouth and tell Ah Zheng to inquire about the news of Wang Zhangzhu.
Ah Zheng was very efficient, and the call came back in less than half an hour: Miss Wang was sick, and in the past two days, in addition to going to the hospital for injections, she stayed at home.
Chu Huandong sat on the bed, and his previously tall and straight body fell short when he heard the news.
Wang Zhangzhu is sick, she must be sick because of herself.
His eyes were hot, his nose and chest were stuffed with sore lumps, and he could only tilt his head and blink desperately before swallowing the mist that had surged into his eyes.
Chu Huandong was extremely worried about Wang Zhangzhu's condition, but he couldn't call her, he sent everyone out, and sat quietly in the dark without turning on the lights.
At this time, life seems to have become a heavy burden for him, reading documents, doing physiotherapy, doing re-examinations, miscellaneous things, none of which he wants to do, none of which is meaningful.
Thinking of poor Baba who was sick at home, hot tears finally flowed down Chu Huandong's face, and he was trembling all over.
Who said being alive is a beautiful thing!
The next morning, Chu Huandong could no longer concentrate on reading the documents, and even the aftermath that he had actively arranged in the past seemed to have lost interest, he just sat quietly on the bed alone, his eyelids drooped, looking as if he was about to fall asleep, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.
Today is the fourth day, if Wang Zhangzhu really has a cold, it should be almost fine, will she come to see her today?
After lunch, Chu Huandong looked at the door for a while, and looked at the time for a while, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, Wang Zhangzhu hadn't come yet, it seemed that she wouldn't come today!
He got out of bed and walked slowly to the window, Xiao You saw it, and hurriedly came over to stop him, "Brother Huandong, the doctor said, you need to recuperate." ”
"Since the final result is death, why do I have to wait for death in bed. Chu Huandong's expression was gloomy, and his tone was gloomy.
Xiao You saw that Chu Huandong's face was very ugly, and he didn't dare to say anything.
Chu Huandong opened the window, and looked down from here, from here he could see the people coming and going downstairs in the inpatient department, if Wang Zhangzhu came over, she would definitely pass by here.
His heart was impatient and urgent, but Wang Zhangzhu seemed to be deliberately against him, and he didn't show up for a long time.
Chu Huandong stood in front of the window, his neck stretched, and finally, when he saw the Su family's car driving into the yard, his heart shook strongly and blinked vigorously, but soon, his heart of joy was half cold.
Stepping down from the driver's seat was Su Yanchi, he was wearing a light pink shirt, white trousers, lush short hair, a fair and delicate face, the afternoon sun shone on his body, handsome, sunny, attracting a few little nurses passing by to look back frequently.
Su Yan didn't pay attention to the nostalgic eyes of the people around him, walked straight to the passenger seat, opened the car door, and thoughtfully helped a woman out of the car, acting carefully and humbly like Li Lianying was serving the Empress Dowager Cixi.
The person who was helped down by Su Yanchi from the car was Wang Zhangzhu, who hadn't seen him for a few days, Wang Zhangzhu seemed to have lost a lot of weight, even in the bright sun, his little face looked sallow and yellow, with a heavy green shadow under his eyes.
Wang Zhangzhu's expression looked unhappy, she frowned, not knowing what she was talking to Su Yanchi.
Su Yanchi seemed to be very patient, holding her shoulder with his hand, smiling and reassuring, there was a car passing by them, Su Yanchi immediately protected the outside of Wang Zhangzhu, inadvertently pulled and hugged, his expression was intimate and natural, as if they were tacit and long-lasting lovers.
At this moment, Chu Huandong's heart was more than expected: loss, resentment, pain, and despair...... The lover who should have belonged to him was finally given away by himself!
Life is so cruel, no matter how capable you are, turning the clouds and rain, but there are some things, you have no choice, you can't help it.
Wang Zhangzhu's illness got better, and he began to think about Chu Huandong and miss Chu Huandong, in fact, he knew that it was very boring for him to do this, he didn't go to the hospital for four days, Chu Huandong didn't even call her, he didn't care about himself at all, and his position in his heart can be seen.