Chapter 53: What is Happiness
Come to think that God is fair to everyone, and if you meet your material requirements, you will not meet your spiritual requirements, just like Cheng Tianci. He is so rich, but God is emotionally difficult for him. He is now feeling anxious. Although I sympathize with him now, I don't know if to tell him that I am just a temporary actor and not Miller's boyfriend.
After half a ring, Cheng Tianci opened his eyes and looked at me, asked me, and said, "What do you do?"
I was surprised that he suddenly asked me about my job, and I didn't know why he asked about my job, but I was quick to answer him: "I don't have a job at the moment, and I used to be just an ordinary office worker." β
Cheng Tianci was very surprised by my answer, and he looked back, Mi Le. I want to get an accurate answer from her eyes, because he doesn't believe that a powerful person like him can't catch up with Miller, why can I, an ordinary office worker, be favored by Miller. I amused him for his doubts. Because I'm not Millet's boyfriend at all. But I didn't want to tell him the truth at the moment, because I saw contempt in his eyes.
Although he was handsome and a good match for Millet's looks, I didn't know why I began to hate this man when I saw his contemptuous eyes, and I wanted to beat him up and let him know the consequences of despising me. Even though I am an ordinary wage earner, do I not have the right to pursue my own happiness? Could it be that only rich people can pursue the right of beautiful girls? Fuck the bullshit logic, I don't believe it.
When Cheng Tianci was looking at Mi Le, I also shifted my gaze to Mi Le's eyes, hoping that she would not drop the chain at this time, saying that I was not the object she liked, if she said that I was not her boyfriend at the moment, then, I would really lose people. Thinking that she wouldn't be able to tell the truth at the moment, I relaxed a little, in short, it was much better than Cheng Tianci's mood at this time.
After half a ring, Mi Le didn't say a word, Cheng Tianci shifted his gaze to me again, suddenly smiled, and said, "Do you think you can give her happiness?"
Because Mi Le is not my girlfriend, I have never considered this question in my heart, so that when Cheng Tianci asked me this question, I suddenly froze, looked at his eyes in a daze, and searched hard for how to answer his seemingly simple but practical but very difficult question. Finally, in my thoughts, I remembered the happiness I once wanted to give Zhang Qian, so I said: "Maybe you think that I, an ordinary person, can't give Mi Le happiness, but have you ever thought that people like me are everywhere in China." Could it be that all of them are unhappy? Then I'll tell you more about it! I can give Miller happiness. β
I said and looked at Mi Le, and then said to Cheng Tianci, "What is happiness, happiness is to have someone by her side when she is sick and help her feed her medicine." What is happiness, happiness is to be by her side to make her happy and tell her jokes when she is bored. What is happiness, happiness is having someone to pick her up at work and give her a sense of security. What is happiness, happiness is to make breakfast for her every day when she gets up, and wait for her, and eat with her. What is happiness, happiness is when she is unhappy, you are her punching bag, no matter how she cleans you up, you are all smiling. What happiness is, happiness is that no matter where you are, your mind is worried about her, day and night. What is happiness, happiness is to use your hands to build a beautiful future for her, and it is obtained by struggling with her. Maybe these are nothing in your eyes, and they are a little ethereal, but I can tell you clearly that what Miller likes is so simple, so simple, so pure. But you don't know this, from the fact that you let us into this room today, you think that the palace built with gold can capture Millet's heart, you are wrong, wrong, wrong, incurable, because Miller wants not these, but an ordinary and secure man, and you use this rotten mind to grasp Miller's mind and pure soul, you are so ridiculous, ridiculous that I have nothing to say, because you think of Miller too dirty, thinking that she is the kind of woman who can sell her soul for moneyγ This is where you are most outrageously wrong, and where it is the most serious. β
I fired a machine gun bombardment, and Cheng Tianci lowered his noble head, as if he was reflecting on what he had done. I took out a cigarette from my pocket, and then said to Cheng Tianci, "Can I smoke a cigarette in your golden house." β
Cheng Tianci raised his head and said, "Yes." β
I asked again, Miller, and Miller nodded. Then I lit a cigarette and took a puff. Then I asked, "Would you like to try smoking one?" β
Cheng Tianci said, "Okay." β
I took out my 5 yuan pack of white sand cigarettes from my pocket, took one out for him, and handed it over. He took the cigarette, didn't look at the cigarette brand, and then asked me for a lighter, and then lit it for himself. He took a hard sip, and then said, "I finally understand why Miller chose you instead of me." But I'm not going to give up so easily. β
I said, "We'll see." β
Chen Tianci said, "Okay." β
Although it was just one word, I saw the feeling of helplessness and unwillingness to admit defeat in his tone. This may be the source of his sorrow, and the source of the troubles he himself has added to himself. But he didn't seem to understand all this. Maybe it's the character of a businessman. Never let the other person see your psychology.
After a while, Cheng Tianci finished smoking a cigarette. Say to Miller, "You haven't eaten yet!"
Miller said, "I've eaten it." β
Chen Tianci said, "After eating, you have to eat some!"
Miller said, "No need, now that everything is clear, we should also go." β
Millet stood up and gave me a look. I quickly stood up. Cheng Tianci saw that we were leaving, and then, to Mi Le, said, "Is this necessary?"
Millet, said, "What do you mean?" β
Cheng Tianci said, "You should understand. β
Miller said, "I don't understand. β
Chen Tianci said, "We haven't seen each other for so long, is it necessary for you to refuse my invitation so ruthlessly?"
At this time, I couldn't stand it anymore, I felt that Mi Le did do a little too much, although I didn't know what happened between them, but today I saw that Chen Tianci was also a person trapped by love, a little bit of sympathy, so I interjected, to Mi Le, said: "Or we stay, after eating, we are leaving." β