Chapter 50: The Sorrowful Past
Of course I respect your choice, but ot He Weixi stopped talking, sighed and said, ot Oh, by the way, my father discussed it with me before. If you don't go back to Hengzhou, he will come to Kyoto to find you. ot He suddenly remembered his father's words, and told his sister this first.
ot If I don't want to go back, no one will change. Or is it that my father wanted to force my mother to death, and he also forced me to die Oh He Wanci looked directly at the person opposite. The tone was also a little cold.
OT Wanci, my father didn't know that your mother would be forced to die at that time, and he didn't know that your mother died. If you forgive your father, you can also forgive yourself. ot He Weixi persuaded.
When she heard this, He Wanci's eyes couldn't help but moisten. Trembling voice: OT Yes, of course my father didn't know that my mother was going to die, and of course he didn't want my mother to die. However, if my mother hadn't been forced to die, now, your He family should have received me, I He Wanci. The message that I was tortured to death by Zhang Cheng, brother, can you tell me, is it me who deserves to die, or my mother deserves to die, and my father chose to sacrifice me for the sake of face, sacrificing my happiness and life, now, why should I forgive him and let me go back to face him as if nothing had happened. Let him come out of the guilt of the past, how can I forgive myself, and why should I accept a person who trades my life for my freedom, but I don't know how to cherish it, tears fell drop by drop, He Wanci didn't care, these things, she didn't think about them for a long time, and when she touched them, she was out of control. She snorted coldly, ot is not a father, and I found a good son-in-law who does not dislike my divorce by Lord Yi, I am afraid that I will have no one to rely on outside. Let my brother take me back, and from then on I will have a home to live in, as if I have returned to the scorching sun. She was carrying her mother's favorite osmanthus soup, but her mother was not in the room, but she was lying on the ground covered in blood
These things that He Wanci experienced. He Weixi understood it from other people's mouths, and he naturally couldn't completely perceive his sister's sadness and despair at that time, except for pity and distress. He had nothing.
He was like this, looking at He Wanci who was sitting opposite, he couldn't stop crying, and he wanted to be comforted. But after thinking about it, maybe my sister will feel a lot better after crying. simply waited quietly for his sister to calm down.
After a long time, He Wanci stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and smiled awkwardly: OT Wanci lost her temper, brother forgive me. I heard Xiaotong say that my brother came to find me as soon as he came to Kyoto, and it's not too early now, so my brother will go eat something first. I was a little tired, so I went back to my room to rest. If there is anything, my brother will find Xiaotong and tell me. OT finished and stood up.
ot I'll send you back to your room. OT looked at He Wanci and finally calmed down. He Weixi felt that everything should be talked about later.
He Wanci smiled slightly, and did not shirk.
He Weixi sent his sister outside the door. He Wanci spoke first: Brother OT has been running all the way, he must be hungry, let's go eat something first. ot
He Weixi nodded, ot, you have a good rest. I'll come back to you tomorrow. ot
He Wanci entered the room, leaning heavily against the door, as if all his energy had disappeared.
Xiaotong is cleaning in the room at the moment. In fact, the room was also spotless, but it was really boring, so I cleaned it as dirty. The door is opened. She turned her head while cleaning the cabinet, and found that her young lady's eyes were red, needless to say, she knew that the young lady had just cried. Nervously put down the rag in his hand, and ran over to support He Wanci: Miss OT, what's wrong with you, did the son tell you something, sit down. OT said as he helped He Wanci sit on the edge of the bed.
OT doesn't. It's just that I haven't seen my brother for a long time, and I miss it a little. ot He Wanci snorted and said.
Miss OT, if you feel homesick, go back to Hengzhou. OT Xiaotong wiped the tears on He Wanci's face that had not yet dried with a handkerchief, and said distressedly.
ot If you like Kyoto, let's stay here. ot He Wanci said softly, ot I'm tired and want to sleep first. ot
It's 戌時時. It was also the first time that He Wanci fell asleep so early.
For a moment, He Wanci felt that his attitude just now was a little sorry for his brother, because it was only his first day in Kyoto, and he rushed over, and he must have investigated for a long time before he knew his whereabouts. It must have been non-stop along the way, and I was indeed a little alienated and harsh to him. However, she was thinking again, can she really blame herself This is the first time she has met him, in addition to being polite, what else can he behave and he just wants to let himself go back to Hengzhou, does he really want me to go back, does he really want me to face those nightmarish existences, does he really want me to live in regret all the time
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