Chapter 372 At that moment, it was the real heart like a knife

When He Yujun heard this, he could already guess what would happen next. 【Fengyun Reading Network.】

"So, when Mother Teresa delivered the daughter?"

The faint but warm tone above her head fell, Xiaoxiao looked up at him quietly, nodded, and drilled into his arms again, obviously the scene she was about to recall made her still palpitate, and wanted to draw some comfort from her husband.

"On that day, it happened to be my shift, and I was going to go to the convent to see the children, but I didn't expect that the work was still a little unfinished, and I vaguely felt discomfort in my lower abdomen. As the due date approached, I was paying attention to the changes in my body every day, and I felt bad at the time, so I went to the bathroom, and sure enough, I was already red. ”

"I didn't have anything with me at that time, so I borrowed a sanitary napkin from a female colleague, who only thought I was on a period and didn't suspect anything, and told me to go back and rest, and she helped me with the unfinished work. After I took care of it, I asked the leader for leave, saying that I was going to visit the children in the monastery. ”

The fingers unconsciously clenched the man's rough palm, Xiaoxiao was quiet, and his voice became more and more precipitated, "In fact, seeing red does not mean that it will be born immediately, but this is at least a signal." On the way to the monastery, I kept secretly telling the baby that I hoped she would come as soon as possible, otherwise she would suddenly give birth when she was on a mission."

"Fortunately, along the way, I gradually felt the pain in my lower abdomen becoming more and more obvious, from the beginning of the irregularity to the gradual regularity, I knew that I was indeed going to give birth, that feeling was both scared and nervous, both expectant and anxious. ”

When she arrived at the convent, Mother Teresa saw that her face was slightly pale, and one hand was subconsciously pressed on the hem of the body armor.

"Mother Teresa, I look like I'm going to give birth. As soon as she entered the room, she grabbed the nun's arm, and just as a pang of pain hit her, she couldn't help but lower her head, her fingers tightened.

Mother Teresa hurriedly helped her sit down on the bed, helped her remove all the equipment such as bulletproof vest and firearms, and helped her to lie down.

"How are you feeling right now?"

"Seeing the redness, there was a burst of pain in the abdomen, but it was still within the tolerable range. ”

Mother Teresa nodded, unbuttoned her combat uniform, reached out and touched her belly, and examined it roughly.

"You're giving birth for the first time, so it shouldn't be fast, and if it goes well, you should be able to give birth in the second half of the night tonight. Mother Teresa looked at the time and said, "You lie down and rest, the pain is very exhausting, I will go and prepare some food for you." Don't worry, no one will come into my room casually, just be careful not to make a sound. ”

Shinoxiao nodded.

Born in a special forces, her willpower is naturally different from that of ordinary women, and it is not difficult for her to endure pain.

Mother Teresa opened the door again, and went out, alone on the bed, suffering from a flurry of growing pain.

At that moment, in addition to the anticipation of the soon-to-be-born child, she also missed He Yujun like never before.

It's been more than half a year since they've been separated, and there's no news from each other, she doesn't know if the man is still thinking about her, thinking about her, and whether he's trying to contact other girls.

When the pain was intense, she bit her pillow, sweating profusely, her hands caressed her abdomen, and the impulse surged in a moment, and she wanted to shout loudly: Where are you, where are you, I am pregnant with your child, our baby, he is about to be born, you know, you know

But she couldn't, all the blood and tears were swallowed into her stomach, she clung to the pillow tightly, and did not dare to cry out in pain, resisting the increasingly intense labor pain.

It is said that when many straight men complain that giving birth to a child is like walking before the ghost door is closed, they will say with disdain: Is it so terrifying? Not every woman has to have a child? This is a matter of course, and patience will pass.

But only those who have experienced it will know that this pain cannot be described in words.

The pain of a woman's childbirth is the second most painful after burns, and there is a more joking saying that if a man disdains this pain, he should play himself hard, for several hours in a row, or more than ten hours, to see what kind of experience it is

But fortunately, although Xiaoxiao was the first child, she was not like the author, who was in pain for a day and a night before the doctor made a faint announcement: Well, open two fingers, go into the delivery room.

When night fell, Mother Teresa examined her, and was surprised to find that she had already opened her five fingers.

At that time, Xiaoxiao was in good condition, and she also took the small clothes that Teresa had prepared for the child in between labor pains, although they were very old, they were cleaned and neatly folded.

Looking at such a small dress, imagining how old the newborn baby is, the indescribable taste in my heart is bitter and sweet.

Teresa is such a good person, although she doesn't understand why this foreign female soldier insisted on giving birth to this child at such a big risk, but only with her trust in Xiaoxiao as a person, her devotion and respect for the new life, she really did everything she could to help Xiaoxiao and help her hide this secret.

She asked the resident leader of the peacekeeping force to let Xiaoxiao stay in the monastery for one night to help her take care of the hungry children, since the peacekeepers are here to maintain peace and justice, of course they will agree to such a humanitarian request, not to mention that Teresa is a well-known local philanthropist.

In this way, Xiaoxiao got the precious night of giving birth to her daughter.

It was almost early in the morning, and the child was already showing signs of being born, and the natural labor pains had reached their peak.

The room was dimly lit, the surroundings were quiet, and the children and the other nuns were already asleep, but even so, Xiaoxiao did not dare to make a sound.

With Teresa's encouragement, she bit down on the mattress and cooperated with her commands, and the pain of flesh tearing was definitely better than the moment a bullet pierced through the flesh.

At that moment, she even felt like she was about to die.

When the child cried through the night, Xiaoxiao felt that the whole person was sublimated and relieved.

"It's a little princess. Teresa was also sweating profusely, and when she held the crying baby with bloody hands, she said happily, "It's a little princess, very beautiful." ”

Newborn babies, to be honest, have nothing to do with beauty.

But N is indeed very comfortable to look at at birth, although the size is not big, and the small body is not fat and round enough, but the facial features are indeed a kind of delicate and good-looking.

In Xiaoxiao's heart, boys and girls have never been her concerns, all she cares about is this life.

Teresa cleaned up the child briefly, wrapped it in a small soft futon, and handed it to Xiaoxiao.

The little girl only cried a few times and then quieted down, so the little pink fist was fed into the little mouth, sucking and smacking.

Just born, she was already able to open her eyes, but lazily as if she didn't want to come into this world, opened one eye and closed the other, opened it ignorantly for a while and slowly closed it, and continued to suck her fingers.

Looking at such a small life, it was really a heart that was about to melt, Xiaoxiao's physical recovery was not bad, and after Teresa helped her clean up, she sat up slightly with her daughter in her arms, untied her shirt and breastfed the little girl.

"You don't know, when my daughter was born, she disliked me, I stuffed my grandmother into her pink little mouth, she refused to eat, she still had to suck her little hand, I took her hand away, and fed it, but still refused to swallow it. Teresa smiled and said that newborn babies are like this, so be more patient. ”

The production process, Xiaoxiao did not describe it in detail, in fact, now that I recall it, I only remember that it hurts, it hurts, and I don't feel anything.

However, He Yujun's heart was so tense that he was suffocated in her soft and faint narration.

Holding her arms and holding her hard, he kissed his wife's hair again and again with pity and remorse, and muttered over and over again: "You suffered, it's me who is not good, I should go to you I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Xiaoxiao raised her eyes, and the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, "It's not your fault, it's me who insists on hiding it from you, even if I endure the pain alone, it's me who brought it on myself." ”

"No, don't say that. He Yujun frowned and interrupted her slightly seriously.

Xiaoxiao didn't want to see him look so guilty and serious, and continued to talk about the light-hearted topic, "You know what? Our daughter is really lucky, the conditions were so difficult at that time, but I had milk before she was born, that night I patiently taught her to suck, she quickly learned, and then lay in my arms, closed her eyes, sucked quietly, experienced the pain of childbirth, I was obviously prostration, but seeing the little girl lying in my arms and eating milk safely, I instantly had energy, and felt that those hardships were not worth mentioning at all. ”

The so-called mother's love is actually a kind of super energy.

That night, Teresa had been taking care of the mother and daughter, and tried to persuade her to take a break several times, but she didn't feel sleepy.

The daughter was very well-behaved, and she fell asleep in a daze after feeding, so she lay on her side, watching the little girl's sweet sleeping face like an angel until dawn.

In order to avoid being discovered, Shinoxiao got up and got out of bed at dawn, and she had to leave before the others got up.

Probably because of her bone surprise, except for some tiredness and weakness, her body did not have much discomfort. Mother Teresa held the child in her arms, and she looked at it reluctantly for a long time, and her tears could not stop falling, but she still left.

As soon as I walked out of the room, there was a cry of a child who woke up from a dream behind me, one by one, like a tile scraping against the heart.

Teresa's voice coaxed the child farther and farther away, and Xiaoxiao's tears became more and more