I tentatively said, "Can you really drink it?"

Gao Hui said: "If you don't believe it, let's blow a few bottles and try it." ”

When Yang Zhihe heard this, he said nervously to Gao Hui: "What's wrong with you today, don't you never drink? ”

Gao Hui said, "What's wrong with me?"

Yang Zhihe said: "How do I know what's wrong with you." ”

When Gao Hui heard this, without saying a word, he picked up a glass of beer, grunted, poured it into his mouth, then looked at the ceiling, looked at us, and then looked at Yang Zhihe and said: "People who have you in their hearts will always take the initiative to find you." People who don't have you in their hearts will always ignore you automatically. In fact, silence is the answer. Don't I understand? You don't have me in your heart because of my parents' opposition. That's why you don't dare to face me. That's why you just gave up on me. I didn't inform you when I came to Suzhou, I wanted to surprise you, but after you saw me, you didn't show surprise, but ignored me. If Zhao Liu hadn't called you tonight and heard you let me go, wouldn't you have asked me to get out. That's the end of the story between the two of us, don't you say? ”

Yang Zhihe said: "Yes!"

Hearing Yang Zhihe say yes, I stood up instantly, slapped five fingers on the table, and said to Yang Zhihe: "Why do you want to lie to Gao Hui, why don't you accept her feelings for you when you have her in your heart, you are really fucking sick! Don't you say that you keep writing novels just for Gao Hui? Because she likes the novels you write? How can you treat Gao Hui like this today." You're also going to let her go, where to go. She came to you despite her parents' objections, you treated her like this, where do you let her go now. How much I love you! How much I appreciate you! Why don't you understand! People who love you will take the initiative to find you, and people who don't love you will find you to fuck! If you don't have Gao Hui in your fucking heart, Lao Tzu won't bother to say these things today. But you clearly have her in your heart. So buddy, I'm talking a little heavy and loud today, please forgive me. But I must have said it so that you don't regret it later. I think you'll be able to figure it out. ”

After saying these words, I sat down and looked at Yang Zhihe. Yang Zhihe also looked at me, and then said: "There are many things that you can't do if you want to. There are a lot of things that you can't get if you want them. A lot of people, it's not like you can keep it. Emotional things are not reciprocal, it's not that you care about her, she cares about you, it's not that you care about her, she cares about you at the same time, you can be happy. Because we're not in the same world at all, you know? She's a rich girl, and I'm a poor dick. Do you think it's a TV series? No, it's the reality of chiluo's nakedness. I can't even support myself now, what do I have to face her feelings for me, I thought I could write novels to earn money to change my life, but I thought too simply, there are so many online writers today, and I'm just a new writer, how to earn money to keep my love, hehe! Since she knew that she would have to divide sooner or later, why bother to continue to entangle and waste her youth. ”

When Yang Zhihe said this, Gao Hui took Yang Zhihe's hand and said: "I don't need you to support me, I just need you to be by my side, even if I am tired of suffering, I don't care, as long as you are by my side, I will feel happy, do you understand? You really don't need to be so tired. I can find a job to make up for our lives. You just have to write well. In the future, please don't say anything about wasting your youth, my youth exists for you, and what I will do with my youth without you. ”

Yang Zhihe shook his head when he heard the words, and said, "Silly girl, you are still young, and you will regret the decision you made today in the future." ”

Gao Hui shook her head and said, "I won't regret the decision I made, because I can't do without you, I really can't do without you." During the time we were apart, I tried to forget our past and obey my parents' arrangement, but I couldn't, and the more I didn't want to think about you, the more I thought about it. I really can't control my thoughts and not think about you. Do you understand? ”

Yang Zhihe nodded lightly and said, "I understand, why shouldn't I." I want to cherish our relationship through the torment, but I really don't have anything right now, and I can't be sure where my future lies. So I gave up on writing novels because there were really few readers, and I began to wonder if I should continue to write. So I haven't been updating lately, but I'm looking for a job and I'm ready to live an ordinary life. Instead of blindly treating writing novels as my iron rice bowl and continuing to waste time. But it can't change the miserable living environment. So what's the point of continuing to write. I used to think I was an idealist, but the cruel circumstances of reality taught me that I was not an idealist, but a realist through and through. Because I don't have money, how dare I face someone who loves me and someone I love. ”

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