Today is the beginning of the month, the first day of the month, I received a monthly ticket from Brother Sweet Potato in the past few days, which makes me very happy, I didn't want to splash cold water on everyone, but today I had no choice but to hit this leave note, maybe it is the last leave note in this book.

Baby, I may be going to become a decadent unemployed vagrant again, the fatigue of work is more than ten hours a day, often getting off work in the dark, and the salary is only a few hundred yuan, so not only is it not recognized but it is getting worse, it is estimated that it will not be a few days before waiting for the invitation of the boss, perhaps it is to reduce their value and appear to be very low.

The driving school's subject four model tests have hit a wall several times, the family is urgent, and I am very tired from work every day, the code word at night squeezes a lot of time, I haven't taken a few days at home in a year, and the days with my parents add up to more than two days, the result is almost the end of the year, I didn't make any money, and I have to wait for my parents to help me when I go back, which I don't want to see.

Writing is a dream, I have persisted for nearly three years, from the campus days to the society, the student days can be under the protection of their parents, don't care about other factors, but go to society, I need to survive, the previous job without the full attendance of writing essays every month, I can't hold up the expenses every month, the current job has barely enough income for expenses, but it is more than doubled, resulting in Jian Zhen's update time from the beginning of the daily stable update, to the unstable update, and finally to the present every day between 11:50 and 12 o'clock between 11:50 and 12 o'clock, every time is desperately rushed, sometimes it is too late to come back to eat,Directly sit in front of the computer and start coding words,Wait for the code to finish the word eyelid fight,Fall asleep on the bed.,I didn't eat.,I didn't take a bath.,The next day I got up and hurried to work.,This kind of thing is not once or twice.,But it often happens.。

I was tired, but I could still persevere, but as the year approached, I couldn't even get the money to go home and buy a medium cigarette for my father, which made my heart very bitter and lonely.

To go out and find a part-time job at night, I may have become accustomed to working two jobs alone, because the codeword takes up at least four hours for me every night, and I can earn dozens of dollars by going out to work as a waiter on the night shift during this time, and the codeword, hehe......

Sometimes I wonder why I, a 19-year-old teenager, care so much, and why I don't let go of that serious sense of independence and self-improvement that makes me so tired.

But、Actually、I let go,I let go of the previous words to speak and learn to say less and do more,I let go of the previous inexorability and learned to flattery,I will be dissatisfied and even angry but still smiling in front of the leader,I endured nearly 20 hours of hard work every day to count the code words and persisted for more than half a year,But in the end?

What did I get in the end?

Although the article I wrote has finally been read by people and recognized by many people, I can tell you without hesitation that the manuscript fee I earn every month, the water, electricity, gas and breakfast every month are almost enough, you think for yourself, I haven't seen my parents for so long, I want to go home on the occasion of the Chinese New Year, and give them a big bag of things, maybe it won't be too valuable, but I can't go home empty-handed, right?

Here I ask for a month's vacation, next month to resume the update, I do not implore the tolerance and understanding of those readers and friends who read the article, nor do I beg for the forgiveness of the editor, but I really need these 30 days of vacation, for many young people, 30 days may just be a matter of mixing days at school or work, but these 30 days are related to what kind of mood and attitude I should spend this year.

I'm sorry, everyone......

Maybe this month will still be updated every three or five times.,But it's estimated that it's difficult to update every day.,After all, two jobs really can't squeeze out much code word time.,What I can do is to do the maximum number of coded words.,Update upload.。

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry for all of you who supported me.

This sentence must be said three times.

I look forward to my return, and I don't know who will wait for me at that time, but I hope that when I come back, I can continue to share Ye Hua's story with you......

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