[When reading this chapter, it is recommended to listen to the piano song "somehereintime",It's in QQ music.,But there are more duplicate names.,Choose the last one in the list.,It's very feeling.,I like it very much.,It's in line with the content of today's chapter] (The last song on the list,The singer shows Greatmovie Don't get confused.,Otherwise, what you hear may be very exciting music...... ）

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The difference with Jasmine was the second day before Xueqi went to school.

Before Jasmine left, Jasmine and I kept it a secret.

I didn't want to send Jasmine away, but for days, she begged me.

She said that she can only forget me if she leaves, and only by leaving can she stop loving me.

Only by leaving, can she end this undeserved unruly love.

I thought of a lot of ways to stop Jasmine from leaving and end her feelings for me at the same time.

In the end, it was found in vain.

As long as Jasmine is by my side for a day, she will love me for a day.

She said she just couldn't do it and didn't want me.

Jasmine is really smart, she's so much smarter than me and Yuezi thought.

She actually knows very well that brother and sister ** are wrong, especially if they are related by blood.

She knew very well.

That's the biggest reason for her leaving.

Other than that, she doesn't want to intervene in my relationship with Xueqi.

She also knows that being around me will only constantly disrupt my life and make me tired every day.

Especially in the future, I have to get married and have children.

She knows it all.

So, in the end, I painfully picked up the microphone and got through Uncle Wang's phone.

I told him that I had a distant relative whose family was ruined, leaving only one child and needed someone to take care of him.

I also said that this child is very obedient. He has a good temper, he is well educated, and he is a beautiful person.

At that time, Jasmine stood next to me and quietly watched me on the phone. The small mouth was pursed, and he didn't say a word, and his eyes were full of soft gaze.

Like a well-behaved girl with a high education.

It is true that she has been with me and Xueqi for nearly a year, and she has already changed a lot, and she is no longer the little girl who can speak foul words and curse.

She is becoming more and more like Xueqi, she is becoming more and more quiet, and she is becoming more and more like a lady.

Although a little wayward, a little tempered.

"I'll listen to Uncle Wang. Jasmine swore to me, not blinking.

Looking at her, I sighed, and my heart was bitter.

On the day I went to visit Uncle Wang, I took Jasmine with me to let them meet Jasmine, Jasmine was very polite, and at Uncle Wang's house, she kept smiling, very sensible, and sweetly said that Uncle was good, just like a girl from a good family.

Jasmine, has she grown up, or has she become smaller?

I do not know.

I laughed.

Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang have always praised Jasmine for being sensible, saying that she is very obedient, very smart, and very beautiful.

I took Uncle Wang and discussed with them about adopting Jasmine.

They said they liked Jasmine and would love to adopt her as a daughter.

If Jasmine had been their daughter, they would have finally been able to do so.

Uncle Wang smiled and said, Jasmine's name is really good, Jasmine is a symbol of purity and kindness, Jasmine is so simple and lovely, it is really as good as its name.

They agreed to adopt Jasmine.

This also means that Jasmine is really leaving.

On the day I decided to give Jasmine to Uncle Wang's family for adoption, I took Jasmine home with me.

That night, Jasmine and I sat in the hall, and Jasmine was staring blankly at the TV, listening to the songs and laughter on the TV, but there was not a trace of laughter on her face.

Xue Qi was cooking and chopping vegetables in the kitchen, crackling, completely unaware of Jasmine's imminent departure.

I sat on the couch and quietly looked at Jasmine from the side, looking at her.

I've never looked at her so closely.

After looking closely, I realized that Jasmine had really grown a lot taller than when I first came to the house.

At that time, Jasmine said that she would surpass Xueqi's height. Now, although she is still some distance away from Xueqi, it is much less than it was at the beginning.

Jasmine really grew up.

She is much more beautiful than when she first came to my house, and now she is really a little woman.

Pure, simple, full of personality, and delicate.

Time flies.

I sat on the couch and looked at Jasmine in silence.

Enjoying what might be the last time with her.

For 4 days in a row, my life with Jasmine and Xueqi was very dull.

Very bland.

I go to work in the morning, and I go home if the company is fine.

Xue Qi went to tutoring and came back in the evening.

Jasmine, doing homework at home, playing on the computer, watching TV.

It's business as usual.

Xue Qi had no idea that Jasmine was leaving.

She still has some mustard for Jasmine, and her gaze is always complicated, maybe she doesn't know how to position her.

So, until Jasmine left, Xueqi didn't say much to Jasmine.

The night before Jasmine left, I slept in the confinement bedroom.

That night, I didn't sleep well the whole night, thinking about whether I should send Jasmine away or not.

Do I really have no other choice?

No one knows that Jasmine is my sister except me and Yuezi, so why should I give her away?

Is it just because of the old-fashioned traditional ideas in our hearts?

Or, deep down, I don't want to adopt her and feel like she's a nuisance?

Sometimes, I really don't understand what I'm thinking.

In the end, I gave myself the reason that I was thinking about Jasmine's future.

Even if she likes me, there is always a 20-year gap between me and her.

That gap is far away.

And, between me and Jasmine. There is also a snow in the sandwich.

Ask me if I prefer Xueqi or Jasmine?

If I had to give an answer, it would be Xueqi.

Jasmine also knew this, so she couldn't accept it and had to accept it, so she chose to leave.

Only time and distance can make feelings indifferent.

In this world, how many people are separated because of hatred, how many people are separated because of emotional neglect, but how many people are separated because of love?

I didn't sleep well that night.

It's also impossible to sleep well.

The next morning, it was a sunny day, and I went out with Xueqi.

Then turn back home.

Go pick up Jasmine.

Take her to see Uncle Wang.

Send her away.

Jasmine and I took care of everything, and then, out of the house.

It was still sunny in the morning, but when I took Jasmine out, it began to blow a strong wind, and it began to rain.

The last rain of this summer vacation.

I took Jasmine out the door and took her to the place agreed with Uncle Wang.

The intersection of the street near Uncle Wang's house.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and there was water everywhere on the roofs, eaves, and roadsides, as if the whole world was raining.

It's as if I'm walking through a rainy world.

An hour later, the destination arrived.

I slowed down, and the car slid on the water for a while, and finally stopped in the middle of the intersection.

Opening the car door, I propped up my umbrella, carried Jasmine's two suitcases, and got out of the car.

Jasmine followed me, hiding under my umbrella and not getting a drop of rain.

Through the rain, I saw that Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang were already waiting for us at the intersection with umbrellas.

I stepped forward, and they came to me.

Jasmine followed me, following in unison.

"Xiaodong, you're here. Uncle Wang smiled kindly, his face full of wrinkles. "Go to my house and sit down. Have a cup of tea, such heavy rain. ”

"No, Uncle Wang, I still have urgent matters, so I won't go first...... Jasmine, this child, will be handed over to you. I gently held Jasmine, who kept her head down.

"Jasmine?" I called softly, Jasmine raised her head with a calm expression, and then she called sweetly: "Uncle Wang~~"

Uncle Wang smiled.

What a sensible child. Uncle Wang said.

I smiled and took Jasmine's hand.

Under my tutelage, we walked towards Uncle Wang.

Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang looked at Jasmine with a smile.

"Jasmine, is it cold?" Uncle Wang asked Jasmine.

Jasmine shook her head.

"Jasmine, we'll be a family from now on. We will treat you well, Brother Dong is still young and busy with work, and he can't take care of you, we will take good care of you. Uncle Wang touched Jasmine's head and said gently.

"Hmm. Trouble Uncle Wang, Uncle Wang...... Thank you for your willingness to adopt me. Jasmine said obediently. "I'll definitely listen to you, I won't argue. ”

Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang glanced at each other and smiled happily, as if they were happy for Jasmine's sensibility.

I chatted with Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang a few more words, and explained a lot of things about Jasmine to them. Uncle Wang said that Jasmine is also my relative, and I can go to see her more in the future, and when their husband and wife get old, I'm afraid Jasmine's relatives will still be only me. Of course I know that. However, by that time, Jasmine should also have her own lover.

"Jasmine, be obedient, study hard, don't swear, you know?" After explaining to Uncle Wang, I lowered my head and whispered in Jasmine's ear.

Jasmine looked at me, affectionately.

"I know. Daito. Jasmine said.

"It's good to know. Don't worry me. ”

I wiped the rain-soaked part of Jasmine's face, only to find that it wasn't rain.

It's Jasmine's tears.

But before I had time to be stunned, Jasmine suddenly got out of the umbrella, and then ran in front of Uncle Wang.

"Dadong, goodbye!"

Jasmine turned her face slightly and waved at me, her voice raised to hide her almost imperceptible crying.

"Goodbye. You have to be obedient. You should study carefully, eat more, don't be picky, be obedient, and be quiet......"

I instructed Jasmine sentence by sentence, watching Jasmine and Uncle Wang go farther and farther together.

Until they went far.

I was still standing there, waving my hand and asking Jasmine's back.

The sound is only audible to me.

Jasmine gradually drifted away, her two hands were held by Uncle Wang and Aunt Wang, but along the way, she kept looking back at me, her clear brown eyes showed reluctance and helplessness.

Until the rain curtain blurred my vision.

I couldn't see Jasmine's face clearly.

I can't see her reluctant eyes.

But I'm still standing there.

Stand at that intersection.

Stand in the rain.

Look in the direction in which Jasmine disappeared.

The rain is still falling.

Bit by bit.

Fall on this street.

It also landed at my feet.

A splash of water wet my heels.

Is this the tears of Jasmine's first love, or the water of my life's sorrows?

……

Where will we be in 10 years?

Looking at the figure disappearing into the rain, I pondered.

I do not know.

No one knows.

Like a little raindrop in the sky, no drop can predict where you will be in the next second.

They will only remember that one day, they met in the sky.

Where will I be in 10 years?

Perhaps, only 10 years from now, I will know.

All I know is that I was here on this day 10 years ago.

At the mouth of this alley.

At the mouth of this alley respectively.

I will remember that day, with a black umbrella in my hand and a shirt with blue lines, the rain sliding down the surface of the umbrella, occasionally splashing on the tips of my oily shoes, and I will remember the cold rain that fell on my eyelids, and this rain-colored silent intersection, the unlit dark street lamp, the half-open and half-closed sewer manhole cover, the rusty roadside iron fence.

And the little girl in a black dress, her hair wet from the rain, and tears in her eyes, waved goodbye to me.

Whether it's 10 years from now, or 20 years from now, I think I'll remember this moment vividly.

What will become of Jasmine in 10 years?

I do not know.

I think she will become more beautiful, more sensible, more gentle, at that time, her hair will be longer, her figure will be slimmer, her skin will be whiter, her personality will be more cheerful, and she will no longer be the gloomy girl who came with hatred.

Maybe one day, when I am at home, there will be another gentle knock on the door, and when I open the door, there is a beautiful woman standing outside the door.

At that time, I must have had slightly white sideburns, a vicissitudes of life on my face, crow's feet at the corners of my eyes, and the girl outside the door.

It must be so youthful, elegant, beautiful and dignified.

At that time, would she still hold that teddy bear in her arms?

Will she still smile at me at that time?

At that time, would she still say that she wanted to marry me?

I do not know.

But...... I still want to know.

If only time could pass faster and jump to that day.

The rain is still falling.

……

I suddenly remembered the night before parting, when I was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, and Jasmine gently walked up behind me and said to me.

"Daito?"

"What are you doing? I'm hungry, the food is still cooking, let's wait a little longer. ”

"I ...... Can I call you Daddy?"

“…… Huh?"

"May I?"

Jasmine looked at me steadily, her eyes shining like never before.

“……”

I looked at her steadily, which I had not expected.

"Daddy......"

Jasmine called me softly and hugged me, and there was no longer the strangeness and resentment in her eyes when we met for the first time, there was just a faint reluctance and attachment.

I stood quietly in front of the cutting board, feeling the warmth of Jasmine and smiling slightly.

Yuezi is right, my efforts have paid off.

is the best return.

The rain is still falling.

It seems that every parting in my life is indispensable.

"Dad, if I can't get married in the future, will you want me?"

"Hehe, what do you think? You're so beautiful, someone will definitely want you. ”

"What if, no one wants?"

"Then you stay with me, and I will take care of you for the rest of your life......"

"Thank you, Dad. Jasmine's face was against my waist.

"Daddy, I love you......"

Fluttering like the wind, we gathered together like clouds, and finally fell like rain, slowly evaporating under the scorching sun of the clear sky, and dissipating into nothingness......

It's been raining for so long.

It's time to do it.

But, why, the sunny day has not yet come.

Come to this trail where the sound of rain and time intersect.