"You're still in the mood for a joke at this point. ”

"Are you joking on any occasion?" I said nonchalantly.

"You're a wonder. Yang Zhihe said to me speechlessly.

I smiled nonchalantly, then pointed to the chair in front of me and said, "You see there's a chair over there, let's sit there and talk!"

As I spoke, I walked towards the bench in front of me, Yang Zhihe shook his head helplessly, and then followed. After sitting on the chair, I looked at Yang Zhihe and said, "What happened to you and that female fan, come and tell your buddy, let your buddy have fun." ”

"You're a brute, dude, I'm still sad right now, and you're still talking about things to irritate my nerves. ”

Yang Zhihe gave me a punch as he spoke, hitting me in the shoulder, which didn't hurt or itch. I smiled and said, "You're still moving, do you want us to practice together." ”

"I don't bother with you. After Yang Zhihe finished saying this, he looked at me and said, "Do you still have cigarettes on you?" ”

I pulled out the cigarette case in my pocket and when I looked, there were only two cigarettes left. Then he said, "There is only one left." ”

"Smoke it for me! Now I'm more annoyed than you. ”

"Whoever said you were more annoying than me, I must be more annoying than you. ”

"Then tell me about it. ”

"Don't bother to say it, or tell me about your troubles! If you will, I'll be a loyal listener, and I'll give you the only cigarette." ”

Yang Zhihe looked at me with disdain, then sighed, and I said, "Okay! Bring a cigarette, just say it! Maybe it will be easier to say it." ”

I handed Yang Zhihe the cigarette and lit it for him, and he took a puff of the cigarette and fell into deep thought, as if he was engaged in a psychological struggle to tell me his story. I didn't bother him, just waited silently for him to speak.

Yang Zhihe pondered for a while and said, "Actually, Gao Hui really likes me. ”

"I know. ”

"Don't interrupt me, don't interrupt me, the emotions that have just brewed have been lost by you. ”

"Okay, you boss, come on! I'm not going to interrupt you. I said with a very serious look, and then involuntarily took out the remaining root and lit it for myself.

When I lit a cigarette, I thought about what I had just told Yang Zhihe that I only had one cigarette left. At this time, Yang Zhihe looked at me with even more contempt, and deceived him in order to listen to his story. Then he yelled at me, "What the you're talking to me, is there only one cigarette left?"

I smiled wickedly, "This time it's true, all that's left is this cigarette in my mouth." As I spoke, I rubbed the cigarette case with my hand and threw it into the distance.

Yang Zhihe didn't care about anything with me about this matter, and then continued to talk about his experience with the female fan: "From the conversation I had with Gao Hui for the first time, I felt that Gao Hui really wanted to be good with me, but I still had doubts in my heart, and I wasn't sure that she would follow me for a novel I wrote, so I was very confused at the time, and I was worried that I would be burned by love again, so I was very cautious about this sudden love fruit, for fear that I would be poisoned by love again." But when I arrived at her home, when she faced the reprimand, abuse, and humiliation of her parents, she was still not afraid and unswervingly said to her parents, I will not marry in this life. ”

I was deeply attracted by Yang Zhihe's story, and just as I was concentrating on imagining those pictures, Yang Zhihe suddenly stopped, stopped talking, and started smoking instead.

I looked at him and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, and I started to smoke. Looking at the bamboo forest in the distance, I was stunned.

Come to think of it, everyone has their own helplessness, even the children of rich families. Gao Hui, I feel admired for this self-determined pursuit of love for the sake of a novel. I really hope that she and Yang Zhihe's love road can go smoother, and don't let those ups and downs in the middle be tripped, and then die this beautiful marriage halfway.

It's just that sometimes the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, but without hope, how can there be desire, and without desire, how can there be hope and hope.

Why does God give people hope and despair? I can't figure this out. I can't figure it out. Maybe this is not something that can be explained by theory at all, or maybe this is the doomed catastrophe, you can't escape, you can't hide.

Since we can't hide or escape, should we gladly accept and bear it?

I don't know about that. Maybe time will prove this and make it clearer to me.

A cigarette slowly burned out as I pondered. I looked back at Yang Zhihe and said, "Your cigarette is smoking, just continue your story!"

Yang Zhihe seemed to be in pain, but he still endured it and said to me: "When Gao Hui said in front of her parents, I won't marry. His father was so angry that he slapped her in the face, and her thin body fell to the ground in one fell instant, leaving five rough handprints on her face in an instant, and her mouth was pure and blue, and blood flowed out. I was standing in front of me, and I immediately pounced, crawled beside Gao Hui and said, 'I'm sorry, I caused you to endure this kind of pain and suffering that you shouldn't have suffered. I'm sorry, Gao Hui, let's let it go! We're not people of the same level. Thank you for your love, it's just that I can't afford to accept it anymore, it's too heavy for me to handle. I'm leaving. After I said those words, I held back my tears, stood up, and walked away without looking back, Gao Hui shouted something in the back, but at that time my heart was already disheartened by the palm that slapped Gao Hui's face, and I couldn't stay in the place that made me suck, my head kept buzzing, and I didn't hear what she shouted clearly. Walking out of that villa, I couldn't control my tears. Fun, I'm stupid. ”

"You're not stupid, if it were me, I would do the same, as you said, we are not people of the same class level as them, and even if we have a relationship, it is difficult to integrate into their habits. So did you just give up on Gao Hui?"

"If I say I can let go of Gao Hui, do you believe it?"

"If you could put it down, you wouldn't have asked me that. How can we say that we will let go of emotional matters, and that we will forget them? It takes time. ”

"How long will it take?"

"I can't tell you this, I haven't even forgotten Zhang Qian now, even if she abandoned me with someone else, more than two years have passed, I still think of her from time to time. How can I give you the answer? Maybe true love is something that we will never forget for the rest of our lives until we die. ”