"Life-saving benefactor, what are you thinking, why don't you speak?" asked Han Xinyu.

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly remembered that you that night and you seem to be a different person now"

"What has changed, is it not good-looking?" Han Xinyu looked at me and asked.

"How come, if you are a Peking University school flower and are not good-looking, how can a woman in the world go out. ”

"Just your poor mouth," Han Xinyu said and twisted my arm, and then said, "Hey, how did I forget, I just asked you how I behaved today! You haven't answered me yet?"

Seeing that Han Xinyu was eager to know what I thought, I unconsciously felt a little happy.

"I'll just say it, don't screw me if you don't say it well, first of all, your preemptive voice, a round of applause attracted the attention of all of us, and then your beautiful appearance, which makes people feel refreshing, can't help but want to see more, followed by your words, to say words! In fact, there is nothing, but your memory is too strong, it is difficult not to admire, you have not seen our colleagues, but you can recognize all of us by just your resume, and you can also say their hobbies, character, and performance. ”

After hearing this, Han Xinyu said unscrupulously: "Do you know that I graduated from Peking University, how did I get to Peking University without two brushes, and it only took me less than 5 minutes to remember the personal information of 7 people." ”

Hearing Han Xinyu say that it only took 5 minutes to remember the appearance of several of us, as well as the personality, hobbies and achievements, as well as family background, I almost smashed the pot, stared at her and said: "I remember so many things in 5 minutes, aren't you bragging! Like when I was in elementary school, I had to memorize a seven-word quatrain and forty-nine words in the morning, and when the teacher asked me from the back sentence in class, I couldn't remember, but it took you 5 minutes to remember, you are really about to become my idol, oh no, you are already my idol." ”

"I don't want to be your idol, I want to be your current girlfriend and future wife. You might think that I would be frivolous when I say these things now, but I already decided on that night 3 months ago.

You know, after we said goodbye that night, I walked back and turned back to ask you for your phone number, but I went and you weren't there.

Am I stupid, so many people who pursue me, I am thousands of miles away, but because of one of your righteous actions, I gave myself all out, in fact, no, I have always lived in a hero, but that hero has never appeared.

Until I met you that night, you were killed by those ** in order to save me. When you hit the ground, when they kick you with their feet, my heart hurts and hurts, when they hit your fist in your face, my whole heart breaks, it hurts more than it hurts on me, and you take my hand, run in the alley, run in the street, that feeling is indescribably fun, I have always liked to read that scene of romance novels, I didn't expect that I also experienced it in reality, at that time my heart beat so badly, but very happy, I really want to run like you for the rest of my life.

I can't put into words that feeling, but I can't forget it for a long time, every day for the past 3 months, every night I thought about that night. I hope to see you, this feeling I've never felt before, I want to control myself, I can't control myself, I asked my good sister, what's going on, my good sister said I'm in love. When I heard this, my face was red and my heart was pounding, and I couldn't hold it down with my hands. But thinking about it, I don't know if I can meet you in the vast city, and my heart is broken, I have been to that Di bar to find you, but I have been to several times and have not found you, I am very uncomfortable.

Do you know what? Is it more uncomfortable to think of someone and not see that person? than a knife cutting your fingers. Just when I thought I would never see you and you gave up, I saw you again when my father and I came to the company, and I really wanted to rush over and hug you, but I was afraid that you would forget me and say that I was crazy, so I hesitated at that time.

Since I saw you that day, I asked you to work in that department, and after inquiring, I asked my father to arrange it, and the last thing I liked in the past was to work under my father's jurisdiction, but because of you, I changed. I came to work at my father's company. I've said so much, do you understand? It's okay to be my boyfriend. ”

Han Xinyu kept staring at me after she finished speaking, waiting for my answer. And when I heard these words, I didn't know why, but I said something that I couldn't even imagine: "I'm sorry, we are not suitable, I went out first." ”

With that, I pulled the door open and walked out, knowing that she must still be standing stupidly and even in tears.

But I still walked out and didn't look back. I knew that as long as I turned around, I couldn't help but hug her and promise her to be her boyfriend. What a good, beautiful, and smart girl stood in front of me and said to me firmly, "Like me." Isn't that what I dream of a girl like this? Why can't I say yes? There may be only one reason that can be explained, that is, my inferiority complex is at work, and what can I make people like Peking University. No, not at all, no house, no car, no deposit, no looks. even mentally pretended to be Zhang Qian, who was far away in the United States. There is no news, Zhang Qian, who has not been heard. The shadow that Zhang Qian brought to me has been lingering in my mind.

Maybe I'm afraid, afraid that the fruits of love that are easy to get will easily leave me, just like when Zhang Qian and I were good, they dated so easily, and they left me so easily, without leaving me a single bit of news. I don't know what's wrong with me, I obviously said to myself, it's time to give up, it's time to forget, but there are some things that you can't forget when you say you forget, and it's not something you give up when you say you give up, such as love.

Although the combination between me and Zhang Qian is so easy, I really love it. I've really given it. Even though she was gone with someone else, I still have trouble remembering the days she spent with me.

People are sometimes very cheap, obviously people don't love you anymore, and they have left you, but where are you still, thinking about her, missing her, and missing her. And I'm just going to be so cheap at this time.

Confused, confused, lost, I don't know which word, or that language, or that sentence to use, or to describe my state of mind