Chapter 19 Luzhi Ancient Town
Walking out of the Di bar, the night view of the city appeared in front of my eyes, I did not enjoy the prosperity of the city in a leisurely and elegant manner, but walked listlessly along the street lamp, because my heart was hit again.
I don't know when my measurements became so small, and I asked myself: Isn't it just dancing? But I was really hurt, and it hurt so badly that my heart felt like it was bleeding and about to dry up. Maybe all this stems from the man who appeared when I broke up with Zhang Qian, and that man not only left me with pain but also left me with an indelible shadow, making me unable to fully believe in women's loyalty. So much so that when I saw that scene just now, I couldn't breathe with heartache, so I came out to escape from reality and the cruel test.
"Boy, did you hit it?"
I walked aimlessly through the streets of this city, my eyes empty and my mood depressed. One of the drivers asked me. I looked at him, walked over, opened the door, and got into the car.
The driver asked again, "Young man, where are you going?"
I said, "Whatever." ”
The driver sighed and said, "Hey, young man, what's wrong?" Look at your mood is very low, whether you have a quarrel with your girlfriend. ”
I said: "It would be nice if there was a quarrel, the key is that there was no quarrel, I don't know what happened to her, she was fine in the morning, she said that she would let me accompany her to the movies tonight, and in the afternoon, she changed her face, and she ignored me inexplicably, and just now in Di Bar, I walked out with my colleague in my arms, and now I am still depressed." Take me wherever you see a fun place, I think that will make my heart feel better. “
After hearing this, the driver thought for a while and asked, "Have you ever been to Luzhi Ancient Town?" ”
I said, no. Then he asked, "Where is it pure?" I will want to find a pure place to calm my mind. ”
The driver said: "That place is very lively during the day and quiet at night, like that in the ancient town of Suzhou." The small bridge and flowing water, the stone road, the antique color, is a good place to relax. It just so happens that I'm going somewhere to pick up a friend. Charge you less. ”
When I heard the money, I remembered that I didn't have a wallet with me, and I apologized and said to the driver: "I'm sorry! With that, I got ready to get out of the car.
When the driver saw that I was going to get out of the car, he scratched his head and said with a smile: "You young man! I didn't bring any money to get into the car! Hey! Forget it, anyway, I'm going to pick up friends, and I'm also on the way." It's also boring on the road, if you go, I'll take you there for free, and there happens to be a talking guy on the road. ”
I thought about it, it's okay now, just go, it's okay to relax. So he said to the driver, "The driver is really a good person! ”
The driver said with a smile while starting the car: "What a good person is not a good person, what is the way to meet a customer like you." ”
I smiled innocently and didn't say anything. On the way, the driver and I talked a lot, the anecdotes of when he was a soldier and why he left the army, why he drives now, how he met his current wife after driving, and how his wife is in love. I really envy the trajectory of his life. Ordinary but happy.
In the conversation with him, I slowly forgot the unhappiness in the Di Bar just now. Then I also arrived at Luzhi Ancient Town. After getting out of the car, I took a cigarette out of my pocket, handed him one, lit it for him, and lit a cigarette for myself. That's it, he smokes in the car, and I smoke outside. His appearance tells me that he is very happy and happy with the current trajectory of his life. And me. How should I go in life, where is my other half, where is my marriage partner, Han Xinyu, are you the person I should be looking for, are you suitable for me? We grew up in different family backgrounds, and the differences in personality can really make us come to an end.
Thinking of this, I took a sharp puff on my cigarette, then looked up and spat the smoke into the sky where I couldn't see the edge.
The driver looked at me and said;;" Young man, don't think too much about it when you're young, the road ahead is long, walk slowly. I can see that you are a man with a story, who is not?"
With the words of the driver's master, I looked over, and at this time, his face was no longer the happiness just now, but was replaced by a low mood. I knew he had something to say to me, so I looked into his misty eyes and waited for his next words.
The driver continued: "Some things should be put down, people should look into the distance, don't live in the haze of the past, in fact, in the car I didn't tell all the things in my past, before I got married, I was as confused as you." The reason why I left the army was because I met a girl before I joined the army, and we were very affectionate and ready to get married. But my father was a soldier, and he hoped that his son would inherit his father's business, so he sent me into the army on his own initiative, and told me that he would start a family before starting a family, and when he came out of the army, he would let me marry her. You know what? I was 23 years old. The girl is the same as me. Hey, in my second year in the army, the girl got married. When I heard the news, I had the idea of dying. I hated my father for why he didn't let me get married first and then go to the army. Because of hatred, I left the army. When I left the army, I found the girl I liked and asked why she didn't wait for me. She just said to me, "It's over, just let it pass!" and turned away from me. ”
The driver said, took out a cigarette from the car and handed it to me, then took out one to help himself light it, smoked vigorously, and continued: "She just left, I stood there for half an hour without speaking, my heart hurts, I love so deeply, so heavy." That's what she said to me. I cut my love to pieces. After that, I went back home and stayed at home without leaving the house for half a year. Later, it didn't get better. People want to open, if they can't, then what will I be now. Will there be happy days now? I'm leaving, too, and when I talk to you, I forget that I'm here to pick up friends, and I'm really infected by you stinky boy. You play slowly and think more about the future. ”
After the driver finished speaking, he started the car and left me. I handed him the cigarette to me and lit it.
Then I smoked the cigarette he gave me, and walked alone in the ancient town, the houses in the ancient town, as if they were old, seemed very quaint, the streets were paved with stones, and there was a river in the middle, which seemed to divide the ancient town into two. There are many small arch bridges on the top of the river, I walked on the arch bridge, stood on it and looked at this ancient town, and I was very emotional, I have been in Suzhou for two years, but I have never been here.