I've grown so big, I've only seen such a scene on TV, and I've never dreamed that the girlfriend I made, the family would be so rich, and I didn't dare to face it. Thinking that he was dreaming, he actually started to be stunned.

Gao Hui, who was sitting on top of the sports car, that is, my female fan, poked me down, and I came back to reality and said to her with a complicated face, 'Is this home?'

You know? And she said to me, 'Is there a problem?' and I realized that all of this was not a dream, it was a real reality. And what I was wearing at that time, don't laugh, is the torn long sleeves and big forks I usually wear. At that time, I thought that if I wore that to go in, it would be a kind of irony of Gao Hui's love for me. So I said to Gao Hui, let's go buy clothes and come. Gao Hui smiled and made an OK gesture to me, and took me to buy this outfit. ”

Yang Zhihe took another puff of cigarette as he spoke, and when he was almost finished, I took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and threw it to him. He lit cigarettes one after another, between his fingers but did not smoke them, and continued: "Sometimes, people need to compromise as things change. Just like I am now. I used to think I wasn't going to change. But when I met Gao Hui, I changed. ”

Yang Zhihe said, suddenly seemed to think of something, and suddenly said: "I almost forgot, what are you looking for me! Didn't you say that you are in a bad mood? Tell me, what's going on!"

Yang Zhihe suddenly asked me, which made me feel very confused, I came to him today for my business, and asked him to help me eliminate the depression in my heart. How can I forget the bitterness in my heart now, but I am very interested in his story, especially the woman named Gao Hui. Huh? What about the woman?

Thinking of this, I then said, "I'll put my business on hold for now, what about that woman of yours? ”

When my words came out, Yang Zhihe's face became a lot more depressed when he brushed it. Then he picked up a bottle of wine on the table and poured it.

His actions like this gave me a sense of foreboding, and his emotional path was not so smooth. When I called you, I could see that you were in a good mood, and when I mentioned Gao Hui, you would drink. ”

As if he hadn't heard me, Yang Zhihe continued to drink the bottle of beer until he finished drinking the wine in the bottle, and then said, "Gao Hui can't come, she was locked in the house by her family." ”

Hearing this, I hurriedly asked, "What's the matter!"

"You better not ask. I'm in a bad mood right now. Yang Zhihe said and opened a bottle of beer from the table, raised it to make a toast gesture for me, and said, ", let those unpleasant things roll away!"

Yang Zhihe drank it first as he spoke, looking at his appearance. The bitterness in my heart began to repeat the mistakes of the past, and I secretly cursed in my heart, God, are you TMD, are you blind? Why are you not tired of these sucking things all day long? Why are good things grinding, why are good people not rewarded, look at my buddy, okay? Are you looking at me? Why do you always torture us ordinary and ordinary people? Open your eyes and see?

I cursed in my heart for a while, and then looked at Yang Zhihe's painful face, the bitterness in my heart increased a lot, I picked up a bottle of beer and poured it into my mouth, I couldn't wait to pour myself here, I was so tired to live.

A bottle of beer was quickly filled by me, and after I finished pouring, I looked at Li Jianqiang again, Yang Zhihe seemed to be crying, and was wiping his tears with his hands, and when he saw that I was looking at him, he said: "It's a shame, a 29-year-old man is crying like a child, but he/, I'm really tired, and my heart is too/painful, you know this pain I can't describe in words, he/ Damn, my head falls to the ground, and it's a big mouth, why is it so tortuous to fall in love, it makes people worry, it makes people miserable, it makes people can't be themselves, it makes people unable to breathe, it makes people have the urge to die, and it's a kind of torture to be alive. ”

Yang Zhihe is really tired this time, and he has known him for more than a year, and he has never vented hysterically like this, which also proves that he is really deeply involved in another emotional whirlpool this time. I just watched him vent his dissatisfaction with love and life, and I didn't know how to solve this kind of trouble in his heart for him, because I was also suffering from this feeling that life was worse than death. So I could only face his words, and I could only pick up a bottle of wine and say to him, "Dude, don't say it, come, drink." ”

"Drink! If you don't get drunk, you won't go home, whoever doesn't get drunk today/mother is a grandson. ”

Seeing him like this, I raised the bottle and said, "Drink! If you don't get drunk, you won't return, whoever doesn't get drunk today is a grandson." ”

As I spoke, I lifted the bottle and drank it first.

Because before Yang Zhihe came, I had already drunk many bottles of beer, and this bottle of beer was in my stomach, and I felt vomiting.

I felt like I was about to throw up, one hand covering my mouth to keep the wine from coming out of my mouth, and the other pointing to the bathroom, signaling for me to go to the bathroom.

Yang Zhihe saw me like this and said, "Do you want me to go with you?" ”

I shook my hand and motioned not to be with him. Then a man staggered to the bathroom. When I got to the bathroom, I opened the door to the toilet and as soon as I walked in, I threw up on the floor. After vomiting, I felt a lot more relaxed in my brain and body, and looked at the things on the floor and around the toilet, fortunately there was no one in there this time, if there were sanitation personnel cleaning me, they would definitely count me down, and even let me clean up the garbage on the ground, and then let me go. But this time there was no one, so I swaggered out.

Walking to the side of washing my hands, I looked at myself in the mirror, I was so embarrassed, and then said to myself in the mirror: What is the reason for ruining myself like this, is it the love that can't be touched. For the sake of that pathetic love, the person who spoiled himself is not like a person, a ghost is not like a ghost, and he is intoxicated day by day in this illusory city, when is it the end. What does my future look like, if there is really a time machine, even if I die, I want to see what I will look like in 10 years. Will it change, if it is still the way it is!

Thinking of this, I was even more confused and afraid. I quickly turned on the faucet, took some water with both hands, and slapped it in my face to sober myself up and not continue to think like this.