Su Ran said softly: "This is the norm between me and Song Tingyu. ”

Tian Mi sighed lightly and did not continue the topic: "That distance is still so far, I know from you that you didn't have a good rest last night, you can sleep well first, and I will call you when it comes." ”

Su Ran nodded, leaned back in the chair, closed her eyes, but she didn't really fall asleep, the old lady had such an accident, and her whole person was uneasy.

The more he closed his eyes, the more that kind face appeared in front of him.

She couldn't stand such torture, so she still opened her eyes, and Tian Mi looked at her: "Can't sleep?"

She shook her head, her brow furrowed slightly.

"I know you think about Shenghuan's grandmother, everyone is very uncomfortable...... Tian Mi said, "I don't know how the nanny took care of her, she let her run out in the middle of the night, I think she must have wanted to find Shenghuan, but she just ran to the train tracks...... It was so dark that she wouldn't get out of the way, so the accident happened, and I went to the funeral home yesterday afternoon, and there was nothing left, it was all sloppy...... Grandma, she's so nice, how can she be so ......"

In the end, Tian Mi's voice was almost choked.

Su Ran's eyes were even more sour, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

"Ran Ran, you say, will Shenghuan really be there?"

"Maybe, I'm not 100% sure, but that's where he and his grandmother spend the most. Su Ran pressed his eyes and said.

"Then we'll look for it, and if we can't find it there, we will look for it somewhere else, and we will always find it, and we can't do anything, so it's good to be by his side." ”

"Hmm. Su Ran cast his eyes out of the car window.

A light snow had already begun to fall outside, and the sky was still gray, and there was still not a trace of sunlight that could penetrate the clouds and shine on the ground.

The place they were going to was quite far away, far from the center of Anseong, and even if it was a car, it would take more than an hour to drive.

Tian Mi, Su Ran and Lin Shenghuan all lived there when they were children, and they moved out one after another.

Tian Mi first drove the car to Lin Shenghuan's grandmother's house, after so many years, everyone has left, but only the old lady has always lived here.

Lin Shenghuan wanted to pick her up, but she always liked the home she had lived in for decades.

After the old lady's accident, the nanny also left, and now the house is really empty.

Su Ran and Tian Mi got out of the car and went to knock on the door first, but there was no response from inside, Tian Mi was a little anxious: "Ran Ran, do you have the key here?" Maybe Sheng Huan is inside, but he doesn't want to come out and open the door. ”

Su Ran shook his head: "I didn't." ”

"That's just a knock on the door. ”

They knocked on the door for a while, calling Lin Shenghuan's name, but there was no movement inside.

"Let's go, I guess Shenghuan is not here. Su Ran said in a low voice.

Tian Mi said worriedly: "Then what should I do? He is not even here with his grandmother, where will he go?"

Su Ran thought for a while and pointed to a place in the distance: "Let's go there and have a look." ”

Tian Mi looked in the direction she was pointing and was stunned for a moment: "Are you talking about Yuxiu Mountain?"

"Well, he'll probably be there. ”

There is a temple on Yuxiu Mountain, and Lin Shenghuan's grandmother believes in Buddhism, so when she was a child, she would always go there to volunteer, and she and Lin Shenghuan would often be brought with her in the past.

"Then let's go, but Ranran, it's snowing now, and it is estimated that the road is not easy to walk, so we have to be careful. Tian Mi was most worried about Su Ran's situation.

"It's okay, the road has been built a few years ago, and it's no longer a yellow mud road. ”

Tian Mi should rarely go up, so I don't know much about the situation there.

"Good. ”

They drove to the foot of Yuxiu Mountain again, and they could only park their cars here and hike up.

"Tian Mi, look. ”

Su Ran pointed to two black lanes.

"That's Shenghuan's car!" Tian Mi recognized it at a glance, and she was pleasantly surprised: "Shenghuan is really on it." ”

"Well, let's go. ”

"Come, I'll help you. Tian Mi knew that it was not easy for Su Ran to conceive a child, this child was still used to save her life, and Song Weixi relied on the child in her belly, so she had to be careful.

And Su Ran will find her to come with her, and she also wants someone around to take care of her.

She is also very cautious.

"Just hold my hand. Su Ran held her hand instead, and the two of them went up the cement stairs that had been built not long ago.

Yuxiu Mountain is still quite high, and it is not so easy to reach, and by the middle, the slope is already very steep.

Tian Mi didn't dare to pull Su Ran to speed up her pace like just now, but slowly walked along the road.

"Ranran, be careful. ”

I don't know how long it took, but when I finally arrived, Tian Mi pointed to the temple: "Will Shenghuan be inside?"

"Let's go in and have a look. Although Lin Shenghuan does not believe in Buddhism, this is the place where his grandmother stays most often besides home, so it is not surprising that he wants to go in and have a look.

But they went in to find it, and Lin Shenghuan was not in the temple.

Originally, there were not many people who usually came here, and because of the bad weather today, there were fewer people, but in this way, it was more quiet and peaceful.

That's why the old lady likes to come here.

In the early years, when she was still in good health, she had to come over almost every other day, but later she got older, her health became worse and worse, and her legs and feet were inconvenient, so she rarely came, but Lin Shenghuan knew her thoughts, so she would still find a morning with good weather every year and help the old lady walk up step by step.

"Ranran, what should I do? His car is all underneath, why isn't he here?"

Su Ran stood in place, looked around, and said, "You come with me." ”

Su Ran went to another place, it was at the back of the temple, there was a path over there, and after passing through the path, they finally saw a tall back.

Lin Shenghuan was sitting on the grass, and there was a stream in front of him that had dried up because of winter, and he was facing the stream with his back to them.

"Quick, go over and have a look. ”

When he got closer, he saw that there were still two wine bottles at his feet, and a drawing board on his lap, he was holding a pen, his head was lowered, and there was already a rough outline on the drawing paper, but he stopped moving.

"Shenghuan, why are you here? We've been looking for you for a long time. Tian Mi said loudly: "It's so cold here, how long have you been here?"

Lin Shenghuan did not say anything.

Su Ran squatted down next to Lin Shenghuan and touched his arm with his hand: "Shenghuan, Auntie is worried about you, you call her back, let's go back, okay?"

Lin Shenghuan was still staring at his drawing paper, and he didn't raise his head, not knowing if he heard them talking.

Tian Mi and Su Ran looked at each other.

"I know, you're sad that Grandma is gone, and so are we, but you can't stay here forever......"

Lin Shenghuan finally lifted up, his deep eyes were full of red bloodshots, and it was estimated that he hadn't slept all night.

"Go back first, and let me stay here for a while. ”

Su Ran saw that his hair was already wet, probably wet with dew, and she knew that he had been here for a long time, maybe he came up early in the morning, but he had been sitting here all the time, not moving.

The temperature on the mountain is always colder than the temperature below, how can he be here all the time?

"Tian Mi, take Ran Ran back. Lin Shenghuan's voice was hoarse, and they could barely make out that it was his usual voice.

"You go back with us. Su Ran shook his head and said.

"Let's go, let's go. Lin Shenghuan's voice suddenly became louder.

But Su Ran was indifferent: "If you want to stay here all the time, then we will accompany you." ”

"Ran Ran ......" It's too cold here, the wind is constantly blowing, and it hurts very much on her face, Tian Mi feels cold hands and feet now, she is worried that Su Ran will catch a cold if she stays here for a long time, and it is not good for the child in her belly.

Su Ran looked at her and didn't speak, but she didn't move, she was also worried about the child in her belly, but she knew that Lin Shenghuan wouldn't let her stay here for too long.

Lin Shenghuan pursed his lips and turned his head to look at her, and finally he took off his coat and covered Su Ran's shoulders.

"Ranran, I always feel like I'm a failure......"

"Why do you say that, you don't, you're already fine......" Su Ran's voice was very soft, but very firm: "Shenghuan, you are really good." ”

Lin Shenghuan shook his head, his eyes shining into the distance: " When I was young, I saw that my grandmother was always alone, she had to rely on herself no matter what she did, so I told her that I would often come to accompany him, but I went to school later, and I came less often, and later, after following my family abroad, I came to see her less often, and I couldn't come twice a year, and finally came back, but because I was busy with work, I couldn't come often, and I wanted to take her to take care of her, but she refused, until now, she left, and I didn't fulfill the promise I made to her when I was a child, and ......"

Lin Shenghuan turned his head to look at Su Ran at this time: "For the girl I have always loved, I also said in my heart that I would take care of her for the rest of my life, but ......" The corners of his mouth hooked up the arc of self-deprecation, and the rest of the words were not spoken.

But Su Ran knew what he was going to say, and he also understood what his words meant.

She didn't know what she should say, she only knew that her nose was sour: "Shenghuan ......"

Lin Shenghuan smiled at her, stood up from the ground, pulled her up, and glanced at Tian Mi again: "Let's go." ”

If the drawing board in his hand is unfinished, the blurred outline is probably his grandmother's drawing.

But he was not satisfied with any of the paintings, so he never finished them.

No matter what, Su Ran and the others finally found Lin Shenghuan, and finally let him agree to leave with them, instead of staying here for an unknown amount of time.

But they didn't go down the mountain right away, Lin Shenghuan went back to the temple, walked into the lobby, took off his shoes, knelt on the puff mat, closed his eyes, and folded his hands.

Everything around seemed to be silent.

Su Ran thought of the old lady at this moment, and it seemed that the old lady was kneeling in this position, the old lady had no desires, perhaps, every time she knelt here, she thought of Lin Shenghuan.

When I came out of the temple, it was already three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and the sky outside was even darker and the wind was stronger.

Lin Shenghuan said: "We have to hurry down the mountain, otherwise I'm afraid we won't be able to go down any later, so we can only stay here for the night." ”

……

Song Tingyu was restless all day, and after a meeting in the afternoon, he went back to Song's house, only to learn that Su Ran had not returned.

He remembered that she had left in the morning.

It's almost six o'clock, and she hasn't come back yet.

During dinner, he looked at Mrs. Song frequently, but he didn't make a sound.

Old Madam Song didn't look at him either, but said in a deep voice: "If there is anything you want to ask, just ask." ”

Song Tingyu put down his chopsticks: "Why hasn't Su Ran come back yet?"

Old Madam Song glanced at him: "She is your wife, won't you call to ask her?"

Song Tingyu couldn't say anything in one sentence, he was silent for a long time, picked up the chopsticks again, and suddenly heard Song Weixi, who was sitting next to him, say, "Dad, don't you know? Grandma Zeng said that Mom went to find Uncle Lin." ”

Song Tingyu's eyes turned cold: "What did she go to do with him?"

When he heard Lin Shenghuan's name now, his whole person became irritable, after all, he drank Su Ran last night because of Lin Shenghuan's quarrel.

Song Weixi shook his little head, indicating that he didn't know.

Song Tingyu looked at Mrs. Song again, and she was eating very calmly: "You won't call and ask?"

It's the same sentence again......

Of course, Song Tingyu knew what was going on, and he would make it clear if he called and asked, but the question was ...... He and Su Ran ......

"I still need to ask, of course I went to see ...... because I thought about it."

A cool, mocking voice sounded beside him.

Old Madam Song's face immediately sank, put down her chopsticks, she turned her head and glanced at Shen Jing: "What nonsense are you talking in front of the child? Don't you know how to control your mouth? Do you need me to help you take care of it?"

Shen Jing immediately lowered her head and didn't dare to say anything.

Song Tingyu has long been surprised by the situation in front of him, anyway, he grew up like this since he was a child.

But Song Weixi, he didn't want him to see him, so he ordered Sister-in-law Fang to take him upstairs to eat.

He didn't want to face these himself, he just felt that he was very irritable now, so he simply put down his chopsticks and went upstairs.

"Tingyu, you haven't finished eating, where are you going?" asked Shen Jing.

"I don't have an appetite, so you can eat slowly. ”

Old Madam Song looked at his back, shook her head and sighed: "I can't sit still......"

Song Ting went upstairs and went directly to the study, originally holding a document to read, but found that he couldn't read a word, he looked at the clock hanging on the wall, looked at the document, and finally closed the document irritably.

It's past six o'clock, and he hasn't come back......

Suddenly, the wind and snow outside became stronger, and the open window of the study crackled, and he got up to close the window, and some snowflakes drifted in.

I don't know where Su Ran went? Such a big snowstorm is still outside......

Also, what the hell did she go to Lin Shenghuan for?