Chapter 30 Dance is scattered, and a glass of wine is exchanged with laughter
"She still can't forget you, right? Otherwise, she wouldn't have found someone like you to entrust her with for life. The warm arms left my neck, and the words of the moon came in my ears.
After calming down my mood, I turned around, looked at Yuezi's pretty face helplessly, and said:
"Why can't I hide anything from you?"
Yuezi smiled slightly and blinked.
"Because...... You've already told me the answer with your eyes. Hehe. Yuezi smiled, looking at her snow-white face, my heart moved slightly, "It's a pity." β
"What is a pity?" I squinted at the confinement.
"You and her. Yuezi said. "I can see that she still has some nostalgia for you. You do the same to her. β
"......" Although Yuezi doesn't know about me at all, she must have guessed the past between me and Tang Mengyan with her cleverness, and when Yuezi said this, my mood was suddenly a little low.
It's not just the confinement, in fact, I can see it. Actually, Tang Mengyan still has a little affection for me. To say that you can see it completely is deceitful. However, life has to go on, and we are just trying to find a new self and put aside the past self.
Looking at the confinement in front of me, I remembered the scene when I and Tang Mengyan left the wedding venue of their classmates.
That night, we were so drunk that we took our first steps between ourselves on that unforgettable night.
Five years later, tonight, we are strangers.
"Then again, Yuezi, your acting skills just now are really good. The voice became so loud, it really looked like a little sister. β
"I'm a little sister. Yuezi blinked, the corners of her lips bloomed with a smile, and there was actually a little playfulness on her face.
After a pause, Yuezi looked at me again.
"You have had a very memorable past between you, right?" Tsukiko looked at me, and the smile on her face turned to concern.
"Hmm. "When I was confined to her, I knew I couldn't hide it from her, but I still planned to tell her some stories," five years ago. Tang Mengyan is my girlfriend. I said to the confinement child, "We have been together for almost half a year. Afterward...... Because of a misunderstanding, I injured her ex-boyfriend, and she also left me to work in another city. We haven't seen each other again for five years since then. β
Listening to my story, Yuezi frowned slightly, she clasped her hands on her chest, and seemed to have a little regret and understanding for my history.
Her ex-boyfriend ...... Hurts badly, isn't it?" she raised an eyebrow and looked at me, "Otherwise, she wouldn't have just walked away." β
"Hmm. The brain is damaged, delirious, and cannot be recovered for the rest of his life. I sighed and selectively told Yuezi about this heart-wrenching past.
"No wonder. Yuezi hugged her chest, showing a trace of regret and understanding on her face, and this time, the smile on her face was rarely retracted.
At this time, several more Japanese customers came to greet me, said a few words that they were leaving, said that I danced well, and asked me why I was yelling at the guest just now.
Yuezi left to help me out, saying that I just shouted because the couple who left just now was going to get married, so I just blessed them in advance.
After listening to the explanation of the confinement, the Japanese customer suddenly realized that this was the case, so it stands to reason that they should also bless it.
After a few brief pleasantries, the Japanese customers finally left the ballroom one by one. With fewer and fewer people in the ballroom, the ball finally came to an end.
Ma Chu came over and said a few words to me, saying that he hadn't had such a good time in a long time as tonight, and he said that the other Japanese customers were also having a good time, and in general, this dance party would be so successful,
I laughed and said that it was expected.
However, Ma Chu still praised and said that he didn't expect me to be able to dance and dance so well. After that, Ma Chu asked me with a smile intentionally or unintentionally, saying, Xiaodong, where did you find such a beautiful girlfriend. It can't be a star who spent money to invite.
Regarding Ma Chu's question, I only smiled silently, only saying that we met by chance and had a good relationship.
Ma Chu didn't ask me too much about personal matters, and in the end, he still went home with his wife, saying that although tonight's dance was good, the Japanese customers were satisfied, and there would be cooperation discussions with Japanese customers in the next few days, which was the key at that time.
I said I was ready, and Ma Chu nodded and left.
As soon as Ma Chu left, I saw Xiao Jun walking by the neighborhood with his girlfriend he brought, and when he walked past me, Xiao Jun also glanced at me and Yuezi intentionally or unintentionally, especially on Yuezi in a black dress, Xiao Jun's gaze stayed for a while, and there was obviously a bit of men's desire for beauty in his eyes.
It wasn't until I found out that he was secretly looking at the confinement that Xiao Jun hurriedly turned around and pulled his girlfriend out of the dance hall unhurriedly.
After that, several backbones of the company came to greet me, and it can be seen that they all flattered me and said that I danced so well, and praised the amazing and beautiful confinement, saying that the confinement was like a princess in a fairy tale, which made them really envious of these big men. also said that I am worthy of being Sanxin Lao Dong, young and talented, so I can find such a beautiful girlfriend.
I laughed goodbye to them one by one, and as the flow of people slowly exited the ballroom, the band began to roll out, and the cleaning staff began to clean the venue.
As the lights gradually changed from flickering to bright, the entire dance hall was finally left with only a few scattered people, including me and Yuezi.
"It's over. Yuezi cut her hair, let out a long breath, and then stretched.
"You seem to be relieved?" I couldn't help but ask her when I saw the appearance of the confinement child.
"yes. Don't you see the eyes of your colleagues looking at me? I wouldn't be surprised if they did pounce on me like wolves. Yuezi smiled helplessly, "Sometimes, I really want to tear off my human skin." β
As she spoke, she deliberately pinched the tender white flesh on her arm.
At this moment, the confinement is actually a little playful and cute.
"So you're scared sometimes. "I looked at the confinement and made a joke.
"Yes, people's ** is the most terrible thing in the world. Yuezi stroked her hair, then patted me on the shoulder, squinted at me and smiled, "I only wore a formal costume like this once, and I vowed not to wear it again since." But this time, for the sake of you, a friend, I'm going to give it away. Hehe. β
"Hehe, it's really hard for you. "Although Yuezi seems to be an understatement, I know that Yuezi is not a person who likes to make herself very high-profile, and this time, she came to the dance for me, which really made her a little difficult.
Yuezi didn't care much about my words, she patted me on the shoulder and said casually: "Forget it, while it's not closed yet." Can you have a drink with me?"
Yuezi's sudden proposal made me not turn a corner for a while, and I subconsciously said, "Okay." β
"It's a little hot, so let's choose a cold beer with a low degree of alcohol. Yuezi said this, and went to the bar to bite two bottles of cold beer.
Because the dance hall has been chartered by us today, the drinks here are free, so I took it without paying.
After the confinement got the cold beer back, we sat in the corner of the ballroom drinking and chatting.
"Hey," on the sofa, Yuezi asked me with a smile while grabbing the cup and drinking wine, wiping the water stains on her lips, turning her head and squinting her eyes, "I was thinking about it just now." Sister Tang left you, and the reason why you haven't had a real girlfriend all these years, it should have something to do with Sister Xueqi, right?"
Hearing Yuezi's words, I felt Gordon in my heart.
The hand holding the glass trembled.
I'll you...... This woman's mind is too delicate.
A split second thought crossed my mind. I know that for confinement, any concealment I have is superfluous. Even if I can hide it from her for a while, I will eventually be penetrated by her.
After a short moment of hesitation, Yuezi actually saw my thoughts again.
"Looks like I'm right. β
Yuezi took a sip of wine and looked at me with a mysterious smile.
Sure enough, even the slightest hesitation, I would be taken in by her.
It's horrible.
Confined.
This beautiful and mysterious girl.
"Hehe, sort of. "There's no way, I can't hide it, and in the end I can only take a sip of wine," Xueqi and I have no father or mother. She's so young, and if I get along with another girl, I'm really worried that I won't have the heart to take care of her. Until she is truly independent, I will try my best not to find a girlfriend. β
"Uh-huh. It makes sense. Yuezi closed her eyes, there was still a smile on her lips, and then she took a sip of wine, "The wine is not very cold." I would have added some ice if I had known. Blunder. Hehe. β
Putting down the wine glass, Yuezi wiped the wine from her lips and continued to say to me, "You are really good to Sister Xueqi." And it can be seen that Sister Xueqi is also very dependent on you. β
"Xueqi was almost brought up by me. She is my dearest relative, and she has been here for so many years. There's no way I can't fail to take care of her, can I?"
I poured the last drop of wine from the glass into my stomach, put the glass down, and said.
"Huh. Right. Yuezi nodded, "But, it's not all right." β
"Huh?" I was a little puzzled by the words of the confinement for a while.
Yuezi smiled, and her fair face carried a mysterious color that would never go away.
"I'll guess casually, but please don't mind if it's wrong. I just want to think that you and Sister Xueqi are already inseparable...... You must have thought about marrying her when she is of marriage age, right?"
Yuezi's understatement made me feel like a thunderbolt in an instant.
For a short moment, my brain felt like it was short-circuited and couldn't function.
"Just kidding. I'm married to Xueqi, what are you talking about?" I replied with a forced smile.
"Lori cultivation plan," Yuezi stroked her hair, and the smile in the corner of her eyes was even stronger, and the charm and transcendent charm of that moment made me fascinated and almost suffocated. "Have you heard of it?"
Thundered.
All of a sudden, I felt as if I had been struck by a thunderbolt.
Can't move, can't think, can't speak.
Lori Cultivation Program.
This word is the first time I have heard it from someone else after I picked it up.
I didn't expect that person to be a confinement child.
That's true, Lori's cultivation plan, which is why I took Xue Qi in the first place.
At the beginning of taking Xue Qi in, I did have the dirty idea of raising Xue Qi into my own woman.
At the beginning, I just had the idea that Lori cultivated, so I adopted Xueqi, took her in, and raised her for so many years.
Although later, because I also knew that such a plan was unrealistic, I had the idea of almost giving up, but I still had a small glimmer of hope in my heart.
In my heart, I still regard Xueqi as my belonging, my treasure.
This is also the reason why I always do everything possible to protect Xueqi, and why I have never found a girlfriend in the real sense.
Because I knew that if I did have a partner, then the original plan, the thing that could almost be called a dream, would be completely shattered.
After all, although I no longer have the heart to implement the Lori cultivation plan, the initial residual thoughts still invisibly control my life and affect the trajectory of my life.
"Aha?"
"It's the idea of adopting a little girl and raising it to be your partner. Yuezi's bright and clear eyes winked at me and said, "Because of the pressure of social reality." Nowadays, many men have this idea. From a man's point of view, most of them like simple and weak little girls, mainly because they are more dependent, have fewer material requirements, and are simple-minded and easy to control. For men, that kind of charm is very great. Therefore, most men will have the idea of cultivating a little girl who is obedient to be their object. Sigmund Freud said that daughters are the 'mirror lovers' of many fathers, the object of fantasy of the perfect opposite sex. The so-called daughter is the father's last lover, which is also derived in this way. When a daughter gets married, the most painful thing is the father. That feeling...... It's like falling out of love. β
If you don't open your mouth, you can't open your mouth, and as soon as you open your mouth, you actually said such a long list of words, which really surprised me. What makes me even more shocked is that these words of Yuezi are really reasonable and impeccable to me.
Because every word she said, even every word, was like a nail in my heart.
Yuezi is really right.
Because my feelings for Xueqi are almost like this.
I like Xueqi very much. However, because I adopted her, I have become her father, or adoptive father, can we really be together in such a relationship?
There are so many factors to consider. The psychological gap, Xueqi's thoughts and her happiness, and the perspective of society...... There are too many factors that stand in the way between me and Xueqi. The gap between me and Xueqi is 16 years, not 6 years old, not 10 years old, but a full 16 years old.
When she can get married, I will be 36 years old, Xueqi is still the most beautiful moment, but I have already walked out of puberty, can I waste Xueqi's youth like that?
And even if I marry her, one day I will be old and old, and I will die many years before her, I am 70 years old, and she is only in her 50s. Women are inherently older than men, can I leave her alone in this world for decades?
I...... I really can't imagine a scene like that.
"You...... I really understand. "I was so shocked that I really had nothing to say, and in the end, I could only barely say such things to the confinement child.
"Hehe, I've read a lot of psychology books. "The confinement is flicking her bangs, and the charm on her face is infinite. "The relationship between you and Xueqi's sister can barely be regarded as a father-daughter relationship. So...... I think you will have more or less this thought. β
I took a deep breath, because I drank some wine, and the smell of wine in my stomach made me a little uncomfortable, and I whispered, "Yuezi, you really ...... It's scary. I now think that smart women are really scary. But, anyway, you're sharp-eyed, I know it's useless to hide it from you, I'm not afraid that you'll laugh at me, what you say, I do have some ideas. Now that I think about it, I haven't been looking for a partner all these years, and that's why. β
"Don't you think I'm dirty?"
Suddenly my hand warmed, and I saw Yuezi's smiling face facing me, lowered my head, and saw Yuezi's soft jade hand holding my palm.
"No, there's no shame at all. Hehe, actually, you can treat me as a man, just say what you want. Anyway...... That's how I see myself myself. Yuezi smiled and shook her head, "Moreover, I understand your thoughts very well. Moreover, it is still possible for you and Sister Xueqi to be together. Even if there is an adoptive father and daughter who has an adoption contract, they can get married even if the contract is terminated...... As long as there is a mutual affection. β
The words of confinement made my heart feel a warm current.
I never thought that it would be such a pleasure to tell others what is hidden in my heart and share it with others.
My father, my uncle, my relatives, Tang Mengyan, my colleagues. Friend...... For more than ten years, I have kept my and Xueqi's things and thoughts in my heart for too long.
That has always been a knot in my heart.
But now, after being seen through by the confinement child, and then revealing his heart, there is an indescribable sense of comfort.
At this moment, I suddenly realized that Yuezi is really the best listener.
It was also at this moment that I found that Yuezi was really a good confidant.
A good friend worth putting your heart to.
"Confinement ...... Thank you very much. After listening to your words, I feel a lot more cheerful, as if I have untied some knot. β
"Yes. Not bad. Cheers, then," she shook the glass in her hand, and Yuezi winked at me through the glass, "for ...... I can laugh like this tomorrow. β
"Cheers!" I poured my glass full of wine and collided with the moon.
Touch.
The glass touched the cold, snow-white water and splashed down on the ballroom that was gradually surrounded by darkness.
The dance hall, which had been bustling with hustle and bustle a few minutes ago, was silent again at this moment.
"Confinement?"
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"You...... Do you have a boyfriend?"
"Huh. Well, I only have friends. Like you. β
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