Of course, Xu Haoyang knows Han Shuhua, and he can basically be said to have a respectful and fearful attitude towards this senior in the gymnastics world. In the past large and small domestic and foreign competitions, he has also seen many grand scenes of Han Shuhua playing with the team. Han Shuhua stood to the side with a cold face, with a look of victory as a matter of course, and defeat as your useless expression. Not only athletes, but even coaches can dodge when they see her - they all know that she is not easy to mess with.

And Xu Haoyang, who has always been on the edge before, has not had any intersection with her.

And this time they suddenly looked at each other outside the stadium, and there was no reason why he couldn't say hello to her.

“…… Mr. Han. Xu Haoyang screamed.

"Hmm. Han Shuhua nodded, and took out a cigarette and lighter from his bag.

“……”

"Do you want it?" Han Shuhua felt the gaze cast from the side and shook the cigarette case in his hand.

"Nope. Xu Haoyang realized that he was staring at her unconsciously, and quickly waved his hand, "We can't smoke." ”

"I remembered. Han Shuhua glanced at him, "You are on active duty." ”

“…… Right. ”

"You're the one who partnered with Han Lu, right?" Han Shuhua asked again.

“…… It's me. My name is Xu Haoyang. ”

"I know you. Han Shuhua nodded, lit a cigarette with a lighter, and spit out a puff of smoke. "I'm sorry. She pointed her finger at his hair, and Xu realized that she was talking about the hair styling and the makeup on his face that they had done for the competition. "Because you don't look like you normally today. I'm not good at remembering people's faces. ”

"It's fine. Xu Haoyang squeezed out a smile, "Han Lu too, just like you." ”

This daring is genetic. He thought.

"What are you doing here?" asked Han Shuhua.

"It'......s nothing," Xu Haoyang said, "I feel a little stuffy inside, I want to come out and breathe." ”

"Take a breath?" Han Shuhua repeated, then frowned. Han Lu often had such an expression on her face, once she was like this, it showed that she didn't understand something, which meant that something bad was about to happen.

"But it's okay now. Xu Haoyang hurriedly said.

"I'll be honest, I don't quite understand," Han Shuhua still frowned, his eyes looking at Xu Haoyang. "Of course, that's probably your habit. People of your age often seem to like to come out and 'take a breath', and when there is something, or nothing, they will always say 'I want to take a breath', as if the fucking air outside is different from the inside, and the outside will give you life inspiration and soul guidance - will it?"

“……”

"Indeed?"

"I'm sorry for the mistake just now. Xu Haoyang said, "It's my problem." ”

"Huh?"

"The mistake just now was my problem. Xu Haoyang repeated.

"What you learned from the air outside......? Why are you apologizing to me?" Han Shuhua smiled incredulously, "Are you the kind of person who thinks that no matter what, as long as I apologize, I have a reason not to be blamed by anyone?"

"I didn't mean that. ”

"I won't blame you. Han Shuhua spat out a puff of cigarette, "This has nothing to do with me, and this is too stupid." ”

"Teacher Han......" Xu Haoyang hesitated for a moment, and then his heart opened horizontally. "Did you watch our show?"

"I watched. Han Shuhua narrowed his eyes and waited for the smoke in front of him to disperse. "It's stupid. ”

“……”

"I've never seen such a stupid performance, I don't know how you would have the courage to throw this person. You should probably go to kindergarten and give a reminder to the kids who are excited to be figure skaters after watching a few games. Let them know that this is the real pair skating, and that's how stupid it is. ”

“……”

"Still, I think your courage is good. Han Shuhua said, "If that piece is your own choice, you choose to challenge and control something that is stronger than you, and it is better than others to limit themselves to the box of 'what they can do'." She glanced at Xu Haoyang again, "Only this one I don't think is so stupid, the others are stupid." ”

Xu Haoyang fell silent.

His heart began to beat again, but this time it was out of sudden excitement.

Although Han Shuhua ruthlessly dismissed their entire performance, and her caustic words fully undermined his confidence, she was caught off guard and gave him the greatest encouragement - even if she had no intention of doing so.

At that moment, he almost wanted her to repeat what she had said, to confirm whether what he heard with his ears was true, but he held back, he definitely didn't want to challenge Han Shuhua's patience, even if he hadn't seen her lose patience.

After saying this, Han Shuhua had already finished smoking her cigarette, she didn't wait for Xu Haoyang's answer, but directly turned around and entered the door again, and returned to the venue.

Xu Haoyang stood there for a while, and now, he needed time again to sort out his emotions, about the recognition of his choice of tracks, and the fact that the tracks overrode his will and caused his movements to get out of control. It suddenly seemed to him that this mistake was not a big deal - it was not so different from the previous mistakes, and although it looked tragic and humiliating, he knew where the problem was.

It's much better than the feeling of failure in the past, and it's much better than the feeling of having done everything and just not knowing what the problem is, and finally thinking that your boundaries are like that.

Then, he thought that he should go back to talk to Han Lu, but at this time, the door behind him was pushed open again, and this time out of it was Han Lu who had not taken off his makeup and hair, and was wearing a coat wrapped around the performance costume.

Liu Bofei had just said a lot to Han Lu, but Xu Haoyang hadn't heard it, if he had heard it, then he would probably have been eager to get into the cracks in the ground.

Because, in order for Liu Bofei to make Han Lu understand, or to win Han Lu's sympathy - he doesn't know if she has such a thing, but he hopes that she has - he stubbornly said that Xu Haoyang is a poor child who needs everyone's care and pity. How sensitive his heart was, how fragile and fragile, how much he was treated and ignored in the process of growing up, and what kind of conditions did he grow up under conditions that were unbearable for ordinary people......

The story is made up in a dazzling way, and Liu Bofei himself is about to be moved by himself. He can even guarantee that if he tells this story on any variety show, he will make the audience cry.

Anyway, in a word, there is a reason why Xu Haoyang is so naïve like now, including Xu Haoyang's own reasons, and there are also reasons why he Liu Bofei doesn't care enough, in order not to cause more damage, he is now trying his best to make up for it, so he hopes that Han Lu can also ...... Hang in there.

Liu Bofei wasn't sure that Han Lu really understood what he said, but with his understanding of her, he would be optimistic that she understood or didn't understand, and it didn't make a difference to things. Han Lu is not the kind of person who will be very entangled in the process, she only looks at the outcome of things.

"What do you mean," Han Lu looked at Liu Bofei, "Let me be positive, take the initiative, I need to communicate with him, because he is a ......" She tried to organize the language, but she organized a divine word that she didn't know where to look: "The little sweetheart with a fragile heart?"

Burst.

Liu Bofei squirted out in his heart.

"Anyway...... You just try your best," Liu Bofei made it up too outrageously, and he was actually a little hypocritical. And it was on the premise that he knew that Han Lu was a straightforward dead brain in this regard, and would not question the authenticity of what he said. "Take care of him a little bit as much as possible......"

Han Lu rolled her eyes and sighed.

It's a sign of her acceptance.

"Okay. She stood up. Jiang Xin and Chen Tingyuan's show was two-thirds of the way through, but she didn't have any extra interest in watching them. "It's really stuffy here, and I go out to breathe. ”

After Han Lu also left, Zhao Zhixin couldn't help but come to Liu Bofei's side: "Coach Liu......" He said with a complicated expression, "Is it really okay for you to say that......"

"How do I know? Liu Bofei had a headache and forgot what he said. "That's all it said anyway. ”

"You said it all, but you simply said that Xu Haoyang is as ...... as the heroine of a youth pain novel."

"I'll take care of him! Let Brother Yulu save him!"

Of course, Xu Haoyang didn't know about this terrible conversation at this time. When he learned about this many years later, he could suddenly understand what the expression on Han Lu's face that could not be suppressed when he pushed open the door, containing various complex emotions such as sympathy, disdain, helplessness, patience, and so on.

- Liu Bofei, thank you for your whole family!

He roared inwardly after a long time had passed.

Back to the back door. When Xu Haoyang saw Han Lu, he felt a little embarrassed for a while.

I didn't think much of it at the time, but when I thought about it later, he really felt that he had done something inauthentic about leaving suddenly, which would make people think...... He is a very hypocritical person.

He didn't like to be seen that way.

He faced Han Lu and was about to say something to her - when he apologized or explained, Han Lu, who was shrouded in a kind of sympathy for him because of Liu Bofei's words, accidentally took a male lead script Han Lu, but opened his mouth first.

She tapped the knuckles of her fingers on the iron door behind her.

"Let's talk. She said simply.