Chapter 297: Luo Ning's Strangeness

After a night of trouble, although I was able to take advantage of the chaos to rest for a while, I still couldn't sleep well in the end. Less than three hours after sleeping, Luo Zijin and Luo Ning woke up one after another. The two of them glanced at each other, remembering what happened last night, and they both felt like they were in a dream. But the smell of earth and blood outside, wafting in through the cracks in the window, reminded them of what had happened at night.

"How are you? Were you scared?" Luo Zijin had also experienced assassination in the mansion after all, and this time she was quite calm, but she was more worried about Luo Ning. After all, she was also killed because she saved her.

"It's okay, I don't know. I guess I wasn't scared. What about you, you have just been kidnapped and rescued, and now you encounter this kind of thing, there won't be any psychological sequelae, right?" Luo Ning asked more worried about Luo Zijin.

"You don't say I forgot about being kidnapped. Looks like I'm really fine. You should have experienced this kind of thing for the first time, think about it again, what are you afraid of? Why don't we go out in a while, and ask Mr. Murong to help you check the pulse and see if you are scared. ”

"Mr. Murong can still scare me? Luo Ning asked in surprise. I really saw a different side of a lot of people today. It seems that since they appeared in her world, the whole world seems to have a bright light.

"It's a bit of a suspense to hear you say that. But if you are scared, there will always be some changes in your body. Although the heart disease has to be treated, it is also necessary to have a good body to make the capital. Luo Zijin said with a smile. It seems that Luo Ning is thinking a little wrong.

"Yes. Xiao Gong seemed to have taken his medicine last time to get better so quickly. However, I have always had a doctor who I often visit, and since my husband is here, I don't know if he will let me see another doctor. Luo Ning thought of Lin Hai and still hesitated.

Lin Hai himself has so many concubines, and he often talks to other women, but he just doesn't allow her to say a word to other men. The stingy and domineering machismo really made Luo Ning very unbearable. Obviously, if she just said one more word to someone, he would be jealous.

"You say that, why do I think your father-in-law cares about you so much? It's just a doctor, not an ordinary man, will he be jealous?" Luo Zijin said with a smile. Unexpectedly, his cousin really married a man who loved him. He rushed to him for her, and she was happy for her.

"He's jealous, he's a typical macho feudalism!" Luo Ning said angrily when he thought about it.

"You are in the midst of blessings and do not know blessings. His willingness to come for you is a testament to how much he cares about you. He had protected you in his arms before, and if he hadn't cared about you, how could he have done that? The fact that you were not hurt at all, not even a single skin was broken, is the best proof that he loves you. ”

"Yes, maybe at that moment, he loved me the most. However, what about when I returned to the house. There are also four women waiting to share his love. How much will I get in the end? When I married him, he already had two concubines in the house. After marrying me, he married two other women in succession. I have only been married to him for a little over three years. I can't imagine how many women I will have to welcome into the house to share his current love. ”

When Luo Ning thought of these realities, she was just sad and painful. She thought that she could just be a "good wife" and try to retrieve her memories while waiting for death in the Lin Mansion. However, the memories were not so easy to retrieve, but fell into the house fight she despised the most. Even her husband's love has to be obtained through guò struggle, and she is really not so confident.

For her, marrying did not give her a home of her own. On the contrary, it made her feel that she was out of place with the people around her. In order not to get involved in those competitions for favor that don't even have a chance to win, Luo Ning even forced himself to nest in the "Buddha Hall" all day long, being smoked by sandalwood, and reading those Buddhist scriptures that he couldn't understand.

For her music, the only ancient instrument she knows is the lute. In the beginning, she was still very interested in playing a few times and tried to learn other instruments. But in the second year of marrying into the Lin Mansion, she became less and less interested. Just watching the concubines singing and dancing, she was taking care of Xiao Lin Han on the side.

Luo Zijin listened to Luo Ning say these words in her heart, and saw that her whole person was full of resentment and pain, she felt sorry for her, so she could only take her hand and be speechless. For a married woman, such a life is indeed the most painful. Her husband's love is shared, and Luo Zijin can't imagine this happening to him now.

Although the prince has always been waiting for Qiao Zhihan affectionately, Luo Zijin knows what kind of girl Qiao Zhihan is. Her love is just blindly wishing the prince to be good, not fighting for anything. For Luo Zijin, she is like her sister who needs to be cherished.

Besides, she doesn't have anything to do with the prince yet. The prince has always treated her as a younger sister, and there is no personal relationship between men and women. Qiao Zhihan's identity is essentially different from Lin Hai's concubines, and Luo Zijin can't eat her jealousy even if he wants to. Therefore, the current Luo Zijin is happy. She couldn't persuade her to be relieved and want to be virtuous or something.

"At least, he's still with you. Since he's here, cherish it. Don't wait until you have to be separated to start nostalgic. Luo Zijin finally persuaded.

"What do you mean?" asked Luo Ning incomprehensibly. Why did she listen to this to her heart, but her brain couldn't understand it.

"It doesn't mean anything, maybe I'm using the wrong words. But the general meaning is that you still want to cherish the time you spend with him now. It's not like time has passed, and you won't do it again. The only thing that can be left is memory. Luo Zijin smiled and explained.

"Memory...... What if you can't even keep your memory?" Luo Ning asked thoughtfully.

"Memories can't be retained, and the deepest feelings at that time will still be remembered by the other senses of the body. For example, the smell in the air at that time. Even if you forget what happened in the past two days, you will always remember something when you smell the rain. The feeling of unease, the thrill of the thrill, the acceleration of the heartbeat, will not forget it all. Luo Zijin took Luo Ning's slightly cool hand and slowly warmed her.

"Yes, the feeling of déjà vu will remain. Ronin thought about it and smiled. She's been looking for these "memories" that haven't been forgotten by other bodily senses. (To be continued.) )