603. Joy and mourning

Three months of peaceful days passed, and finally one morning after three months, grandpa left, without warning, the doctor said that in fact, if grandpa went to surgery, maybe there was hope of life, but in the end grandpa still chose to refuse.

Because if the operation had been carried out, he would have been lying in the hospital bed three months ago, completely losing his freedom, and if the operation failed, he would have left early, so he chose to go to North Korea, and went through some formalities to pick up his comrades-in-arms who had played since childhood, and I buried my grandfather in the cemetery, with those brothers.

Grandpa's portrait is very kind and smiling, and at the same time, Grandma's grave has also been moved, and the two are buried together.

It rained a lot on this day, and there were many people who came to see grandpa, and when grandpa died, many local officials also came, after all, grandpa was a veteran, but they didn't care about it before, but this time they came with cameras and TV stations, and it seemed that they came to the cemetery to show off.

I told them that there are many veterans like my grandfather, and some of them are still living in dire straits, and I hope that these local officials can protect these veterans so that they can retire peacefully.

I originally advocated that my grandfather have surgery, after all, when I had surgery, I added some means and spells to be able to save more life, so that I could live longer, but in the end I still gave up, from the time my grandfather came back with the columbarium, I saw his satisfied expression, and the day before he left, he said to me: "It's time to go, I dreamed of my brothers yesterday, and I dreamed of fighting with them against American GIs." ”

Grandpa smiled and said that the ashes of one of them could not be found completely, because the original battle was very fierce, the brother held a bag of explosives, and ascended to heaven with a large group of American soldiers, and finally only found one arm, I don't know if it was the brother's or other soldiers'.

Sometimes life is like this, there are gatherings and scattering, time is always advancing, and all that can be left is eternal and unchanging memories.

I remember when I was a child, I disobeyed my grandfather, and sometimes when I came home from school, I would see that other children had rock sugar gourds to eat, and they all had fried stinky tofu to eat, so I yelled for my grandfather to buy it.

My grandfather bought me a fried chicken leg for the two dollars he was going to drink tea, and I ate it very happily and enjoyed the envious eyes of my classmates.

During that time, almost as a primary school student, I could see my grandfather's pedal tricycle every day when I came home, I sat on the tricycle, and other children came to rub the seats, and everyone called me grandpa, what old grandfather, good father-in-law and so on, and my grandfather also enjoyed the flattery of the children.

I know that the one-two-two-tricycle will always exist in my memory, and it can't come back, it can't come back......

When I was in college, my family had no money for me, my parents borrowed a lot of money but it was not enough, and then my grandfather took out a sum of money, and when I asked, I found out that it was the coffin book that my grandfather saved for himself, because my father was very depressed, what did he fail to do, and later became a worker, and there was no stable source of income, several uncles were arrogant, although the market bought some health products for my grandfather, but my grandfather did not want to see them.

Later, they gave me the money as my living expenses, and on the way my grandfather sent me to the station, I held back, and it was very hard, and the moment I got on the bus, I burst into tears, and I cried all the way, like a fool, and other people looked at me like a fool.

I thought that I was working, so that my grandfather could enjoy Qingfu, but I was often not at home, and the old man was worried, and now that things are over, I have my own career, but when I look back, the old man is gone......

Maybe life is like this, full of imperfections, when I achieved the determination of the year, the wish of the year, and when I returned to the original place, everything changed, whether it was unrecognizable, whether it was a complete stranger, and most importantly, the person in my heart was gone.

Now this black Hanyu tombstone may be my only reward to my grandfather, but I understand very well that what my grandfather wants is not these finances, nor these limelight, what his old man lacks the most is companionship.

It's just that when I want to accompany the old man to talk and play chess, it's too late.

Sometimes I think that it would be nice if there was a time artifact in this world that goes back to the past, and I use it to go back to see my grandfather, my grandmother, the old place, and the mud house I remember when I was a child.

"Alright, let's go back, it's getting heavier and heavier. Jiang Wanting gave me an umbrella, and Bai Jingjing also said, "Go back." ”

I glanced at my father who was in a daze, he didn't cry, but stayed here quietly, although my father was a mess, but he was very filial, and fortunately it was him, my grandfather was quite happy in the last few years.

"You guys go first. The father said, "I'll stay for a while." ”

"Brother. "The eldest aunt also came, behind the eldest aunt was the eldest uncle who gave him an umbrella, at this time the eldest uncle applied for a prison visit, he was a political prisoner, and he did not ask for leave, so the prison also depended, and the whole person has changed a lot, he is wearing a shiny iron handkerchief on his hand, and behind him are two policemen.

The policeman looked at me and shook his head, as if sympathizing with my helplessness, I looked at Wang Ziwei and said, "You sisters share an umbrella dad, I'll hold up my old man." ”

The girls all snuggled up and returned to the car, while I held an umbrella beside my father, after all, the spring rain was scorching, and I was afraid that he would get sick if I got too much water.

The father suddenly spoke, "Erni." ”

He is calling me aunt, because she is the eldest daughter in the family, second to my dad, so usually my dad also calls him Erni, I said: "Dad heard annoyed Gensheng before, in the last few days, he chattered in the market, Gensheng worked hard in it, and he was harmed, but Dad couldn't pull this face to apologize to Gensheng." ”

The eldest uncle cried out and knelt on the ground: "My father...... Ahhh......h

He cried miserably, and the policeman behind him didn't speak, just watched and watched like two iron men.

The aunt also shed tears: "Now the baby has gone to school and can't come back in time, but knowing the news of her grandfather's death, Nier is still very sad, brother...... I'm sorry, I've ...... all these years."

"It's all gone, and now everyone is still a family, by the way, how is Gensheng now?"

"The sentence was commuted, and I should be able to come out in another five years, but fortunately, the old man and Xiaosheng gave me a blow to the head at that time, and I came to my senses...... In the beginning, my goal was to be a parent official for ordinary people, but then I forgot my roots...... Maybe it's the ever-expanding mentality that made me gradually lose my self and become a person who I am very strange. ”

He laughed to himself as he spoke.

The father sighed sullenly, as if he was feeling nostalgia, but he still didn't speak again, he patted his uncle on the shoulder, I know that from now on, my father forgave my uncle.

I didn't stop at the cemetery, but went back to my house and took a look at the portrait of my grandfather hanging in the lobby, when a staff member came over and said, "Mr. Sun, we found a box when we were dealing with these old things, you can take a look." ”

My father was stunned and opened the box, but when he opened the box, his eyes were moist, and there was a black and white photo in it, as well as a few cents, and in the photo, it was the grandparents when they were young, and there were three or four little babies on their knees.

He told me that his family was poor, but his grandfather insisted on taking a family photo, and his grandmother couldn't resist him, so he agreed.

The father kept the photos well, and set up a banquet at the door, this is a funeral banquet, and now the old man died at the age of eighty-eight, which can be regarded as a good death, so it is a happy funeral, and the people who come are some old relatives.

Part of it was because my family used to be very poor and cut off contact, but this time my father thought that after all, they were also relatives, so they would recover, after all, my career is okay now, no matter what others think, we just keep our original intention.

I was standing at the door of the steps and smoking, and then I saw that Little Diamond Wind also came over, Little Diamond Wind had a very good relationship with me on weekdays, and my grandfather also liked him very much, because Little Diamond Wind also played chess, so this time, he also came over with his wife and children.

But Little Diamond Wind is preoccupied, and it seems that something is about to say to me.