Chapter 568: Unwillingness
(Cat flutter Chinese) By now, Lu Xiang no longer had the initial pain, she was more of a feeling of tiredness, and a feeling of wanting to free herself.
However, Mu Xiuchen still couldn't let go, in the end, did he really like Lu Xiang or was unwilling, after all, Lu Xiang had pursued him hard but couldn't, but now he suddenly gave up at the moment he was tempted.
She is the one who loves him, and she is the one who doesn't love him in the end.
But no matter what, Lu Xiang didn't want to see him.
Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, Chu Ci and Fu Heng also divorced.
Lu Xiang once thought that they would be able to go on for a long time, but he didn't expect that in the end, Lao Yan would fly separately, the reasons are too complicated, after all, the personalities of the two people are introverted, and some words are reluctant to come out in their hearts.
Unlike her, what comes out.
But she still didn't get the love she wanted.
So many times, whether you can maintain a marriage until the end is related to your personality, but whether it has that much to do with it, choosing the right talent is the most important.
When Lu Xiang called Chu Ci, he obviously felt that her mood was very low, and she was very reluctant to this relationship, but on the surface, she still had to pretend to be very calm and indifferent, Lu Xiang was extremely distressed, and comforted her with two words of comfort, so that her heart was relaxed, the outside world is very vast, fresh meat can be found casually, there is no need to put it on Fu Heng alone.
Chu Ci smiled, but the smile was reluctant, probably because he was afraid that his negative emotions would infect Lu Xiang's body, so Chu Ci hurriedly shifted the topic to Lu Xiang and asked her how the baby was.
Lu Xiang was just tossed by this child and vomited bitterness, now his legs are swollen badly, his face is also swollen, he is fat and shapeless, and he is angry: "This fart child may be tossed, I still have to be tortured for three months, and it is really painful to conceive a baby in October." ”
"It's okay, it's only been three months, soon, you're there, is it convenient to reveal, I'll go see you?"
"Not for the time being, I'm fine, but I'm a little homesick and miss my mother. Lu Xiang sighed softly: "I didn't like her very much before, I always resented her and hated her, because when she was busy with her career, she went to give lectures everywhere, and she didn't like to take care of me very much, I was so rebellious for a while that I didn't even want to go home, and now I think about being a mother is quite hard." ”
Chu Ci pursed his lips slightly: "Some things can only be known if you have to experience them yourself." ”
If you don't want to be a mother, how can you experience the hard work of being a mother, Chu Ci suddenly thought of his diagnosis and treatment report, and felt a little uncomfortable and a sense of loss in his heart.
"Oh yes, Mu Xiuchen came to me not long ago. ”
When Lu Xiang said this, his expression was still very calm.
"He's gone to look for you, have you talked?"
"Well, I don't want to see my child until he is born. ”
"And then!"
Then he was gone, and Wen Wen was hospitalized with a stomach hemorrhage, and he went back to see her. At this point, Lu Xiang's emotions were still a little nervous, and he tried his best to pretend that he didn't care in front of outsiders, but as soon as he arrived in front of his good friends, those disguises disappeared all of a sudden.
Who knows the grievances in her heart!
She still cares after all.
"How can I trust him when you and him are like this, even if I am with him, he still can't let go of the warmth and something, that kind of life is a cycle over and over again, what do you want me to do, Chu Ci, what should you and I do?"
Chu Ci bit her lip, and didn't know how to answer for a while, and after a long time, she said: "Lu Xiang, forget it, if he doesn't love you, someone will love you, find someone who loves you and live a good life, don't look back." ”
In fact, when I think about it, the marriage of the two of them is quite a failure, and it is because of the same woman, I don't know if the warm rank means are too high, or it should be something else!
Lu Xiang's mood slowly calmed down, and she smiled lightly: "Actually, I can't let go if I want to, but I don't plan to turn back." ”
"I know, after all, you've been in love for so many years. ”
It's like Shen Mubai.
For Chu Ci, Shen Mubai is also an indelible light in her youth, so now that he has become like this, Chu Ci has never been able to let go, and she and Fu Heng divorced in vain, but she just couldn't let go.
"Well, no. Lu Xiang exhaled: "When I give birth to the child, I will go back to Yicheng to see you." ”
"Okay, then I'll wait for you. “
After hanging up the phone, Lu Xiang leaned on the side of the bed and took a sip of water, telling himself not to be sad, otherwise it would have a bad impact on the child.
She wanted to turn back but was unwilling, in the end, she couldn't calm down.
used to love so humbly and without dignity, and once thought that I saw hope, but in the end I still found that I was sentimental.
During her hospitalization, Qi Jue came to see her a few times, and the two of them just chatted as ordinary friends, Lu Xiang is not stupid, a man who doesn't have a girlfriend has been courteous to her three times and twice, and she still understands what's going on, but Qi Jue seems to have a more tendon in her brain, no matter how Lu Xiang hints, she insists on coming.
He didn't show too much, which made Lu Xiang think that he was thinking too much, maybe he was a living Lei Feng, for the sake of his former classmates, and he was a divorced woman who was still far away in a foreign country, so he felt sympathy and wanted to help, that's all.
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Hospital.
Mrs. Mu has been hospitalized for more than a month, and the situation has become less and less optimistic recently, and she has been in a coma for a longer and longer time.
Mu Xiuchen rushed to the hospital after dealing with the company's affairs, he didn't sleep all night last night, and went to the company for a meeting in the morning, only slept for a while in the halfway from the company to the car, and now the whole person is extremely tired, and a cup of black coffee can't solve the problem.
Fortunately, the old lady woke up today, saw her grandson in front of her, and frowned: "Why are you so thin!"
"It's okay, it's just that I've been a little tired lately. ”
"Are you alone, didn't Lu Xiang come?"
The old lady was sick, and her memory was a little missed, she always thought that Lu Xiang didn't leave, and Mu Xiuchen didn't break it, and said lightly with a smile on the corner of her lips: "Xiangxiang, she is pregnant with a child, her belly is big, it's inconvenient to come, have you forgotten?"
"Oh, so, that won't let her come. ”
The old lady's eyes were cloudy, her eyes were scattered, and she was slurring some words, Mu Xiuchen didn't hear clearly, but he was also talking to her patiently, holding her hand and listening to the old lady's chatter.
Mu Xiuchen never had a mother, and his father had no talent, and he was squeezed out of the overseas business department, so he has always been brought up by the old lady and is the favorite of the old lady. At this moment, the old lady seemed to recall the events of his time for a long, long time.
After a while, the old lady was a little tired, took the medicine and fell asleep, Mu Xiuchen stood up and went to find the attending doctor.
A frown furrowed very tightly, and after hesitating for a long time, the situation is not optimistic, after all, he has reached the age.
Mu Xiuchen was not reluctant, he patted the doctor's shoulder and tried his best.
He understands the truth of the flow of life, but it is still difficult to accept when it really arrives.
When he went back, Mu Xiuchen called Fu Heng.
"There's something I want you to help with!"
Fu Heng was in a state of divorce, and there were many things around him, so he frowned and asked, "What's the matter!"
"The old lady may not be able to. ”
Fu Heng was silent.
"When the old lady is gone, the Mu family will change, and I will need your help when the time comes. ”
Fu Heng was still silent.
"Help or not, in a word. ”
"Mu Xiuchen, are you ready?"
"I've been preparing for six years, what about you!"
"Good!"
After getting Fu Heng's affirmation, Mu Xiuchen's mind suddenly fell to a big stone, he picked up his mobile phone and called the assistant again: "Block the news that the old lady is critically ill, and no one is allowed to visit." ”
His voice was serious and cold, and the assistant immediately replied with a good word.
The Mu family is about to change, maybe he will be exiled like his father, he has been depressed for so many years, maybe he will break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly and take back the original one that belonged to them.
Time was of the essence, and he could not be distracted any more.
When he returned to the old house, Mu Xiuchen got out of the car and saw a slender figure standing at the carved gate from a distance, and when he got closer, he saw that it was warm.
"Why are you here?"
"I called you and you didn't answer, so I had to try my luck here and see if I could wait for you. ”
The door opened, and Mu Xiuchen walked inside, his voice hoarse and cold: "Looking for me?"
"Well, my drama has been stopped, and now I can't receive any announcements, do you want me to rest, or do you want to disappear from the entertainment industry. ”
Mu Xiuchen turned his head and looked at her, feeling for the first time that this face was so irritating.
"If I wanted you to disappear from the entertainment industry, you wouldn't be standing in front of me now. ”
He was too tall for Wen Wen to look up at him, and in his eyes she read something she had never seen before, disgusted and disgusted, and felt that she didn't know what to do.
Wen Wen froze and bit her lower lip for a moment.
Mu Xiuchen restrained his demeanor: "You have too much negative news, I will let you rest for a year, so I have people withdraw those notices, you can choose to travel, and the company will reimburse the expenses." ”
"I don't want to. Wen Wen was very stubborn: "You want to drive me away?"
Mu Xiuchen pressed his eyebrows, not wanting to bother her anymore: "Go back, I'll let the driver send you." ”
"Mu Xiuchen, what's wrong with you?"
"Not much, just a little tired. ”
Just a little tired?
"Is grandma sick and hospitalized?" Wen Wen stepped forward: "Isn't it serious, so you are in such a bad mood?"
Mu Xiuchen stopped walking ahead.
It's quite serious, it's going to be bad.
He seems to be about to become a loner, living alone in this big courtyard, so lonely!
Suddenly, his gaze became empty.
Wen Wen pursed her lips and asked, "Can I go see her?"
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