【211】Thank you for meeting you 2
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I worked hard to take credits, and I actually finished my major courses early, and I began to receive more tutors, which almost filled my spare time for the week. I knew he was about to graduate from graduate school, and I knew that I was going to be separated from him forever, and it was a kind of eternal separation.
Anna saw my sadness, and she told me to be brave enough to confess to my loved one, and if I can't do it now, then make myself beautiful and go to him.
How can I confess to him?
In that year's graduation season, the student council still held a costume ball, and perhaps, I could take advantage of this opportunity to get close to him?
Anna knew about the masquerade, she designed the image of the mermaid princess for me, and in the days when I was struggling to follow in his footsteps, I always liked a song "The masquerade", which was so fitting to my heart for him, and the story of the mermaid princess and the prince was not the ending that I was about to end with him?
But what I can't say for sure is that he's always on my mind or not?
Thankfully, he came, they didn't make up, they were still his usual appearance, quietly waiting in the last corner of the auditorium, as if he was helpless and couldn't integrate himself into this summer's parting.
I begged the host for a chance to play the dance music I brought and sing a song, and perhaps the host was also moved by my appearance as a mermaid princess and actually agreed to me.
"Sir, may I have the pleasure of dancing with you?" he must have wondered how much courage I had mustered to get close to him, and how hard it took me to suppress the tremor of my voice.
That was the first thing I said to him, and I almost fainted with happiness when he took me into the crook of his arm, but fortunately it was all hidden behind the mask of the Sea Princess.
That dance music carries the sadness of parting, that's my heart.
Perhaps he sensed it too, smiled and bowed down to me, "What's this piece called?"
It was the voice I had missed for too long, and my eyes were hot, but I managed to meet his eyes with all my courage.
"Masquerade. I replied to him, I don't know why the voice got stuck in my throat, and it came out very low, and I don't know if he heard it.
In the face of him who was about to be a thing of the past forever, I tried to suppress the heart that was about to jump out of my chest, I tried to suppress the tears from falling, I could not let him notice anything strange about me. Perhaps he had noticed the sweat in my palms, or perhaps he had noticed the trembling of my voice as I answered your question.
"Do I know you? what's your name?" he asked, adding a second question.
But I was too nervous to answer, and I knew that if I opened my mouth, I would expose my anomaly, but maybe he wouldn't notice anything, because he didn't care, because he didn't know me.
Towards the end of the dance, he asked, "Can you take off the mask?"
Of course not!
I let go of his hand, and my heart ached for a moment, and I curtsied him, and I left him in the end of the music.
Then, the host replayed for me the soundtrack of the dance music I had just played, which I had sung a thousand times, and the first line in it was my heart, and I was answering him, and maybe he didn't understand.
"Please don't ask me to uncover the beauty of hypocrisy, I'm afraid I'll see a faint regret in your eyes, when the music is over, I'll leave you, and we'll all return with good memories......"
The host is also the person I am most grateful to, and after singing the song, he was willing to report the last parting message for me: "That song just now is dedicated by Miss Hai Lanlan to the only, forever, dear Mr. Mo Sichen." ”
I saw him suddenly break away from the crowd and run towards the stage, and I was so frightened that I fled. Backstage, I hurriedly untied the aqua blue coat, and didn't dare to wear the mask of the mermaid princess anymore, and rushed out of the auditorium through the small door.
I hid behind the bushes and saw that he had chased him out, still holding the mask I had discarded.
He's actually looking for me! He's not without feelings, he's already associated hyacinth flowers and sweaters with aquamarine.
This realization made me happy, but it was more sad, and I could only hold my breath in the face of him a few steps away, and I was afraid that he would choke out when he heard me.
Unfortunately, he would never know that Aqua Lan Lan was just a shell, a prop borrowed to get close to him.
He was confronted with a withdrawn soul and a beautiful mask.
I thought that after that, he would forget about the blue of the sea on the eve of graduation, and I was going to keep only the warmth that his arms gave me at that masquerade.
So, after that prom, I wanted to let go of Mo Sichen completely.
I joined KG as an intern and started my career as Jason's assistant secretary, and as soon as I completed the entry procedures, I accepted Jason's suggestion and immediately went abroad for birthmark removal, and I came back after a few months of treatment.
The new look gave me the courage to face life, I can finally grow beautiful long hair, I can finally pull my long hair lightly, and finally my right cheek can be shown in front of people.
Finally, the word "pretty" can also be given to me.
Because I used the identity of a KG employee when applying for a visa abroad, and because Jason always called me "shen", this also became my English name, and the people in KG called me Luo Shen, so I changed my name to Luo Shen, and the new name may give me a new identity and get rid of the shadow of the past.
But without his Haicheng, I was even more lonely and lonely, and memories and thoughts sustained all my lonely nights.
I didn't accept Jason's funding for nothing, I negotiated with Jason to just borrow his money, so I worked hard, and after a few years, I finally paid back Jason's money, and I could finally stand in front of Jason with a clear conscience, and finally dare to get along with him as friends, and Jason finally understood my heart of wanting to achieve my dream by my own efforts.
Actually, what Jason didn't know was that Luo Shen's biggest dream was him-Mo Sichen.
But I knew that I was a stranger to him, and because I knew that there was no future, I never inquired about his whereabouts, and I think we would forget about each other.
This longing became stronger and stronger, I often unconsciously wrote his name, and one day when I was looking up information on the Internet, I unconsciously typed his name into the index bar, and when I pressed the magnifying glass, I was surprised and panicked by the whole page containing the three words "Mo Sichen".
I clicked in one by one, looked at them one by one, and finally ended up on a corporate website. Chen Dong, Hotel, Group, Chain, General Manager......
This information has been stimulating my eyes and heart.
I wonder if this person is him?
Then I saw that the hotel headquarters turned out to be in Jinhai, the city where I was born!
After a few nights of insomnia, I finally found my sister Yu Jia, who was also born in Love Angel, she works in Jinhai, and I asked him to help me verify, and I only need to take a photo to confirm it.
In the torment of waiting, she finally waited for Sister Jia's letter, and she sent photos by traditional mail, as well as his basic condition.
That's him, the one I think about day and night!
The fact that he already has a good girlfriend doesn't stop me from running to him. From the moment I confirmed that he was him, I was looking for a way to meet him.
Sister Jia continued to help me keep an eye on him, and she also took advantage of her position to go to the Chendong Hotel to work for several training classes, pretending to hang out and meet him after work, sometimes in the corridor, sometimes in the hall, and she secretly took pictures of him.
The thoughts are getting thicker and thicker, and I can't dissolve them for a long time.
Sister Jia said that he had signed up for a Lijiang tour group, and he planned to take an annual leave.
My little heart began to beat uncontrollably, and I found the group he had signed up for, and there was still a place! Almost immediately, I signed up and paid the fee.
Can I see him? In a way that has no traces, a natural and ordinary encounter, will he still remember me?
Always remember May 15th.
I came here with all my thoughts, and I met him on the tour bus at the airport.
And this encounter is like a reenactment of the day I went to college and entered the aircraft school. I was the last in the group to arrive, and when I got on the bus, I saw him at first sight, and he was still sitting in the front seat on the school bus a few years ago, and I was stunned to please him, raised my hand and put my luggage on the luggage rack, and then gave me the front seat, and he walked to the back row himself...... It overlaps so much with the plot of the first encounter that I suddenly feel like I'm in a dream.
When the car door closed, I realized that it was reality.
When I checked into the hotel, I found a problem, all the members of the group were in pairs, or groups of three or five, and only me and him came out alone. So, I mustered up the courage to go up to him and make an offer to be with him, and he agreed, much to my surprise and happiness.
After that couple, we had a real tourist holiday together, and then I said that since we were all single, we might as well pretend to be lovers.
There are no regrets, there are no traces, and don't leave traces in the other party's heart. This is our agreement to pretend to be lovers.
So, he and I really started the game, bought a temporary calling card on the street, and agreed to throw it away together when the game was over. Being with him like a lover was the longest dream I've ever had. Stayed in the room next door to him or across the door, and he would help me with my backpack when I climbed the snowy mountains. We bought souvenirs on the streets of the ancient city and took pictures of each other, but we didn't take a group photo because we were all just people in the game.
The group guide gave a day and a night of free time, I rode with him to a small town called Luo Wei, and strayed into the edge of a water splashing game team, both of them were splashed wet, and I and the camera hid in his arms and were well protected, thinking that we had avoided splashing water, but we didn't want a heavy rain to come immediately.
The mountain chill forced us to open a temporary hotel to warm up, and the heavy rain filled the town's hotel rooms, so we grabbed the last vacant room.