When Xue Qi saw me come back, her little face showed a faint joy, she got off the sofa, ran to my feet barefoot, and looked at me with her head raised.

Perhaps because of her limited vocabulary, Xue Qi didn't know how to express the joy and condemnation in her heart, and finally she just grabbed my pants with a faint smile and said to me, "Papa, I'm so hungry." ”

"Qiqi is hungry. I'm sorry, but Papa had to work last night, so I'm coming back late, so Papa will make you breakfast. "Qiqi didn't blame me for a word, but I rarely apologized in my heart. The best thing I could do was to touch Xue Qi's head to comfort her and ask her to wait, and then I went straight to the kitchen to make breakfast for Xue Qi.

When I was in the kitchen, I felt a little emotional, I kept thinking about Tang Mengyan's face in my mind, and the more I thought about it, the more my brain was in a trance, until now I still have an unbelievable feeling when I think that I had a relationship with her.

Thinking that I would be with Tang Mengyan in the future, I was inexplicably excited.

When I was very young, I used to think about what kind of girls I would find in the future, and what kind of person my partner would be.

I have thought about all kinds of types, but now, the fantasy has come to an end, and I am finally with Tang Mengyan, a cheerful and sunny person.

It's a little strange to think about it.

I'll you, we're just together?

On several occasions, I even kept asking myself if I was dreaming.

It wasn't until I received a text message from Tang Mengyan on my phone that I finally woke up from a dream.

After having breakfast with Xueqi, I received a text message from Tang Mengyan, the content of the text message was simple, but it made me indescribably warm.

The text message reads like this:

"Husband, why is this slow, I'm starving, buy me a piece of glutinous rice and come back, I want to add cabbage and meat floss~~"

When I saw Tang Mengyan's cute text message to me, I would smile heartily, and then reply to her, okay, I will definitely bring it.

"Papa, what are you laughing at?" Xue Qi saw me laughing and playing with my phone alone, and Xue Qi immediately asked me with some curious blinking.

"Oh, Papa is playing a mobile game. As soon as Xue Qi asked, I raised my head and casually made up a lie to answer her, "Qiqi hurry up and eat, and take you to school after eating papa." ”

"Hmm. Urged by me, Xue Qi immediately nodded obediently, and then buried herself in eating hard.

After breakfast, I took Xueqi to school, and then I quickly turned the car around, drove the car to the company, and started my day of work life.

Although my life is still going back and forth between home, Xueqi's school, and work, I always feel that my life has changed drastically since that day.

In the next period of time, my relationship with Tang Mengyan became closer and closer, we ate together, went shopping together, and every night, I sent Tang Mengyan home on time. She and I are inseparable.

Within a few days, the whole company knew about my relationship with Tang Mengyan. But I just feel extremely happy and not uncomfortable because I have attracted everyone's attention.

Tang Mengyan and I are a legitimate couple, no matter what others say, they can't change this fact.

As I have been dating Tang Mengyan for more and more time, I have become more and more familiar with Tang Mengyan. From my dealings with her, I also know Tang Mengyan's background, and I learned that at the age of 21, she dropped out of college before she went to college, but she kept dodging and didn't tell me the reason for dropping out. In addition, I also learned about Tang Mengyan's family situation. Tang Mengyan's family is a middle-class family, the family is quite wealthy, although it is not a famous family, but it is also a well-off family, Tang Mengyan's father is also a businessman, and her mother works in a bank. The family is currently in a newly built apartment near the downtown flyover. In short, after a period of contact with Tang Mengyan, I learned a lot about her story. I also gradually discovered that Tang Mengyan was also different from what I imagined.

Of course, Tang Mengyan and I are still as close, or more and more intimate.

Every night, I would text her on my phone until midnight, and every week, I would take her shopping, buy clothes, and sometimes I would accompany her to the movies. Tang Mengyan is a typical girl who likes to go shopping, and when she goes shopping, she likes to visit one fashion store after another, and keeps asking me how this one is, and whether that one is beautiful.

Every time, my answer is the same, pretty, beautiful.

Of course, sometimes Tang Mengyan will deliberately pick a piece that she is not satisfied with, and ask me if it is good, when I say that I am beautiful, she scolds me and says that I have poor vision, this is the most ugly dress she has ever seen. That's when I had to laugh.

As time went on, I found myself liking Tang Mengyan more and more. She has completely entered my life and has become an indispensable presence in my life. I can't live without her more and more.

We play together, go to the mall together, watch movies together, and even do it together. Love.

As long as I am with Tang Mengyan, I can always have a good time, and I rarely have boredom or leisure time.

I found that I fell in love with the feeling of being with Tang Mengyan.

I really fell hopelessly in love with her.

I fell in love with Tang Mengyan, a cheerful and beautiful girl.

For a whole few months, I was inseparable from Tang Mengyan, indulging in the feeling of being in love, and we even opened a room and had sex several times. Of course, the next few times, I was a little more cautious and didn't take precautions like I did the first time I did with her.

Of course, during the period of getting along with Tang Mengyan, Tang Mengyan also mentioned to me several times that she wanted to go to my house to have a look, but only for this reason, I made excuses to excuse her again and again.

Because, I don't want her to find out the only secret I keep from her.

I don't want her to know about Xueqi.

Xueqi, you must not break into my and Tang Mengyan's world.

At least not yet, I admonished myself.

However, as time goes by, what I feel is that Xueqi is becoming more and more redundant, just because she is there, so I can't fully open up to Tang Mengyan.

Because of the opening of the room with Tang Mengyan, I didn't even go home for several nights, and the excuse for Xueqi was that I was too busy with work. And Xue Qi has never doubted me.

For a long time, I rarely went to relationship Xueqi anymore, and for me, she was like a burden. Because of her, I had to make a lot of excuses to explain to Tang Mengyan that I couldn't go out on a date with her. Because of her, I can't bring Tang Mengyan to my house for the night. Because of her, I can't promise Tang Mengyan that I can drive to pick her up every morning. Because I'm going to send Xueqi to school.

Unconsciously, Xueqi seemed to have stepped out of my world, and I really cared very little about her anymore.

In my life, I also spend less and less time with Xueqi. In addition to picking her up and cooking for her every day, my time is basically spent texting with Tang Mengyan, going out on dates or staying overnight.

What exactly is Xueqi to me?

Sometimes I reflect.

At first, I had the idea of raising her to be my wife, but later on, I wanted to treat her as my daughter. But what about now?

She seems to have become a burden in my life.

Because of her, I can't let go of many things.

Because of Xueqi, I can't go to other places to meet customers, and because of Xueqi, I can't take Tang Mengyan home. Sometimes, I really start to feel burned out of the life of taking care of Xueqi every day.

There were a few times when I even thought that maybe life without Xueqi would be normal for me. That's right, I was supposed to be in a normal relationship, with a normal girlfriend of the same age, a normal job, and a normal family. These are the things I deserve.

But because Xueqi is here, I can't live a normal life.

I've always lived in lies, lying to all kinds of people, just to hide the truth about Xueqi's existence in this world. Just to cover up the fact that my Lori cultivation plan existed at the beginning.。

When I was with a sunny girl like Tang Mengyan, the more I always felt that that was the life I had normally, and my life should have been like this.

I should have a normal job, and I should have been in a relationship with a girl my age who liked, not with a girl who was a full sixteen years younger than me.

The longer we have been dating, the more I feel.

In the end, Xueqi has become a burden to me.

Every night when I sleep at the head of the bed, I often ask myself: Xueqi, what is it?

Maybe the girl's mind is naturally sensitive, several times, maybe Xue Qi, who is smart in Bingxue, also saw that my attitude towards her was gradually cold, and whenever I put down my phone, I could always see Xue Qi looking at me silently with an expressionless face.

At that time, I asked Xue Qi what was wrong, but Xue Qi just shook her head, um, but didn't answer anything. Seeing Xue Qi's expression, I didn't care, I just asked her to go to bed early, and then turned around and continued to open the new email received on her phone.

Life went on as usual. Of course, there were also a few times when I wanted to tell Tang Mengyan about Xueqi, but in the end I still didn't say it.

Another Sunday, Tang Mengyan called me and asked me where my house was, saying that she had to come to my house to have a look. But in the end, I forcefully refused.

At that time, Tang Mengyan was very unhappy and asked me the reason, but I couldn't answer, just said that I had something to go out of, and she didn't use it. At that time, Tang Mengyan sarcastically said to me a little sullenly, every time I want to come to my house, I shirk it, could it be that I am hiding a girlfriend at home?

At that time, when I heard Tang Mengyan's words, I was really weak and frightened, as if the secret in my heart had been poked, so I had to force a smile and say to her, how is it possible, I am just busy.

At that time, Tang Mengyan still didn't believe me, and she swore to warn me that what she hated most was those big bosses who had affairs, and if I hid from her about having an affair and raising a second wife, she would make me ugly no matter what.

That time, Tang Mengyan's words really put a lot of pressure on me, and I finally had to say to her gently, don't think about it, it's really nothing, if you think so, I will definitely bring you to my house next time, just don't be frightened by the mess of my house.

After listening to my words, Tang Mengyan hung up the phone a little angrily, and before hanging up the phone, she told me not to break her word, otherwise she would rush directly to my house and demolish my little **.

When I hung up, I was really big. The mind is in turmoil.