After taking a sip of wine, he finally remembered the question Chen Hao had just asked.

"I've been hiding it from you for so many years, and now that you've grown up, I'll tell you about it. ”

Grandpa Liu paused for about a minute, as if he was organizing the language, and as if he was thinking about what to say and what not to say.

"Your mother, a month before I gave birth to you, your father only brought her back to the village, and she didn't go out for a month, well, I saw it once, just once, or the night I gave birth to you, dystocia, we all said that we would send her to the big hospital in the city, and she and your father refused to agree. ”

"We originally thought that your parents were afraid that they would not go to the hospital because they would not have money, so that night our whole village pooled money and scraped together a thousand yuan, which was worth a thousand yuan at that time, and we could buy a cow!"

"But as soon as we got enough money, you gave birth, and your father said that after the children were born, you didn't have to go to the hospital, and then he returned all the money to us. ”

"At that time, your father had a son, and everyone was happy for him, so they didn't think about it so much. ”

"But the next day, your father is still there, but your mother is gone!"

Chen Hao was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "Why is this gone, is it dead or left?"

Grandpa Liu shook his head: "Your father told us that your mother died because she had a difficult birth when she gave birth to you, but this is only one night, even if it is a dead person, you should see the corpse, right? ”

"You said that your mother left, it doesn't make sense, the village at that time was not like now, there was not even a decent road, let alone open to traffic, the only way to get out of the village is to walk, but a pregnant woman can't walk fifty or sixty kilometers just after giving birth, right?"

"Later, your father didn't know what evil had happened, so the whole village went from house to house, saying that if you ask about this in the future, you will say that your mother died in childbirth when she gave birth to you, and we have to agree to all of them. ”

"You are not yet a full moon, your father will take you away, you also know, he is a military cadre, it is impossible to stay at home for a long time, when you are almost three years old, your father suddenly came back with you, handed you over to Lei Zi and his daughter-in-law said to help take care of you, and left again before dawn the next day. ”

Chen Hao and Liu Nian listened quietly as if they were listening to a story, and when Grandpa Liu said this, the years after his birth were simply a legendary story.

Grandpa Liu said that Lei Zi's daughter-in-law, that is, Shi Jun's mother Chen Cui.

Grandpa Liu took another sip of wine: "We originally thought that your father wanted to leave you here alone, but a year later, we learned that your father was going to war, so we had to send you back." ”

"You should remember what happened when you were six years old, and I won't say much about grandpa!"

After hearing this, Chen Hao was stunned for a while!

At the age of six, in my memory, I lived with my father in Xiannan Village, until he died of a recurrence of his old injury at the age of eight.

"Grandpa Liu, that is to say, you don't know if my mother is dead or alive? She disappeared the day after giving birth to me, that is, she may still be alive in the world?"

Grandpa Liu nodded: "If we guessed wrong, it should be so." ”

Chen Hao suddenly realized, that is to say, it is completely possible that there is no file on his mother's column, not that his mother is a secret person, but that his father doesn't want to know about his mother, so he will find a way to completely remove it.

He is a full-fledged cadre, and this should be easy for him.

That means that even if she is still alive, it is impossible for her to find her, because many people in the village have never seen her face and do not know her name.

Except for the possibility that Grandpa Liu said, Chen Hao has no clue at all.

I was going to look for it, but now it seems that I can only go with the flow!

Then, Liu Zhengxiang may be the only one who may know what happened now.

He is his father's old comrade-in-arms and an old subordinate, and he works together every day, so he should know a little bit about it, and it seems that he has to ask him about it.

After a brief understanding, Chen Hao and Liu Nian left.

Walking on the way back to Shi Jun's house, Chen Hao's mood seemed to be even heavier.

"Brother Chen Hao, are you okay?" asked Liu Nian worriedly.

Chen Hao shook his head: "No, I'm just thinking about the problem, it's getting dark, let's go back!"

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Chen Hao is no longer entangled in this problem, the love of parents has been lacking in the previous life, and if this world wants to make up for it, I'm afraid it's impossible, whatever!

Chen Cui cleaned up a room for Chen Hao and Liu Nian, and although the room was a little simpler, it was very clean.

Living together in this house, Liu Nian was obviously a little embarrassed and blushed a lot.

Sun Yan looked at Liu Nian's appearance and smiled: "Brother and sister, you haven't lived with Brother Chen Hao yet, right?"

Liu Nian shook his head first, then nodded again, and stopped talking.

"Don't be shy, what age is it now, we rural people are not so feudal, when I first came to this house, I also lived in a room with the army, besides, there are two beds here!"

Liu Nian had nothing to say, so he had to nod!

After dinner, washing their faces and feet, everyone went back to their rooms to rest.

Far away from the city and in the mountains, the night in this countryside is very dark, so dark that Chen Hao is a little uncomfortable, let alone Liu Nian.

Liu Nian was originally lying on the windowsill looking out of the window, but she always felt that something would suddenly pop out of the window.

"Brother Chen Hao, it's so dark!"

"Yes, it's so dark!" Chen Hao also looked out the window, it was such a night, when he was eight or nine years old, he lived at home alone, and it was so dark outside, although it was not only his own memory, but Chen Hao could still feel the fear from the darkness.

Unconsciously, Chen Hao fell into deep thought.

Night vision devices, quagmire, bullets, and then a thunderous explosion exploded around the sub, and the heat of the explosion directly roasted his face, killing people, seeing blood, and the corpse that could not be put together······

Chen Hao didn't feel a shudder, and said in his heart: "Don't think about it, it's impossible to go back on a day like that!"

Liu Nian looked at Chen Hao's strange reaction and hurriedly asked, "Brother Chen Hao, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Hao shook his head: "It's nothing, it's just that I remembered something, it's not too early, let's go to bed too, which bed do you sleep in?"

It was very dark outside, and it would be even darker after the lights were turned off in this room, Liu Nian felt that he would be very scared, gritted his teeth and said, "Can I sleep in the same bed with you?"

Chen Hao smiled, nodded and said yes!

However, at the moment when Chen Hao turned around, he seemed to see a point of light like a firefly in the darkness.

The point of light is in the distance, it should be the firelight, and in that direction, it is the place where his father is buried.

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