143 The most powerless confession
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Gu Zhongqian also felt that some things were better explained clearly in person.
Therefore, his wife sensibly chose to leave, and he did not stop him. The man stood in the night, dressed in casual clothes, habitually putting his hands in his trouser pockets. No matter at any time, his back is always straight, and his temperament is as noble as the supreme emperor of ancient times.
"If you have anything to say, say it. After seeing his wife walk away, Gu Zhongqian withdrew his gaze, his gaze drooped slightly, and he looked at Zhen Rong.
The expression on his face can't tell the joy, anger and sorrow.
"Zhong Qian, go to the garden and say. Zhen Rong's voice was low, she could hear it, his voice was very cold, revealing a sense of distance, so she lowered her posture appropriately.
With that, she turned around, and the person had already walked away first.
Gu Zhongqian glanced at her, then turned back to look at the living room, and saw that his wife was talking and laughing with his sister-in-law, so he left with him.
The Gu family's old house is very large, not only has a special golf course, a horse riding field, but also a large flower garden. This flower garden was built by Mrs. Gu and Aunt Lan when she was fine.
The design in the flower garden was also designed by Mrs. Gu herself.
Mrs. Gu is an extremely romantic person in her bones, and she designed the flower beds in the garden to be very poetic and beautiful.
It's like a small park, the whole flower bed is cut into several pieces, and there are street lamps, seats, and old trees in the middle.
Zhen Rong walked to the side of the bench and sat down, and when she turned around and saw the man coming over, she laughed and reached out to pat the side: "Zhong Qian, you also sit." ”
Gu Zhongqian was not a patient person, so he only frowned and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it." ”
Zhen Rong said: "I can see that you have been avoiding me for the past few days. The spring breeze in April is like a baby's tender little hands, delicate and soft, blowing on the face, there is an indescribable sense of comfort, Zhen Rong raised her face slightly, feeling the fragrance of flowers lingering around, she took a deep breath, felt as if returning to the past, she said, "Do you remember? Many years ago, I often came here, just sit in this place, and talk to you." ”
"You are always very patient, although you don't talk much, but no matter how much I say, you listen quietly. ”
"You're younger than me, but you're more mature than me. You know what? You have a charm that is hard to resist and irresistible. ”
She smiled, her red lips slightly curved, revealing her white, neat teeth.
She raised her head slightly and looked at the man standing under the dim street lamp, she had to admit that at this moment, she was also attracted to him.
"So many people chased me back then, but do you know what I'm looking forward to the most?" Zhen Rong suddenly frowned, a little painful, "I look forward to it every day, you can confess to me." I was thinking, as long as you confess to me, I won't take Joe on the shelf, and I will definitely agree to you immediately. ”
"I'm not afraid of your jokes, I even thought about the future life of the two of us. ”
"But I waited and waited, and waited year after year, from China to you to study in London, and I never waited. But I thought, it's okay, as long as you're single for a day, there's hope for the two of us. ”
"But where would I have thought that one day, you would suddenly get married......"
"You're married...... Zhong Qian, I don't understand, why is that?"
When she looked up at him again, tears welled up in her eyes. She was a little excited, her chest heaving, but she tried to restrain herself.
Gu Zhongqian always stood at a distance from her, and after listening to her say this, he said: "Ah Rong, I married my wife because I love her and want to live with her for the rest of my life, and I have nothing to do with you." ”
Gu Zhongqian is a smart person, Zhen Rong said so much, he wouldn't be unable to understand.
"I've never had any affection for you other than a friend. Not before, not now. ”
"What did you say?" Zhen Rong was incredulous, his eyes were dull and he looked at Gu Zhongqian, and tears kept rolling down.
Gu Zhongqian's expression was extremely serious, but very serious, he looked at her and said solemnly again: "I love my wife, since I was very early, and I will always love him." ”
"Then what am I?" Zhen Rong didn't want to believe that this would be the case at all, she felt that Gu Zhongqian had deceived her, "The third sister-in-law said, your wife is a little like me. Isn't it...... Didn't you marry her because of me?"
"She's still so young, she's still a student! I've liked ...... for a long time," she laughed, feeling that Gu Zhongqian's reason was ridiculous, "I don't believe it." ”
Gu Zhongqian said: "Zhen Rong, between us, it is just a friendship. I don't think my wife resembles you, and I didn't choose her because of her looks. When I was a kid, we talked not because we liked it, but because I thought your situation was similar to mine. Your background, your rebelliousness, and your quest for perfection...... Seeing you is like seeing another self. ”
"In fact, we are the same people in our bones, with low self-esteem and longing for family affection and warmth. Want to get everything, want to have everything. Be strong, independent, arrogant, and stubborn...... Just because of that, I consider you a friend. ”
"You lie!" Zhen Rong suffered a lot of blows at the moment, she didn't believe it, she couldn't believe it...... It turned out that this man, from the very beginning, had never loved her.
So what were the decades she had wasted? What did she endure to this age?
What did she get?
Seeing that she was crying embarrassed, Gu Zhongqian didn't take a step forward, and still just stood in place.
"I don't know what you think, Zhen Rong, you will find your own happiness. Gu Zhongqian is not good at dealing with these emotional problems, so facing Zhen Rong at this moment, he feels a little headache.
If it was an irrelevant person, he could have ignored it, turned around and strode away. However, she is an old friend for many years.
"Let's go back. Gu Zhongqian was silent for a while, and then spoke again, "Don't waste your feelings on an unworthy person, Zhen Rong, you are a smart person, as long as you want to, you will find it." ”
Zhen Rong cried and said: "But the person I like is you, Gu Zhongqian, I have liked you since I was a child." ”
Gu Zhongqian didn't have any pity for the jade, he said everything he should have said very clearly, seeing Zhen Rong like this at this moment, he was obviously a little impatient.
Glancing at her, Gu Zhongqian didn't speak, turned around and strode away.
Seeing this, Zhen Rong hurriedly chased after him, and hugged the man's lean waist tightly from behind.
Gu Zhongqian's face was already very bad, and it was even worse at the moment, he only said coldly: "Let go!"
coldly spit out two words, so cold that Zhen Rong couldn't help but shiver.
"Zhong Qian ......" She refused to let go, her side face was tightly pressed against his back, this was the first time she had touched him so quietly, it turned out that his body would make her feel so steady, she was reluctant to let go.
Smelling his unique masculine atmosphere, she felt that even if she was a lowly junior, she felt that it was worth it for him.
Therefore, the hands that clasped his waist were buckled even tighter.
Gu Zhongqian's thin lips tightened slightly, and with a little hard pushing, Zhen Rong was pushed to the ground.
Gu Zhongqian didn't look back, only raised his legs and walked forward steadily.
Zhen Rong fell to the ground hard, and tears blurred his eyes again. She didn't get up immediately, just looked at the tall figure that had faded away and finally disappeared from sight. Alone in this position for a long time, let the wind dry the tears on her face, and then get up, clean up, and leave.
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"What's wrong? You has been wearing a stinky face?" Xia Shiyou was originally sitting in the living room waiting for her husband, but after waiting for a while, she didn't wait any longer, but went upstairs to take a bath first.
When I came out of the shower, I saw my husband sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face, which was very scary.
She walked over in a nightdress, sat down beside him, twisted her head and looked at it for a long time, before asking, "Did Miss Zhen say something that made you angry?"
Gu Zhongqian looked at his wife and asked, "I'm angry, obviously?"
"Your face is so stinky, isn't it obvious?" Xia Shiyou didn't ask the reason, just gently hugged his arm and shook it, "Don't be angry, people are guests, even if you say something, you have to hold it." The face is so ugly, what if you run away from people who are angry?"
Seeing his wife, Gu Zhongqian was in a slightly better mood, pulled his lips and smiled, raised his hand and gently rubbed her head.
Seeing this, Xia Shiyou leaned over, played with the buttons on his clothes with his little hand and said, "Go take a bath, and play the piano for the baby in a while." ”
"Okay, listen to you. Gu Zhongqian put his arm around her shoulder, kissed her on the face, and then got up and went into the bathroom.
Gu Zhongqian took a simple shower, and after coming out, he sat side by side with his wife at the piano and slowly talked about the tune together. The night is not too late, and the people of the Gu family have not stopped, and the melodious and beautiful music comes down from upstairs, which is very pleasant.
Aunt Lan came out with the fruit, rested it on the glass coffee table, and said with a smile: "Mr. Four and Mrs. Four are playing the piano again, it's really good." ”
Mrs. Gu greeted Zhen Rong and said, "Yes, after playing the piano from the fourth teacher, Shi You liked it." This girl is also very talented and learns everything quickly. I have been studying with the fourth child for a while, and now I have the same appearance. ”
"Isn't it? Aunt Lan was done with everything, and she also sat down, very happy in her heart, "Ah Feng is blessed." ”
Zhen Rong washed his face, but his eyes were still a little red. Mrs. Gu understood in her heart, but she didn't break it.
I also knew in my heart that she probably didn't want to hear this, so she didn't mention it anymore, and only asked Zhen Rong and said, "Ah Rong, I heard that the Lu family's business is going to develop and return to China." When the time comes, will you help your brother-in-law run the company, or will you continue to do what you love?"
Zhen Rong was a little absent-minded, and after listening to Mrs. Gu's words, he was stunned for a while before coming back to his senses.
She smiled and said, "I've been lazy for so many years, and I've always insisted on pursuing my own preferences, but in the end, I think it's just that. My brother-in-law has always wanted me to join the company, and when I returned to China, I thought I would listen to him. ”
Mrs. Gu smiled and said, "That's fine, the Lu family has such a big family business, and it needs talents like you." You have been smart since you were a child, and if you join the company to help your brother-in-law, your brother-in-law must be happy. ”
Zhen Rong only smiled reluctantly and didn't say anything more.
"It's not too early, let's go and rest early. Seeing that Zhen Rong was absent-minded, Mrs. Gu persuaded her to go upstairs to rest.
Early the next morning, Zhen Rong was never seen downstairs to eat, and Mrs. Gu called Aunt Lan to go upstairs to have a look.
After Aunt Lan went upstairs, she hurriedly ran down with a letter in her hand and said, "Miss Zhen is not there, only this letter is left." ”