Sometimes I wonder if all the stories in this world have to have an ending.

Like in countless fairy tales, at the end, the prince and princess are happily together. Seeing that ending, readers will be satisfied. But is that really the end? The story doesn't tell what happened to the prince and princess after they got married, and it doesn't tell how they grew old a little bit, and who died first in the end...... Their story is clearly unfinished, but why would readers be satisfied with the ending of their marriage?

I think the so-called ending is a stable outcome that the listener hopes for, an outcome that will not change again.

It's like getting married, it's like death, after such an ending appears, there won't be much change in the rest of the story, whether it's tragedy or comedy, after the ending, it's just a color, a color that has been frozen, and there will be no more changes. So no one will fancy the story after the ending. Even if everyone's fate in the story is not over, it doesn't matter anymore.

Because marriage and childbirth, birth, old age, sickness and death are the life processes that everyone will inevitably experience, and people will be similar to each other, only in the story before marriage, from meeting to knowing, from knowing each other to falling in love, that period of process, everyone has their own characteristics.

For me, my life with Xueqi is a story.

However, I don't know how it will end up with her.

Ever since I picked up Xueqi thirteen years ago, I've been thinking about the ending between me and Xueqi. I have fantasized countless times that Xue Qi left me for various reasons, and I have also imagined that Xue Qi and I will finally be together, and our lives will be tightly tied together, and there will be no other fluctuations.

I know that my life with Xueqi is a story, and if I were a reader, I would definitely be looking forward to seeing the end of the story, but as a person, I have a different feeling. I can't predict what will happen on the next page of the story, life is not a story, there will be no coincidences like this, there will be no plot where there is a master to save you when you face death, and there will be no dramatic plot where the heroine changes her mind after leaving.

Life is real.

For me, the last page is the end, but for life, the last step is the end.

And the story of me and Xueqi has not yet reached the point of ending, and our story has not yet turned to the point where it is time to say the end, because I haven't even seen the signs of the ending.

In short, the story of Xueqi and I continues.

My life journey is still going on.

Unconsciously, it has been 13 years since I picked up Xueqi.

That year, I was 29 years old, and Xueqi was 13 years old.

After the beginning of February, because it was close to the end of the year, I became busy, and Xue Qi was a lot free, because the weather was cold, and I didn't allow it, so after the winter vacation began, Xue Qi has been staying at home, not going out much, Xue Qi almost took less than a week to complete the winter vacation homework, and then began to be leisurely every day, a few times when I went home, I saw this little girl bored to roll on the sofa or bedroom bed, and the hair was scattered, and there was no image of a lady at all.

In mid-February, shortly after the Spring Festival, I had just returned from my uncle's house, and when I first walked into the villa, I saw Xue Qi sitting on the sofa, her hand caressing her chest, but her expression was a little uncomfortable.

"What's wrong, Qiqi?" I was stunned for three seconds when I saw Xueqi caressing her chest on the sofa before I thought of calling Xueqi.

Xue Qi was startled by me who suddenly walked into the villa, she let go of her hand in a panic, looked at me as if she had nothing to do, and said hesitantly: "Papa, you're back......"

"Qiqi, what were you doing just now?" I dropped the car keys on the cabinet and walked over to the sofa, looking at Xueqi.

Knowing that I saw my actions, Xue Qi immediately blushed shyly, and her flush bangs covered her eyes, not daring to look up at me.

"......" Xue Qi bit her lip, her little face was bright red, but she didn't speak.

"Are you feeling unwell?" I asked, sitting down next to Xueqi.

"Papa," Xue Qi finally began to spit out softly under my questioning, and she said a little embarrassedly, "Papa, my chest is swollen and a little painful. ”

Xue Qi's words made me react to me, I glanced at Xue Qi's chest, and saw that the area that used to be a plain now had a small bulge.

That's when I realized that it was Xueqi's breasts that began to develop.

Counting the time, it is indeed about the same. Xue Qi is already 13 years old, and she has indeed reached the age of development. Xueqi had her menstruation a few months ago, ** developed around menstruation, and the time was exactly the same.

"It's okay, it's Qiqi that you've grown up. It's like this when girls start to develop. It's okay to wait for the time to pass, it's okay. After figuring out the truth of the matter, I comforted Xueqi and told her not to worry.

"But it's really uncomfortable. It hurts. Xue Qi frowned unhappily and said, "I'm annoyed." ”

"Just bear with it. I touched Xue Qi's hair and comforted, Xue Qi pouted, her expression was still not very happy. Xue Qi crossed her calves sullenly, holding the dog in her arms in a hurry, her eyes staring at the TV screen, but she looked obviously absent-minded. , because there are commercials on TV

"Alright, don't be upset, it's time for dinner. Qiqi, you've already made dinner today, haven't you?" I asked.

Listening to my words, Xue Qi nodded, but her eyes were still fixed on the TV screen.

"Then go and put it up, Papa is dying of hunger. ”

Usually, when I come home late, Xueqi cooks all the meals at home, although she doesn't cook much, but there is no problem if she is ready. However, Xueqi and I have a slightly different taste. Xue Qi doesn't like to eat too oily meat dishes, she prefers vegetarian dishes and light tastes, while my taste is heavier, like spicy and salty, so sometimes we will have some differences because of different tastes, so we will cook separately, but in general, I usually cook and cook, Xue Qi is relatively small, today Xue Qi cooks, because I came back too late, so I called her to inform her that she made the meal first, and now Xue Qi can already make egg soup, preserved eggs mixed with tofu and other dishes.

"Oh. Listening to my words, Xue Qi put down the dog's urgency, stood up, stuck out her tongue in her mouth, pouted her mouth with white eyes, and muttered to me, "Hungry for you." ”

Then, I went to the kitchen.

Looking at Xue Qi's back as she walked away, I smiled slightly.

It seems that because of the changes in her body, Xue Qi is indeed in a bad mood today, but I am a big man after all. I don't know how girls feel when they are developing, and I can only use some sexual knowledge I know in the past to guide Xueqi.

I've also heard that girls are not very emotionally stable during the period of physical development, so during the period when Xueqi is changing, I try to follow her.

Dinner was relatively simple, but in order to please Xue Qi, I specially praised her craftsmanship and said to her several times: "Qi Qi, your craftsmanship has improved again, and you will soon be able to get my true inheritance of papa." ”

"Cut, stinky ~ beautiful ~ bar. Xue Qi squinted and didn't look at me, expressing disdain.

After dinner, I washed the dishes, and then I asked Xue Qi to put away her clothes and take a shower later. It's just that what I didn't expect was that Xueqi actually refused to take a bath with me.

I really didn't expect that.

Here's how it happened.

"Qiqi, go take back the clothes on the balcony, your hair is a little messy, Papa will help you take a shower later, and give you a haircut by the way." "I was in the kitchen while washing the dishes and reminding Xueqi.

Who knows, Xue Qi actually rejected me:

"No, I washed it myself. ”

After saying that, she ran upstairs alone.

Xue Qi's words made me stop what I was doing, and a strange feeling filled my heart.

For thirteen years, I have been taking a bath with Xueqi, just the day before yesterday, I still took a bath with Xueqi, but why, today Xueqi suddenly said not to take a bath with me?

I felt very bad for a while.

In the past thirteen years, taking a bath with Xueqi has become a habit of mine, and I know every inch of Xueqi's body well, and I am very familiar with it, and I can draw it with my eyes closed.

And because I have looked at Xueqi's body for a long time and bathed with Xueqi, I have taken it for granted, and I never feel that there is anything abnormal about it. Even though Xueqi has begun to grow up and her body has begun to change gradually, I have not felt anything inappropriate because of my habits for more than ten years.

But now, Xue Qi suddenly refused to take a bath with me, which made my heart suddenly empty, and in an instant, I felt that Xue Qi was suddenly one step away from me.

Because I was worried about Xueqi's words, I hurriedly washed the dishes and chopsticks, went upstairs, and went to the bedroom, but as soon as I entered the bedroom, I heard the sound of water. I saw that the glass door of the bathroom was misty, and it turned out that Xue Qi was already taking a bath.

With a frown, I walked to the bathroom door and knocked on the glass door.

"Qiqi, are you taking a shower?"

"Hmm......" Xue Qi's soft voice came from inside.

"You can't wash it alone, why don't you wash it for you?"

When I said this, Xueqi in the bathroom was silent for a while.

For a moment, I could only hear the sound of water splashing in the bathroom.

After almost 4 seconds of pause, Xue Qi's voice sounded again:

"Hmm...... No, I washed it myself, papa. ”

Xueqi's words made me feel unspeakably uncomfortable. It's not that I have the evil idea of peeping at Xueqi, but I feel that Xueqi's transformation seems to be too fast, which makes me a little difficult to accept.

"Qiqi, what's wrong with you?" I wanted to speak several times, and finally, I still asked the question with difficulty, "Do you really want Papa to help you take a bath?"

"Hmm...... Papa, I'll ...... later. Let's wash it all yourself. I can wash it. Xue Qi's voice was also a little hesitant, but the meaning was very clear, she didn't need me to help her take a bath in the future.

Listening to Xue Qi's words, I felt like I had thrown a stone, and I chuckled.

There was a sense of loss.

The tips of my fingers were pressed against the cold glass door, but I couldn't go any further.

The coldness of the glass door stimulated my fingers, and through the hazy mist, I could vaguely see the outline of Xueqi's body inside.

However, I can hardly see her at her most beautiful anymore.

I removed my hand from the glass door, sighed, and finally, squeezed out a relaxed tone:

"Then you wash well, Papa won't help you. Apply plenty of soap. ”

With these words, I turned around, walked a few steps, looked back at the white bathroom, and finally sighed, turned my head, and slowly walked out of the bedroom.

Xue Qi has finally begun to ask for her own small space.

She's finally no longer the little girl who only depends on me for everything.

Although it is just a small thing to take a bath, it is a sign.

It marks that Xue Qi began to develop gradually, step by step towards a girl, towards maturity.

I closed the bedroom door and walked out into the hallway.

It's quiet outside.

Only the sound of the rushing water behind him remained.