Chapter 4 Caprice

Parents and security guards around me who didn't know the truth accused me of being immoral, and some people looked at me with indignation, as if they regarded me as a delirious pervert who abused children, and I didn't care about those people, and I didn't even explain, I just pushed the crowd away and got into the car with a wave of my hand, closed the door, started the car and left.

Man is indeed a very lowly creature, and this cheapness is innate, and it has been there since childhood. Only after suffering can you know how to be obedient.

Ever since I taught the group of little deflated three a lesson, Xueqi told me that no boy in the class dared to bully her anymore, and those boys who originally bullied her hid far away when they saw her......

As for those little deflated threes who complained to their parents?

I'm not worried about that at all. Because it was their fault in the first place, they bullied Xue Qi first, how could they have the courage to complain to their parents that they had bullied the girl and then been beaten? What's more, even if they sued, I was not afraid. If you really want to do it, I'm not afraid of anyone. Since I met Brother Hua, I have also known a lot of people on the Tao, and I have been familiar with members of the Tao such as Brother Hua in the past few years, and the relationship has been maintained well, and when I really encounter an emergency, I have a lot of means.

Some people may say that I shouldn't have beaten children, that I was too ruthless, but I just want to ask, if I don't teach them a profound lesson, how can they suffer and gain knowledge?

What's more, I just want to protect Xueqi.

Because I grew up watching Xue Qi when she was a child, I am afraid that there are few people in my age who understand women more clearly than me, and I know that women are naturally very weak and passive creatures, and they are very protective and dependent since they were young.

Women are naturally susceptible to external attacks, and are naturally full of insecurity about the world around them, as a person from a pharmaceutical factory, I have also learned some knowledge about the differences between the sexes from a biological point of view, I know that in primitive societies, because of poor medical conditions, the probability of a woman dying in childbirth is very high, and many times a woman's pregnancy is actually equivalent to death, so a woman is born with a sense of insecurity, and the source of this insecurity even includes her closest men, including her father and brother. Because in the primitive society, without legal protection, the phenomenon is ubiquitous, and the closest person to a woman may become a fierce beast that attacks herself in a blink of an eye, making herself pregnant and letting her life go uncontrolled. And once pregnant, a woman's body is actually out of her control, she can only watch her body change day by day but is powerless to change, she can only wait for the judgment of fate ten months later, whether it is life or death. Therefore, women have a sense of precaution for all men, and therefore, women attach more importance to love in the two **, because only by using love to maintain the relationship between the sexes, men have feelings for women, they will not hurt her, and they have a sense of responsibility for her.

And a little girl of Xueqi's age is even more incapable of self-protection, for her, who has been an orphan since she was a child, everything in this world can hurt her, including me.

Because I know this, I have always been protective of Xueqi, with the feelings of a father and a protector, although many times it is actually difficult for me to restrain my **, but I have never done anything to Xueqi after all. There were several times when I couldn't help sleeping in the same bed, but at most, it was through the pants or limited to the outer skin, and I didn't go deep after all.

Of course, part of the reason is also because Xueqi is too small to accommodate me.

Of course, these are irrelevant.

In short, I have always been protective of Xueqi, over the years, I have lost too many people, Xueqi has almost been the only person closest to me, so every time she is hurt, it is equivalent to carving a knife in my heart.

It was because Tang Mengyan hurt Xue Qi in a fit of anger that I would fall out with her, and now Xue Qi was actually molested by her peers and classmates, which is a hundred times more than Tang Mengyan did to Xue Qi for me, if I don't make a move, then there will be ghosts.

Sometimes, the phrase "hitting is love, scolding is love" is not true, only "hitting those who beat your lover, scolding those who scold you for inviting people" is the real way to express love.

From a certain point of view, Xueqi and I are indeed a father-daughter or guardian and protector, Xueqi looks at me from this angle, and I also position myself in this way.

But sometimes it's not all.

For example, Xueqi is 10 years old, but she still sleeps in the same bed with me, bathes with me, and plays games with me.

Ordinary parents ask their children to sleep separately from them when they are 7 or 8 years old, but Xueqi and I have never been.

Every night, Xueqi sleeps in the same bedroom as me, maybe because I don't like to be lonely, or because I have been used to sleeping with Xueqi for 10 years, and I always feel very relieved to sleep with Xueqi every day, nothing unnatural, and Xueqi also likes to sleep with me, she likes to curl up under my armpits every night and sleep deeply.

From this point of view, I also feel that Xueqi and I are not like father and daughter.

At that time, I sometimes wondered how long I could sleep with Xueqi. Girls generally develop earlier than boys, around 12 or 3, they will basically menstruate, and Xueqi will become more and more beautiful, more and more like a girl, if I sleep with Xueqi again, will it be inappropriate?

I don't know the bottom myself.

All I can do is to enjoy my days with her as a little girl and a little Lori before Xueqi becomes a girl.

Sometimes, I can't help but think about a question, Xueqi is getting bigger and more beautiful, if she really likes another man one day and wants to marry someone else, will I really be willing to marry her?

Xueqi is so beautiful and well-behaved, she is my most precious treasure. Can I really give her away?

Even sometimes I would be indignant and think, what other man in this world deserves to have Xueqi besides me, and why is he with Xueqi?

Compared to Xueqi's care and love, there is no one in this world who can compare to me. Compared to assets and status, there is no one in my age group who can compare with me. I don't believe anyone can be worthy of Xueqi.

I often say this to myself.

However, sometimes I am also very helpless, and there is always a voice in my heart that says to me that it is an eternal truth that girls turn their arms outward, and women are destined to belong to a certain man in this world the moment they are born.

Xue Qi is the same, in a certain corner of this world, there will always be a man who will take Xue Qi from my hands in the future, please Xue Qi, and finally take Xue Qi's heart and become Xue Qi's husband, Xue Qi will serve him, and be good to him wholeheartedly even countless times better than to me. No matter how much Xue Qi loves me and trusts me now, when she grows up and has independent thoughts and emotions, she can't control her emotions.

A woman in love is the craziest and won't listen to her parents at all.

When I think about it, I feel infinitely sad.

At that time, I finally realized the sorrow that all parents in the world will have when they marry their daughters.

I think every pair of parents is very entangled and painful in their hearts when they give their daughters to other men. After all, as parents, they have watched their daughters grow up little by little, and they are the ones who have been with their daughters for the longest time, and they are also the ones who know their daughters best. Speaking of which, the daughter's husband is just a latecomer.

Although Xue Qi and I are not related by blood, there is already an extra layer of family relationship invisibly, maybe I can get rid of that relationship, but Xue Qi is no longer possible, in her eyes, I am almost her father, her teacher, it is impossible for her to treat me as her boyfriend. Not now, not in the future.