Chapter 285: Nightmare

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Liwan was shocked to death by herself.

The seventh-order monk failed to kill her, and the eighth-order monk failed to kill her, but she was shocked to death because she cared about herself!

Chu Feng knelt in front of Liwan's tomb, greeted the pouring rain, covered his face, his shoulders twitched rhythmically, and cried silently. After a long time, Chu Feng's hand slowly moved away, and his face was washed by rain and tears, and he was no longer distinguishable from each other.

Chu Feng stood up suddenly, his figure was indescribably embarrassed and lonely, he looked at this dark sky, looked at the dense and low-hanging black clouds, looked at this bleak and desolate black earth, and suddenly looked up to the sky and roared.

This roar was full of sorrow and anger, like a beast cornered, miserable and terrified.

His roar began to echo in the mountains, echoes overlapping and resonating, making the beast's desperate desolation more painful and desolate.

It's like a gust of wind in the cold autumn, blowing on the face, not as cold as a knife like the east wind, but it makes people feel desperate from the bottom of their hearts, and they can never see the despair of hope.

His voice became hoarse because of the continuous roar, but the sorrow in it became more and more intense, as if it was the last chirp of the cicada, as a farewell to this world.

Why, why are you always so powerless, why can't you always protect those important people around you?

Are you a scourge?

Is he the root cause of the disaster?

Chu Feng picked up a handful of rainwater, looking at the hateful face reflected in the rain, Chu Feng suddenly burst out laughing, his laughter was full of panic and resentment.

He was afraid, he was afraid, he was afraid of the figure in the rain, who would once again bring all the calamities to those around him, and those who were so important to him, one by one, leaving him alone.

Mother, I'm so scared.

Chu Feng snorted, his body fell to the ground weakly, and he cried at the tombstone of Liwan, he was so afraid, he was afraid of losing again, he was afraid that he would watch them die and be powerless.

I am afraid that I am the only one left in this world, lonely and alone.

He saw Liu Yu being killed, Yan Qingyu being killed, and Yan Tianjun being killed...... One by one his trusted friends, one by one his respected division commanders, all fell in a pool of blood.

Looking at their corpses, looking at their godless eyes, he took a few steps back nervously, looked at them, and then, embarrassed like a dog, crawled to their corpses, hugged their cold corpses tightly, stared at blood-red eyes, and roared in a hoarse voice.

But the next moment, Chu Feng found that he couldn't control his body, he saw himself drooling, biting on the corpses of those he loved, tearing off a large piece of flesh and blood, and then greedily took it in his mouth, as if he was afraid of people fighting, he chewed two bites in a hurry, and swallowed the whole piece of flesh and blood.

It's me, it's me who hurt them...... They wouldn't be like this if it weren't for me...... Chu Feng's heart was screaming, dripping blood, as if there was a blunt knife, sticking to his heart, along the same trajectory, repeatedly portrayed, making the pain that had penetrated deep into the bone marrow more and more real and unbearable.

Looking at his wriggling throat, Chu Feng felt a burst of fear and nausea, he hurriedly put down the corpse he was holding in his arms, knelt on the side of the road, clasped his throat with his hand, and stimulated himself to spit out the flesh and blood he had just devoured.

A wave of nausea arose, and Chu Feng finally began to vomit, but what he vomited out was not the piece of flesh and blood just now, but the head of Liwan.

Liwan looked at him with some anger and scolded, "Hey, what are you looking at?"

Chu Feng looked at Liwan, as if he had been poured a basin of cold water on his head, his body became stiff, and he was no longer commanded by himself.

"Leaving the ...... You...... Aren't you dead?" Chu Feng looked at the head, not knowing whether to be happy or sad, not knowing whether to cry or laugh, he looked around, wanting to hide the corpse that he had bitten just now, so as not to let Liwan find out that his true face was so hateful, but the corpse had disappeared without a trace.

"You're dead!" Liwan roared loudly, shaking Chu Feng's mind for a while, he blinked his eyes, and found that the dense rain curtain began to retreat, the black sky and the earth began to shatter, and only Liwan's head became clearer.

"Wake up, I'm not dead. Liwan glared at Chu Feng angrily, although Chu Feng kept calling his name in a coma, crying and screaming, making him a little happy in his heart, but for Chu Feng arranging his death like this, Liwan was still a little unhappy.

Chu Feng rubbed his eyes, and what he saw was a dense forest, the sun, the birds, the breeze, and the face of Liwan, as well as the fire clouds and ice clouds wrapped like zongzi in the afterglow of the left vision, leaning against the rocks, as if they were still in a coma.

Chu Feng wanted to move, but as soon as he had this thought, the sharp pain that came from all over his body made Chu Feng gasp, and he could only continue to lie down obediently.

Chu Feng thought about it, and suddenly felt that his posture was a little strange, because Liwan's head appeared directly above him.

According to this posture, he looked to the right from the corner of his eye, and what he saw was indeed Liwan's body.

And with the soft touch coming from your head...... He seems to be pillowed on Liwan's lap......

Chu Feng coughed a little embarrassed twice before he said, "Let's change our position......

After glancing at Chu Feng, he sighed a little helplessly and said, "I want to, but I can't move, and the pain is unbearable." ”

Of course, Liwan knew who put them like this, and who else could there be besides Lilan!

But when I woke up, I didn't see my mother, I don't know where my mother went and what I was doing, when I thought of my mother's injury, it was actually not light, and all the people my mother brought with her were killed, which made Lijuan's heart sour, but she gritted her teeth and didn't show it.

Chu Feng just took all the changes in Lihuan's expression into his eyes, and probably guessed that Lihuan was a little sad in his heart, he looked at Lihuan's face, and suddenly laughed and said, "It's good that you didn't die." ”

Li Wan looked at Chu Feng's smiling face, three points annoyed, seven points playfully said: "If I die, what will you do?

Chu Feng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head slightly, looked at the sky through the gap in the woods, and said softly: "Death, there really can't be anything solved." If you die, I will be sad and sad, but I will not die together because it is ...... It is the trampling of the dead. I will live stronger. ”

"Liar, obviously crying so badly. Liwan pursed her lips, a little disdainful, and then said with doubt, "What did you dream about, why did you scream so unpleasantly, like ...... It's like being stabbed a lot in my heart repeatedly......"

As he spoke, Liwan's tears couldn't hold it anymore, dripping on Chu Feng's face, and they bloomed like flowers with a "snap", which was cool and a little itchy, making Chu Feng's spirit dazed for a while.

"If you were shocked to death just for touching me, would you blame me?" Chu Feng did not answer Liwan's question, but asked Lihuan a question instead.

Li Wan obviously didn't expect Chu Feng to ask such a question, she was stunned for a moment, then shook her head lightly with a smile, and said, "Why should I hate you?

"You died because of me, why don't you hate me?"

"But why should I hate you because you died because of me?"

“……”

Chu Feng couldn't get around Liwan a little, and looked at the corner of Liwan's mouth with a narrow smile, before he sighed lightly and said, "I'm really useless, I can't protect anyone." ”

"You saved me, saved Ah Qi, saved Huoyun, and saved my mother. You have protected us. Liwan said with a serious face.

Chu Feng was silent for a moment before he said: "But my father died in front of me, I couldn't save him, I don't even know how he died, if I have enough courage...... Maybe I can salvage everything. I'm a coward, I can't really protect anyone. ”

As he spoke, he clenched his fists suddenly, his father's death was an eternal pain in his life.

Liwan shook her head, and a cyan hair swayed with the swing of her head, making Chu Feng dizzy.

"Without you, Ah Qi and Yingli would have been killed a long time ago, and without you, my mother and I would have been buried here. Without you, the fire cloud would have perished in its metamorphosis. You see, you're not as weak as you think. After a pause, he said, "Uncle's business, it's not your fault, everyone will make mistakes because of naivety and ignorance, I believe that Uncle won't blame you, he will only hope that you will live better, as you said, live stronger." ”

Chu Feng closed his eyes and let his tears flow silently, he didn't care what Liwan would think of him, he was just too tired to take a break.

"If I die, I won't hate you, I will like you as always, and I will hope that you will live well, be able to marry a wife who is considerate of you, and be able to live an incomparably gorgeous life. Liwan calmly recounted her thoughts, she was a little distracted, because she was thinking, if she really died, maybe Chu Feng would never know that she had liked him.

"You are very kind and gentle, so you always want to take the responsibility of the people around you on your shoulder, and you seem to think that you should bear these things in order for people to recognize you and accompany you. But that's not the case, what should be carried by ourselves is only meaningful if we carry it ourselves, right?"

Liwan smiled, she felt that she had never understood Chu Feng so much, and she had never understood her father so much, they were all the same, silently taking on too many responsibilities, although there were too many of them, and they should not bear them.

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