Chapter 121: Without You, I'm Crippled

Gong Xi didn't know why Gong Yan suddenly made a big move to look for people all over the world.

He didn't dare to ask, so he could only accompany Gong Yan to drive out to find someone.

However, she has searched for all the places Gu Yihuan usually goes, even the former Gu family, but there is no one to see.

One night, they mobilized the whole world to look for Gu Yihuan, but until dawn, no one was found.

Back at the palace house, Gong Yan fell on the sofa tiredly, as if he had collapsed, motionless.

Gong Xi was also tired all night, but when he returned to the living room, he was a little distressed to see his brother like this.

"Brother, did you have an awkward relationship with your sister-in-law? What happened? Why did your sister-in-law run away from home?"

“……”

Gong Yan covered his face and didn't answer him.

Gong Xi sighed helplessly, frowning.

At this time, Steward Zhang came down from upstairs, "Young master, this is left by the young grandmother." ”

“……”

Hearing this, Gong Yan sat up from the sofa and looked up to see that Steward Zhang was holding an envelope in his hand.

Taking the envelope, Gong Yan couldn't wait to open it and take a look.

On it is Gu Yihuan's handwriting......

[Gong Yan, let me calm down for a few days. I know that what happened in the past two days has been cruel to you and to me, and I know how painful it is for you to face me. When you said to me, it's not that I'm bad, it's that you didn't protect me, do you know how much my heart hurts? Gong Yan, you told me to be strong, but I never accepted that such a thing happened. Let's calm each other down, please don't come to me. When I think about it, I'll show up. During this time, I'll trouble you to help me take care of the Gu Group......]

In a short paragraph, Gu Yihuan's determination was written.

After reading this, Gong Yan's whole person seemed to have been drained of his soul, and he sat on the sofa with a face like ashes.

Seeing him like this, Gong Xi was inexplicably a little worried, "Brother, what's wrong?"

"It's fine. ”

Gong Yan opened his mouth faintly, holding the envelope tightly in his hand, and an unpredictable light flashed under his eyes.

“……”

couldn't pry his mouth open for a long time, and Gong Xi finally gave up.

However, he was still worried about Gu Yihuan's whereabouts, and for a while he was like a fly in the house, and he couldn't make up his mind at all.

Just sat and waited in the living room with Gong Yan for more than an hour, Gong Yan got up again, his eyes burst out with a determined light, his thin lips opened slightly, and he said firmly: "I must find her, no matter where she is, I will find her!"

She said to be calm, but separating is not a good way to calm down.

He wouldn't allow her to leave him.

No matter what, he has to take her with him, he doesn't need her to think calmly, he just needs her to be around!

"Brother, I'll help you find it. ”

Gong Seok stood up, patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile.

"Well, no matter what, even if it's the last newspaper, I'm going to find him!"

Gong Yan was determined to pull Gu Yihuan out.

Back then, it was because he let go of Mu Yun'er that he ended up like this.

If this happens again, he won't be stupid enough to let it go!

What's more, he decided that Gu Yihuan was his life, even if he died, they had to stay together, and no one could separate them!!

In the next three or four days, Gong Yan looked for Gu Yihuan's whereabouts as if he was crazy, tried all methods, and even launched the public security system and checked all the surveillance, just to find Gu Yihuan.

And at this time.

In a villa by the sea, Gu Yihuan sat on the recliner on the balcony in a daze, looking at the sea not far away, listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, looking sluggish.

"You've been here for a few days, when are you going to go back?"

Behind him was Wei Keyxuan's voice.

The two of them hadn't seen each other since the last time he was admitted to the hospital.

When Wei Keyxuan was discharged from the hospital, the fact that Gu Yihuan was the daughter of the Gu Group broke out, and later, it was the video of her confessing to Gong Yan on stage.

This made Wei Keyxuan disheartened, and he was reluctant to contact her for a while.

Unexpectedly, not long after, she would find him in person and ask him for help.

"You've only taken me in for a few days, and you're letting me go?"

Gu Yihuan came back to his senses, his pale little face turned to him, his voice was not loud, and the whole person looked thin and unpresentable, which made people feel distressed.

Wei Keyxuan sat beside her, "It's not that I don't want to keep you, it's just that you don't know, now the whole world outside is the rumor released by Gong Yan, he is bound to find you, you say...... Why are you so troubled? ”

“……”

Hearing this, Gu Yihuan held his legs with both hands, rested his chin on his hands, looked at the sea in the distance, and was silent.

"To be honest, I was uncomfortable for a while when I knew that you were married, but later, I felt that Gong Yan was a good man, and he would be good to you, so I was relieved. Now, I'm really curious what the hell he did to you to make you so disappointed that you even went out of your way to leave the company and hide with me alone. ”

Hearing his question, Gu Yihuan pondered for a long time and slowly spoke: "It's not that he did anything to me that disappointed me. It was I who did something that disappointed him, so I chose to run away and didn't dare to face him. ”

"You're doing something wrong?

“……”

Gu Yihuan was silent.

Seeing this, Wei Keyxuan sighed, "It's all husband and wife, since you decided to marry him in the first place, didn't you think about it?

"It's not a small thing, it's a big thing. ”

"What the hell?"

Wei Keyxuan was confused by what she said, and was a little irritable.

Gu Yihuan glanced at him, his voice was full of depression, "You don't understand, you go, let me be alone for a while." ”

“……”

Wei Keyxuan was speechless.

But he still didn't get up, and after sitting with her for a while, he slowly spoke: "You haven't eaten properly for many days. Today the maid told me that you didn't eat a single bite of breakfast, and you only ate a few bites of lunch at random, and if you continue like this, will you still have the life to leave me alive? I don't care about your life and death, but Gong Yan cares, if he knows that you died with me, won't I have to go around without eating?"

“……”

Gu Yihuan ignored him, his eyes were still looking intently into the distance, as if he was thinking about something.

"Hey, did you listen to me?"

Wei Keyxuan poked her arm with his finger, "It's okay if you want to die, but don't you die here with me, do you know how bad Gong Yan's reputation is outside? He has always killed people without blinking! Our Wei family is just such a son as me, if something happens to me, how uncomfortable my parents are, you should do it, since you want to stay with me, can you eat well?" It's not in vain that I helped you with this, otherwise, I would have to call Gong Yan, I heard, tell him your whereabouts now, and there is a chance to get a sum of money, it just so happens that I want to change to a new car recently......"

"That's it!"

Gu Yihuan really couldn't stand his babbling thoughts in her ear.

The originally calm heart was finally irritated by his thoughts.

"Are you willing to eat?"

Wei Keyxuan raised his eyebrows.

"If I don't eat it, are you going to kill me?"

Gu Yihuan was speechless.

"That's not it, didn't you just say it, if you die, I'll be finished. ”

Saying that, Wei Keyxuan got up, "Let's go, go to the restaurant to eat, I have asked someone to prepare it for you, you can eat whatever you want." ”

“……”

couldn't bear his chatter, Gu Yihuan followed him downstairs.

While passing by the living room, the news broadcast on the TV caught Gu Yihuan's attention.

Hearing the news announcement, she stopped and looked at the TV screen.

[Recently, Mr. Gong Yan, President of Gong's Group, publicly offered a reward for a lost valuable, which is rumored to be of great significance to him, but he will thank anyone who can find it. Not only that, but he also publicly stated that the loss of this item has seriously endangered his life, and if he can't find it, he will probably go with it. But when the media asked him what he had lost, he could not give an answer, so the public speculated about what he had lost......]

"He's looking for you. ”

Wei Keyxuan, who was standing beside Gu Yihuan, opened his mouth in a low voice.

Hearing this, Gu Yihuan was in a trance, "I know." ”

"Well, I really don't know what the hell is going on between you and your husband. Yi Huan, if you really love him, you shouldn't torture him like this, no matter what he does wrong, or what you do wrong, there is no misunderstanding in the world that can't be solved, as long as the two of them talk about it, everything will be solved, right?"

“……”

Gu Yihuan pursed her lips and was silent.

Wei Keyxuan saw that she didn't listen to her persuasion, so he finally had to give up, "Forget it, let's eat." ”

"Hmm. ”

Gu Yihuan walked towards the restaurant.

At this time, it was already pouring rain and thunder outside the window.

On the TV in the living room, the news just now is still playing.

Gu Yihuan sat absentmindedly in the restaurant, but his ears were always listening to the sound of the TV.

Originally, she didn't care much about it, but when she suddenly heard the reporter stating that someone on Phoenix Mountain was about to try bungee jumping equipment in the heavy rain, she couldn't help but glance at the TV screen curiously.

But it's okay not to look at it, when she saw the familiar figure on the TV screen, the tableware in her hand suddenly fell.

'Click-'

Gu Yihuan stared at the TV for a few moments, and when she determined who that person was, she instantly stood up from her chair.

"What's wrong?"

Wei Keyxuan had just eaten a few bites of food with her, but suddenly saw her stand up with a big reaction, and asked suspiciously.

"Keyxuan, send me to Phoenix Mountain, quick!!"

Gu Yihuan grabbed his hand and said nervously.

Wei Keyxuan looked puzzled, "It's raining heavily outside now, what are you doing?"

"Gong Yan went to Phoenix Mountain, I don't know what he wants to do, you hurry, send me quickly!"

Gu Yi was about to cry in a hurry, she was afraid that if it was too late, that fool would really do something to hurt herself.

Although Wei Keyxuan was full of confusion about what the couple wanted to do, when he heard her say this, he still stepped forward to help.

"Let's go. ”

“……”

The two hurried out of the house.

It was raining heavily, and while driving the car, the windshield was almost submerged by the heavy rain, and the road ahead could not be seen.

"It's too dangerous, it's raining so hard, it's too dangerous. ”

Wei Keyxuan drove the car, muttering in his mouth.

“……”

Gu Yihuan sat in the passenger seat, and his mood was equally nervous.

Yes, with such a heavy rain, if Gong Yan really did that kind of threatening thing in Phoenix Mountain, there was a great chance that he would be worried about his life, did he just want to use this method to force her to show up?

He's so stupid, so stupid!!

Gu Yihuan endured the eagerness to see Gong Yan in his heart, and looked at the heavy rain outside the window, looking worried.

Finally, it took Wei Keyxuan more than twenty minutes to reach the foot of Phoenix Mountain.

At this time, many reporters had gathered at the foot of the mountain.

When Gu Yihuan arrived, as soon as she got out of the car, she saw Gong Xi appear not far away.

"Gong Xi ......"

Hearing Gu Yihuan's voice, Gong Xi breathed a sigh of relief, "Sister-in-law, you are here!"

"What are you doing!!

Gu Yihuan held the umbrella and shouted angrily.

"Sister-in-law, go up and persuade my brother, we really can't help it. ”

“……”

Gu Yihuan was speechless.

Originally, her head was very confused in the past few days.

At this moment, in the face of such a scene, she couldn't think even more.

"Sister-in-law, what are you still doing in a daze! ”

Gong Seok nudged her.

Gu Yihuan came back to his senses and said, "You can get these reporters away, if you let them report that Gong Yan has done such a stupid thing, it will cause serious damage to his image." ”

"Sister-in-law, don't worry, I'll leave these things to me, you can go up quickly. ”

Gong Xi kept urging.

In desperation, Gu Yihuan could only go up the mountain.

Under the heavy rain, Gu Yihuan didn't have much physical strength, so she staggered up the mountain, and finally, she rushed to the place of bungee jumping and walked into the place under the greenhouse to shelter from the rain.

At this time, I saw Gong Yan strapped to the equipment, sitting on the edge of the shed, his legs dangling in the air and swaying, and the rain hit his body, drenching his clothes, and the whole person seemed to be soaked in water.

"Gong Yan ......"

Gu Yihuan looked at him like this distressedly, and a touch of sadness flashed over his pale little face, "Why do you ...... like this?"

"You're finally here. ”

Gong Yan turned his back to her and spoke slowly.

Gu Yihuan lowered his head, "I'm sorry." ”

"You don't have to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. ”

Gong Yan still refused to face her, his tone was so cold, "Do you know? I thought about it for many days before I came up with this method to let you take the initiative to come out to see me." Actually, I've been sitting here for a long time before you came. When the rain fell, I kept thinking about how I would end up if you didn't come......"

“……”

Listening to him say this, Gu Yihuan felt distressed as if she was being held by a big hand, and the pain made her unable to breathe.

"After thinking about it for a long, long time, I decided that if you didn't come today, I would definitely jump from here, and I would jump down by unhooking all the safety equipment on my body. ”

"Don't ......"

Gu Yihuan stepped forward and wanted to hug him, but he was inexplicably timid.

"You know what? I hardly slept these days, because when I close my eyes, all that comes to my mind is the image of you. Yi Huan, I really can't imagine how I would have lived without you...... I found that you have become the most important part of my life, and when I found out that you left a letter saying to calm down for a few days, do you know how scared I am that you will never come back?

I can't help it, I can't lose you. So, I tried every means to find you, but you just wouldn't reply, and you just kept avoiding me. This fear of not being able to find you eats away at every part of my body day and night, and I almost die of pain......

You say in your letter that you are crippled, and that you really are not worthy of me. But, Yi Huan, do you know? Without you, I am incomplete. ”

Without you, I am crippled.

This sentence deeply pierced Gu Yihuan's heart.

It turned out that she had become an indispensable part of his life.

She never knew that......

Tears fell from his eyes, Gu Yihuan squatted down, accompanied by the sound of rain falling, and cried, "I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, I'm sorry ......"

She shouldn't have left.

Even if that happened, she shouldn't have left.

Once upon a time, she once questioned Gong Yan's love for her.

But at this moment, she realized that she had regarded his love too small......

It turns out that she has always seen it too narrowly......

Hearing her cry, Gong Yan finally turned around.

He stood up, walked in front of Gu Yihuan, and reached out to hug her.

Both of their clothes were soaked by the rain, and the two soaked bodies hugged each other, but they didn't feel cold at all.

"No, it's not that you're sorry for me, it's that I'm not good, it's that I don't give you enough security. Yi Huan, all along, you didn't feel the love I was sure of, so you made the choice to leave. I don't blame you. ”

"Gong Yan ......"

Gu Yihuan cried bitterly.

She is how can she be, relive her life, and actually met such a good man.

Don't dislike her, don't abandon her.

Everything is done for her.

She was really blind in her previous life to pass by him......

"I'm so happy to have you here today. Yi Huan, I don't ask for anything, but can you promise me that in the future, no matter what happens, you will not leave me? Because I am so scared, I am afraid of living without you, I am afraid of losing your feeling of being occupied by fear, and I am even more afraid of thinking about the rest of my life, without you, how miserable I will live ......"

Gong Yan's voice was desolate, which made Gu Yihuan hear it, and his heart trembled.

Hugging his neck tightly, Gu Yihuan's head was buried in his neck, "I promise you, I promise you everything, I won't leave you again, I really won't......"

She was reluctant to leave a man who was so kind to her again.

In the future, nothing can be said about them apart, except that life and death can separate them.

“……”

A bitter ploy, with Gu Yihuan's promise, made the two of them completely let go of their vigilance about the previous incident, Gong Yan felt that it was worth it to get a little rain and suffer a little loss.

After she said those words, Gong Yan couldn't control himself anymore, he cupped her cheek and leaned over to kiss her on the lips.

In the heavy rain, the two were on the highest bungee jumping platform, and their inseparable figures made the people under the mountain envious.

"Ershao, everyone is invited to leave. ”

After Fan Yue blasted the reporter away, he returned to Gong Xi's side.

Holding an umbrella and standing at the foot of the mountain, Gong Xi looked at the picture of the bungee jumping platform and sighed: "It's really not easy, I don't know what happened to them, they actually made such a fuss, but fortunately, now that there is nothing left, I am also relieved." ”

When Fan Yue heard this, he chuckled, "Second Shao, don't envy the boss, don't you already have one?"

"Hehe, that's what I said, but now women are more difficult than the other. ”

said that he was embarrassed, but Gong Xiyi remembered the scene of the last time he met Lin Nanzhi, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

Fan Yue had a feeling of being abused by him, rolled her eyes silently, and stepped aside.

On the side, Wei Keyxuan, who had been watching the scene on the bungee jumping platform, secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

He's a good friend, and he can be regarded as benevolent......

……

……

It rained all afternoon.

Finally, Gu Yihuan and Gong Yan have returned home.

After taking a hot bath, the two drank a bowl of ginger soup and ate a bowl of hot rice, which finally drove away the cold on their bodies.

At night.

The two were lying in the quilt, holding each other, and an unprecedented sense of steadiness hit.

At this moment, Gu Yihuan felt that he was happier than any other moment.

The so-called little farewell is newlywed, and that's it......

With his head resting on Gong Yan's arm, Gu Yihuan hugged his sturdy waist, opened his eyes, looked at him in the dark night, and slowly spoke: "Actually, I'm not feeling well these days." I haven't had a good night's sleep in days. I've been thinking about what I'd become if I left you. I thought about this question for many days, but I never got an answer. ”

"You won't leave me, not now, not in the future. ”

Gong Yan hugged her tighter and tighter.

"Well, no, not really. ”

After this time, she figured it out.

All obstacles are not obstacles before them.

They will go on like this, and no one can break them apart.

"So, tonight, you're going to give me a good rest and don't think about anything, you know?"

Gong Yan rubbed her head and said softly.

Gu Yihuan chuckled lightly and buried his head in his chest, "Okay, okay, I'll sleep here, good night." ”

"Good night. ”

Kissing her forehead, Gong Yan suddenly felt that as long as he could sleep with her in his arms every night, happiness was nothing more than that.

This night was so comfortable.

Next.

Wake up early in the morning.

At the dining table, the husband and wife are dining.

But at this moment, Gong Yan received a phone call, and the atmosphere became weird again.

Gu Yihuan saw that his face was not very good, and raised his eyes and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

“……”

Gong Yan looked at her, his expression was a little nervous, and after thinking for a while, he slowly spoke: "There is news from the police station that Mu Yun'er wants to see you." ”