Chapter 208: Tattoo (癸)
After Xiao Fan returned to Ji'an, the aura of the prodigy above his head was shattered, and the person who was originally boasting about his special functions began to look at him with strange eyes. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info become a king and defeat a thief, which is cruel to a child who is less than ten years old.
Xiao Fan didn't even dare to go out of the door, locked himself in the house, closed all the curtains, didn't turn on the lights, just sat in the corner with his knees hugged, and sat all day long. It is useless for anyone to persuade him, Lao Fan is worried about it, but there is no way.
It was Mr. Tang who untied the knot in Xiao Fan's heart. He didn't let Xiao Fan go back to school immediately, but asked him to go to his art class first. At the beginning, Xiao Fan sat in a daze for the whole class, not saying a word or doing anything. Later, slowly, Xiao Fan began to pay attention to Mr. Tang's painting demonstration and how the classmates imitated it. Later, he began to try to paint on his own. But as soon as he started, Xiao Fan was like entering a world where he had only himself, and everything outside had no effect on him, quietly, without saying a word, without even raising his head.
After more than a month, Xiao Fan began to go out sketching with Tang Binwen, and Mr. Tang also intended to take him out alone on weekends, and at that time, they went to Daqingshan, Yushan and Longshan the most.
Perhaps it was the magic of art, or the soothing of nature, after three months, Xiao Fan began to return to normal, normal life, normal schooling, and normal communication. It's just that Teacher Tang has set a strict requirement in the school, and no one is allowed to mention that Xiao Fan has special functions.
Watching Xiao Fan get better day by day, Lao Fan's gratitude to Teacher Tang is indescribable. simply let Xiao Fan recognize Teacher Tang as a godfather, saying that Xiao Fan's soul was recovered by Teacher Tang, Teacher Tang just smiled and said that he didn't care, every time his student was in trouble, he would be like this. But Xiao Fan doesn't see it that way, anyway, he took care of all the work in Mr. Tang's house.
Teacher Tang tried to restore Xiao Fan to a normal student, but unfortunately Xiao Fan was not. Xiao Fan's extraordinary talent soon manifested itself in the field of painting.
It is estimated that in order to let Xiao Fan find the fun of painting, Mr. Tang did not have rigid requirements for his way of learning to paint, and he could like it as much as he wanted. But his classmates in the art class soon discovered the difference.
Once, everyone drew a sketch of the general's tomb at the foot of Yushan Mountain. The general's tomb is the mausoleum of a general in Goguryeo, more than 20 meters high, made of huge stones, the base is hundreds of meters wide, it looks like the pyramid of the Inca civilization in the Americas, it looks very spectacular. After Xiao Fan chose the angle of sketching, he drew very quickly, and other students were still sketching line drawings, but Xiao Fan had stopped writing. After the first one is completed, climb the stone platform of the General's Tomb and go to the top to see the surrounding scenery.
Xiao Fan's classmates were very curious, so they leaned over to look at the work he had completed. It is very realistic, with a pen to simply outline the structure and lines of the scene, and a light rendering with light watercolor. But maybe Xiao Fan's work was too realistic, or maybe it was because he finished it too quickly, so the classmate counted the stones on the general's grave, and compared it with the general's tomb opposite, and found that the score was exactly right.
The students who came around drew Xiao Fan with the trees in the near and far grounds, and compared them with the actual scenes. This was completed by Xiao Fan in just one hour, and other students thought that they might not be able to finish the drawing in three or five hours, let alone correspond one-to-one.
The students think that Xiao Fan's skills are gods, but Xiao Fan doesn't care, Mr. Tang also said, no matter how fast the painting is, no matter how realistic it is, it can't compare to the camera, it's not art, it's not even technology, painting still has its own perception, its own angle, its own feelings. Everyone thinks it's right. But many students still can't help but think, if there is such a ability to capture, the ability to write realistically, coupled with feelings and perceptions, what kind of realm will it be?
When Jiang Chengzhi was studying in the art class, Xiao Fan had already graduated from middle school and was admitted to Lumei with excellent results, but he only went to school for less than a year before he took a leave of absence and returned to Ji'an. Jiang Chengzhi heard that it was because after Xiao Fan lived in the school, the autism symptoms that had been cured before had recurred, although the school also attached great importance to Xiao Fan and sent him to the best hospital in the city for treatment, but it had no effect, and at Xiao Fan's insistence, he returned to Ji'an.
Human fate is sometimes like the trajectory of a planet, seemingly far away from the origin, rushing towards the endless unknown, but it still revolves around the origin in the dark, and there is no deviation for half a moment. In the view of the fatalist Jiang Chengzhi, Ji'an is an unbreakable eggshell for Xiao Fan, and the result of leaving the eggshell is only a broken head and bleeding.
After Xiao Fan returned to the mine children's school, he became an art assistant for Tang Binwen, and at that time, he also happened to often teach Jiang Chengzhi. In the past, Jiang Chengzhi heard Xiao Fan's story more from relatives and friends, but at that time, he had more contact, and Jiang Chengzhi found that Xiao Fan's talent was far from being expressed in folk oral literature.
In fact, Tang Binwen obviously knows more about this, but he does not regard Xiao Fan's talent as something magical, but repeatedly teaches Jiang Chengzhi to focus on the work itself and the concept to be expressed, and not to care too much about the technical level. But in private, Xiao Fan still showed too many magical places in front of Jiang Chengzhi.
For example, Xiao Fan's color feels like a machine, for the naked eye of ordinary people, the limit of the ability to decompose colors is thousands of different colors, but in Xiao Fan's eyes, the world is completely different. On the drawing paper, it becomes a delicate and energetic brushstroke, a delicate and expressive method of detailing. As Fan said, there may be hundreds of thousands or even millions of different colors on the palette he sees. In the eyes of others, this is tantamount to a fool's dream, but those who have seen Xiao Yuan's painting process will not have any doubts.
In short, in Jiang Chengzhi's view, Xiao Fan is a talented person, and his remote vision ability must still exist, but the study of painting has allowed him to discover more abilities that are different from ordinary people, and he himself is also trying to hide and protect his own ability, so the suspension of study in Lu Mei may be part of Xiao Fan's plan.
Jiang Chengzhi's words made us look at each other, and no one could interject into the conversation, Cao Team saw that Jiang Chengzhi stopped reminiscing, and quickly changed the topic, asking him why Xiao Fan went down the mine, and whether he often went down before the accident?
Jiang Chengzhi shook his head and said that he didn't know very well, but a few months before the mining disaster, the leaders of the mine asked Mr. Tang for help, Mr. Tang went down the well once, and then Xiao Fan also went down, but he didn't know how many times he went, he didn't have many classes in school, and the time was very free, but he did rarely appear in school before the accident. Xiao Fan rarely communicated with others about his own things and ideas, and he was a student at the time, so he didn't know much about the situation.
But Jiang Chengzhi felt that Mr. Tang and Xiao Fan's descent into the mine must be related to the discovery of the miners when they were working underground. After the mining disaster, Mr. Tang went around collecting Buyeo Kingdom and Goguryeo's stele rubbings, which may also be related to the mining disaster. But what is the specific, Jiang Chengzhi has never heard Mr. Tang mention it.
Seeing the somewhat disappointed looks of several of us, Jiang Chengzhi scratched his short black and white hair again, recalled it carefully, and added: "Director Cao, I remember that Xiao Fan had the habit of keeping a diary, but the way he remembered it was different from ordinary people, not using words, but using painting. But his diary is never shown to people, I once read it once when I was in school, it seems to be a picture and talk when I was a child, and it looks like a comic book, but the painting is done in the form of a sketch, very realistic and detailed, with text descriptions. When Xiao Fan finishes writing every day, he locks his diary in a drawer. On the day he disappeared from the mine, he probably didn't take the diary with him, and if he could find the diary he left behind, there should be a lot of useful clues. ”
Team Cao nodded, Jiang Chengzhi's idea is good, but after almost twenty years, how easy is it to find Xiao Fan's diary?
"Xiao Jiang, think about it again, what is unusual around you recently, for example, when you receive a strange phone call, what strangers come to you?" Unexpectedly, Jiang Chengzhi lowered his head and thought about it very seriously.
"I didn't have a stranger or a phone call, but about three months ago, for half a month, I kept having the same dream repeatedly, dreaming that I had come to an empty building that had not yet been built, and all kinds of tools and building materials were piled up everywhere, but I didn't know why I entered this building, as if I was looking for something. ”
Jiang Chengzhi seemed to realize that what he said might have nothing to do with the case, and looked up at us uneasily, and saw that we were all listening very carefully, so he continued.
"But walking in that building, I always had a strange feeling, as if someone had been watching me from behind, but when I turned around and looked, there was nothing, and I just kept walking in the building anyway. Later, there will be a sudden tingling sensation in the back, like hot oil splashing on the skin, and the person will wake up suddenly. ”
"But I had this dream for two weeks in a row, and I don't know why. But after a few days, the mood becomes very bad, and there is always a feeling that something is going to happen. In the next few days, I was very scared, so I only stood up at night and insisted on not sleeping, but even if I slept for a short time, I would have that dream. After a few days, even during the day, when people are napping, they will have this dream. People were going crazy with torture, and in the last few days, I became very manic in my dreams, smashing everything I could in my dreams, as if this was the only way to weaken the fear in my heart. ”
"At that time, there will be a strange voice coming from a dark basement in this building, as if calling me into the basement, saying that I am in, and everything will be understood. In the dream, I hesitated for a long time, but I still didn't dare to go down. But after a few more days, everything suddenly ended, the dream was gone, the sound was gone, the burning feeling behind it was gone, and the person slowly returned to normal. At that time, I took two weeks off, and when I went to work, I lost five kilograms, which is unbearable. ”
After listening to Jiang Chengzhi's words, I suddenly realized that this unusual dream could be a common connection between several suicide cases? Could the stinging sensation behind Jiang Chengzhi be related to tattoos? I couldn't help but blurt out: "Little Jiang, every time I dream, do I have the same tingling sensation on my back? Can you let us take a look at your back?"
(Everyone in the world knows that beauty is beauty, and evil is evil.) We all know that what is good is good, and what is not good is good. Therefore, there is no symbiosis, difficulty and ease are mutually compatible, the length is dwarfed, the high and the low are inclined to each other, the sound is harmonious, the front and back follow each other, and the constant is also. - Tao Te Ching)