Wang Yue took a sip of wine, and the familiar taste came for a while, and the familiar feeling seemed to come back. The alcohol was in a trance, and the whole person was in a trance, and while the taste was in his mind, he began to recall the situation when he was in school, when a group of people sat around Chenyang's house and drank.

Gu Xiandong drank half a bottle, sat on the ground, and spurted out a mouthful of blood, startling Wang Yuedu, "Old Dao, you're done." When you're not drunk, you'll go to the West Heaven first. ”

"Sixth brother, that's not a thing, that's not a thing. ”

"Since you don't know the prophet, why can't you escape birth, old age, sickness and death?"

"Sixth brother, you are so funny. Can we change birth, old age, sickness and death? Didn't you often say it before? Man's life is destined by God, do his best, and obey the destiny of God. Sixth brother, the life and death of a person cannot be changed. ”

"Hehe, is that so? Haven't you done anything in your life to change the fate of others?"

"Sixth brother, what do you mean. ”

Wang Yue smiled slightly, "Forty years ago, you once did one of the stupidest things in my opinion. ”

Gu Xiandong was stunned and didn't think for a while, "Sixth brother, you can say it clearly." I can't remember. ”

"I'll give you a hint. After speaking, Wang Yue stood up and stretched out his finger to himself, "It was because of that incident that I can now sit here and drink with you before you die." If you hadn't done anything in the first place, I guess I would have been waiting for you underground by now. ”

Gu Xiandong shook his head, "Sixth brother, you say it clearly." ”

"Back then, what did you say when Lin Ran was about to get into the car with Shen Lin?"

Gu Xiandong was taken aback.

"Is she a good girl?"

"Yes"

"Should she be drawn into this bottomless pit?"

"No, it shouldn't. ”

"She shouldn't have listened to your nonsense! To save me! Lost her own life! Why! Why! Why!"

Wang Yue grabbed Gu Xiandong's collar like crazy, "Such a simple girl, she should have had a stable and quiet life, and lived the rest of her life well;

"Ah......h

Wang Yue pushed Gu Xiandong away, grabbed his hair indiscriminately, and said nonsense, "Why...... Why ......" he said, already broken, half-kneeling on the ground, with tears on his face.

"You blame me, but have you thought about yourself?"

Gu Xiandong also smiled, "If you hadn't mixed up with this damn society, would Lin Ran have died? Wang Yue, think about it, how many people you have been sorry for, how many people you have hurt, and how many people you have failed in your life! Can you count them! Lin Ran, the woman who loves you the most in this life, if you had listened to her at the beginning, would she have died? Xiyu, the woman who has been entangled with you for most of your life, in the end, you still didn't treat her well. She has handed over most of her life to you, and it was you who destroyed her with your own hands! It's you! And Luofeng, you should have let go of your hatred and took her away to fly away, but in the end she died for it! Who are you worthy of in this life! Who are you worthy of!"

"Enough, I don't listen, I don't listen, don't listen......"

Wang Yue was lying on the ground, covering his ears tightly with his hands, he didn't want to think of that terrible memory, that unforgettable love, "Enough, don't say it anymore......", in the end, Wang Yue's voice gradually changed, becoming like begging Gu Xiandong bitterly.

"Xu Tiansheng, the man who has dug you out of the pile of dead people how many times. To be honest, the three people I admire the most in my life, one is you, one is a sparrow, and the other is Xu Tiansheng. That uncle in your mouth, how did he die. If you hadn't taken Hui Xu and Lin Yifei to save Mo Wan on the spur of the moment, would he have taken people down the mountain? Would he have dueled with Li Yao? Would he have died? You say, you say!"

"That's enough, I beg you. Say no more...... It's true...... Enough is enough......"

"Jiang Debiao. The promising general. He should now be sitting in the position of commander-in-chief, defending our great rivers and mountains, and being admired by all people. But for you, in order to save you, I have offended the whole country! You say how many people you are sorry for in this life!"

Wang Yue had collapsed and sat on the ground. Gu Xiandong looked at him for a long time, "Sixth brother, it's all over." Don't think about it anymore. ”

"Sixth brother, I won't tell you anything, I used to be like you, I always liked to think cranky. ”

"Sixth brother, I used to like a little girl when I was in school. I was only fifteen years old at the time, and I thought that I would only like her in my life. Once, I had a dream in which the girl in the dream, wearing a wedding dress, was standing in front of me with a smile. She smiled so sweetly, behind her, there was an auditorium, I was wearing a suit, people touched her hand like a dog, I was full of joy, but I found that she was walking faster and faster, and I, no matter how I ran, was always unable to catch up with her. I chased after him, and another man in a suit appeared, he looked back and smiled, and then, taking the girl's hand, slowly walked into the auditorium. I chased and chased and shouted frantically until I was exhausted, until there was a burst of applause in the auditorium...... When I woke up, there was silence around me, and I realized that I had already burst into tears......"

Wang Yue burst into tears, "More than 30 years ago, I met a girl. Her name is Lin Ran. ”

"The first time I met her was on the school track and field. The girl. With a ponytail and a sweet smile, I know that my eldest brother has been chasing her for a long time, but I know that I also fell in love with her at first sight. ”

"But I knew that there was a senior boy who had been chasing her, and I didn't dare to approach her, and I was afraid of being beaten by his boyfriend, until one day, she wrote a letter to me, until she said that I was a bad breed, and that night, I had insomnia all night, and my mind was full of cranky thoughts. ”

"One day, my eldest brother and I were both drinking, and on the side of the road, I saw the girl, squatting on the side of the road, crying, and I asked her what was wrong, and she said that the man took her first night and finally abandoned her. Later, for the sake of this girl, I took a wine bottle and smashed the boy's head open. Since then, I have started to change, I started fighting, smoking, making trouble, and I didn't have the heart to go to school at all. ”

"She, bad temper, often play with me petty, often angry, often jealous, in order to get her understanding, I was alone in the cold middle of the night, has been guarding their dormitory building, the next day, I finally saw the smile on the corner of her mouth, I was very happy, she was finally willing to forgive me. ”

"She likes to call me Six-Six, and she always follows me and calls me Six-Six. The first time she slept with me, I suddenly had the urge to just want her to sleep in my bed in my life. ”

Later, the girl named Xi Yu appeared, she was very beautiful, Lin Ran was angry, but this time, I found Xi Yu, the second sorry girl in my life. ”

"Later, I began to entangle between these two girls, divided and merged, at that time, how innocent we were, full of this beautiful long-cherished wish for the future, I once fantasized that one day, I held the hands of the child and my daughter-in-law, and stayed in a paradise, and lived this life quietly."

Wang Yue burst into tears, wanted to speak, but couldn't say anything, and felt very uncomfortable, as if a big stone was weighing heavily on the bottom of his heart.

"Forget the Valley of Sorrows, isn't it very good to have the Valley of Forget Sorrows over there? You take Xiao Muhan with Xiao Wang Hao in your hands, and stay forever in that isolated place, where there is no name, no profit, no power, what a good place. ”

Wang Yue knelt on his knees and kowtowed to the floor, "I'm sorry for you! I'm sorry for you! It's me!It'....... me!"

"Ten years, ten years. Why can't you let go? If you do this, what should Xiao Muhan do? What should Xiao Wang Hao do? Sixth brother, you say, why is your life so difficult?"

Wang Yue looked at the ceiling, "In this life, I owe her ...... Why, why, why exactly......"

"Where's Mu Han?"

Wang Yue's thoughts went back to three days ago, on the stone table in the Valley of Forgotten Worries, Mu Han said word by word with tears in his eyes, "Liu'er, I know that you can't let go of her in your heart. Liu'er, I know she's a good girl, and even, I'm not even a tenth of her. Liu'er, go ahead, do what you want, I understand you. ”

"Liu'er, you are shouting her name in your dreams; Liu'er, I know, in this life, you love her more than me; maybe in the eyes of outsiders, I let you leave, maybe people will be surprised by my generosity, how can a woman let her husband, leave her own flesh and blood alone, but still think about other people's children. But Liu'er, do you know, when I heard you shout her name in a dream, I knew that maybe in this life, I couldn't realize how deep the relationship between the two of you is. Liu'er, you haven't told me a lot of things, sometimes I really want to share something for you when I see you sad, but you have always hidden your thoughts in your heart, if you continue like this, you will always live in the past, live in memories, and can't extricate yourself. ”

"Liu'er, do you ask me if I hate you? Actually, I want to say, I hate you so much, really, really hate you. But Liu'er, I can't bear to let you live in memories all the time. Isn't it often said that what has passed is the past, and what has passed is that there is no going back? You can laugh and talk to others about all kinds of great truths to free others from suffering, but you yourself are sinking deeper and deeper. Liu'er, I'm so scared, Liu'er, I'm really scared."

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