"You're still fucking over!" I really almost had a seizure on the spot, but I didn't expect the school to start semi-closed management again and again, which was really unrepentant. At that time, I was so angry that I almost rushed forward, tore down the notice, threw it on the ground, and trampled it on it.

Of course, in the end I didn't do anything, just stood there with my fists clenched, my nails digging deep into my flesh.

At that point, I was going to take another laxative.

Since the school dares not to accept the lesson, then I will give it a lesson that will never be forgotten.

I held back my breath at first, and then I went to the cafeteria, observed the terrain, and planned to repeat last month's plan tomorrow and take another medicine. But when I got to the cafeteria, I was stunned.

It was then that I realized that the school leaders were far smarter than me, and the cafeteria had improved dramatically after a month of not seeing me.

First of all, the four soup buckets in the cafeteria have disappeared, and a special window has been opened, and an aunt wearing a mask is responsible for pouring soup for the students. And the other aunts at the window selling vegetables also wore masks and white sanitary clothes. Obviously, when it comes to food safety, the school has invested a lot.

Later, I learned that from the day of the accident in the cafeteria, the school had opened a special window to serve soup, and at the same time, the soup cooked every day had to go through a special inspection.

, it's so strict. It seems that although the school claims that there is a problem with the quality of the food, in fact, the leaders know in their hearts that this incident is a man-made accident and the result of someone deliberately administering drugs.

Looking at this scene in front of me, my head suddenly grew and at the same time I felt a panic in my heart.

If the school stopped allowing students to make soup freely, then I would not have had a chance to be drugged. That way, I won't be able to have a large number of students have an adverse reaction like I did last month, and students won't be able to protest because of diarrhea or something.

The school's move actually forced me into a corner and knocked me back to my original shape.

Standing in the corner of the cafeteria, my heart was cold at that moment, and I felt as if I had returned to the original point.

It is back to the starting point of the decision whether to give up on Jiaqi.

What am I going to do?

I can't help it!

More than a month of hard work, hard work, hardship, at this moment is not worth mentioning.

My loli cultivation plan is really full of loopholes, just an ordinary notice, can force me to give up because of this.

What to do?

Am I really going to give up on Jiaqi?

I was undecided at that moment. After a month of caregiving, Jiaqi began to integrate into my life and she seemed to have become a part of my life.

Behind the hard and bitter care of Jiaqi every day without telling her father and hiding from the whole world, there is the joy and happiness of watching her grow up day by day.

In the past month, I have become accustomed to the life of Jiaqi. There is always a moment when I feel like she's really become my daughter, or my little girlfriend.

I always lie in bed on a dark night, imagining her beauty when she grows up, imagining the happy scene of holding her hand and walking on the street one day, imagining the excitement of her shrinking into my arms when she becomes a little girl and sleeps in the same bed with me, or her coquettish expression when she sits on my lap and coquettishly in the future.

But at this moment, all those good things in my mind were gone.

Why is this happening?

I'm angry, I hate!

At noon that day, I didn't even eat much lunch, so I went back to the classroom in a daze.

Sitting in my seat, I was anxious to think that Jiaqi might be crying hungry in the underground warehouse at the moment.

If this continues, I'm afraid I'm really going to hand over Jiaqi to someone else.

I don't have the ability and the right to have her.

I blamed myself deeply.

Sitting in my seat, on an empty stomach, watching my watch tick and tick, I was going crazy.

But at this moment, I had an idea.

Maybe I'm really in a hurry, or maybe it's a flash of inspiration.

I suddenly thought of a solution.

As soon as I thought of this solution, I immediately rummaged through my schoolbag and found the leave note that Teacher Tu had given me a month ago, on which was written that I had asked for leave due to illness.

Below the text of the leave request is the date of the leave request.

October 9 to October 10.

Looking at that date, I fell silent and pondered.

After much hesitation, I finally took out the clear glue and a pen, gently scraped the date on it, and then carefully revised it.

As a result, the leave date from October 9th to October 10th was changed to November 9th to November 28th.

Looking at the somewhat contrived dates on it, my throat was dry with nervousness, my heartbeat intensified, and my whole body was restless because of nervousness.

Today is the 6th, it is Friday, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow is the 7th and 8th, which happens to be a Saturday and Sunday, and Monday, it is exactly the 9th.

Starting next Monday, this leave slip will be a temporary pass for me to leave the school at noon.

The premise is that the old security guard can't see the traces of the date modified by me, and at the same time, I won't be caught by Teacher Tu.

Can I do it?

Looking at the text on the leave slip for a while, I finally felt a little weak, although I had been as careful as possible when using transparent glue, but it was impossible not to see some rough marks, and the gap between 1 and 2, 0 and 8 was also a bit big. I wasn't really sure I could fool the old security guard.

Although it has Teacher Tu's autograph on it, this leave slip is also specially made by the school, and the school's seal, but the date is a fatal wound. And the time of leave is too long, from the 9th to the 28th, ordinary people will not take such a long leave unless they are seriously disabled.

After thinking about it, I still modified it, removed the 8 of 28, and added a 1 in front of 2, which was modified to 12. Three days, which is a little more reasonable.

However, I also knew that I had to decide in those three days whether to continue to adopt Jiaqi or give her up.

Once I was mentally prepared, I started the afternoon class.

When I got home, my dad still hadn't returned, so I ran into the underground warehouse again.

As I walked into the underground garage, I heard Jiaqi crying in the underground warehouse, and the crying was loud, like I could hear every day for the past month.

When I entered the warehouse, I also breastfed her as I had done in the past month, changed diapers, comforted her, and soothed her to sleep.

Everything doesn't look any different than usual.

The only difference was my mood.

Looking at Xiao Jiaqi's quiet little face sleeping peacefully, I knew that this was most likely the last few times.

Is it the last third time, or the last second time...... Or, for the last time?

I don't want to think about it. That was a terrible thought.

That night, I stayed in the underground warehouse for a long time, staring at little Jiaqi's sleeping face.

It was really a very white and tender little face, and you can imagine what kind of face this face will become in the future.

It's just that maybe I'll never see each other again.

Thinking of this, I became angry again for no reason, and I even began to resentment and suspicion of the God Almighty, but every day I was reviled by countless so-called ungodly people.

If there really is God, then why did He let me meet Jiaqi, just so that I could take care of her for a short month, just to give me a seemingly enticing picture of the future, and then ruthlessly shatter it at the end?

I'm not convinced.

I'm not reconciled.

But I can't do anything, I've done everything I need to do, and I've reached the limit. After all, I'm just a young guy with little ability and experience. I can't even take care of myself, maybe I can't even raise a kitten, a puppy, but I have to feed someone, a living person.

This is inherently unrealistic.

That night, I took Jiaqi to my bedroom, and I locked myself and Jiaqi in the room, feeling extremely low.

The next two days are Saturdays and Sundays. Saturdays and Sundays were the easiest days for me, because in those two short days, I didn't have to pedal my bicycle back and forth between school and home. I don't have to think about how Jiaqi is at home during class, I just need to stay at home quietly.

But the easiest days are always the fastest.

Two days passed in the blink of an eye, and soon a new week began.

Perhaps because of the late autumn, the weather has begun to gradually get cooler, and there was a light rain on Sunday night, and the temperature dropped by 7 or 8 degrees, and the next day the sky was overcast and there was still a light autumn rain.

My mood was as gloomy as this hazy sky. Because I know that even if my leave slip is useful, I'm afraid I'm going to hand over Jiaqi this Wednesday.

Before going to school in the morning, I gave Jiaqi a milk, and Jiaqi cried a lot at that time. The voices are a little out of voice. I wondered, did Jiaqi know that she was going to leave me forever?

The morning class was not too heavy, and after a few hours of torment, the bell rang for the end of the last class of the morning. I took out the leave slip from my bag, stood up, walked out of the classroom, and walked towards the school gate.

It was still raining, and I didn't have an umbrella, and even deliberately drenched a little rain, so that the rain slightly wet the leave slip, making the handwriting on it a little blurry. This can somewhat hide the traces of my modifications.

When I walked to the communication room at the school gate, the old security guard stopped me, who was already wet from the rain, as I expected.

"Hey, hey, stop, what are you doing?"

"Master, I am not feeling well and have taken a leave of absence. "Seeing the face of the old security guard in front of the window of the communication room, I pretended to be calm and walked up, and then handed the old security guard the leave slip that was wet with the rain. "This is our homeroom teacher...... Teacher Tu gave me a leave of absence. ”

At that moment, my heart was beating a little fast, and the soles of my feet were a little cold.

The old security guard took my note and looked at it with a frown, while I looked at his frowning expression and felt my heart flutter.