I wanted to keep Ma Yike, but I didn't know what to say, and I couldn't say anything when the words came to my lips.

The ticket is already in Ma Yike's hand, she has realized her dream of taking the teacher qualification certificate, and her departure is doomed.

If you have to leave, why can't you leave with the best of you?

I took Maike's cross-stitch, and saw my empty hands, and Mayike said goodbye to me, and she gave me her carefully woven cross-stitch, but I didn't even give her anything because of my wealth.

At that moment, I suddenly felt a little ashamed.

Looking at Ma Yike like this, looking at her eyes expecting me to say the word "goodbye", I suddenly decided to do something on the impromptu basis.

I sighed, and finally smiled at Ma Ke.

"Mayike, you're leaving. We've been together for so long, and I know a lot of what you're thinking. If you're leaving, all I can do is bless you. It's just that I'm sloppy enough, I didn't bring anything today, and I don't have anything to give you. I scratched my head with a wry smile and said, "Then I'll sing you a song." ”

"Singing, there's no time, it's okay, Xiaodong, I really appreciate your kindness, I really appreciate you, without you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be where I am today." Ma Yike smiled indifferently, rejected my kindness, took a step back, waved his hand, and said, "That's enough, I'm leaving...... Goodbye, Xiaodong. ”

After saying it to me, Ma Yike picked up the bag in her hand, turned around slowly, her medium-long black hair fluttering slightly in the autumn wind, covering her slender body, and slowly walked towards the carriage.

I stayed where I was, staring blankly at the figure of Ma Yike walking away, not knowing what to do.

Should I catch up?

Or just watch her leave?

I didn't know, I just stood and watched as Maiko walked away.

I feel that something in my heart is going to be lost forever.

A gust of autumn wind suddenly blew, and Ma Yike's medium-long hair in front of him was suddenly lifted and scattered in the wind, and the hazy figure suddenly became so dreamy and beautiful in my opinion.

I don't know why, the moment I saw Ma Yike's long hair fluttering, hundreds of days, those memories hidden deep in the depths of my memory, suddenly woke up in the next moment.

On those days, Ma Yike and I took Jiaqi's hand and walked in the park.

In those days, Ma Yike and I were running with our bags in the rain.

On those days, Ma Yi and I were picking out clothes in the city.

The picture of Ma Yike locking himself in his room and crying that day.

Iko and I were in the lobby watching the TV and laughing.

At that time, I just felt that I was very happy, and I always felt that time would be extended endlessly, but I forgot that one day I would lose, and it was not until now, when it was time to separate, that I knew how to cherish it.

However, it was already too late.

When youth flows away like water, when the years turn white, what do we have left?

I don't know why, the moment I saw Ma Yike walking away and her long hair fluttering, I suddenly remembered another girl in my memory. That girl, who used to be like this, gradually walked away from my sight, disappeared into the sea of people, and was never heard from again.

And at this moment, the picture of Tong Yang reappeared again.

Quietly, I knew what I was supposed to do.

I clenched my fists.

"Wait a minute!"

Looking at Ma Yike's figure, I chased after it desperately, the autumn wind swirled in my ears, and I used all my strength to chase after it.

I knew I couldn't just watch Maiko leave, I had to do something.

Hearing my shout, Ma Yike, who had already walked to the door of the carriage, turned around and looked at me blankly with a pair of beautiful eyes.

"What's the matter, Xiaodong, is there anything else?"

"Wait a minute, will I sing well?" I gasped as I stopped in front of Majko and smiled at her.

"Huh?"

"Listen to me after singing, if I don't give you anything, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I grabbed Mayike's shoulders and smiled at her.

Ma Yike sighed softly, looked at the door of the carriage on the left, and said helplessly: "Okay, you can sing." I listened. ”

With Mayike's permission, I took a deep breath and opened my mouth to sing the song I had loved so much.

"Are you in a good mood right now?

"Do you still have a smile on your face?

"Since ancient times, life has had many sorrows and sufferings.

"Please be more happy and less troubled.

I don't think I have a good singing voice, but I sing as best I can, and in the last moments of this farewell, I must leave the best memories of Maiko, and I must not have any regrets.

Otherwise, I will blame myself for the rest of my life.

Hearing me sing, Ma Yike just looked at me blankly, then sighed, smiled, didn't say anything, just listened to me quietly.

"Are you still getting so little?

"Do you still pay so much?

"There are always some ups and downs along the way.

"Please don't worry too much about being free and easy. ”

I hummed softly to Ma Yike, and Ma Yike just listened quietly, a pair of bright eyes looked at me, his eyes were blurred, and I just looked at her, as the lyrics gradually deepened, gradually, I finally saw a little more crystal in the corner of her eyes.

"Rumble Rumble......

Just as I was halfway through the song, the sound of the train about to depart suddenly sounded, and the rumbling sound was deafening.

Hearing the sound of the train about to start, Ma Yike was also frightened and came back to his senses, and said to me anxiously: "It's time to leave, Xiaodong, I really have to leave...... Thank you for the song, you sing it so well...... It has always been ...... Thank you so much, I'm so glad I met you. ”

Maik took my hand from her shoulder and gave me a deep look. Then after giving the ticket to the ticket inspector standing at the door of the carriage, he jumped into the carriage.

"Xiaodong, goodbye......"

Ma Yike walked up to the carriage, and the ticket inspector looked at me and Ma Yike, didn't say anything, followed the carriage, and then closed the door of the carriage.

Looking at Ma Yike, who was still looking at me through the window behind the door of the carriage, I still stood outside the carriage in a daze, looking at Ma Yike through the window, singing the song that had not yet been sung.

With a rumbling sound, the train started slowly, and the massive black body gradually moved forward, and I took two steps back, but I still looked at the carriage that Ma Yike had been in.

I saw that through the slightly reflective window, Ma Yike was still looking at me, but he was already covering his mouth with his hands, and tears were streaming down his face.

It turned out that she couldn't bear to cry in front of me just now.

Looking at this scene, I felt as if my brain had been hit hard with a hammer, and at that moment I suddenly knew what Ma Yike wanted for me.

I'm so stupid.

I don't know where the motivation came from, or maybe I lost my mind because I blamed myself too much, so I suddenly got up and ran, chasing the trail of the train, and running wildly with the carriage of the train!

I haven't cried for three years, and after going through so many rights and wrongs, I have long thought that I have looked down on everything and will not cry for a long time.

But at that moment, tears still flowed down my eyes.

I cried as I ran.

It turns out that in three years, I haven't changed, I'm still me.

While looking at Ma Yike's face as he got farther and farther away from the carriage, I ran wildly, but I kept singing the song that Ma Yike didn't finish.

"There are always some ups and downs along the way

"Please don't worry too much

"It's good to be free

"Peace be upon you

"Peace be upon you

"Let that be happy

"Surrounded by you

"Peace be upon you

"Peace be upon you

"You will always be happy, it is my greatest wish. ”

At the moment when I finished singing, I finally stopped my tired feet, and my eyes were already blurred, but I could still faintly see Ma Yike's smiling face through the car window.

I think she heard my song.

In the last moment, I was relieved because I saw Ma Yike's smile at me.

It is the best memory.

That was the last time I saw Ma Yike smile at me.

"Mayike, I wish you happiness. ”

Looking in the direction of the train, I wiped away my tears and smiled, muttering my blessing to Ma Yike.

Sincerely blessed.

On the other side of the train, Maiko began her new life, where she will spend the rest of her life.

After that separation, we still had occasional contact with each other, but as time went on, our connection gradually diminished, until I don't know when she and I finally lost contact.

It wasn't until three years later, at dusk, that I happened to receive the good news from her and told me happily.

She got married.

That day, I turned off my phone and watched the sunset at dusk for a long, long time until the moonrise at sunset.

In junior high school, I missed out on a beautiful love.

In high school, I missed out on a beautiful love.

And now, I still miss out on a beautiful love that may be with me for the rest of my life.

Since then, whenever I come to the train station, when I look at the flow of people coming in and out of the carriage, I will think of the scene when I was separated from Ma Yike that day, I will think of the last smile Ma Yi Ke gave me that day, I will also think of the madness when I chased the train that day, and I will think of the cross-stitch with the beautiful words "Life is safe" that I still cherish to this day.

I will also remember the song that has not been sung.

This is the story between me and Ma Yike, in the end, we were not together, maybe we both liked each other once, we both gave each other encouragement and courage when each other was lonely, and gave each other the faith and blessing to live, but we were not together after all.

That's the end between us.

I don't know how to describe this story, and whenever I try to describe it, I feel poor in language, but I think maybe a passage from Liang Jingru's "Children's Song" has already sung my heart.

The most beautiful story is the story that doesn't work out.

The least easy to forget.

It's like an embellishment in life,

Stay on that day shiny.