Don't worry, I haven't lost my passion for writing books. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

There have been few updates recently, and it hasn't been updated for a long time, and the atmosphere in the group and comment area is far less active than it was at the beginning.

Hey, not really.

It's just that I'm in a downturn again.

There seems to be a trait in me that every once in a while there is an emotional trough, often without any triggers or warnings, and it just comes.

There are many worlds in my head, and that's why I aspire to express them through my books.

And whenever it is in a downturn, these worlds will be mixed together, and the feeling is like a traveler who has just arrived in a certain place, standing at a junction of many roads, not knowing where he should go, looking at the road signs with his empty eyes, helplessly hesitating.

At this time, I will be surrounded by all kinds of literary and artistic emotions. To be reasonable, I'm not a literary person and I don't like literature and art, and like many people, I think the so-called literature and art are moaning without disease. I am a very optimistic person, no matter how big the setbacks are, I can always adjust my mentality, and I am full of expectations and longing for the future.

However, pessimism always comes to me and harasses me, I know what I have to do, but at such times I just can't lift my spirits about everything, and the whole person is like a lonely person in the Middle Ages, as I wrote about in the previous book.

Oddly enough, when I made it through the downturn, my mind underwent a metamorphosis, and I don't know who poured it into my head to come up with a better story.

Perhaps, writing books is my birthright calling.

Having said so many heartfelt words, I would like to thank my friends who have been supporting me from beginning to end, and the more impressive ones are Abei Guanyin, Dream Qianli Qianxun, Flawless Jade, just reading garbage books, and so on. If there is an omission, it is purely lazy, because many people's names are too strange and difficult to remember~

It's been a long, long time, no matter how many updates there are, no matter whether the chapters are right or not, you have always insisted on signing in, voting, and rewarding, so that I can see your support, give me encouragement, and give me the motivation to write.

Really, thank you.

Even though I know that if I reopen a book and grasp the new date, the prospects will be much better, but I still want to finish this book because it is a responsibility and a belief for me.

For the sake of responsibility, I cannot let down those of you who support me.

For the sake of faith, I wanted to depict a world that I aspired to, the turbulent and fascinating Age of Discovery, and wrote everything I wanted to express.

I have a small wish, that is, to finish this book in the best possible state, and then take you to open the next colorful world, and continue to be high.

To be honest, I feel like I've never been able to write the results I wanted, and I've rarely been able to write chapters that I'm happy with. So, this downturn is really timely, and I believe that after getting through it, I will be able to write better.

Writing a book is my dream, I don't want to use it as a means to support my family, I want to adjust myself to the best state, write the most satisfying things, and dedicate it to everyone.

Don't worry, I'll be soon, maybe tomorrow will start the explosion.

I feel like I still have a lot to say, but I don't know where to start, so let's sleep, and when I wake up, I can write a book.

Good night and good dreams. (To be continued.) )